i’m so mad at myself for buying a year pass. i hesitated so much before pressing confirm. now i’m stuck in the midst of a pandemic with $200 gone. it terrified me to press confirm after reading, “tickets are non-refundable”. i have to live with my mistake. all these plans i made three months ago. now i can’t even go outside. even though i’m young and healthy, i still have to be on guard for my mom since her medication lowers her immune system.
i’m sad. i’m frustrated. i’m introverted and love staying inside away from people. but not even having the choice to leave is making my depression even worse. the non-stop rain, something i used to love, is heartbreaking. the stay home order is making me want to cry. if the store doesn’t have what we need on saturday, i’m going to have a breakdown.













