you can call me Allie, they/she 🏳️🌈, mid 20s, taurus ♉️, adhd, gryffindor
i have a second blog (@allaboutmagic) where i post my original works/wips and stuff
fandoms:
marauders, harry potter, teen wolf (like sometimes?), also hunger games (i think theres some stuff coming)
ships:
starchaser
Drarry/starseeker/dragonseeker
wolfstar (my enemies-to-lovers-loving heart cannot, but oh well, here we are)
rosekiller (look, that one's new and entirely the fault of your good writing, thus making me care about them)
marylily
my writing (ao3: allaboutlov3) (you might find some bits and pieces scattered around here)
My broken heart might be the death of me (Marauders AU where Lily cheats on James) (wip)
marylily microfic collection
The Seeker's Tale (lightning era AU, starchaser dads and starseeker/dragonseeker endgame) (drafted wip)
I'm not a native English speaker. So I'm sorry if I make stupid, weirdo mistakes sometimes. I’m just hoping that you can understand me honestly
if you wanna know smth else just ask :)
Below the cut:
tags that I love using and why (random list)
fanfic recs (random list)
more random rambling
tags that I love using and why (random list)
me coded/personal: whenever I resonate w smth sm and I want to let you know
fanfic rec: whenever I read smth that I love and wanna tell you why
allie writes: my own writing and random ideas that I have
allie rambles: this will be used whenever I add my opinions to smth or just randomly ramble yet again
fanfiction recs (random list)
Jegulus/starchaser/sunseeker
MesserMoon: Choices (642k) (@sophsicle)
Canon compliant, broke my heart a thousand times, still not done w it but I love it endlessly
MesserMoon: Kill Your Darlings (303k) (@sophsicle)
muggle AU, sport fic, mental health, my full rec
evareinadeescocia: Carpe Noctem (703k) (ON HIATUS)
happy ending (its not done, so rn there's no happy ending but I still have hope)
alaranai: Quite like us (67k) (@alarainai)
somewhat fluffy muggle AU, written as text messages, which I really loved! my full rec
alaranai: Blue and Yellow Skies (142k) (@alarainai)
Quidditch stars AU, rivals-to-lovers, fake dating, my full rec
bizarrestars (zeppazariel): Crimson Rivers (865k) (restricted on ao3 for registered users only)
Hunger Games AU, includes wolfstar and dorlene, I am still in the process of reading it but I reaaaaally love it, so I put it here already (I'll probably write smth about this one day)
Drarry/starseeker/dragonseeker
@peachydreamxx: What We Left Behind (32k)
explicit (really, really well written!), friends-to-lovers, fluffy, Harry's recovering from an injury and Draco takes care of him (I will write a rec someday)
actually, just check peachy out, she is really talented, and I completely adore her writing style!
rosekiller
@fromagony: having a ghost in my bed (42K)
explicit (I feel like it’s even more than just explicit tbh, but the spicy scenes are written SO SO SO well!!), AU, cheating, morally grey characters (Ill probably write a more detailed rec someday)
Also, I wanted to take some time and tell all my moots, followers, visitors and people, who randomly like or reblog my stuff: I see you, I love you, I appreciate you. please feel hugged. you are so so awesome! I mean, I'm just this random person rambling about stuff and how Choices broke my heart and you're all just so lovely. You peeps make me feel loved and understood. You make me feel seen. So, thank you for that have a great day now! <3
wolfstar / I love you (pls don’t hate me) / 742 words / love confession / pining
“Ugh, I don’t know,” Sirius had said aloofly. “It’s like I’m losing all interest the second someone tells me that they love me. It doesn’t make any sense, really.”
Remus will probably never forget this. It has been years since. Remus remembers everything. Every detail. The way Sirius had sounded. Careless. As if he hadn’t been talking about the feelings of actual people. Remus remembers the look on his face. That slight disappointment. Like he had expected… more. As if those people were lesser than. They had surrendered to their biggest weakness and had the audacity to not only have, but voice their feelings for him. Small. Weak. Embarrassing.
Remus remembers it all. And it bloody hurts.
Alas, it doesn’t change anything. Anything at all. There is nothing Remus can do. Or anyone, really. Because nothing and no one can change the fact that he is in love with him.
Oh, how he had wanted it to end. This undying love for someone who’s way out of his league. Who deserves more. Who craves more. And most importantly — who doesn’t want him back.
He had wished for his love to end. This torture. Since he had stopped believing in higher beings when he met his own destiny, he had decided it was time to take action.
Sometimes things have to be said. The truth has to come out. No matter the consequences. And when it does, Sirius can decide if he still wants Remus as a friend or not. But this… limbo they keep living in — it just isn’t fair. To neither him nor Sirius. Which is how he has managed to maneuver himself into this uncomfortable situation he is currently suffering through.
“Listen, I’m sorry, okay? I never wanted to be just like everyone else, falling for you. I tried not to.”
Remus fails to take a deep breath (it sounds more like a rattling ghost). Still, he is forcing the next words out of his mouth.
“Honestly? I wish I didn’t care. I’d give you everything I have and everything I am to stop. And maybe that’s the fucking point. But I’ve loved you forever. I can’t stop. I don’t know how to stop. I don’t even remember what it feels like not to love you. Sometimes I imagine falling for someone else. It never works, because you are ingrained in my heart. But it has to stop now. I need it to stop because you deserve so much more than what my broken heart and soul could ever give you. So much more than just… me.”
i love it in steddie fics when its an enemies to lovers but like.. Only for Eddie. Eddie is out there hand carving his enemies to lovers, star crossed lovers, opposites attract relationship. Meanwhile Steve is just like "can't wait until Eddie trusts me and we become besties :DDD"
I think the thing I like most about Steddie is that Eddie looks like such a badass rebel with his leather jackets and rings and wild hair and Steve looks like he still says ‘H-E-Double Hockey Sticks’ and thinks baby carrots and ranch are the perfect snack.
But only one of them has killed multiple demonic creatures, undergone government torture, and bit the head off of a bat and it’s not Eddie.
