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boss: i either die being assassinated or being a dumbass. that's the only two ways i'll go or i refuse to die.

mek: how 'bout you die of old age and surrounded by people you love?

boss: nah, i want my death to be on buzzfeed unsolved.

allson243

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I can never forgive whoever dubbed Mek in My Engineer.

Who's with me on this? 👀👀👀

Finally Together • RAMKING

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After me & Ram confessed to each other , we hung out more often (pfff everyday actually) and waited for each other after classes to have lunch together.

And you all are probably wondering...is he finally talking to me now? My answer to that is , yes. The closer we became , the more Ram opened up to me.

It took him so long to talk to me. You all probably think that I'm such a patient person. I mean , I am patient. But in all honesty, I was lowkey dying inside everytime Ram wouldn't say anything to me. Times he would say anything to me , it will be a few short words and that's it. But now , that's changed and I am very happy to be with Ram. He helped me get over my fear of dogs. Never knew how sweet my cool boy can be to me.

"King! You never have lunch with us anymore" I felt Boss tugging on my arm and I gently push him back towards Mek.

"I see you guys all the time though" I said.

It was true , I do see them everyday. We literally have the same classes.

"Are you seeing someone or what?"

Boss , you are so dumb.

"Is it that guy with that tattooed arm? I didn't think he goes here too"

Mek you are just as dumb.

"What does he look like? Maybe we might know him too!"

Tee , I'm literally going to punch you in your esophagus.

These guys are literally dumb , they see me with Ram whenever they get the chance , why couldn't they guess right?

"Ohhhh! I know who it is!" Boss raises his hand to get my attention.

I hope you do get this right Boss.

I sigh deeply before turning my head to him.

"Is it Frong?"

What?

He did not just say Frong.

Frong doesn't even have a tattoo.

I bet he's scared to even get one.

Who am I talking? I'm scared of sharp things.

"No!" I almost shouted while raising my hand to slap Boss. Okay no , I'm not planning on actually slapping him if that's what you all are afraid of.

I felt someone grab my hand and I turn around , it was Ram.

"R-Ram" I stuttered.

"Oh hey , Ram!" Mek greeted him.

Ram lowers my hand down with his and gave everyone a death glare. It was hot though , how couldn't I say anything?

"H-Hey...w-why are you looking at us like that?" I heard Boss struggle on his words.

"Why is my boyfriend yelling at you guys?"

That's when everyone was shocked "HUH?"

Well expect Bohn , he didn't seem surprised. He just smirk and said "I knew it"

"Wait wait! So you and...." Tee couldn't even finish his words so I just laughed with a nod.

"Yes , me and Ram are together" I look back up at Ram smiling. However , Ram was still glaring at my friends , deadly.

I squeeze his hand "Ram, nothing happened. They didn't do anything to make me angry. They were just trying to guess who I always hangout during lunch"

"Y-Yeah!" I can see Boss trying to smile at my boyfriend who hasn't changed his facial expression.

"Ram~" I pouted. He looked down at me and sigh. I smiled in relief and got up from the table "I'm going to his house to help him study. See you guys tomorrow" I fold my hands together and bowed slightly to say bye to my friends.

"See you tomorrow. And Ram...treat him nicely" Bohn said in a serious tone.

"You take your own advice with Duen" And me and Ram left him at that.

#ramking #myengineerมีช็อปมีเกียร์มีเมียรึยังวะ #thaidramas #Boylove #bl #myengineertheseries

iwanttobreak3

I have a question, some one help me on this.... does Joe Mazzello have a girlfriend?

allson243

Nope he’s single as a shingle

benhardypout

—Ben Hardy on IWTBF shoot.

(Joe, maaate! I know you adore Ben’s thighs! lmao)

allson243

Okay but big thighs are so yummy...

serowotonin

Wait so is Joker really batman's brother?

allson243

No. His “Mom” was just making shit up saying that Wayne was his father. It was just a fantasy of hers.

beancables

Depression

Warning: this is a rant, so if you have plenty of time to read today, I appreciate it. If not, please still read it.

I just recently watched Joker with a full stomach and probably two cups of cold brew to get me prepped. It’s not like you have to be physically prepared, but mentally. Yes, mentally. And boy, it was a heavy and dark one. So please, if you think about watching this film and you’re going through something or are sensitive in some cases, please re-consider. Your mental wellness is more important than anything so save yourself when you can. I’m serious.

Shoutout to Ward theaters for that comfy seating tho. I was slightly struggling.

