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"alright, up you get." he says as he rises up off you, giving your ass a soft slap. he smirks at the way you don't move, body still trembling and shaking. he knows that he could bring you to another ten orgasms if he wanted to, but he didn't feel like making you pass out tonight.
"c'mon, baby, i didn't get ya too hard, did i?" he says, voice slightly high and mocking sweetly as he leaning back over you, searching for your face where it hides under your hands.
he sighs softly as he begins to rub his hand up and down your waist, a warm, gentle touch. you swallow and he leans down to kiss your ear.
"shower or bath?"
"b-bath, please."
"ah, such good manners. of course."
he gently rises again and moves to his luxury bathroom, and you hear him turn the tap on and test the warm water. you lie on his bed, eyes shut as you relax your body, all while he shuffles around you. he grabs a warm, damp cloth and carefully opens your legs, wiping you down.
"y'know, this is my favorite part of the whole thing."
"wiping your cum off me?"
"taking care of you."
you roll your eyes, too cock drunk to care about what your words might mean., especially to him.
"oh please, you don't take care of me. you act like you hate me."
he pauses for a moment, contemplating your words before standing again and checking the water and finally turning it off. he comes over to where you lay and slowly picks you up bridal style. "up we get."
he carries you to the bath as you yawn against him and slowly he puts you into the warm water. you hum and sink into it with ease, eyes shutting in contentedness.
"that feel good honey?"
"yes."
"good. now scooch over."
he makes his way in next to you, before maneuvering you onto his lap. you lay against him, his warm body firm and yet gentle behind you. you allow yourself the comfort of drifting off, knowing he will hold you up if he needs to.
"i, i know i'm not the best. but i really do want to take care of you. if you want money, kids, to travel, i'm right behind you."
"you're always right behind me."
"yeah, but i mean in a good way, not a weird way."
"hm, sure."
"don't worry sweetheart, i'm going to do whatever i can to prove it to you."
An outcast you rejected a while ago cannot bear the sight of you with other men! And what's a better place to corner you and beg to love him? By the lake, at night, when you're naked and alone. After he made sure to get rid of your newest lover, of course!
part of slutty (slasher) summer
˖ꨄ ݁˖ pairing: ꒰ Stalker/Killer!Suguru Geto x Slutty!Reader ꒱
˖ꨄ ݁˖ content & warning: ꒰ mdni 18+ :: heavy smut :: set in 80s :: psycho stalker suguru :: yandere :: obsessive behaviour :: extreme possesiveness :: violence (not towards the reader) :: emo Suguru :: minx reader :: she's so mean :: murders :: death threats :: university au :: suguru has piercings :: oral sex :: masturbation :: stalking :: panties stealing (ofc) :: breeding kink :: creampie :: oral sex :: pussydrunk suguru :: belly bulges :: blood :: we love beating men :: miserable suguru :: extreme jealousy ꒱
˖ꨄ ݁˖ words: ꒰ 11.4k ꒱
˖ꨄ ݁˖ notes: It was supposed to be shorter, but then I spiralled and cooked another long fic. Hope you'll like it <3
He was always there – somewhere, lurking behind the university's walls, with lavender eyes fixed on your figure.
Suguru Geto was known as your menace, stalker, the man who somehow became utterly obsessed with this campus's slutty sweetheart. A freak, an outcast, always hanging out with his weirdo friends. Metal bars coated his face like twinkling stars, and long, shiny hair brushed the ends of his hips, hung with heavy chains.
Two years of a master's degree, two years of a nightmare, a man haunting your dreams like a spectral creature with eyes always fixed on your body and heavy, bittersweet cologne trailing you through the corridors.
You first met in September of 86'. Right on campus, you sat on the grass with your new group of friends and a jock whose name you had long since forgotten, clinging to you like a puppy. The prettiest new girl at university, a heartbreaker, a slut, which you never truly denied. For it was the truth that you enjoyed sleeping around and chirping bewitching sweetness to your next foolish victims.
And Suguru saw you then, as you lay on lush grass in a mid-thigh skirt and white socks, wrapped just above your knees. You wore a checkered top and long earrings that brushed your neck. Squinted eyes turned to his freaky group once, with glossed lips curving into a mischievous smile and a slightly raised eyebrow.
"Why is he staring at me?" you asked, piquing Shoko's interest.
She looked over her shoulder, pushing a low groan. "Ugh, I guess he wants to talk to you. Don't mind them, probably some weird art major."
But it was hard to ignore the lavender irises hiding behind the almond-shaped eyes and this curious, slightly cheeky tilt of his head. September was still rather warm, and yet black jeans wrapped his long legs, hung with silver chains and patches. Dark tee with some washed-out band and thick bracelets stacked one after one on his pale wrists. Massive shoes could probably leave a hole in your delicate, white heels, and so grimace tug on your lips.
A jock sitting right next to you pushed a lock of hair behind your ear, with a, "Don't worry, sweetheart, he won't be bothering you."
But you didn't answer, since he would be replaced by another guy by the end of this week. There was no need to raise his hopes.
The days were passing, and you were soon completely wrapped up in the university's tight schedule. Classes, studying, partying. Classes, studying, partying, fucking.
The young adult life was fun, with your friends always pulling you out of the dorm in the dead of night and taking you from one bar to another. From the local student's club to the cabin by the lake, owned by one of the jocks you happened to sleep with.
But the joys of a student's life – be it an evening spent studying or fucking in the car after a stressful exam – were, after a few months, taken away by your stalker.
Suguru Geto has been following you since day one. The moment his eyes fell on your body sprawled on the campus lawn, skin shimmering in the late summer sun, and a sweet giggle tickling his pierced ears.
His brain turned fuzzy whenever he saw the angelic aura wrapping around your cheeky face. Heart melted when your eyes fell on him, even for a single second. An uncontrollable feeling bubbled in his chest at the sheer sight of a little crease appearing between your brows when you bestowed him with a grimace.
It was clear that, for some reason, you treated him rather as a foe than a man who could pique your interest.
At first, he did nothing but look. Observe, with this devilish smile tugging at his lips and lavender irises taking pleasure in the loveliest scowl slipping onto your face. He tried to keep himself at bay, but not because shyness coiled in his heart.
No, simply because he wished to know everything about you, before making an official approach. Your favourite flowers, the desserts you most cherished, the tight course schedule that always seemed to keep you up all night, favourite shapes and colours of the clacking jewellery that hung from your skin. Of the big hoops that always brushed your neck, and bracelets stacked one on another, chirping like sweet birds whenever you passed by.
He wished to know the colour of your lingerie and how your panties smelled after a long day. To feel the warmth of the bra that had just left the embrace of your breasts. Smell the sweetness of your slightly sweated skin after days when you joined the cheerleading sessions.
Suguru… Suguru wanted to be the one having you all to himself, even if you hated the sheer sight of him.
Whenever you took a shower during late, late nights – someone always seemed to be there. In the shared bathroom on your floor, the one meant to be used solely by the female students. A listener, whose ears pricked up to hear a soft hum of a random melody that bubbled in your throat and sweet sighs when the first hot droplets hit your skin.
The first time you noticed it was when the bathroom doors closed louder than they should. Another girl coming back from a late session, you thought, giving it no mind.
But the silence that lingered in the air stretched for too long. As no other shower seemed to be in use, nor did any other sounds of movement filled the lonely bathroom.
You waited, and waited, to hear something that would not make you believe that a fucking creep slipped inside the room just to await your naked body leaving the shower.
But nothing else ever came, and so your voice echoed off the walls with a, "Hello?"
Silence stood still, and the hot droplets soon turned into the cold sweat tickling the shivering skin along your spine. Nothing, but the thick fog filled the tiled bathroom and a heavy breath of yours, trying to listen for the eerie footsteps that clacked against the wet floor a few seconds ago.
Coming closer, and closer, till you could already see the heavy, black boots peeking from the lower door crack. A gentle tingling of the oh-so-familiar silver chain slashed through the air, and if you lifted your head up, surely you could see a peek of silky black hair. The shower doors were, after all, not two meters tall.
"You fucking freak," a low snort escaped your throat. "You don’t think I know who you are?"
Silence.
He simply stood there, as if waiting. For you to come outside? Or maybe simply enjoying the tension that rose within a blinding fog. The faster beating of your heart, shuddered breath you tried to conceal with a harsh tone, and trembling fingers covering your breasts, as if he could see your naked body through the door.
"Cat got your tongue, huh? Don’t be a coward, at least say something," you continued, making sure the miserably weak latch was keeping the door closed. "You’ve been stalking me for months. Don’t you know who my boyfriend is?"
Suguru knew.
But he also knew that the captain of the basketball team wasn’t your boyfriend. Because you didn’t do that stuff – relationships, love, cheesy romance.
So a low chuckle slipped past his lips as he pressed his forehead to the door. Trying to smell the sweet body wash that lingered in the air, imagining the foam that coated your soft body and curled around those plush breasts he loved so dearly.
"I can’t believe you’re getting off to this," another snort escaped your throat, as you banged with a fist on the door. "You don’t think I’ll report you? I’ll end you, do you hear me?!"
But Suguru could simply laugh – deeply, with a vibration hitting the plastic surface. His large palm pressed to the door, as if he tried to imagine where exactly your hand lay. So the image of your skins almost touching could slip an eerie, excited thought that tickled his mind in such a pleasant manner.
A wrath coiled beneath your heart, hearing how much he enjoyed this little torture. Because, if only he wanted, he surely could rip the door off the hinges with little to no sweat. Instead, he simply let out a hum, curling the fingers into a fist.
"Sure, baby. I hear you loud and clear," a low purr bounced off the tile, foggy walls.
The heat made your head spin, body leaned against the plastic door in need of fresh air. But going out now would mean slipping right into his needy clutches.
And before you could snap once again, he added, "I hope you won’t mind me taking those pretty panties of yours, hm? I’ll give them back one day, pinky promise," and with that, the leather shoes disappeared from your sight.
With your pitched you fucking psycho, kissing his cheeks goodbye, as he left the stuffy bathroom.
And so during the first semester, you started seeing the consequences of having a stalker like him.
Your panties were disappearing one by one, and you knew that it was not a fault of the old washing machines in the dorm. Always suddenly appearing back on your bed, clean and fragrant, although only god knew what he did with them.
Other times, it was the white knee-socks from the cheerleader costume. The woollen, soft material that wrapped your sweaty thighs after hours of training. Always disappearing whenever you planned to do the laundry, always back on your bed a bit stiff, with a heavy cologne still clinging to the cloth.
The report to the headmaster did truly nothing, as you had no proof whatsoever that Suguru Geto was your stalker, nor that he slipped into the women’s bathroom. After all, no one else saw him, and for that matter, no one could accuse him of anything.
The jock you were sleeping with back then refused to deal with him another way, for he simply didn’t see a reason to it.
You snorted, the first time Toji said it and slipped off his bed. The winter’s biting cold was sneaking past the old dorm windows as you started dressing yourself up.
"Doll, what are you doing?" The mountain of a man asked with a sigh, stretching his massive body on a bed. "I won’t kill some random guy, just because you think he’s stalking you."
You scoffed at the quizzical tone of his voice, pulling on the warm, woolly sweater. "So you think I made this up, huh?"
Toji groaned, lazily wiping his face with a hand. "Come on, I’m just saying that he may have a crush and that’s it."
"He’s been stealing my underwear and listening to me taking showers for months!"
The emerald eyes followed you with a raised eyebrow, as you pulled tight jeans onto your ass. The scowl between your brows made him chuckle lowly and sit up on a bed, patting the still-warm place next to him.
