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So I’m in love again. This is so healthy and beautiful, I love him so much. Everyone deserves this type of love, even you.

I’m in love with him. I didn’t think I’d love again but I do and it’s so gentle and I love him. I hope you find what we have. You need someone who works for you, that wasn’t me. I hope you work with the guy you’ve been seeing. I love you babe, hope you’re doing well. I forgive you.

Thanks for checking up on me. I’m doing really great. I’m actually in a relationship again. I wasn’t searching to be, I actually turned him down the first time. I’m meeting his parents this weekend. We went out to Two Guns. He’s boring and stable and I like it. Hope you’re doing okay. I want you to seek mental health please. You really really need it. If you want to date again please please don’t put someone else through what I went through. We were both unhealthy but I’m working on it and you need to ACTUALLY work on it. Please. I never want you in my life again, so it shouldn’t matter, but please. You really fucked me up, what you did was inexcusable and so messed up. Never get in a place where you feel the need to do that to someone else. Please.

I have two dates tonight, back to back. My goal for my body count is 20 before summer is over, I’m almost there so that’s pretty crazy. I fell asleep on Robbie and we shared his twin bed. It was quite lovely, he’s quite lovely. I turned a guy down today that asked me to be his girlfriend because... I’m having too much fun. I’m having so much fun! Everyone keeps telling me I look happier now that we aren’t together, and it’s because I am. Sometimes I miss having you to talk to but, I don’t miss you? I miss what you were but I rather it be anyone but you. You’re certifiably crazy dude. I hope you’re in therapy and stuff because you NEED it. A lot.

Guess who’s vegan now! I’ve doubled my body count since we broke up, it’s pretty great. I have a fairly constant stream of the same few people that I’m FWB with. I’m still serious about this Robbie guy, talking to him makes my heart swell. I’ve had the best summer, since what you did. My roommates are lovely, they’re really helping me out with Dingo. My theatre is almost up and I’m so grateful, it’s so draining. I’m excited to start this semester, it’s going to be a big change and I’m ready for it.

#i know youre nt growing or developing #youre in the same place #with the same people #doing the same things #i have no feelings for you #not even anger #i got control over the cats microchip btw #thanks for your asshole friends really helping with that #fucking just trying to take care of my you dick

I met someone kind of serious. We had a magical date, the absolute best date I’ve ever been on. He made me laugh more than I’ve laughed in years. Like heartfelt fun. He knows sound and lightning and we could talk about it. He played guitar and sang to me. We have the same Scorpions record. We had sex with the lights off and it was fumbling and fun and... I just really like him. His name is Robbie. You deserve a Robbie eventually, after some therapy and reflecting.

#im workig on forgiveness and gentleness #someone made me realize you and Kale did the exact same thing #go find your Robbie

I think I want to be in love with Max. We keep having these downtown dinner dates and I just, love staring at him. He’s gorgeous and gentle and so lovely. Everything you weren’t. The more I think about our relationship the more I realize two things:

1. You are absolutely fucking crazy

2. I was absolutely fucking miserable

#you killed a cat #how do you live with yourself #you told so many lies #youre not a good person #you arent #i try but you #you just make excuses #youre awful #youre an awful person #i dont miss you #i really really dont

I adopted a dog last night, and you’re not here to force me to give him up :)

#i heard you murdered a cat #i knew you were a psycho but i didnt realize it was THAT bad #freak

Confessions and Complaints

I wasn’t attracted to you

I knew I was leading Tom on, despite telling him I was not going to sleep with him

I once posted a sext meant for Jacob onto my story (yes I was sexting him, obviously, and luckily he was the only one to see it)

I was trying to use an open relationship to get out of our relationship without having to be alone when I left

I thought you were the most unmotivated, full of excuses, person I ever met

I don’t feel bad for sleeping with Ariel

My mom HATED you, I just didn’t tell you because she’s an adult and can hold her tongue. Can’t say the same about yours.

My best friends hated you

I hate you, to be honest

I was only with you at first to piss off Kale

You’re very, very prentionous

You cannot listen

You can never take blame

You use excuses to put off really toxic behavior “I forgot about this thing you asked me not to do 10 times, and it’s not my fault my memory is bad”

You’re so very dramatic

You’re a bad partner

You’re not attractive

You’re controlling and OVERLY stubborn

I didn’t really feel bad about the Jacob situation, the only part I truly regret is cutting him out

I regret wasting so much time with you, the only thing I got out of our relationship is my cat

I wasted valuable slut time on ~you~ 🤢

#im just having fun with these #its like a diary that can hurt your feelings #its theraputic to me and detrimental to you #win-win babey #7/2/19

My cat is just getting bigger 😻

I love being a slut dude, glad you’re not holding me back anymore

#my cervix is fucking ruined #also im sunburnt cause i hiked the trail you couldnt finish cause youre too put of shape :)#its literally called fat mans loop but okay #also went to the farmers market this morning #6/30/19

I’m in my double digits baby, and its just gonna climb on Saturday. I thought something was wrong with me, not wanting sex. But I didn’t want sex with you I guess. This cis guy, Alex, actually could do foreplay too. My poor poor roommates dude, one is a virgin. I keep getting hotter too, losing weight and getting cute clothes. Have fun not finding someone who wants to fuck you for a while.

#max snapped me rn #we are getting close to being mutual best friends for two weeks #also yeah im saying things to hurt #but i mean them #and youre the one looking

I have a “date” tonight with a guy named Alexander, I didn’t even think about that until this morning. I said no more Alex/ks but it’s just sex so whatever. Max called me “b” today but like, on purpose. I told you I love being called that, but you never did on purpose. I really like him, like really really like him. My heart flutters when he text. I miss him it’s been 3 days, I’m taking things slower than we did. Distance really makes the heart yearn. I have my final court day Friday. Thanks for that asshole. Hate your guts, die in a hole! Kiss Hubert for me!

#fuck you my dear #6/26/19

Per my post

I told you that a mutual friend thought you were dangerous.

#a different mutual friend once asked what an 8 is doing with a 3 so #6/25/19

I just want you to know, I didn’t love you. I grappled our entire relationship with whether or not I did. I didn’t. Sorry babe, I guess you’re just hard to love 🤷🏼‍♀️

#6/25/19 #you can choose to bot believe me but #i really struggled our entire relationship with if i did or if i loved the idea of love #i think im still figuring things out but #i wouldnt want to sleep with someone else if i loved you #and boy did i want Jacob #bad #also i was never attracted to you #i just #wasnt #sorry?#everytime we broke up that literally made me feel so good #i can go out and fuck hot people instead of #whatever you are #of course i said you were because thats what you say but #youre lumpy and ugly #sorry 🤷🏼‍♀️

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