what if, if you and me are the feelings of someone

exclusively for my in-the-moment series/tv shows or any kind of obsession

[alittttlebitofeverything]

Any idea what it's like to have everything you need, right where you are, but not able to feel the happiness you thought it would give you?

All your checkboxes are ticked off

Things are as per your plan to some extent and probably better than expected

Then why am I always so anxious? Why am I not able to feel like myself? Why am I not happy? What exactly went wrong and where?

I feel like there's a rock sitting on my freakin chest all the time and I'm not sure what to do with it

I'm lost all the time, moody all the time

I'm not sure who to talk to or about what

Because I just don't know what's wrong

I'm not alone, I have an amazing nunch of family and friends but I somehow am still feeling lonely or just suffocated but from what?

I hate not knowing

I hate not feeling okay

I hate not being able to fix this feeling

I hate how it's making me as a person

I hate how helpless I'm feeling......

[maryoliveoil]

TAYLOR SWIFT | "Cruel Summer" The Eras Tour, Pittsburgh Night 2

[itoldyouthings]

cruel summer is never loud enough for me. it still wasn’t loud enough at eras. put speakers in the sky and crank them all the way up. inject this song into my veins

[1989taylorsversion]

Cruel Summer and All Too Well both being fan-favorite songs that never got their moment on the charts but later ascended to #1 due to the twists and turns in Taylor's wild-ass life... yeah we are so blessed to be along for this ride 🫶

[kaylor-era]

August 9, 2023 - New Romantics - Los Angeles (Karlie's show)

(x) Baby, we're the new romantics 🥹

The rumors are terrible and cruel But honey, most of them are true

"1989 (Taylor's Version)" will be released on October 27, 2023 💙💙💙

[chanelmonamour]

Cant wait till October 27th <3

[slightlymad]

baby, we're the new romantics ✧˖*

[alittttlebitofeverything]

For the first time in my life I have felt something new and so different

It's terrifying and scary and beautiful and exciting

To an exciting new chapter of my life✨🥂

[saamarraahh]

1989 era was such a time

[alltheswift]

new romantics || surprise song #1 || la night 6

x

[andtosaturn]

Please leave me stranded, it's so romantic!

Image via Museums Victoria

[cottoncandywhispers]

This Love is Good, This Love is Bad... / 1989 Taylor's Version

[baby-girl-aaron-dessner-deactiv]

new romantics // the archer

[plspictureme]

baby, we’re the new romantics

[coffee-midnights]

“I think the most devastating thing that happens when you have your heart broken, or when you lose somebody that you loved, or you lose a friend, is that you start to regret letting people in. You start regretting trusting people. And you think “God, I’m so stupid” “I’m so foolish”, “Why would I let that person in my life?” “Why did I trust them?”. But I want to let you know something right now: Letting people in, and trusting people, and being vulnerable enough to do those things is NEVER stupid, it’s brave. So I don’t want you to ever regret that.”

—

Taylor Swift

Daily reminder that letting people in and being vulnerable is never stupid, even when those people let you down.

[harrytheehottie]

relatable af

[cherry-interlude]

10 Saddest Lana Del Rey Songs

These are my personal/in my opinion top 10 saddest songs by Lana Del Rey. It was difficult to put them in an order but it’s a vague attempt at rating them; some may overlap. Also, Lana has written so many emotional or sad songs so it was hard to choose but these are the ones that make me feel the most emotional!

10. Last Girl On Earth

Last Girl On Earth is one of my favourite songs by Lana Del Rey, a song about how “millions can hold” her but she’s feeling lonely: she can have anything she wants but she is the last girl. The way the song conveys the theme of loneliness, at least to me and my perception of it, is how the song sounds quite unique to Lana and I can’t think of any other song she has done like it (I’m sure there are examples but to me there isn’t), which makes it stick out to being a league of it’s own - a lonely song. The girl who has everything but having no one is a sad theme in itself. To be honest, this realistically isn’t one of her saddest ever songs, especially when some of the tracks in the honourable mentions* have themes of loss and betrayal that come across as more emotive and hard-hitting than a song that mostly lists all the pretty things Lana has, but to me it stirs emotion and I feel like the way she sings - a plain voice which never really changes and the careless way she speaks of lovely things as it all means nothing to her - make it a special yet low-spirited song.

9. TV In Black And White

This unreleased tune is a song dedicated to a man in prison, who Lana still loves and misses. There’s several reasons why this song makes me cry pretty much every time I hear it: Lana’s unfaltering dedication to her love, the way she bravely reminds him of the good times and how much he means to her is the first. Secondly, he loves her just as much, and “[holds] his pillow tight” at night time, clearly hating where he is and wanting to be with Lana. This relationship, torn apart, makes for a devastating love story. Thirdly, Lana clearly misses him a lot. The way she describes him as someone who made her see the world as something bright and beautiful, but now has no colour without him, tugs on my heartstrings too. There’s something about people who truly love each other yet cannot be together which is really upsetting, knowing that they are just within reach but a barrier remains between them. Finally, the way Lana sings. She puts such charming, sweet emotion into her voice and sounds genuinely hurt by the loss. The higher register she sings in gives the impression she is trying to be brave and positive, yet she cannot keep her voice steady and instead it goes higher - like when someone upset tries not to cry. The end of the second verse and the bridge - the way she sings even higher and stronger, with emotive conviction - underlines the sentiment. Again, comparatively not one of her saddest songs, yet to me, TV In Black And White is one that brings the tears each time, especially when her voice is so flawlessly sensitive.

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[alittttlebitofeverything]

Do what you wanna do and feel what you wanna do because that makes you happy, stop being afraid of being human, being you

Live 'cause if you don't, you'll regret it

Stop being afraid of being average at some things or everything.

Maybe you'll find it, maybe you won't.

Stop trying to be someone else. Just try to find yourself, what makes you happy and try to find a small tiny space for yourself in the mammoth sized universe 🧡