[alittlebedtimestoryofme]

Safe Place:

1. BTS

2. Bears

3. Music

4. ATLA

5. Glee

6. The Originals

7. Wilmon

8. my tumblr

9. MBTI

10. Twenty-Five Twenty-One

11. Harry Potter

[minyoonjin]

Yoongi and his cat Tang 🥹

[uroko]

이근호 // Lee Geun Ho

[expressions-of-nature]

by 笨加鸡蛋

[expressions-of-nature]

by Fedor Lashkov

[jung-koook]

the wind blowing his hair~

[fewwordsmanyriddles]

[wordx]

i think humans are meant to lay in bed with the love of their life all winter.

[expressions-of-nature]

Nerskaya River, Russia by Roman Lushpa

[bathroomcube]

how your 20s feel when you dont know what ur doing

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

note to self: i am not behind in life. i am doing different things than other people, which is fine, because i have different dreams than them too.

[anxietyproblem]

[fewwordsmanyriddles]

[kvassretriever]

[alittlebedtimestoryofme]

Trigger Warning: mental health; death.

………………….

On 19 June 2025, I started to try to take my own life. When I made the decision to not fully go through with the act, it was purely to spare my loved ones the pain that I felt and witnessed when a good friend of mine took her life. Since then, I’ve been in psychiatric care. I’ve started a new form of therapy which is offering me new insights. I realised how many people would still show up for me even when I was a mess and it made me want to do good for them in return. I pushed through weeks of feeling like I had no future or point to my life, until I reached this point - where I’m stressing about job interviews and feeling heartbroken over a guy who ghosted me after an amazing first date…And I realise - at least I’ve started trying again. I’m very slowly starting to open myself up to the possibility of different futures. It hurts like hell because it’s my first steps out of my cocoon but I am still stepping out. I stayed because I wanted to take care of the people I love and not cause them pain. But I’m hoping that I’ll start to figure out enough reasons to stay beyond that too. Avoidant boys and soul-sucking jobs aside, there are a lot of things left in life to experience, and hopefully people and animals I can help too. As I step into the last month of my 28 year, I’m going to open myself up to uncertainty, with all the pain and fear it brings, and try my best to give this thing called life another shot, despite the inevitable challenges to come. It’ll end when it ends - maybe sooner than we all realise - but, until then, I can just try to do some good before I go.

[catchymemes]

[leafsea]