"Come on, let me make you feel better. It’s not as if he’ll do anything else." His long hand reached for the loops of your jeans, but you quickly smacked it. "Doll, I’m serious. If you were in danger, I would definitely deal with him."
Fully dressed, with shoes on, you turned to him with a low tsk and, "I think you’re too much of a fucking coward to do it," before going out of his room and closing the door with a thud.
Months passed; winter turned into early spring, the second semester began, and Suguru Geto was slowly getting closer.
In slow, baby steps and yet you felt the line between the two of you thinning. With him appearing on your horizon much more often, following you around the campus, barely trying to hide it.
In early spring, he started leaving little gifts on your bed, under the door, in the locker. A pretty set of lingerie, favourite flowers, a tape with music he thought you could like, the… death threats.
Not to you, oh, but of course, as he would rather cut his limbs off than make a single, precious strand of your hair fall for the greediness filling his heart.
All the death threats were always aimed at your lovers, of course.
As Suguru had a little patience left for seeing you change men like gloves, with none worthy to be bestowed with the softness of your skin. To nuzzle into your neck, trace kisses down the chin, and hear the sweet laughter every single day.
Suguru was simply jealous. And he addressed it quite openly in short, paper notes that you somehow always found in your bag.
The mix of, baby he’s not good for you, and, break it off, or he’ll regret ever setting his eyes on my girl.
When you brought them all to the headmaster, he simply offered to monitor the situation. As you still had no proof to offer that Suguru Geto was the one who wrote them all. No one saw him slipping the notes into your bag, nor his ghastly figure stealing all your lingerie.
On a campus, he was simply a weird guy.
In classes, the best student.
For you, a hellish nightmare that tried to crawl under your skin and wrap around your body like a deathly viper.
And so you ignored the threats. Broke most of your relationships, but didn’t quite reveal the reason. If he had a problem with you sleeping with one guy for a month or two, then… you simply had to stick to one-night stands and not show yourself on campus with any other men.
As long as you weren’t hanging onto anyone’s shoulder, it should be okay. Somehow, you would last the next year and leave this town behind. With the stalker hot on your heels and the presents stacked in your bedroom, one on top of another.
The middle of the second semester began quickly, with spring in full bloom and the sizzling sun once again letting you slip away for the pool parties at the jocks’ houses. You allowed yourself to get lost in the pleasures and madness of student life, with summer just around the corner. Only a few months left, and you would get a break from your stalker for the whole holidays.
But then… Suguru Geto confessed.
He came to your dorm with a bouquet of your favourite flowers, a small bun sitting high on his head, and pierced lips curling in a gentle smile, as he knocked on your dorm’s door. After months of following you obediently like a puppy, he knew every little thing about you.
Every mood swing of yours, each emotion, always oh so visible on your lovely face. He learned how to watch you, please you, and say the right things to become the perfect boyfriend.
He knew how your pussy smelled during the ovulation days. How you usually tasted, checking it each day with a pretty lingerie of yours pressed to his lips, and fingers pumping his leaking cock.
He learned the melody you always hummed under the shower and the brand of shampoo that made your hair smell like the sweetest garden.
He found out what you liked and hated in bed, all the kinks you wished to try. The way your fingers pressed to your swollen clit, whenever you stayed in your dorm room alone. How your breath hitched when you were close, and thighs squeezed around nothing, although he truly wished it was his head being squished between the heavenly softness that haunted his dreams.
And when you opened the door, he knew that it was now or never. He, finally, was worthy to ask for your love.
"Hi, baby," he said, glancing at your figure dressed in nothing but a skimpy gown.
Wrapping you a bit too tight, ending just above the mid-thighs and with perked nipples poking through the flimsy material.
A scowl bubbled in your throat, and you quickly, with full force, tried to close the door. But he was quicker, slipping his heavy shoe right into the small crack.
"Leave, or I’ll start screaming," you warned him, getting as an answer a low giggle.
He pushed the door easily, coming into your room. The dim light slipping from the night table bathed the small space with a soft glow. A few scented candles flickered on your desk and the bed of your roommate, as usual, was empty.
You took a few steps back, trying not to show any signs of panic.
The sudden fear that rose in your chest. Breath becoming slightly more hitched, fingers trembling around the gown you tried to pull down. Eyes fixed on him, as if he could attack any minute now.
But he, as always, was looking at you. Closely, carefully, with lavender warmth slipping up and down your body and a handsome smirk tugging on his lips. Long hair tickled his shoulder, swimming down along the muscular back dressed in leather jacket. Metal bars on his lips and eyebrows twinkled like coins under the spilling candle-flame, adding a sort of wickedness to his demeanour.
Suguru Geto was… handsome.
Dear lord, he was beautiful.
And as difficult as it was to swallow, you could not change the fact that your stalker was one of the prettiest men you had ever seen. With a horrendous and sinful character, yet the face of an angel.
So you allowed yourself to trace the broad back bulging under the jacket. The height looming over your shivering figure. Long fingers that gripped the bouquet and beefy thighs dressed in black jeans. The woodsy scent of his cologne wrapped around your senses in an utterly pleasurable way, melting you in its warmth.
You hated the way he made you feel. Confused, scared, and most of the time simply furious. But somehow, on some days, a bit too balmy. With a heat spreading all over your body, slipping under the chest, down the belly, between the thighs, as if the wickedness of his actions, the sheer idea of how obsessed he was with you, made you excited.
So then, while he stood in your dorm with a straightened back, you decided to wait. To see what other foolish plan would bloom in his devilish mind, only for you to bring it back to the headmaster.
"What the fuck do you want?" you snapped, crossing arms over your chest.
He took a step closer, lavender eyes mingling with an excitement of a source that made your spine tingle in an unpleasant way. Long hand extended towards you, pushing a lush bouquet right into your arms.
"Go out with me," he stated, not even curving his tone into a question.
A statement, rather, it was as if he was utterly sure that you would agree.
And you stood there with the same scowl that didn’t leave your forehead even for a second. Fingers wrapped around the heavy bouquet, nostrils tingling with the strong, flowery smell you loved so much.
But the wrath coiling beneath your chest was dangerously close to spilling. Eyes bulged, hearing the question he dared to push after months of acting like a psycho stalker and turning your life into madness. Everyone looked at you like a crazy, delusional woman who tried to frame a poor outcast as a maniac who, Suguru Geto, definitely wasn’t.
And now he had the audacity to stand in your bedroom, checking your body dressed in nothing but a flimsy robe, as a sly smile tugged at his lips.
"What did you just say?" Rolled in tremble, as you could barely stop the rage bubbling in your chest.
His head tilted. Long legs took another step closer. Until the big hand lifted to nuzzle your soft cheek, strong thumb brushing the skin aflame with fury.
"Go out with me, baby. Let me love you as you deserve it." The silkiness of his tone made your head spin, in both an unsettling pleasure and madness. "And if you don’t want to date me, use me. It’s been a while since you slept with someone, hm? Why won’t you just use me for your pleasure?"
Thumb slipped to your slightly parted lips. The urge to bite it and suck on it fought in your mind, bringing an irrational feeling that made your lower lip tremble right under his digit.
His words clearly stated that he, in fact, did not know that you hadn’t given up on sleeping with other men. Because if he did…
"Why so sure that I’m not fucking with anyone?" You muttered, tilting head in a cheeky manner.
As if you wanted to indulge yourself in the psychotic game of his, fully aware that you would always end up as a loser. Because for the past few months, Suguru Geto was never, ever, letting you win any of the tricks you tried to play on him. The reports, gathering the evidence, paying people to give him the lesson, although the next day he was always appearing back on the university’s lawn. Fully aware of all your miserable attempts.
Something in his eyes twinkled, but the smile didn’t come off his lips even for a second. "Do you?"
You smacked away his hand, and with a swing, shot the flowers through the room. Gentle petals smashed against the wall, falling pitifully on your roommate’s empty bed.
Before he could even look their way, your arms wrapped around his neck, perked nipples pressed against his torso as you lifted yourself up on tiptoes. The sweetness of your skin immediately enveloped his senses, and it seemed this sudden, intimate gesture left him speechless.
"Every. Single. Night." You whispered, tugging harshly on the long, silky hair curling behind his neck. His breath slipped out shuddered, and, for the first time, you noticed a true rage bubbling in his gaze. "Think you’re so smart? That I’m scared of your stupid threats?" He didn’t answer, allowing himself to cherish the softness of your body pressed to his. "I’m fucking every day with a different guy. Guys, maybe? Who knows, maybe I’m already knocked up stupid after all the cum they–"
His patience finally snapped.
One hand curled around your waist, the other lifted to squeeze your jaw before the last, nasty words would fully set his mind ablaze. The fingers dug painfully into your cheeks, the arm kept you in place, forbidding you from slipping away from the deathly clutches.
"Aren’t you a smartass, hm?" He chuckled, but his low voice was edged with the wrath that made the lavender irises narrow into a cat-eye glance. "I’m giving you an easy way out, baby. If you’re a fucking nymphomaniac, why won’t you make me your boy toy? Think I was joking?" He tugged you, drawing a soft groan from your throat. And as fear filled your body from head to toe, something exciting, maddeningly confusing, tingled in your fingertips.
"You are a fucking joke," a muffled mutter bounced off the walls, only making him squeeze your cheeks even harder.
"I don’t think you’re in a position to make me angry, baby," he leaned closer, his lips mere millimetres from yours.
Another move, and he could taste the sweetness of your lip gloss.
"Or what?" You snorted, enraging him even more. "You’ll kill me? Come on, psycho. At least I’ll get myself free from you."
Suguru never wanted to hurt you. He never wanted to do anything that would cause you even a moment's pain. But the way you spoke to him, the way your eyes twinkled with the truth of choosing death rather than spending another second in his presence, made his blood boil in a disgustingly dangerous way.
Your doe eyes fixed on his, lovely face twisted in a wicked smile as he finally loosened his grip on your cheeks.
"Is that your final answer, then?" He asked, low bass filling the small room. Candle flames licked a side of his face, with warm tongues and peppered kisses. A devil truly looking like an angel. "I promise you’ll regret it, baby."
And with a final scowl, you pushed him away. This time, he allowed you to do it without a fight.
To kick his massive body out of your room and smash the door till the tremor bounced off the corridors.
Back then, while gathering the beautiful flowers of the bed and pushing them all to the trash can, you didn’t know what consequences your decision would bring upon the lives of not just you, but all the other people you associated yourself with. The rage filled you from head to toe, making your mind go foggy from the dizziness and adrenaline that still pulsed in your veins.
Back then, you thought that the official rejection would finally stop all his attempts to coax you into this weird relationship he had made up in his head and give you a little breather.
So when you didn’t notice his presence around yourself for the next few days, a grain of hope bloomed beneath your heart. That maybe, he finally decided to leave you alone.
Your lingerie stopped disappearing, death threats were no longer found in your bag, and all the little presents stopped appearing on your bed. Life was getting back on track, and you could enjoy the last few months of university, hanging on jocks’ shoulders and slipping into parties every single weekend.
But as it would soon turn out, those few days of peace were nothing but a bad omen. The storm that would soon haunt not only your life but the whole campus itself.
As on the night one of the male students had left your dorm, he disappeared. Simply, just like that, only to be found two days later in the local forest. With body dismembered into pieces, head a few meters away from the torso.
When the news spread across the campus, not a single student or professor was left unshocked, their hearts shattered.
