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𝑑𝑒𝑚𝑢𝑟𝑒  ,      𝖙𝖊𝖓𝖉𝖊𝖗      𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙𝖊𝖉      𝑙𝑎𝑢𝑟𝑎 𝑔𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑙𝑒  ,      𝚋𝚛𝚊𝚟𝚎       𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚎𝚍      𝑙𝑎𝑢𝑟𝑎

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     𝔪𝔶    𝔡𝔢𝔞𝔯    𝔩𝔞𝔲𝔯𝔞  ,    you    always    were    more    beautiful    than    the    rest

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˖⁺. ✧   𝔰𝔱𝔞𝔯𝔱𝔢𝔯    𝔠𝔞𝔩𝔩  !

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❝    oh  ,    carmilla  ----    ❞    and it leaves her lips  ,   a cry  ,    as if some holy plea towards heaven as she turns  .    relief pours over her shoulders in waves    (    for i am no longer lonely  ,    no longer some maiden trapped in her tower    /    some rare flower waiting to bloom  .    for your presence frees me  ,   excites me  ,    dares me to wander to the edges of life    )    ❝    i thought you had gone away  ,    i could not find you  .  .  .    ❞     last night  ----    as the candle    &    the moon guided my lonely path  ,    those dim lights casting shadows  ,    throwing themselves against these old stone walls  .    my bare feet against the cold floor  ,    the shiver that wrapped itself against the column of my spine     (     how i searched  ,    how i agonized  ,    how i sought your comfort and found my arms empty    )     no  ,    her governess had found her    ❝    they think me too ill today  ,    sleepwalking  ,   all through the night  .    they’ve asked that i stay in bed    ❞

a frown creases her brow  ,    arms folded gently over one another as she settles against the rustled duvet of her bed  .    gaze strays towards the parted curtains  ,    towards the light that spills in like tendrils of gold  ----    reaching out to caress her  .    shoulders slump softly  ,    hair cascading in rivers of autumnal hue across them    ❝    but at least you are here now  ,    yes  ?     and you will indulge me  ,    won’t you carmilla  ?    for just a short while  ----    i cannot bear the emptiness of this room    ❞

@dervampir​   ,      𝔰𝔱𝔞𝔯𝔱𝔢𝔯

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❝    oh  .  .  .     you startled me    ❞    breath is held fretfully between her teeth  ,    tongue caught on the edge of her lips  ,    nighttime’s dreariness wanders listlessly around the corners of her eyes  .    sleep dances  ,    strangely  ,    in the darkness of her mind  ----    stirring up shadows     &    monsters  ,    beckoning forth creatures from nightmare to seep into the real world  .    her vision blurs  ,    and she glances once  ----    twice  ----    three times behind her  ,    as if sure that a presence lingered there malevolently  .    waiting  ,   grinning  ,    with its sharpened maw    &    glowing eyes  .    she inhales  ,    and her hands are cold as ice as they wring together anxiously    ❝    i thought there was someone there  ,    have you seen anyone come this way  ,    signorina  ?    ❞

@swede​   ,      𝔰𝔱𝔞𝔯𝔱𝔢𝔯

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gentle creature of moonlight desire  ,    her doe  -  eyes     (    wide  ,   startled  ,    as if caught un aware  ----    a rabbit ensared in the hunter’s trap    )    her hand rested against sternum  ,    pressed listlessly to the frightened flutter of her heart  ----    trembling  ,    and aching  ,    and chilled by the darkness around her    ❝    i  ----     i don’t know where i am  ,    i am afraid that i am very lost  ,    signore    ❞     for i once more wander  :    a newly awakened animal  ,    caught in the webs of dreams    /    drifting in the places inbetween reality  .     and perhaps you are an angel  ,    a guardian lingering in shadows  ----    or perhaps you are the ferryman  ,    the reaper come from my nightmares at last to steal me away forever    ❝    per favore  ,    where am i  ?    ❞

@fantomal​   ,      𝔰𝔱𝔞𝔯𝔱𝔢𝔯

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tags  !

♡  –––––   ⊰    𝔦𝔳 .    ⊱       at night i dream of 𝖘𝖍𝖆𝖉𝖔𝖜𝖘  ‚    and i dream of 𝑦𝑜𝑢      ╱      podrzutek