Imagination is the key to the soul.

Hi. I'm Alison and until you get sick of me, welcome to my blog. I am currently going through some stuff so this place is sometimes irreverant, sometimes serious, but always me. this blog is now an archive.

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♪ - song you're listening to

♥ - crush

✔ - single or taken

✖ - virgin/not virgin

☀ - sexual orientation

✌ - favorite color

✄ - height & weight

✞ - religious views

☠ - worst way to die in your opinion

✰ - bestfriend

☢ - drink/smoke/drugs

❅ - favorite season

♤ - pet peeves

☃ - post a picture of yourself

♊ - zodiac sign

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#boom

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just one more fanfiction before bed

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John Mayer Drawing

Post-A-Drawing-Friday, week #145. Photo of drawing. Prismacolor and pastel on Canson Mi-Teintes gray stock.

(All drawings here, and here.)

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:((((((( I’m sorry, friend. God, that sucks. I wish I knew what to say right now… Ugh, I’m sorry you had to go through all that and are going through what you’re going through now. :((

thanks.

Its..... Its not something that bugs me 24/7 but every now and then it rears up and bites me in the butt and I have to rage. :(

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I just had a mushroom burger......... um. that was.... um. different?

[movedto-ibelieveinmartinfreeman]

Ah, look at all the lonely people (x)

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I have so much resentment built up its ridiculous. Against my brother, against my parents.... just........... 

For the better part of five years he kicked the shit out of me, and you never DID anything. Yes, he got a row, and told to behave and this behaviour wasn't acceptable and shit like that. But was he kicked out? Did you ever really try to STOP it? No. It wasn't until the last fight when he actually physically threw me BY MY HAIR into the kitchen and then proceeded to boot me where he could reach, that you stepped in and told him if he touched me again, that was it, all bets off. Well, bully for you. Well done. Have a cookie.

And part of me feels annoyed at myself because I should have stopped rising to the bait and fighting, just walked off.  A bigger part of me thinks I should have had him charged with assualt. God knows he'd fit that criteria a few times. It was an absolute fucking nightmare, and I never knew day to day how he was going to be. For weeks he'd be my friend, we'd have a laugh and it would be awesome and then he'd go off on one, and suddenly the one person who used to be my protector when I was little was the one I needed protection from and .............

I know it was fourteen years ago, and holding onto grudges isn't healthy but .... I don't know HOW to let this go. And it would be easier to do if he didn't deny that everything happened and tell me I'm making it up and just walk off when I try to talk about it. I'm not imagining it. It happened. YOU WERE A FUCKING BULLY AND YOU RUINED PART OF MY CHILDHOOD AND I HATE YOU SO MUCH. And then, at the end of the day, he's my brother and I love him and things are good now so......... yeah. Venting does nothing apparently except make me feel weepy and give me a headache. JOY. FUCK EVERYTHING.

Also. This is one of the (many) reasons I'm pretty sure I need some kind of therapy/counselling. Which I can't afford. And I'm going to quit while I'm ahead.

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when does hibernation start because I am 100% participating in that

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Happy #ThirstyThursday, kids! New vid is posted and here is a funny thing.

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Paint it purple: A guide to Spirit Day

If your friends look a little purple Friday, it’s for a good reason. It’s Spirit Day.

The second annual holiday brings together purple-clad supporters of the lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender, and questioning (LGBTQ) community to speak out against bullying.

Brittany McMillan started the celebration by posting a message on her Tumblr in October 2010 asking people to wear purple in honor the rash of suicides committed by gay youth. The goal’s to end homophobic abuse, which is the impetus for many of the tragedies.

“Purple represents Spirit on the LGBTQ flag and that’s exactly what we’d like all of you have with you: spirit,” she proclaimed. “Please know that times will get better and that you will meet people who will love you and respect you for who you are, no matter your sexuality.” [continue]

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“Idiots!”

Clay Morrow (Sons of Anarchy) | Scar (The Lion King)

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sam evans + romantic gestures