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I finally got diagnosed with endometriosis after nearly 20 years of ever worsening pain and my treatment options have not changed now that I have this diagnosis which seemingly means my pain will not improve and I’m… sad.

I literally had surgery, Dr found endo, and then didn’t remove it and now I’m still in pain.

Also was told it’s mild despite my uterus and ovaries being adhered to my bowels? I don’t get it.

I can’t accept my scars but my boyfriend tells me to. I feel like my only solution is a tattoo but I don’t really want tattoos but I truly don’t know what else to do. I feel ashamed of them. I can’t show my arms. I can’t move on. I see them and hate myself for what I did. I don’t want to have one more summer now at the age of 30 years old trapped under cardigans and long sleeves. I don’t know what to do.

#tw sh related

mortalityplays

hi, a lot of you need a perspective reset

the average human lifespan globally is 70+ years

taking the threshold of adulthood as 18, you are likely to spend at least 52 years as a fully grown adult

at the age of 30 you have lived less than one quarter of your adult life (12/52 years)

'middle age' is typically considered to be between 45-65

it is extremely common to switch careers, start new relationships, emigrate, go to college for the first or second time, or make other life-changing decisions in middle age

it's wild that I even have to spell it out, but older adults (60+) still have social lives and hobbies and interests.

you can still date when you get old. you can still fuck. you can still learn new skills, be fashionable, be competitive. you can still gossip, you can still travel, you can still read. you can still transition. you can still come out.

young doesn't mean peaked. you're inexperienced in your 20s! you're still learning and practicing! you're developing social skills and muscle memory that will last decades!

there are a million things to do in the world, and they don't vanish overnight because an imaginary number gets too big

kosmogrl

cowboyhatesithere

I love personalization. I love stickers on water bottles and on laptops. I love shitty marker drawing on the toes of converse. I love hand embroidered doodles on jeans. I love posters on walls. I love knick knacks on shelves. I love jewelry with goofy charms. I love when people take things and make them theirs.

lovinganddreaming

asking myself “is this really who i want to be forever?” a lot lately

kitsnicket

The biggest “your experiences are not universal” thing I feel is whenever anyone talks about the universality of girls planning their weddings since childhood because. Well. Not me. God bless