Any idea what it's like to have everything you need, right where you are, but not able to feel the happiness you thought it would give you?
All your checkboxes are ticked off
Things are as per your plan to some extent and probably better than expected
Then why am I always so anxious? Why am I not able to feel like myself? Why am I not happy? What exactly went wrong and where?
I feel like there's a rock sitting on my freakin chest all the time and I'm not sure what to do with it
I'm lost all the time, moody all the time
I'm not sure who to talk to or about what
Because I just don't know what's wrong
I'm not alone, I have an amazing nunch of family and friends but I somehow am still feeling lonely or just suffocated but from what?
I hate not knowing
I hate not feeling okay
I hate not being able to fix this feeling
I hate how it's making me as a person
I hate how helpless I'm feeling......
