I wanted to throw away my cents on this just because. I know for a fact that my thoughts are gonna go all over the place with this. Yeah, I’m random. I’m usually more of an audio/visual person and I prefer to have my art and pictures speak for itself. I never keep a personal journal and I love being spontaneous most of the time. And, I admit that I’m never a good writer so bare with me.

Let me start by saying that mental illness is something that is serious and is not to be ignored. It can be you or anybody. We don’t know. With the hustle and bustle we normally face nowadays, it’s hard to deal and tolerate with people, whether they’re your family, friends or just strangers to you. Despite all the laughter and smiles we hear and see from ourselves, it still doesn’t take away the fact that we are all sad and depressed too. We are all human beings and we all feel. Let’s not forget that.

Depression is not just only seen in people having suicidal thoughts, taking pills, having anxiety, or are just plain crazy. Loss of appetite, eating more than what you’re supposed to, being isolated or not talking to anyone are just some examples that can trigger it. It’s crazy because a lot of us are being quiet about these things and it’s scary as shit. Once it starts developing, it will just break a person’s mind and heart in a snap and it’s never going to be normal again unless they seek help immediately. It’s like volcano waiting to erupt itself. You’ll never see it coming.

Come to think of it, our country’s been dealing with crimes and mass shootings from all over the place because of people who are deranged. They all needed help. If only we were more loud and open to one another, these events wouldn’t occur.

Sigh.

The movie really taught me something: to listen and not just hear. Be aware of your surroundings and other people. If someone speaks up about something sensitive or private, LISTEN. Even if you’re not on his/her shoes or you’re not feeling it. Be at your kindest. Give advice if you could or simply offer constructive criticisms. Ask them if they’re okay. It helps. Even if they break down, open up to you or not, at least you showed them you care. Always be careful and mindful with our words. We don’t know what we all go through and basic steps like these can save a person mentally, emotionally and even physically and spiritually in the end. The world is cruel and wicked. It’s a sad reality we all have to face every day.

I mean, let’s be honest. Therapies are expensive as heck. Only rich depressed people can afford all that counseling and in the end they would still do the unpredictable. Drugs are not the answer people, believe me. Don’t do it.

Self care is also necessary. You have friends? Text them. Go out with them, grab yourselves a cup of coffee or dessert and talk about anything under the sun. Open up if you have to, or just think of something you can laugh about for as long as you want. Go to the beach and unwind… heck, travel if you have to! Everyone deserves to be mentally healthy and no one is to be ever stopped from doing it.

We all need to be better and do better. Check on your friends. Seek help if you must.

averinna

The system failed Arthur from the beginning when they let his mother adopt him and still left him in her care after have found that her boyfriend abused him.

rhapso-kei

‘god knows…’

i felt so cute in this that i honestly didn’t know how to behave

allson243

SKAJQOWHWIW UR BEAUTIFUL AHHH 😍

NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM: REUNITED PART 2 (FANFIC)

"Lately, I've been, I've been thinking

I want you to be happier, I want you to be happier

So I'll go, I'll go

I will go, go, go~" Jedediah & Octavius finishes singing Happier by Bastille & Marshmello.

"WOAHH!" The crowd cheered at the miniatures karaoke performance.

"Great singing guys! That was amazing!" Larry compliments the cowboy & Roman soldier.

"I thank you" Octavius smiles.

"Thanks , Gigantor!" Jededaiah waves.

"You should sing my darling , I would love to hear your voice" Teddy said as he kisses Sacagawea's hand.

"I guess I can perform a song" Sacagawea blushes as she makes her way in the center of the crowd with the microphone in her hand. Ankmenrah was in charge of the music & turned on This Is Me by Keala Settle.

Sacagawea closes her eyes & began to sing.

"I am not a stranger to the dark

Hide away, they say

'Cause we don't want your broken parts

I've learned to be ashamed of all my scars

Run away, they say

No one'll love you as you are

But I won't let them break me down to dust

I know that there's a place for us

For we are glorious

When the sharpest words wanna cut me down

I'm gonna send a flood, gonna drown them out

I am brave, I am bruised

I am who I'm meant to be, this is me

Look out 'cause here I come

And I'm marching on to the beat I drum

I'm not scared to be seen

I make no apologies, this is me

Oh-oh-oh-oh

Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh, oh

Another round of bullets hits my skin

Well, fire away 'cause today, I won't let the shame sink in

We are bursting through the barricades and

Reaching for the sun (we are warriors)

Yeah, that's what we've become (yeah, that's what we've become)