Did he have any enemies? People wondered. Did he find himself in the wrong place at the wrong time?
The police went to you first, of course, since you seemed to be the last person who saw him that night. But the two officers didn’t get anything from the stuttering, and weeping body of yours, with dark circles swollen under your eyes. As, in fact, you didn’t even know his name, after meeting at some party and taking back for a quick fuck to your room.
Weeks passed before you could somehow move on and find calmness within a company of another guy. Not a one-night stand, but simply someone whose kindness and gentlemanly manner made your mind flutter with peace. He talked to you gently and made a sweet, genuine laugh slip past your lips. A friend, companion, but of no love interest from your side.
And yet, after a while, he disappeared too. Only to be found in the lake, with a purple body bulging from the water and a head wrapped in a dirty sack.
This case… made you spiral into madness.
Because, as you would soon discover, men who got close to you in any way were always, always, going missing just a few days after exchanging a few simple words with you. Be it a random student working in a library or a waiter at your favourite dinner. It didn’t matter who they were to you, but a single glance at your face was enough to sentence them to death.
And whenever another person was disappearing, you always saw him.
Suguru Geto, looking at you from across the campus, with a diabolical smirk tugging at his lips. Of unmatched beauty, with cheeks, straight eyebrows, and almond-shaped eyes. Lavender gaze lingering, with an uncanny sense of a secret only the two of you knew. The love and obsession so heavy that he was ready to cut you off from any men if that would force you to crawl back to him.
So you simply stopped hanging around campus. You just gritted your teeth, hid face beneath the heavy hoodie, and left the room only for classes. Room – classes, room – classes, the route that, during the last month before the summer break, became your routine.
You made minimal contact with other men, be it people in your class or a cashier at the local supermarket. Avoided the parties, gatherings, hangouts, just to not risk anyone’s life any further.
Just one month, you thought, desperately wanting to move back to your parents’ house for the summer holidays.
To leave Suguru, the university, this whole mess behind, and lock yourself far away from all the problems you already caused.
And then, a few days before leaving, Shoko knocked on your door. And when you opened with a puffy face and a shirt dirty from a chocolate ice cream you just stuffed yourself with, she sighed heavily, quickly coming inside.
"Do you even have a roommate?" She asked, noticing that the other half of the room was always empty.
With a brief nod, you fell back on your bed and closed the book you had just been reading. Ice cream in a big paper cup was melting on your bedside table, and heavy curtains cut off the summer light in the stuffy room.
"She’s always hanging out with her boyfriend," you muttered, patting the place next to you.
Shoko took a seat, watching the misery furrow your face. "You can’t cut yourself off. It’s not healthy, you know?" she said, tugging a lock of your hair back behind an ear.
Your fingers fiddled with the old, pink tracksuit, picking on the little, plastic diamonds glued to the soft material.
"I don’t want anyone else to die," a low, almost crying voice filled the space as you desperately tried to hold back the tears already swirling behind your eyelids. "What if he’s going to hurt you?"
She wondered for a second, taking in your state, a pain ripping at her heart. "Don’t worry, I won’t let that bastard get anywhere near me. Besides, it seems that he only aims for your…" She bit down on the lower lip, as if not wishing to confirm what was already obvious. "Anyways, I thought that maybe we could have some fun tonight. Nothing crazy, just a simple funfair with me, Utahime and Yuki."
You looked up from behind the wet eyelashes, seeing the comforting smile on your friend’s face.
"I don’t think I’m in the mood for fun," another sigh escaped your tightened throat. "Besides, he can follow me there."
She hummed, nodding her chestnut head. Short hair curled around the lean cheeks, and a single cigarette was pushed behind an ear.
"Well, how about you slip away through the window? He won’t notice you leaving the dorm. His room is on the other side of the building; he won’t even see you cross the lawn."
A low giggle slipped past your lips, seeing a cheeky grin lift her lips. "And how do you know that?"
"I think you truly underestimate your friends. Yuki’s boyfriend is friends with his roommate, the nerd guy, Satoru. We’ll make sure he keeps him entertained for a few seconds," Shoko laughed, squinting her eyes like a sly kitty. "Besides, there’s some weird metal band in town. I’m sure he and the rest of Addam’s Family will hang out there. He already knows you’re too scared to even leave your room, so… he won’t suspect anything."
The plan indeed sounded good. And as your room was on the first floor, slipping away would be easy. The worst that could happen was a small scratch, but it seemed worth it to experience even the simplest moment of joy before leaving your friends for two months.
At the same time… the fear was eating you alive. The thought that he might somehow be able to track your location sent a shiver down your spine. Made your mind freeze, heart trying to leap from the tightened chest. You didn’t want to hear about any more murders. Didn’t want to befriend kind, innocent people who would meet a tragic end only because of the psychotic stalker who cared for you in his sick, twisted manner.
And yet, without a second thought, you nodded, drawing a squeak from Shoko’s beaming face. She pulled you into a tight, warm hug, a sweet fragrance of perfume and cigarette smoke wrapping around your senses.
"So get your ass up now and go take a shower," She said, pushing you towards the door. "I’ll prepare a little special outfit for our night out."
The bathroom was empty when you entered, but no one interrupted your long, warm shower. No heavy footsteps bounced off the tiled walls, and no one’s silky hair peeked down at your naked body. It felt almost unusual, yet you tried to enjoy this intimate moment of peace just as you used to, with the same melody hummed softly beneath the dripping rain and a sweet body wash lathering your skin.
Colours seemed to slowly spread across your cheeks, the purple smooched disappeared from under your eyes, and a heavy, relaxed breath escaped your throat.
The life, even for a slippery second, felt as if it was back under your control.
When you turned to the room, a small, shocked gasp rolled off your tongue.
"I am not wearing that!" You scowled, looking at the set Shoko prepared for you.
You had long forgotten about the tight, extremely short pink skirt and the sparkling white top that were hidden in your wardrobe. A set of white lingerie lay right next to them, and your heart almost stopped at the bra, thin enough to make your perked nipples visible through the flimsy top.
"What do you mean? You wore it so many times before!" she exclaimed, adding a pair of big hoops and milky-white heels. "Come on, don’t be a prude!"
"I’m not, but…" but what if some guy tries to talk to me, and he will be there, and…
"Nuh-uh, stop. I can read your thoughts," Shoko said, quickly wiping a towel over your naked body. Her chestnut eyes slid up and down your figure, a cheeky smile tugging at her lips. "Mhm, perfect. Dress up and let me do your make-up."
So after an hour and a long fight over the crimson lipstick that smudged your lips in an utterly whorish way, you and Shoko, under the sky blanketed in darkness, finally slipped away through the window. Bags fell onto the lawn first, heels following right after, only for your stupidly giggling lips to shush each other as you ran across campus.
Yuki and Shoko were already waiting outside, and when you saw them crouched behind the bushes, a loud, alive laugh filled the warm summer night.
"Why didn’t you wait in the car?" You asked, slipping into the passenger seat.
Yuki started the car, slowly reversing from the university’s car park. "For your entertainment, dear." She chuckled before pulling onto the main road.
After ten minutes of laughing and chit-chatting in the car, with music blasting from the speakers and Yuki’s cabriolet swooshing along the forest roads, you finally noticed the lights.
Red, orange, and purple, with a Ferris wheel looming over the dark, haunted house, rollercoasters, and multiple colourful booths filling the place with a mixture of burnt popcorn and sweet cotton candy. The tacky music beamed from the stickers, bouncing off the nearby lake, hidden just behind the deep forest.
Children, teenagers and students filled the park to the brim, with plastic red cups or paper boxes of food in their hands. Men tried to show off their muscles, hitting the high striker again and again until the golden bell buzzed with a red alarm, tickling your earlobes. A few squeaks escaped from the haunted house after a group of girls left it, laughing and giggling, while another group just entered, fear twisting their faces.
It seemed perfect, joyful and carefree, lifting a heavy burden from your shoulders and allowing you to experience a moment of happiness.
Shoko wrapped her arm around your shoulders and pulled you towards the entrance.
After an hour, you completely forgot about the terror that had haunted you for the past year. You couldn’t count the cans of beer you drank, the amount of caramel popcorn that filled your belly with sweetness, all the times you almost barfed on the rollercoaster, and your miserable attempts to win a plush toy in darts.
Some men looked behind their shoulders to sense a direction from which sugary laughter was coming. Some tried to talk to you, but all three girls were immediately taking you away from their clutches, knowing that the presence of another guy was the last thing you needed.
But then all of them left for the haunted house, which you refused to enter, and suddenly became easy prey. Easy enough for someone to come into your line of sight and let out a chuckle when another soft ball didn’t hit the moving object.
"I’m sorry, but you really suck at it," a low voice whispered in your ear, and you quickly looked over your shoulder.
A young man, surely your age, with coffee-coloured eyes that mingled like little stars and sandy hair brushed slightly back. He stood tall, with broad shoulders bulging beneath the blueish shirt. Muscular arms peeked from beneath the short sleeves, with a few creamy buttons revealing his warm chest.
Your lips pouted. "I’m not that bad."
"It’s the fourth time you lost it."
Sixth, almost slipped away, but instead, you let out a giggle.
His eyes scanned your face, taking in the loveliness warming your skin, before drifting towards a booth filled with plushies.
"So which one do you want?" He asked, giving the cashier a few dollars for another try.
You bit the plush inside of the cheek, pointing with a finger at the big, black cat with yellow eyes and a pinkish nose.
"He looks mischievous," a man murmured, nevertheless sending you a smile.
His legs spread a bit wider, and his body leaned over to get a better view of the moving cans.
"I like them a bit mischievous," you said, moving yourself to stand right next to him.
With a corner of the eye, you noticed his gaze on your warm cheeks, before he looked back towards the game. "I’m sorry to tell you this, but I’m a nice guy."
The first ball flew, hitting right in the middle of the small can. You gasped, shooting your head towards him. To look at the cheeky smile and sandy brows curving up.
"You did not!"
He shrugged, rolling a chuckle. "Not bad, hm?"
Another three balls in his hand disappeared just as quickly. One by one, each hitting the can with force, until the metal cups fell to the ground. The cashier seemed just as surprised and charmed as you, watching the blue veins bulge on his forearms and squinting at the aim.
When the last can fell, you suddenly, without a further thought, grabbed his shoulders and started jumping with loud squeaks.
"Oh my god! Amazing!" The pure happiness lighting your face swelled his heart with pride as he pointed a finger at the big, black cat.
"Here you go, pretty," He said, a gentle rosiness kissing his lips as he pushed the plush into your arms.
A bit too small to hug it fully, slightly bigger than your chest.
"Pretty?" Fell rather cheeky, as you walked towards one of the benches.
The warm summer air coated your body, hair stuck to the glossed lips, and you noticed the way his finger curled into a fist, as if wishing to push those few strands away.
"Well, aren’t you?" He scratched the back of his neck at the poor attempt to crack a flirty joke.
And as heartwarming as it was, maybe a little cheesy, you smiled, nuzzling cheek into the soft fur of your new gift.
"Mhm, whatever you say, handsome."
This time, his lean cheeks blazed with colour. Eyes slipped over your shoulder, as if the loveliness of your eyes was simply too much to bear. Cute.
"I’m Nanami," he said, coffee eyes finally meeting yours once again. "I was watching you for a while and thought you were pretty…"
The shyness creeping up his neck melted your heart. He was handsome, of course he was, with a sharp jaw and sandy hair, a few golden strands as if licked by the sun's rays. Eyes deep and warm, like sweet cocoa, held the damnedest purity that men your age usually did not possess. Pale skin, coated with a sheen of sweat, fingers curling and straightening under the weight of your gaze.
