the front bottoms ✨ starters.
trigger warnings // drugs, suicide, self harm, and death.
“ there’s comfort in the bottom of a swimming pool. “
“ with tears in my eyes, i begged you to stay. you said, hey man, i love you, but no fucking way. “
“ it probably won’t get easier, just easier to hide. “
“ i scrub and scrub until my body bleeds, convince myself i am coming clean. “
“ forget and ignore who i used to be, that kid is never coming back. “
“ i will be alone probably for the rest of my life. “
“ if, for some reason, you don’t feel like talking, i could just sit and enjoy your company. “
“ i got so stoned, i fell asleep in the front seat. i never sleep in the front seat. “
“ there is someone out there just like me probably keeping to themselves. “
“ i know cpr, i know mouth-to-mouth. when your legs give in and your lungs give out, i will blow air into your open mouth. “
“ i swear to god the devil made me do it. “
“ you are water twelve feet deep, and i am boots made of concrete. “
“ our love is a dangerous game, one that i am definitely losing. “
“ all i want is to want nothing. “
“ we are so cool, we are so punk. “
“ i’m gonna get on my knees, would you kick me in the face please? “
“ you say “i hate you”, you mean it, and “i love you” sounds fake, it’s taken me so long to figure that out. “
“ you are still the only thing and everything i need in my life. “
“ why can’t i be happy when there’s definitely reasons i should be? “
“ there is very little left of me, and it’s never coming back. “
“ please fall asleep so i can take pictures of you and hang them in my room. “
“ you are my peach, you are my plum, you are my earth, you are my sun. “
“ you are the reason i’m smiling when there is nothing to smile about. “
“ all of the sudden, i am nothing. in this moment, you are everything. “
“ can i sleep in your bed? and when i crawl out in the morning, can i stay inside your head? “
“ honey, y’gotta learn that love is simple, just like mud. if you play the dirt, then i’ll play the water, all we gotta do is touch. “
“ when i am sad, i am sad. but when i’m happy, oh god, i’m happy. “
“ let’s keep it quiet, keep me honest, keep me true. keep me in love, keep me believing it’s with you. “
“ make sure you kiss your knuckles before you punch me in the face.
“ my nightmares will have nightmares every night. “
“ they’ll probably arrest me, it’ll probably ruin my whole summer. “
“ i would sleep better on your floor than i would ever in my bed. “
“ ‘cause we are all eventually either the victims or the victim’s family. “
“ and i’m scared i’m gonna die as lonely as i feel right now. “