[allleeeexx-blog1]

I only seem okay

I only seem ok because i dont talk about it

I dont talk about it as long as no one asks

The only place i share it is here and here no one knows me

They say "if god only knew"

In my case "if mum only knew"

I wont tell her because i know it will hurt her

Because of how much i hurt.

How the hell do we last so long in such a miserable world.

I wont pretend to smile. I wont be fake.

But i wont say anything either.

[whenyouwalkaway97]

[compulsive]

[understands]

[allleeeexx-blog1]

Your ladyship is a bloody bi**h

[recaption]

[destroymylife]

[allleeeexx-blog1]

Emotions are what kill me

[compulsive]

[allleeeexx-blog1]

I never have to say it.

[compulsive]

[depressingly-numb]

[allleeeexx-blog1]

Hah just a normal day..

[depressingly-numb]

[depressingly-numb]

[allleeeexx-blog1]

Ok but i guess id be the "professional" cuz i dont talk to theripists.

[depressingly-numb]

[allleeeexx-blog1]

Yeah..tumblr is the only place i talk about it no one who knows me knows whats in my head.

[depressingly-numb]

Even worse when your in a room full of people.

[allleeeexx-blog1]

Tbh im so used to it now i just dont cry but if i do i just wait till bed time.

[destroymylife]

[allleeeexx-blog1]

All day everyday

[especially]

[compulsive]

[allleeeexx-blog1]

LSD