You sat down on the nearby bench, nothing but a black cat keeping your thighs from touching each other.
"Are you trying to flirt with me, Nanami?" You asked, turning head his way.
"Is it working?"
You hummed, leaning closer with a devilish smile dancing on your lips. "I think you’re pretty cute."
Nanami turned out to be the utmost gentleman. Always paying attention to everything you said, listening with pricked ears and quick nods. Sometimes the conversation turned to him, but more often to you. And although you thought of yourself as a rather boring person, Nanami enjoyed every word that slipped past your lips.
He seemed rather boring, but kind, shy, and utterly curious about your persona. Making a pleasurable warmth bubble in your belly and a wicked need to coax him into your arms. To use him for your own satisfaction, as back in the days when you enjoyed spending your nights with men too good to hang out with girls of your sort.
And soon you started leaning closer. And closer, placing the cat on the other side of the bench, pressing your thighs together. He was sweetly, utterly aware of your presence. Of the sweetness that filled his nostrils, the warmth of your body and giggles kissing his earlobes.
"I was thinking…" fell sweetly, with your breasts stuck to his arm.
"Maybe we could move somewhere quieter?" A lovely pout formed on your lips, doe eyes lurking up from beneath the curtain of lashes. "There’s a lake nearby. And I could reaaally use a cold swim right now."
You felt a tremor slip down his spine. The goosebumps rising on the skin of his bicep, you curled fingers around. A bulge in his trousers that made your eyes twinkle and lips lift in a wicked smile.
"But you don’t h-have a swimsuit," he said, perfectly knowing how stupid his reasoning was.
Because the lack of a swimsuit was, indeed, the whole point of this secret meeting.
So when a low, "Do you mind?" Slipped past your lips, he quickly shook his head.
"Let’s meet in ten, then." You said, before walking away towards the hidden beach with a gentle sway of your hips and a big cat wrapped within your arms.
It was safer to meet there separately. The reasons were obvious, but Nanami didn’t need to know them. There was no need, as for the past few hours you had been carefully scanning the park for the dark, heavy shoes and their owner, a face that still haunted your dreams.
It seemed he truly had no idea of your whereabouts, so the invitation seemed quite safe. Nanami appeared too good to get himself tangled up in your whole mess, yet the egoistic, carnal need for pleasure was far stronger than the need to keep a clear mind.
The short path through the dark forest led you towards a small beach, with trees looming over the crystal water and the moon peeking through the thick branches. Crickets hummed a summer melody, gentle waves crashed over the soft sand and without a second thought, you started undressing yourself.
The top, skirt, heels, followed by the flimsy white lingerie. A shiver ran down your spine when you dipped your feet in the water. Lukewarm, but still cooling your body in such a pleasing way. You slowly went further, and further, till the lake wrapped around your hips and moonlight bounced off the crystal droplets gathering on your skin.
Soft sigh slipped past your lips as you immersed yourself fully, with only your head peeking over the calm surface.
After a while, you finally heard footsteps slowly coming towards the beach. Nanami was close, and so you went back to the shore, slowly, slowly, walking out of the lake, with beads coating your naked body. Hanging off the perked nipples, nuzzling into the collarbones, dripping down your pussy, and a sheer sight of you could make one recall legends of water nymphs. With a beauty that unlatched heaven itself, carrying a wicked spell that spiralled men into madness.
When the shadow lurked from between the bending trees, your lips curled. Head tilted, mind already imagined the fever that would hit his lovely, virgin cheeks.
"Nan–"
And yet, before the name could fully roll off your lips, your breath hitched instead.
Because the man who appeared in front of you wasn’t him. The kind boy you met just minutes ago.
No, but instead Satan himself. Demon, nightmare, a fiend plaguing your life since the year before.
With a tall, muscular body dressed in black, heavy shoes wrapped around his ankles, creamy skin drenched… in blood. Long fingers wrapped around the long knife, and this damned smile bubbled behind the lavender irises.
"You–" a shuddered breath escaped your tightened throat, body suddenly a lot more naked than it should.
Everything you showed, exposed, and wanted to offer wasn’t meant to be seen by him.
And Suguru Geto knew it. Oh, he knew too well, and that’s why the lavender gaze travelled up and down your body with a satisfaction.
"Hi, baby," he said, slightly tilting his head. "Why the surprised face? Have you waited for someone else?"
You didn’t say anything. Didn’t need to confirm the obvious. Instead, your hands lifted to cover the soaked breasts, eyes quickly fell on the clothes left messily on the sand. Four big steps and you could at least grab the lingerie.
But Suguru noticed the way your gaze wandered, and a small gasp escaped his lips. He was faster, with long legs carrying him to your panties before you could take a step, body still frozen in fear. With one hand gripping the knife, he bent over and grabbed the dirty panties with the other.
"Such a pretty set. All for me?" He giggled, lifting the material to his nose. You could hear a low moan as he took a deep, heavy sniff with utter pleasure. Pervert. "Fuck, baby. You always smell so fucking good." Before you could snap back, his tongue peeked out past the pierced lip, taking a long, moany lick of your juices, lavender eyes not leaving your face for a second. "And taste like heaven."
Something bubbled in your belly. A mix of emotions too strange to identify, making your mind spin into a fury and spine tingle with a craving too queer to admit. The sole fact that standing naked in front of your stalker felt…
"Where’s Nanami?" you added quickly, trying to ignore the way your thighs clenched the moment Suguru moaned around your panties.
He took a step closer, coming your way at an unhurried pace. Panties hidden in the back pocket of his jeans, a thumb brushing away your juice, mixed with a crimson liquid on his cheek.
Suguru shrugged, eyes still fixed on your face. "Who?"
Your fingers turned into fists, as "What did you do to him, psycho?" fell through the gritted teeth.
But the gentle crease appearing between your brows melted Suguru’s heart. Low chuckle bounced off the calm water, as he was only a few steps away. If he wanted to, he could simply extend his hand and grab you by the neck.
"Baby, I really thought you learned your lesson," an angelic pout twisted his lips, as he pressed the drenched knife to his cheek. "Let me think… are you talking about the guy who was coming to see you? Blond, slightly shorter than me?"
When a terror flickered behind your gaze, his eyes lightened. "Ah, so that was him? Well, I didn’t like the fact that he was coming to meet my girl," Lavender irises dropped down to your breasts covered by your hands, before slipping towards the soft belly, hips, mound of your pussy, with a low growl tickling your ears. "Fuck, baby. I’m so happy this fucker’s dead. I can’t believe–"
Before Suguru could finish, you took a step.
And the next one, and another, before your palm met with his cheek. You didn’t expect the hit to be that hard, and yet he stumbled and fell on the soft sand. With a shock crossing his face and hand lifting to grab his burning skin.
"Bab–"
You launched towards him, your hips straddling his, palms pressing his shoulders down until his head hit the ground. Everything felt too weird, unnatural, as burning rage took over your mind and adrenaline pulsed beneath your skin.
Another slap echoed from the looming trees, and when his head flew to the left, you quickly turned it right with the next hit. And the next, next, counting each man who died because of you. The jock, the kind guy, the diner waiter, the student from the library… Nanami.
One hit more ruthless than another, but the adrenaline cooed over the sizzling pain that ripped your palms. No tears ran down your face, no trembling washed over your spine.
It was a wrath that had been simmering beneath your heart for months and finally found a way to spill in a deeply dishonourable way, leaving you filled with disgust for the violence he forced upon you.
When you finally finished, with deep breaths slipping one by one through your parted lips and eyes looking down at his face, a sort of peace dripped into your mind. Upon seeing a thin thread of blood trickling down his lips and a nasty, lavender bruise slowly forming high on cheeks.
He lay still with a mix of shock and absolute, loving madness that slipped in a shudder past the bloody traces on his face.
If Suguru Geto had thought he already loved you those few minutes before, now, with your naked body straddling his and cheeks pulsing from a beating he had himself awakened in you – he wasn’t sure whether love was enough to describe the devotion his heart swelled with.
Your breasts rose with deep breaths, lips slightly parted, while your hands still pressed his shoulder into the sand. And before he could speak, your finger hooked around his lip piercing, pulling him forward as pain shot through every nerve the metal had struck.
"Stop fucking testing me," you growled, with squinted eyes looking straight into his. "Think you’re so smart? I know your psychotic ass is too miserable to lay a finger on me. Pull another stunt like that and I’ll fucking kill you," you launched him forward, without a care whether the lip ring would rip through the skin. "Do you understand?"
He quickly nodded, but the heart-shaped irises were enough to raise another wave of fury beneath your chest.
And when he thought you would stand up and simply walk away, leaving him on a sand with a blood trickling down his chin and a hard cock trying to rip through his pants, you…
Kissed him. Smashed your lips against his, licking clean the crimson liquid pooling on his skin.
Suguru was already taken by surprise, but now, feeling your warmth so close to his body, he could swear that heaven was nowhere but in the taste of your sweet breath.
He moaned, drinking the saliva dripping from your lips and feeling the wet pussy rolling against his bulging jeans. Your hands lifted to his cheeks, squeezing them tight till another pitiful groan slipped right into your mouth.
And when his big palms landed on your hips, you pulled back, giving him yet another slap. "Don’t fucking touch me, you psycho."
Your words fell harshly, but the desire bubbling in your lower belly and sticky juices coating his jeans were enough evidence to make you feel utterly, madly turned on by the miserable state he allowed you to put him in.
"Baby, fuck, sit on my face, I’m begging you," he moaned, looking down at the long, silky thread that dripped down from your cunt right onto his bulge.
The sheer sight made his mind spin, and when you moved over his face, Suguru was sure that blood started dripping from his nose.
"I don’t care if you’ll suffocate, but you better make me cum," you stated, looking down into his dazed eyes.
Knowing fully well that the death between your thighs would bring him the peace he did not deserve.
With one move, you sat yourself on his face, tongue already peeking out and plastered to meet the heavenly sweetness of your cunt. A low, loud groan filled your drenched walls as he could finally savour the flavour he had craved for so long.
Lavender eyes rolled back, muscular body trembled as you sat with your full weight, till his teeth grazed your swollen clit and tongue sealed the leaking entrance. He drank the honeyed saps like a man starved, lapping through your folds with low moans and shallow breaths. Getting himself intoxicated by the creaminess trickling down his throat and coating the inside of plush cheeks with a sheen of sugar.
His hand immediately slipped down to his cock, fiddling with a belt, only to pull out a massive, leaking shaft that hit his abdomen. You looked over your shoulder, mouth watering at the sheer sight of the monstrosity he dared to keep hidden all this time.
He did offer to be your boy toy, and maybe, maybe, you would think it over, knowing the fatness that could poke each and every nerve deep inside your pussy.
When his lips curled around your clit, sucking on the swollen button, your hips rolled in pleasure.
"Fuck," you moaned, feeling a smirk already tugging on his bloody lips.
The metal rings felt slightly cold, bringing a weird pleasure to the heat that ripped you from the inside.
His long fingers curled around the thick shaft, pumping it in slow, lazy strokes. The reddened head pulsed as if ready to burst, balls contracted whenever your hips rolled over and over again, smearing his chin, cheeks, nose in a creamy cum.
His tongue fluttered around your clit, folds, poking inside the tightening cunt. When his other hand slipped up to grab your tit, you allowed it with a soft groan. Long fingers rolled the hardened nipple, squeezing the fat that fit into his palm just right.
