Fantasy and cigarette

You should read it. It's part of me and my broken heart

[lemonzmac]

[mividaenversos]

“No dejes que las ganas se conviertan en costumbre.”

— Recovecos de mi alma

[thepersonalquotes]

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[otipacuu]

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[my-typewritten-thoughts-deactiv]

“He could still make me feel like he was looking at me for the first time, not the thousandth time. He still gave me butterflies.”

— S.C. Stephens, Effortless

[siempervivum]

[siempervivum]

[siempervivum]

[wnq-writers]

“It’ll hit you when you’re 16 and that heart of yours that loved so freely is now shielded by the swords that broke it. It’ll hit you when you’re 18, when you’re lost and confused, while you watch others on their way to be where they want to be. It’ll hit you when you’re 21 and you seem to come home to an empty bed, with an even emptier heart. It’ll hit you when you realise that life was never going to be perfect. It was going to be about being 17 and spending your nights drunk with your best friends. It was going to be sipping coffee in Germany, spending your 19th birthday in Vietnam, chasing horizons in Australia. It’s going to be the year that you spend traveling, while everyone runs around thinking they need to be something by this age or that. It’s going to be that job you finally get, that you have been praying for night after night. And then you’ll realise that life wasn’t about the heartbreak, the rejection or the utter shear of being lost. It was about the moments in between. Always cherish the moments in between.”

— i-wonder-lust

[wordsnquotes]

1.

Take a shower, wash off the day. Drink a glass of water. Make the room dark. Lie down and close your eyes.

Notice the silence. Notice your heart. Still beating. Still fighting. You made it, after all. You made it, another day. And you can make it one more.

You’re doing just fine.

— Charlotte Eriksson

[wnq-writers]

2.

My life is a struggle between my need for acceptance, my fear of rejection, and a desire to not care at all.

— Anonymous

[wnq-anonymous]

3.

The best revenge is to improve yourself.

— Ali Ibn Abi Talib

[wnq-music]

4.

No one is you and that is your power.

— Dave Grohl

[wnq-movies]

5.

I still love the people I’ve loved, even if I cross the street to avoid them.

— Uma Thurman

[wnq-art]

6.

I need to be alone for certain periods of time or I violate my own rhythm.

— Lee Krasner

[wnq-unknown]

7.

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[wnq-quotes]

8.

It is a lonely feeling when someone you care about becomes a stranger.

— Lemony Snicket, When Did You See Her Last?

[mividaenversos]

“Me gustas como para un café, paseos por la ciudad, buenas risas, muchos polvos y una vida.”

— Recovecos de mi alma

[abriljuvenile]

“Amaría por las mañanas hacerte café y hacerte el amor.”

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[allabouttherighttime]

21.12.2017

Nu am scris de mult , dar simt ca e nevoie de un update. Azi am avut in sfarsit timp sa stau sa ma gandesc la mine , la cum m-am dezvoltat , ce am invatat , ce am trait si tot azi mi-am reluat posturile de aici . Au trecut 5 ani de la primul. Am citit cateva plangand si razand in acelasi timp . De ce? Pentru ca , acum imi dau seama ca am creat un mic jurnal aici cu indirecte postate pe care doar eu le stiam si ma mir cumde nu le-am uitat. 

Acum sunt la 3500 km departe de casa , si vin sarbatorile , si cresc , si tot cresc si imi dau seama de abia acum ce naiva dar in acelasi timp ce inocenta eram acum 5 ani . Nu pot sa cred ca aproapele toate persoanele despre care scriam nu mai sunt atata de prezente in viata mea . Da…prietenii care spui ca niciodata nu vor muri , ei bine , mor cu kilometrii si cu noile persoane care apara in viata lor tu ramanand doar prietena aia  din adolescenta. Apoi , baiatul pentru care iti pierdeai nopti plangad ,cautand citate chiar aici pe tumblr , nu era nici pe departe baiatul pe care ti l-ai dori astazi ( am verificat asta vorbind cu el acum o luna ) . Si orasul ala in care ti-ai petrecut toata copilaria a devenit o fantoma .

Acum sunt la 3500 km departare si sunt fericita ! Da! Chiar sunt .  Am invatat ca prieteniile nu sunt ceva pe care trebuie sa te bazezi sunt doar persoane cu care te distrezi si iti imparti cateva trairi cu ei si atat . Ca in this fucking world you are alone. Ca acum 5 ani cine mi-a spus ca “esti singura pentru ca nu e nimeni suficient de bun pentru tine “ era gresit. Nu am nevoie de cineva sa fie suficient de bun pentru mine , am nevoie sa fim amandoi suficienti de buni impreuna , de fapt acum am nevoie de cineva doar sa ma iubeasca asa cum sunt pentru ca nu am simtit dragostea pana acum . 

Poate te gandesti de ce scriu acum ( asta daca cineva va citi asta ) . Scriu acum pentru ca 2017 m-a schimbat mai mult decat toti anii anteriori. M-a transformat intr-o femeie independenta care stie ce vrea , dar care sigur mai are multe de invatat . Oricum o femeie care citind posturile de acum 5 ani , scrise chiar de ea , au starnit in ea niste sentimente pierdute .Intr-un an mi-am schimbat viata complet si simt ca pe zi ce trece sunt mai fericita chiar daca muncesc in fiecare zi petru visul pe care il aveam si acum 5 ani . Vis pe care ii promit acum fetitei de acum 5 ani ca il voi indeplini ! 

Fuck this was long …. Vreau sa termin prin a spune un sincer MULTUMESC , si sa spuneti si voi Multumesc ! E cel mai pur cuvant , un cuvant plin de atatea alte cuvinte in el . Multumesc mamei mele , prietenilor noi si celor vechi , tuturor celor care m-au invatat ca iubirea inseamna mai mult decat o noapte petrecuta impreuna si imi multumesc mie ! Da! Imi multumesc mie ca am rezistat pana acuma si mai pot continua . Forta mi-am luat-o din ce a scris fetita aia acum 5 ani , cum voia ea sa iasa din orasul ala pustiu si sa descopere lumea , sa gaseasca iubirea si fericirea. And I promise kido , we are on our way ! 

Happy New Year , R! 

[senorcafe]

[senorcafe]

[taeh11]

“Deséalo tanto hasta que el universo diga: Toma, toma y deja de joder.”

— (via pensamientos-agridulces)

[unpolvoyuncigarro]

“Si tienes un hombre maravilloso que te ayuda a balancear tu mundo, que no es perfecto, pero intenta serlo para ti, que trabaja duro, que te hace reír, que ha llorado contigo, que es tu mejor amigo, que quisiera envejecer a tu lado; cuídalo mucho porque es una bendición.”

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