all things end

"Loyaulté me lie"

[gums]

i highly recommend for women and girls to be intellectually curious and difficult to shame

[allofthehousethatstood]

nagmimirror na rin ako ng posts ko dito to threads kasi at least on there i do have the option to keep the account private kapag feeling ko di safe. pota dito kasi may nagnanakaw ng pictures to make a whole fake online personality tas it sucks bigtime kasi no way to protect urself from that really eh

[allofthehousethatstood]

journaling night! // in love with binder-type journal for my commonplace because i can rearrange pages to make them based on topic/book I'm reading kahit later in the month ko pa naisip yun.

especially na i read more than one book at a time. di ko na need mag wait para matapos yung book before i write my tots because i can just write tots/self-assignments as they come and rearrange the pages later to organize them.

[allofthehousethatstood]

ah, i feel so cynical and tired and just really deflated these days. i don't feel excited or hopeful for the immediate and the far future.

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another skill opened sa work and i am so drained grabe lang. nesting feels kada may new specialization na inoopen. gamit na gamit yung utak ko shutangina.

surprisingly tho, i'm craving reading as a rest for my brain? parang ang saya mag fantasy ngayon~

[allofthehousethatstood]

yay, updated na notion reading tracker~

[allofthehousethatstood]

nawala ako sa junk journaling routine for a bit there. but slowly easing into it again!

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ulan na lang kulang sa Temu-version na bay window ko lol. this book tho— di ako nonfic girlie pero give me a philippine studies book and I'll devour it.

[mysharona1987]

[allofthehousethatstood]

i mean, i'm fine with loose ends but this is too loose even for me? haha. i want closure!

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actually, i would have liked this so much more if the story was tighter and made into a short story instead of an (imo) awkward novel

that way, the abrupt ending and loose ends would have felt more intentional, rather than frayed and unfinished.

but hey, this was shortlisted on a lit prize, so take my opinion with a grain of salt~

[allofthehousethatstood]

i mean, i'm fine with loose ends but this is too loose even for me? haha. i want closure!

[platypusesforarms]

Sperm Whales 🐋 Asia (2024) "Beneath the Waves"

The whale calf wants to join in with the adults' nap-time, but it's not as easy as it looks. Staying vertical takes practice. The next challenge after that is buoyancy. Holding just the right amount of breath is an art.

[allofthehousethatstood]

lately gusto kong mag rampage. kaya sobrang cathartic ng ending ng earthlings ni sayaka murata sakin (5 stars, btw) kasi sometimes i just want to be away from society and do some crazy and outrageous and disturbing (and violent!!!) things like that. 👍

[dramatic-dolphin]

i love declining birth rates 🥰 "what a horrible problem! society will collapse!" oopsie it looks like you're gonna have to make having children worth it 😊 teehee you're gonna have to improve society in order to fix this problem, or it will all collapse. oh noooooo. how horrible. :3c

[weirdthingifoundonline]

[allofthehousethatstood]

hala naexcite ako sa one photo, one caption update ni insta. parang bagay talaga sa book reviews~

[ztahcsslaskcihcsregnalsnebel]

𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘨𝘶𝘺𝘴, 𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵.

𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘧 𝘸𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘥𝘦 𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘢𝘭𝘦 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘨𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘴 (𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘰𝘺 𝘰𝘳 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘸𝘪𝘴𝘦, 𝘢𝘯𝘰𝘯 𝘰𝘳 𝘯𝘰𝘵) 𝘸𝘩𝘰’𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘸𝘦𝘪𝘳𝘥, 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘰𝘳 𝘤𝘳𝘰𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘵𝘺? 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘳 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵 𝘶𝘱, 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘴𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭𝘴 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥. 𝘸𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘢𝘨 𝘪𝘵 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳 "𝘮𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘴𝘩" (𝘰𝘳 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘢𝘨 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘬𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵) 𝘴𝘰 𝘪𝘵’𝘴 𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘥.

𝘪𝘥𝘬, 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵’𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘪𝘴 𝘩𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥. 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘶𝘮𝘣𝘭𝘳 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭𝘴’ 𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘵𝘰𝘴 𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘶𝘱 𝘰𝘯 𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘯 𝘴𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘰 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘷𝘪𝘰𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨.

𝘪 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘴𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘯 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘭 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘪𝘨𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘰’𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘢𝘤𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦. 𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘸𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘥𝘰 𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘯𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘮𝘦𝘥.

i’ll start, please feel free to add yours kahit gaano katagal na nangyari yan.

~ @viciousthrills - back in 2019, he spammed me with unsolicited dick pics even after i told him no. i blocked him immediately and made a public post about it to warn other girls, but it never really reached enough people. check this post. ngl, when i first read zi's post, he was the first person that came to mind. i remember he used to lurk the tth tag a lot and would reblog girls' photos with lewd commentary, very nsfwph comments section energy. i'm not saying it's definitely him. i'm just saying to please be careful around this blogger. i checked his blog earlier and his last post was back in march.

[stalegarlicbreb]

- @dark-sithlord - idk the rest of his url bc i already blocked him. he spent his whole day asking me for explicit photos na "for his eyes only". i was thrown off kasi he approached me with decent questions, so i thought he's fine. but nope. he even offered to pay for it, then biglang bawi kasi di ko naman daw kailangan ng pera. i kept refusing, but decided to block him in the end na lang kasi boi can't accept no for an answer. i've heard he's done this to other women here, but idk how they approached his aggressive tactics.

i'm afraid to call someone out, but i can't keep being scared. this is one of the reasons why i go to therapy, honestly.

[allofthehousethatstood]

hays i feel so deflated lately. this is my word of the year—enshittification.