"My sweetest," he pulled slightly away, forcing a frown upon your lovely forehead. "That desperate to get fucked, huh? I’m sorry my baby needed to wait that long."
It could look as if he was talking to you, but, in fact, his squinted eyes were nowhere but on your glistening pussy. With another wave of cum already sticking to his lips and lonely hole clenching desperately around nothing.
"My–"
"Stop talking," you muttered, grabbing a fistful of his silky hair, only to push him towards your cunt. "I’m far from cumming."
And he did as you ordered, plastering himself again to the heaven between your legs.
This time, he lapped more hungrily. With lips, tongue, nose poking all your sweetest buds, sucking on the trembling clit and pushing, pushing, pushing inside the weeping cunt. Each roll of your hips tugged painfully on his piercing, but he didn’t mind.
No, but rather took a carnal pleasure from the heaviness of your body, feeling that dangerous warmth bubbling in his loins.
And you were no better, with head falling behind and eyes closing from the ecstasy that was ready to spill any second. Looking back on his cock, you moaned, already imagining the fat, leaking shaft nuzzled deep inside your pussy. With a slightly curved head hitting your womb and a warm cum filling you to the brim.
"Oh fuck, I’m close," an almost inaudible whisper rolled off your tongue, but Suguru caught it in time.
With a sly smirk and lips sucking on your clit harsher, till the plumped bud trembled on his tongue, leaking a few droplets of sap.
His face turned red, for you really cut the air off and made him suffer in pleasure, strangled beneath your oozing cunt. Eyes rolled back again, a low groan spread through your pussy, sending another wave of climax down your spine.
And within the next few rolls and his tongue digging deep inside your soft walls – you finally cummed. Gushed, all over his face, drenching it in splatters of crystal droplets, landing in his mouth, on cheeks, dripping down the forehead. Your thighs squeezed around his head, a pitched moan left parted lips, and fingers grabbed his hair tighter.
You trembled, and trembled, feeling the ambrosial orgasm tickle your spine. Probably the first and best given to you through oral sex alone.
And as embarrassing as it was to admit, Suguru was, by far, the only man who made you moan that loud.
You didn’t have a moment to catch your breath. No strength to lift yourself up from his body. And to him it was of no problem, as the second later, the world spanned only for you to find yourself under him.
With thighs glued to your chest and ass slightly lifted up.
"I told you–"
His lips fell onto yours before you could finish, drawing a sweet moan from your throat.
"My poor baby is in heat," he muttered, licking a long stripe of your sweating cheek. "Let me take care of you. You waited so fucking long, didn't you?"
"And whose fault is that?" You snapped, feeling his smirk back onto your lips.
He kissed you messily, yet with a sweetness and care you would never associate with a psycho of his sort.
"I told you," he started, pulling away to take his shirt off. Muscles upon muscles glistened under the moonlight spilling through the trees, dark locks cascading down to his hips. "You will regret rejecting my love."
His trousers quickly joined the shirt on the sand, and soon he was hanging over you naked. With a heavy cock lying on your belly and droplets of precum leaking onto your belly button. It burned down through your skin – the hefty girth that made your mind spin from the sight alone.
He didn’t cum, as if waiting to release himself deep within the warmth of your pussy, and his next "Last time you mentioned something about getting knocked up, hm?", only confirmed the nasty thoughts already bubbling in your skull.
"Don’t know how to use a condom?" You bit down on lower lip, deep inside knowing that you yourself would throw that condom away.
There was simply no way you would pass up a chance to feel such a monstrous shaft deep inside you. His big palms hook under your thighs, folding you even further, till the breath alone slipped in trembled gasps and chest squeezed under the heaviness of his body.
And yet, you still tried to expose yourself even further, moving your hips in desperate need to meet the long-craved fraction and the maddening stretch. It felt so embarrassing, humiliating, to get yourself drunk on the pleasure that tickled your fingertips and made your lips fall open.
Dizziness already coiled behind your eyes, and Suguru could see it clearly. In the way you looked at his leaking cock, with this slutty, needy gaze.
"Do you want me to use it, baby?" He chuckled, leaning himself down. Only lick a long stripe down your neck, feeling the sweat tickle his taste buds. "Tell me you don’t dream about getting fucked raw and stupid."
A moan slipped past your lips when the head of his cock smooched your entrance, and lips sucked on sensitive skin right beneath your jaw. "Just do it already, fuck."
"Tell me you love me," He murmured, teeth grazing one of your pulsing veins. "Tell me you’ll stay, and I promise to give you everything."
Hips already rolling, as you tried to get yourself closer to his fatness. To the tip that oozed with sticky precum and the heat radiating from his cock.
A pathetic mewl escaped your throat as he sank himself a bit deeper. But only the plump head, that already marked the painful stretch you would surely get after the rest of the shaft followed.
"Stop dreaming, you psycho," you gritted through your teeth, pushing out even more of the cum that wrapped in a creamy ring around his cock. You stretched your hand, taking a fistful of his hair, only to pull him closer. Till your lips crashed in another kiss, the dried blood sticking to your maws. "Fuck me stupid, and I’ll think about it."
And Suguru, as desperate as he was, needed only those few, mean words to shove his massive shaft deep inside your pussy.
A loud scream bounced off the trees, soon muffled by his lips, drinking in every cry, every moan that started spilling out.
The stretch was as painfully ecstatic as you expected, spinning your mind with drowsiness and rolling eyes into the skull. He filled every corner, every fold of your plush hole, till the reddened head smooched your womb. You trembled from head to toe upon a sudden intrusion, and the way he immediately started moving.
Pushing, thrusting, shoving his cock till the balls squelched against your lifted ass, and nasty splashing filled the little beach. He kept you in place, with muscular arms folding you in half and lips licking, sucking, and biting on the sensitive skin of your neck. Chest plastered to your nipples, brushing the perked buds each time he rammed his cock inside your weeping cunt.
The air felt sticky and steamy, with the sweetness of your breaths mixing whenever another moan slipped past your lips, and Suguru watched carefully as pleasure twisted your face.
The ethereal beauty that warmed your cheeks, eyes lidded in delight, a stream of spit dripping down your chin, before he licked it with a low, nasty groan.
"Fuck, baby, I waited so long," He muttered, mind spinning into madness whenever your plush cunt clamped on his cock. "So hungry, weren't you?"
When his fingers slipped between your bodies, only to press against your clit, a pitched, "Mmm y-yeah, fuck, I hate you so much," rolled right into his smirking lips.
He chuckled, shoving his shaft faster, deeper, till a small bulge appeared right under your belly button. "Do you? Because I thought you, ugh, liked them a bit mischievous, huh?"
You heard those words somewhere before. Maybe because they were the same words said to Nanami.
But then, with his cock stuffing you, nasty, full and plush lips caressing yours, you couldn’t give a single fuck about how he knew about them. The only thing that mattered was his heavy, beefy body pressed to yours, leaving barely any space for the warm air that desperately tried to slip between your sweating skins.
"Suguru," a lovely mewl escaped your throat when his curved tip hit your sweet spot inside. Ramming into it relentlessly, with a force that drove your body into the sand. "So, oh god, you fill me so good."
His lips met your jaw, chin, lavender eyes tracing each scowl of your face. "You love it, don’t you, baby?" Big thumb rolled the swollen clit, pulling another pinched moan from your throat. "I know, baby, you love it so fucking much. And if I’ll do this," He rammed his tip against your spot again, before nuzzling it right against the plumped womb. "You will cum very, very soon."
And he was right. Pushing all your buttons, kneading your body in all the right places as if he knew exactly how to make a warmth bubble in your belly.
Fingers of one hand dug painfully into the backs of your thighs as you opened them even further, letting him slip into you even deeper.
"Talk to me, baby." He ordered, feeling the erratic clenching of your walls. "Tell me how much you love me."
"I love it–ahhh," rolled instead, and you could feel a dissatisfied tsk bouncing off your chin.
"No, baby," his teeth sank into your neck, his thumb pressing on your clit even harder. "Come on, baby, tell me how much you fucking love me. I’ll kill every man you’ll ever try to talk to. Hell, I’ll slash your pretty friends’ throats if they try to keep me away from you." Each nasty word was marked by a more brutal roll of his lips. Till the sweet pleasure of smooching your womb soon turned into your painful cries. "Say it, say that you love me."
The warmth in your lower belly was ready to spill, head lulled to the side only to be brought back by his lips, tugging harshly on yours. He bit into them, then licked the swell with a coo, as if trying to coax you into the madness-confession he had waited so long for.
And you, wrapped around the heavy weight of his cock inside your cunt and the way he made your feet curl in pleasure, finally, unfortunately, had given up.
"Suguru, I love you–nghh–s-so fucking much," a sweet mewl slipped past your lips. "So good, fuck, you feel so fucking good. I love you, love you, love you, love you–"
Your desperate cries were muffled by his low groan, dripping into your throat, as he finally stilled.
With cock kissing your womb, lips lick the tears rolling in the corners of your eyes and a thumb pinching the trembling clit.
You came with a loud cry, squirting all over his beefy thighs, abdomen, soaking the trembling shaft that started filling your clamping walls with waves and waves of cum. Its stickiness glueing to your soft insides, creamy droplets plugging you so full, till the milky threads spilled from the rim of your cunt.
And in the brief moment when Suguru Geto let his guard down, your fingers seized the long knife left messily on the sand and, with a single furious thrust, drove it deep into his left thigh.
A low groan slashed through the air when the shimmering iron struck his thick muscles, sending a painful wave over his spine.
You rolled his heavy body off, milky cum still dripping down your thighs and eyes…
Eyes looking no better than his. With heart-shaped irises glancing down at his body wrinkling in pain, with a sweet giggle, as you finally felt the winning pleasure spreading all over your chest.
His naked, muscular figure sprawled on the sand, cock already getting hard once again, upon seeing the bloody, sticky mess you left on him. Lavender gaze gazed up to you with a swelling devotion, and you needed to grit your teeth not to give him one last slap.
Instead, you started dressing yourself, slowly, with eyes squinted and lips tugged by a sly smile.
"I should fucking kill you," tickled his ears, and he could only give you a short nod. "But it would be a waste of resources," your eyes slipped onto his already leaking cock.
"I’ll come over tonight, baby," he mumbled, wrapping his hand around your ankle. If he could, he would crawl behind you, but the pain slashing through his thigh was already spiralling him into dizziness. "Fucking, wait for me, I’ll come over."
"I’ll be taking a shower in two hours, and I expect to see you there," you said with a final low hum and a tilt of your head, before walking away.
And Suguru… he had to jerk himself twice before he could finally stand up, swaying and pain swirling droplets of sweat on his neck. Yet, neither death nor such a minor injury could ever keep him away from his sweet, precious girl.
You know what, I kind feel sorry for Nanami... anyways, pyramidhead Toji next! I haven't written Toji for such a long time! I hope you enjoyed the first story <3
summary : being stuck on an island with your ex is every girls worst nightmare.. and it’s going to be your reality. think you’ll be able to put emotions aside and enjoy a relaxing holiday with your other two friends? think again.
Suguru Geto was everything you ever could have wanted and more.
For the first few months everything was perfect—nothing but giggles, flowers and really, really great sex.
But everyone has their cons. Naturally you brushed them off at first, shut out the bad and only paid attention to the good.
Then over time they became something you couldn't quite ignore.
He was way too possessive of you, among other things. It was something you sort of liked at first, made you feel special, wanted. But after the first time you woke up to 103 missed calls after a small girls night the idea that it might not be such an appealing quality started to circle in your head.
Suguru knew how to use his words to his advantage—same goes for his dick. Every argument somehow ended up with you too fucked out to remember what it was about in the first place.
Gradually those carefully thought out words of his started to lose their effect on you and that's it.
It was over.
The breakup was extremely messy, you not only had to get 3 new numbers but a new phone too. Turns out when he said he'd try anything to get you back he meant it.
Surprisingly the sole reason you didn't end up going back to him was your mutual friend, Shoko. She helped him minimise his 'crazy' and you not to answer any of those calls.
She's a great friend to all of you, you cherish her, deeply.
Except for right now, right now you aren't the least bit thankful for her.
"What do you mean he's coming?! COULD'VE TOLD ME THAT BEFORE I SPENT AN ENTIRE PAYCHECK ON THE TICKETS!" You stand in her apartment with your jaw on the floor.
She chuckles, "Cmon, it's not as big of deal as you think, you two should be able to function like normal people—it's been months, I'm sure he's over it."
"Really Shoko? Really? You told me a few weeks ago that you had to stop him from leaving flowers at my door. He seems so over it." You throw your hands up, displeased with her downright shocking attempt to calm your nerves.
While trying to hold back a laugh from how annoyed you are she defends herself, "Hey, I didn't know he was coming until today, and technically I had no part in this—should take it up with Satoru. He's the one that invited him in the first place."
Somehow her argument manages to knock some sense into you.
You realise that you won't get anywhere bickering with her and you most certainly won't get anywhere bickering with Satoru, he'll just make the excuse that he should be able to have his best friend there if Shoko has hers.
Maybe she is making sense.. You two can function properly around eachother, right?
Wrong.
You've had a gruesome morning. Constant anxiety from not just the overall stress of having to navigate your way through the airport, but your 'Unfortunate predicament' on top of that.
That unfortunate predicament of yours is right behind you, queuing to get his passport checked—his big broad body that you'd love to curl up against for some comfort in this moment is mere inches away from yours.
You can be normal about this, you can totally be normal about this. The way you haven't said a single word since him and Satoru met the two of you at the gate is incredibly normal.
Shoko places a hand on your shoulder and whispers, "Should calm down before someone sees you and thinks you're carrying a bomb in that backpack."
"I'm perfectly calm." You respond, your throat feeling like it was made out of glass.
"Sure you are."
And Suguru might be better at appearing composed on the outside, but his head is still full of you, you, and you.
It took everything he had in him to throw away the idea of slinging you over his shoulder and simply taking you home with him.
Even if he was able to put the past aside, the smell of your perfume is a constant reminder of what he once had. That perfume was a gift to you for your birthday, gave it to you not too long before you separated.
A memory of you saying that you would 'save it for special occasions' replays in his head, making him wonder if, A — You consider this a special occasion.
B — You simply don't cherish it as much anymore.
Or C — You wore it to mess with him.
Knowing you, all 3 seem plausible.
All four of you stand in complete silence, your other two friends keeping quiet in fear of making anything more awkward than it already is, while you and Suguru's heads are too occupied with one another to consider speaking.
By some miracle both of you manage to keep yourselves calm and collected enough to make it onto the plane.
Even with your phone and boarding pass in your hand you've been repeating '32A' in your head since you walked out onto the runway—because adding another awkward situation like mixing up your seat to the day might tip you off over the edge.
"32A.. 32A.. 32A" You mutter to yourself as you walk down the aisle, head up and eyes glued to the overhead compartments.
And upon finally reaching it, you find a worse outcome than getting it mixed up waiting for you in the middle seat.
Suguru’s giving you a cheeky smile, "Can lay your legs on me if you're planning on sleeping through the flight." He offers, patting his thighs.
You sigh, "I can't believe this." and put your head in your hands, trying to come to terms with the fact that this truly is your reality.
If it didn't mean anything, you'd accept his proposal in a heartbeat.. But it does, and there's no way you're letting him win whatever game he's playing with you.
You haul your heavy backpack up into the overhead bin and squish yourself into the small gap between his legs and the seat in front of him, all while he stares up at you, wishing he still had the right to place his hands on your hips and guide you.
"Excited?" He asks, using the simple question as an opportunity to get a good look at your face. He wonders if anything is different from how he remembers it.
Have you changed the way you do your makeup? Did you switch the colour of your jewelry? Are there any hickeys on your neck?
"Mm. Would be more excited if plans hadn't changed." You reply, staring off into space not noticing that he's ogling you.
He finds your attitude amusing, "You're not the slightest bit happy to see me?"
Suguru always loved to push your buttons, some things never change.
Thankfully, you're saved by the pilot's voice coming in over the speakers, the usual spiel follows—advertisements for the airline food, safety instructions, what do to in case of emergency, etc.
The weight of the day starts catching up to you after takeoff. Without even realising it your eyes shut, neck relaxes, and you drift off to sleep.
You wake up to warmth and an unusual amount of comfort for someone sitting in economy.. No memory of brining any kind of pillow with you.
Still half awake and dazed, you stretch your back—your face nuzzling further into the soft cotton you were sleeping on top of.
"E-hm." Suguru clears his throat.
The scream that you barely manged to hold in would have been loud enough to alert the whole plane if you hadn't of slapped your hands over your gaping mouth.
You immediately lift yourself off of him—in fact you push yourself as far away from him as you possibly can, still gawking at him with the most horrified expression on your face.
"Don't look at me like that, you're the one who fell asleep on me." He remarks, "My shoulder's numb because of you."
"What, you want me to kiss it better?" You retort, annoyed with yourself and of course, taking it out on him.
"Wouldn't hurt."
From the corner of your eye you spot the elderly woman in the aisle seat leaning over, looking like she's about to tell you off.
"Y'know, you two are such a beautiful couple. You should really enjoy your youth together instead of bickering with eachother." She laughs.
You begin to correct her, "Oh, we're not—"
Suguru cuts you off—he loves to do that. "Thank you." he tells her, and then turns to you, "Keep this nice woman's words in mind, she knows what she's talking about."
This is going to be a long, long 7 days.
"WOOOOOHOOOO!" Satoru's the first to get into the villa you rented for the trip, he dropped his suitcase at the door and is now running around the entire thing getting first dibs on a bedroom.
And he's right to admire it.. In his own way.
It is beautiful, breathtakingly so. The gates are carved entirely out of wood, the walkway into it has so much greenery and so many flowers that it looks like something out of a movie, and the large window inside of it has a beach view.
Maybe it was worth the treacherous uphill walk to it.
A real shame you don't get to look at it for long, thanks to no other than a certain someone who's already inspected every square inch of the place and is also somehow already in swim shorts and a hawaiian shirt.
Satoru points one finger at you and one finger at shoko, "Please please don't take forever getting ready, I'll leave without you guys, y'know?"
"We aren't stopping you." You remind him while digging through your suitcase, looking for some flip flops to change into.
Shoko nods in agreement, "Plus, I want to head down to one of those tiny shops we saw on the way—cigarette's are supposed to be super cheap over here."
He rolls his eyes and focuses all of his attention on you, "I don't feel bad for inviting suguru now."
The most childish comment in the most childish tone comes from the most childish man you've ever met.
Followed by what looks like a grown man storming off like a child. "SUGURUu! Are you ready yet?!" You hear his voice grow more distant as he runs up the stairs.
You and shoko shake your heads in tandem, a few seconds of silence pass before she raises a question.
"How're you feeling about him being here anyway?" She asks, an entirely new look on her face this time.
"I don't know, it's awkward—obviously.. I do kind of miss—"
"Knew it." She playfully slaps your arm, clearly proud of herself for simply recognising the obvious.
"Huh?" You blurt out.
"Sit on the thought for a few days longer, see if you're just deluded by the hot sun and perfectly blue water."
Shoko has given you good advice time and time again, so of course you'll take it—doesn't mean it won't be hard though.
Extremely hard.
That's what you'd be if you had a dick between your legs right now.
Suguru's all sweaty, somehow his perfect hair hasn't suffered any consequences from the humidity—you don't know why you find that hot, but you do.
And the way his arms look when he's.. Well, doing anything with the volleyball currently in his hands, it makes you melt.
He can feel you staring. He's terribly losing because of the fact, groaning and grunting every time the ball slips just out of reach of his hands which isn't making it any easier for you to remember Shoko’s words.
Satoru pulls you away from your thoughts by calling out your name and beginning to shame Suguru for his horrifying volleyball skills,
"Suguru sucks! It's impossible to play with him when you're as good as me. Do us both a favour and help him out, will you?"
"I'm busy." You whine.
"Busy relaxing?" He stares at you, blank faced.
"Yeah? Oo—reminds me I need to put sunscreen on." You say, more so to yourself than to him.
Suguru's head darts to you. Then to Satoru.
Satoru moves his eyebrows up and down, giving suguru a knowing look. "SUGURU CAN DO IT FOR YOU!" He shouts teasingly.
Shoko sighs, "Grow up."
You mull it over in your head for a few seconds, surprisingly settling on agreeing to the nonsense satoru suggested. "Go on." You say, a hint of reluctance in your voice.
Suguru immediately drops the ball in his hands, it falling onto the sand and starting to roll away in the direction of the wind.
The two of them knew exactly what they were doing, yet they're still equally shocked with your decision.
"Only because you give good massages." You preface, pointing a finger at Suguru, who's now walking over to you with a huge smile on his face.
"Only because I give good massages." He reiterates, pulling the sunscreen out of your beach bag.
Shoko's head falls between her legs at the sight of the two of you, "I can't watch this." She mutters to herself.
You flip over onto your back while Suguru squirts some sunscreen onto his hands, rubbing them to warm it up.
His eyes travel down your body as he does so, eyes glued to the thin string on your bikini bottoms—thoughts cross his mind about how easy it'd be to simply yank it.
Unfortunately for him that isn't on the table.
Cold palms hit your back, goosebumps forming on your arms at the sudden contrast in temperature—yet you quickly begin to relax as he starts working it into your skin.
His thumbs move in circular motions, hitting all the right spots.
Suguru's taking his sweet time with you, taking in the feeling of your warm skin meeting his again for the first time in months.
Running his hands slowly up and down your back, pulling his bottom lip between his teeth as he watches how the skin moves beneath his finger tips.
Those large hands of his reach your shoulders—you've clearly been holding tension in them, because the second he begins to knead them a mewl-like noise escapes you.
"Yeah.. right there.. few seconds longer.." You plead, your voice breathy—oblivious to how seductive you sound to him.
"Yeah? You like that?" He asks, his tone the same one he had used countless times when making you feel good in a.. different way.
"Mhmm.."
It's silent except for the hum of the sea in the distance, raising Suguru’s suspicions and causing him to look up—searching for Satoru and Shoko.
For a split second he thinks they've ran away from the two of you—which they have, but not as far as he originally thought.
He spots them splashing water at eachother in the ocean, Shoko appearing visibly more annoyed than Satoru.
You feel Suguru gliding his hands away from your shoulders down to an inch above your bikini.
“Careful."
In the past, there has been many times in which Suguru has shown you that warnings directed at him mean little to nothing in his eyes.
But he’s on his best behaviour these days, trying to win you back.
The warm sun is acting as a blanket, Suguru’s above you giving you a massage you oh so desperately needed.
You had originally thought this whole thing would’ve been a shitshow.. but you’re at peace.
Until an angry Shoko removes all tranquillity from your current state, the sound of her sharp tongue invading your ears, "One condition. I gave him one condition."
"What, what's wrong?" You ask before opening your eyes, still in the process of lifting yourself up to get a look at what's going on with your best friend.
She clicks her tongue, "What's wrong she says.."
She stands in front of the two of you, completely drenched. Water droplets falling from all over her body, hair fully soaked, and a very, very unamused look on her face.
It makes you and Suguru burst out into laughter.
The uncontrollable kind where you're gasping for air as tears well up in your eyes, the kind that goes on so long that you're wheezing by the end of it.
Shoko remains still and straight faced throughout your fit, her arms crossed as she watches the two of you find enjoyment in making a mockery of her.
"Mm, laugh. Get it all out cause we'll be leaving soon, I have to scrub my hair before we go clubbing. I'm not getting any women looking like this."
Her words only do more damage, your body falls back onto your towel and Suguru’s holding his gut to try and stop cackling at poor Shoko.
Even through blurry vision, Suguru spots Satoru laying starfish-posed in the sea with his eyes closed, letting the current drag him whereever.
He grabs your arm and shakes you, pointing to where Satoru's floating.
You think you're going to die at this rate, it shouldn't be this funny—but to see both of your friends looking like dumbasses gives you a boost of serotonin like nothing else.
Eventually both of you manage to calm down, refusing to make eye contact with Shoko nor dare to look in Satoru's direction until you catch your breath.
All four of you slowly begin to make your way back from the beach, it doesn't take long for Shoko to forgive Satoru once he offers to piggyback her up the hill leading to the villa.
Lightbulbs go off in Suguru’s head upon seeing Shoko so peaceful wrapped around Satoru's back.
He comes to an abrupt stop right before you all reach the hill, kneeling down and looking at you. "Get on my shoulders."
There wasn't any way he'd let you say no and theres no way you were going to in the first place.
You waste no time and quickly place your thighs at each side of his neck, "REMEMBER, HOT SUN AND PERFECTLY BLUE WATER!" Shoko shouts down at you from further uphill.
You wonder how much he benches… Bet he looks even better at the gym.
You've picked out a gorgeous little black dress, very little, it hugs your body in all the right places, so who cares if your asscheeks come out at some point?
Not you, but Suguru sure does.
He spots you—and the black panties you're wearing underneath it as your heels click down the stairs.
Satoru begins to start his usual whining, "Finally, the driver's been-"
But is interrupted by Suguru speaking over him, "What are you wearing?"
There's a disapproving look on his face, he knows you look good. Too good. You can tell he's planning on picking a fight with you by the way the words fall out of his mouth.
"A dress?" You scowl at him.
"A dress.." He repeats in a condescending tone.
"You think you can go and do whatever you please since we broke up." He sighs, shaking his head. "This is what you did for those months I wasn't here, huh? Went around letting men stare at you like this?"
He keeps blabbing on and on, it's always like this. It never ends with him.
A couple words is all it took to change your mood completely. You were so, so excited to go out in your new dress to an entirely new place—just to end up pissed off, storming out and slamming the taxi door.
You plop yourself in the front seat so there wouldn't be the slightest chance you'll be forced next to him. Whether it's petty or not, you don't even want to see his silhouette from the corner of your eye.
On the drive over he’s once again all that's on your mind. You don't notice the deafening silence in the car, the beautiful stars in the sky, nor the strong smell of cologne in the air.
You're equally as pissed of at yourself as you are at him.
Cursing yourself for being so stupid, for letting yourself have the slightest belief that he could have grown and changed because what, he's been trying to court you the whole day?
Shoko was right, Shoko’s always right.
The second the car stops you swing the door open and practically sprint to the bar, walking ahead of everyone else.
You walk right up to the bartender, order 3 shots and guzzle them down before your friends have found where you've ran off to.
There’s a light tap on your shoulder, "Slow down." Satoru says jokingly, trying to lighten the mood.
It doesn't work out in his favour.
You know you're being a buzzkill, but there's not an atom inside of you that wants to laugh or smile right now. All you're interested in is drowning your sorrows in cheap vodka.
You don't move, don't react, staying as still as you were before he had came up to you—as if he hadn't said anything in the first place.
Unbeknownst to you, Shoko’s looking at Suguru like she wants to wring his neck.
He's still her friend, of course—but that doesn't mean she isn't contemplating throwing a drink in his face for how he's acted.
She signals the bartender for another round, and another. A few more in and you stop counting. You drink them all as soon as they hit the table.
It doesn't help, not in the slightest.
The music's only grown louder and more annoying, you're suddenly painfully aware of how uncomfortable the bar seats are, and you just feel like shit overall.
Throwing your elbow down onto the table, you let your head fall into the palm of your hands.
Suguru and Satoru are talking a few seats down, while Shoko’s been whisked away by possibly the hottest woman you've ever seen in your life.
Someone's already ruined your night—your whole trip for that matter, so you decide to do the complete opposite of what Suguru’s done for you.
You get back up on your feet, heading for the bathroom to prevent yourself from burdening anyone else with your sour mood.
You don't know how long you sit there for, long enough for you to overhear 3 separate instances of a woman crying at the sink with nearly the whole bathroom comforting her.
Minutes go by where not a single thought appears in your head, and minutes go by where your heads full of them.
The cycle only breaks when you hear what sounds like your name being called—unsure if you're just deluded with the alcohol in your system, you wait to see if it happens again.
BANG BANG BANG!
The stall beside you shakes.
BANG BANG BANG!
Now yours.
You reach over and click the lock open, finding Shoko a second away from banging on another girl's stall.
"There you are." She breathes out a sigh of relief, "I called for you."
You hold the door open, "Not the quietest place in here if you didn't notice." You say, a faint smile appearing on your face.
She skips the whole spiel she'd usually give you in times like these and gets straight to the point.
"Forget about him, he's a dick. Let's go dance."
"Its alright, you should go back to that girl I assume is waiting for you at the bar." You tell her, still reluctant to burden anyone else with your problems.
Shoko's smile grows wider, "You seen? Isn't she the epitome of my type?!"
"Oh I seen." You nod at her with a smirk. "Can i ask you for one thing though?"
"Anything." She replies instantly. "What is it?"
"A cigarette."
After digging around in her bag for a few seconds she pulls out the pack and hands one to you. "Gave you my lucky one."
"Thanks, I owe you." You say, grabbing a hold of it by the end.
She chuckles, "Shut up." You've been friends long enough to have abandoned the concept of being indebted to one another.
Heading out of the bathroom the both of you go your separate routes, she heads for the bar and you turn into the smoking area outside.
You find a spot that isn't too crowded and lean against a brick wall, putting the cigarette in your mouth and abruptly come to the realisation that you never asked her for a lighter to go with it.
"Fuuuuck me." You groan, scanning the area looking for someone approachable.
Doesn't take you long, the section is full of smokers after all. Your eyes land on a blonde, lanky man who's standing alone, not too far from you.
"Hi, eh—sorry, you got a lighter I can use?"
"I do." He pauses, "In exchange for your name."
While you're telling him your name, laughing, giggling as the fire from the lighter casts an orange glow on your face, Suguru’s just walked in.
He doesn't notice you at first, just stands and enjoys about a quarter of his cigarette before recognising your laugh.
His head shoots up, looking all over the place until he spots you.
With a mans hand on your hip.
He taps out his cigarette— calm as ever, and walks up to you and your newfound friend.
You're making small talk with him when all of a sudden there's a heavy arm on your shoulder, resting against your collarbones.
Whipping your head around, you find the one man you didn't want it to be.
"Who's this? You replacing me now?" Suguru snickers, looking the guy up and down.
The man in front of you is tall, yes—not as tall as Suguru though, and definitely not as built as him either.
So, by no one's surprise, he begins to freak out. "O-oh, I'm sorry." He croaks, the sultry tone in his voice that he was using with you completely gone.
"Didn't know she was with you.. again, s-so sorry."
Suguru watches him scurry off, a look of satisfaction etched onto his face. If the guy hadn't been so easily influenced, the situation would've gone a completely different direction.
A long sigh leaves you. "I'm not even going to argue with you, I don't have the patience for it, Suguru." You turn your head away from him, too exhausted at this point to bother.
He seems to ignore you, "What did i tell you about these anyway?" In a flash, he snatches the lit cigarette between your fingers and puts it in his mouth.
If you weren't so tired of bickering with him, you would've commented on the irony of it all. How he's scolding you for smoking just to go and do the same thing.
"Sure, take it. I'm leaving anyway."
With that you try to nudge his arm off of you, it doesn't move an inch.
You take another deep breath.
A loud noise comes from further behind you, so loud that everyone in the smoking area turns to look.
"Pfff.." Satoru steadies himself against the door that he had used his entire body weight to swing open, "MTHERE YOU GUYS ARE!" He shouts, his speech slurred.
Suguru finally tears his hand from you to go and tend to Satoru, who's had more than he can handle.
The rage you've been holding in gets the better of you, "Yeah, you go and take care of him. I don't need anymore problems." Making one last snarky comment towards him as you begin to walk off.
He hisses, "Hey, no—wait!"
Thinking on his feet, he grabs satoru by the collar and starts following you out, pushing past people who's faces he can't make out. They're all blurry except for you.
A drunk and dazed satoru somehow catches Shoko’s face in the crowd. "I THINK WE'RE LEAVING!"
She gives the three of you a dissatisfied look and simply turns back to the woman she was talking to before he had interrupted, as if nothing had ever happened.
Seems she's as tired of all this as you are.
Looking back, you notice Satoru being dragged across the sticky club floor first, and then Suguru.
"Will you ever leave me alone?!" you spit at him, louder than you intended.
In an instant you feel 50 pairs of eyes land on you, only heightening your anger.
This is exactly what you didn't want. You didn't want to cause a scene, you didn't want to lash out and you didn't want him anywhere near you.
"Calm down will you? Lets talk." He's still using that slightly aggressive tone with you, which isn't helping him out one bit.
You speed up again, turning your head back to look him in the eye as you push open the doors to the outside, "I've BEEN calm, and that clearly wasn't enough—"
THUMP!
Those goddamn heels.
As if loudly arguing with your ex boyfriend in a club wasn't embarrassing enough, you've now practically flown out of the place. Twisting your ankle and landing on your side.
Tears well up in your eyes—not because of the pain, but because you're so overwhelmed that you don't know what to do with yourself anymore.
Suguru can piece two and two together even though he didn't see the fall—unlike Satoru, who's wondering why you're on the ground.
Thankfully he doesn't make it worse by saying anything stupid.
Suguru sets him down and runs over to check on you, kneeling down by your side. "Are you okay? Where are you hurt? Show me."
"I—" sniff "—Don't need your help."
"You do. Look at you, you're crying." He gently cradles your face in his hands, wiping away the tears spilling from your eyes.
"Cause of you." You say with a shaky voice.
Then, and only then does it click for him.
He falls silent. realising it is his fault, everything that has happened, happened because of him. The anxiety, the anger, the hurt, the tears, he is the only one responsible.
"I…" He trails off, choosing not to finish his sentence. "Will you please, at least let me get you up off of the ground." He says softly.
You try and go against him, attempting to do it all on your own. It doesn't work. Your ankle is fine for the most part, but you have no willpower.
"Please." He breathes, watching you struggle.
".. Okay."
He helps you get on your feet first, steadying your back and putting one of his hands in yours.
Once you've stopped wobbling he bends down, wraps a hand around the back of your knees and picks you up bridal-style.
You're shocked when your feet start to raise from the ground, but you don't protest. You let him carry you as he tries to hail down a taxi, finding a speck of comfort in how he's holding you so lovingly.
One eventually stops for him, he calls Satoru over and tells him to get in the front seat but he's barely awake. Suguru again, has to drag him by the collar while still holding you on one arm.
He'll be fine. Suguru hasn't seen so much as a bruise on him in the entire 10+ years that they've known eachother.
Still carrying you, he gets in the back and sets you down on his lap, your back against the window and your legs propped up on the seats. His arm acts as a cushion for your back so the car door's hard interior wont cause you any discomfort.
He gives the driver the address, then hands him a large bill—paying upfront.
It's quiet for a while, not like before though.
It isn’t awkward this time, not for you and not for him, you're more so just existing together.
"I'm sorry."
It comes out of nowhere, yet you don't feel anything upon hearing his apology. He's never been one to give them out—an even bigger reason as to why you should feel something, but you're just.. content with it.
"Thank you." You answer, meeting his eyes.
"I mean it."
"I know."
…
"I don't mean to be so.. bad to you."
Although you don't necessarily 'agree' with his statement, you hum to let him know you're listening.
The words he wants to say are slowly coming together in his head, "I'd say I'm acting this way because I miss you, but I always have, haven't I? Even when we were together."
Your brain wants to tell him he's right, tell him that he's always been like this and he always will be—but your heart wants to hear him out.
"i thought I'd be able to change. Maybe I did, and maybe when I saw you again all the work I had put in went out the window." You can see it in his face, that he's telling you how he really feels.
He's never been very good at that, always preferring to bend the truth to benefit himself rather than be transparent.
At least he's improved on one thing.
You clear your throat, "I missed you too, in case you didn't catch it. I know it doesn't look much like it."
Giving you a warm smile, he cups the side of your face with his free hand and leans in closer.
"Suguru.. we shouldn't." You whisper, your body contradics your words, unconsciously moving closer to him with your eyes fixated on his lips.
"That doesn't mean we can't." His cold fingers move down to rest against your chin, gently tilting it up.
You chuckle at his reasoning, "You're such a—" Your sentence was cut short by his lips connecting with yours. They meet for only a second—testing the waters with a simple peck.
Another, longer one follows. By the time he pulls away you know this won't end with just a kiss.
It doesn't.
When suguru successfully gets Satoru into the ginormous bed he had picked out, the moment the door clicks behind him you're against the wall opposite it in seconds.
His knee is between your legs, pushing up against your throbbing cunt as his tongue slips between the seam of your lips.
Through your soaked panties your clit grinds against his thigh, you try to hoist yourself up further for more stimulation—but there's only so much you can do with wobbly knees.
Even with his eyes closed he notices, of course he does—he knows the ins and outs of your body.
Grabbing onto your hips and slightly bending his knee, he helps you move further up whilst following your own chosen rhythm.
It gives you some relief, however it's not long before you're whining against his lips. It still isn't enough for you, you're trying to tell him to just fuck you already without actually saying it.
Upon hearing your plea he breaks the kiss, a string of spit still connecting the two of you. "Which way?" Using as few words as possible to help him catch his breath, he asks where your room is.
"The one by the window." You say, a faint smirk playing at the corners of your lips.
In an instant, you're scooped up. Legs wrapped around his hips as he kisses the side of your neck—thanking your past self for choosing one of the rooms downstairs.
He carefully sets you down on the bed and begins fumbling with his belt, not treating it with the same care. The same goes for the expensive shirt he was wearing, in his rush to take it off the threads break and snap.
You only get wetter at the sight, seeing how desperate he is to get back to pleasing you as soon as possible has your thighs squeezing together.
Because the little black dress slipped off so easily, you're left sitting on the edge of the bed in only your panties looking up and watching Suguru remove what's left of his clothes.
By the time he's stripped down to only his boxers you've grown very impatient and decide to beckon him over, "Sugu, come here already."
The nickname is one he hasn't heard in a long long time, he swears his dick grows harder from just hearing you say it again.
Hooking your fingers into the elastic, you slide them down an inch or two to free his cock. It springs out of his boxers, laying flat against his stomach for a second before gravity forces the heavy weight down.
It's just as pretty as you remember it. Long, curved, a vein going from base to tip—one you bend down to trace with your tongue, having missed the feeling of it pulsing in your mouth.
At the feeling of the wet muscle making contact with his pulsing cock he takes in a sharp breath, "Save that for later." He hisses.
You pout, "I can't just have a taste?"
"You'll get one—every night up until we're on the plane home." He assures you, a large grin plastered on his face.
Suguru's been fantasising about having sex on the beach for lunch and stuffing your throat full of his cock for dinner since you met in the airport.
Looking down at you with low eyes, he pushes his boxers all the way down, letting them pool at his feet.
Then, slowly, he pinches the lace of your panties and guides you to lay back by lifting one of your legs. The fabric is carefully slid down your lower body and quickly discarded somewhere behind him.
Taking your other leg in his hand, with his hands placed on the back of your knees he spreads them even further apart and coats his cock in your arousal.
"This.. from some kissing? Oh doll, you should've came to me sooner." He teases.
"Suguruu, plea—" Your breath catches in your throat as you feel him push into you.
He's not even halfway in yet and is already starting to blab about how much he's missed you, "Got no idea how many nights I dreamt of this. Was hell always waking up without you, not having the power to make it real."
With every thrust he pushes his cock further and further inside you, until you've taken him all the way to the base.
Instinctively, your legs try and fight against his hold on you—attempting to close, yet it only leads to him pushing them further apart.
"Did you forget already? No running, no writhing, none of that."
The obsession he had over control didn't stop inside the bedroom—if anything, it grew.
You don't know how to feel about the fact that it hasn't changed, but you're not in a position to say anything even if you had a problem with it.
Not when he's hitting that spot inside of you juuust right—long, deep, sometimes upward strokes.
You swear he must be doing it on purpose, how could you not writhe when every roll of his hips sends a wave of pleasure through you?
All hope isn't lost for you, because the one thing you are allowed to do is moan.
"A-ahh! sugu..!"
"Waaaitt.. not so—ngh—fa-haast..!"
"F--FUUCCCK!!"
You moan his ear off, as usual, but that last one might've been a little too loud..
"Shhh, you want Satoru to wake up and find out what a dirty girl you are?"
For some reason that's entirely unknown to you, those words have you feeling butterflies in your stomach, your walls tightening around his cock.
"Oh?" He chuckles. "You like that? Guess we should wake him up for you then.." Reeling his hips all the way back, Suguru’s got the most conniving look on his face.
"S-SHIIT!" You wail at the force he slammed his cock back into you with. "Nononono.. haaah.. didn't—"
"Didn't what? Didn't mean it?" His thrusts are now much faster than they were before, causing you to become a babbling mess underneath him.
"I’ll even add in another sense for him next time. He can watch—ngh—you want that too?"
"N-no! J-just you, onlyy yyou!"
It's getting to be too much now, your eyes roll to the back of your head as his pace doesn't stutter once.
"Suguru slow—nhhhnmm—down! I'm gonna, gonna cum.." A breathless plea leaves your lips—one he doesn't listen to.
He keeps bullying his cock into your gushing pussy over and over, until you break.
You cum with a loud, guttural moan, clamping down on him.
"D-don't do that." He tilts his head back, his adams apple bobbing in his throat while continuing to drive his hips into you.
The fact that he hasn't stopped means you haven't either, your pussy flutters around his cock—sending him over the edge and filling your cunt up with his cum.
Even as he begins to still, he stays buried inside you. "Oh, I love you." he says breathlessly.
"Mmnn.. Love you too.."
Shoko wakes up to satoru shaking her, and if that wasn't enough she's hit with a blinding headache and an overwhelming feeling of nausea only a few seconds later.
"Jeez.. stop.. im up.." She croaks. "I only got back like 3 hours ago.."
"I wiiin." He sings.
"What do you mean you win?.. whaat.." She says, her voice raspy from the incredibly dry throat she's suffering with.
"Suguru didn't come to bed last night."
"Okaay? Why're you talking about him like he's your wife?" Her head not only hurts from her hangover but the extremely vague things Satoru is telling her.
He rolls his eyes, "Were you hit by a truck on the way home? 50. Now."
"Ohhh. That." She pauses, collecting her thoughts. "Seriously? We've only been here like.. just over 24 hours."
"Yeah, and I said 36. Whoever’s the closest wins. You overestimate how good the advice you give her is, y'know."
a/n : if u havent seen the post i made on it im back in contact (after a whole year) with my ex bc of this fic LMFAOOOOO … its really not funny though i hate him
GETO x reader. gender neutral reader, no pronouns mentioned, geto does not deflect
the first time you found geto huddled in your shared room, your heart sank. geto huddling was a bad sign. you thought he was doing okay, considering everything — therapy sessions, reconnecting with friends, the works. but then you noticed what he was holding.
a single strand of hair.
his hair.
“it’s broken,” he muttered, eyes fixed on the offending strand. “this means split ends, doesn’t it?”
you sighed. his depression wasn’t back; his vanity was.
“great. just great,” he sighed dramatically, retreating further into his silk pillow cave. you left him to mourn in peace.
this is a drabble archive account for kaevia - this is a repost and not something stolen. i am not exclusively active on this account, nor do i take requests on here. if you want to use this idea for a fic or series, please ask for permission first.
A quick Suguru sketch and some scribbles that I absolutely hate but I’m posting anyway lol
All these were inspired by the amazing fanfic When the Moon Forsook the Sun by @eyeofsarahn . For Suguru sketch I was thinking about ch 10 so ig it’s inspired by it somehow? Idk
I wanted to draw better stuff but my hand can’t catch up with my brain, so hopefully I’ll draw better things (that I don’t hate) in the future 🙏🏻
Also yes the reader is basically my persona because I’m delusional duh
suguru is a slut and loves when you record him eating… it (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)
the wet sounds in the room echo forward and back as his tongue flicks back and forth against your clit and two of his fingers curve inside of you, rubbing against the sweet spot that makes your thighs tremble and face scrunch.
one of your hands is holding suguru’s hair tightly into a ponytail, and the other is holding your phone, recording him while he’s in his mood.
he gets sluttier for the camera, purposely teasing you, making a mess with everything that comes out of you, and having it run down his chin, pushing his face into your core again and lapping the rest up.
suguru loves showing off; whenever he has your pussy on your face, he eats you like he has something to prove.
his eyes are stuck on the camera while he tastes you; it's like he gets possessed. something takes over him when he gets this taste of you while the camera is facing him.
“right there, baby, mm, fuck.”
suguru feels your grip loosening, strands of his hair falling into view, making him groan into your messy core, knowing you’re about to cum any second.
he knows that when the camera starts to tremble and you go quiet only making little whimpers while strand by strand of his hair comes down, he’ll feel warmness coming down on his face while you push yourself forward on his mouth to ride out the feeling.
he watches every video you record back to him, watching every twitch and tremble your body makes while he’s down there devouring you.
your thighs slowly closing in on him every time he licks over your clit, making you shiver; he likes to watch them gradually close and your stomach rise and fall rapidly as you try to control yourself.
or the little comments you make when you first start recording and the soft giggles when he gives you kitten kisses on the inside of your thighs.
“you’re so nasty, you know that?”
nudging him with your foot while he pushes your thighs back to get more access before he starts, making sure he’s at an angle with the camera.
“you recording?”
softly licking your inner thigh, making you twitch a little, and you nod.
“start bossy.”
adding another video to the growing collection.
an: im aware this is generic, im trying to get back in the groove of posting more and every other day, enjoy (╥﹏╥)