I won't let them break me down to dust

I know that there's a place for us

For we are glorious

When the sharpest words wanna cut me down

I'm gonna send a flood, gonna drown them out

I am brave, I am bruised

I am who I'm meant to be, this is me

Look out 'cause here I come

And I'm marching on to the beat I drum

I'm not scared to be seen

I make no apologies, this is me

Oh-oh-oh-oh

Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh, oh

This is me

and I know that I deserve your love

(Oh-oh-oh-oh) 'cause there's nothing I'm not worthy of

(Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh, oh)

When the sharpest words wanna cut me down

I'm gonna send a flood, gonna drown them out. This is brave, this is proof

This is who I'm meant to be, this is me

Look out 'cause here I come (look out 'cause here I come)

And I'm marching on to the beat I drum (marching on, marching, marching on)

I'm not scared to be seen

I make no apologies, this is me

When the sharpest words wanna cut me down. I'm gonna send a flood, gonna drown them out. I'm gonna send a flood

Gonna drown them out

Oh , this is me~"

The crowd cheered loudly & Teddy was in shock but also he of course enjoyed his lover's singing , it was fantastic.

"You sounded beautiful my dear!"

Teddy kisses her cheek.

"Thank you , Teddy!"

Sacagawea smiles widely and kisses her lover back.

"More Microphones coming up! & Who wants to go next?" Lancelot asked & turns toward Larry with a smirk. "How bout' you dangly bells?"

"Nah , I'm good. You guys can have fun–"

"Then what's the point in being here? Come on!" Lancelot hands Larry the Microphone.

"O-Okay...I guess...I'm not good at singing but I'll do it for you guys"

The music began and in Larry's head was like hey , I know this song...

Well , here goes nothing...

"D-Do you ever feel like a plastic bag

Drifting through the wind

Wanting to start again...."

Great, now I'm in my feelings...

I can totally relate to the plastic bags I see out on the streets...

But Larry continues "D-Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin

Like a house of cards

One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep

Six feet under scream

But no one seems to hear a thing..."

"Do you know that there's still a chance for you

'Cause there's a spark in you" His son joins in too.

"You just gotta ignite the light

And let it shine

Just own the night

Like the Fourth of July~!" Lancelot comes in with another Mic along with Jedediah & Octavius singing the next line.

"Cause baby you're a firework

Come on show 'em what your worth

Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"

As you shoot across the sky-y-y!"

"Baby you're a firework

Come on let your colors burst

Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"

You're gonna leave 'em fallin' down down down!" Lancelot smiles & looks over at Octavius.

Octavius smiles back & waves at the knight as Jedediah crosses his arms looking away from the two interacting.

Tilly comes in to sing with them as well "Boom, boom, boom

Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

It's always been inside of you, you, you

And now it's time to let it through!"

Lancelot kneels down beside the table the miniature men stood & sang , looking at Octavius "Cause baby you're a firework

Come on show 'em what your worth

Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"

As you shoot across the sky-y-y!"

Octavius blushes slightly causing Jedediah to look at them in disgust.

Oh yeah , Lance slot?

Jed turned his best friend facing him & sang "Baby you're a firework

Come on let your colors burst

Make 'em go Oh, oh, oh!"

"You're gonna leave 'em fallin' down down down~" Octavius sang back as he & Jed made eye contact. Jedediah stared back enjoying the moment with his best friend.

"Boom, boom, boom!" Attila & Laaa sang.

"Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon" Tilly sang as she stroked Laaa's hair.

"Boom, boom, boom!" Laaa along with Attila sang again.

"Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon" Larry & Nick finished the last line before everyone clapped their hands & cheered loudly.

The president jumps onto his horse along & shouted "Can I have everyone's attention before we go back to our places? Thank you! I would like to thank our previous night guard, most of all, our dearest friend Larry Daley & his son Nick Daley for visiting us after seven years! We are all happy to see you two again , really!"

"I am also happy to see all of you again. I'm glad we had this kind of night toget–" Larry started coughing but just for a couple of seconds before finishing "Y-Yeah , I'm happy to be here tonight with all of you!"

Nick found it strange how his Dad has been feeling about his health. He notices that he's been coughing & had chest pain earlier. If it seems to get out of hand , Nick will have to confront his Dad to see a doctor. Right now, his Dad is just saying I'm fine & won't admit he's not feeling well.

Everyone was getting to their places before sunrise. Teddy kisses Sacagawea before she heads back to her display.

Before Jedediah can go to his display , he felt a hand grab his shoulder. "Hey Jedediah?" It was Octavius.

"Hey , What is it?" Jedediah asked.

"You okay?"

"O-Of course! Why wouldn't I be?" Jed smiles nervously.

"Y-You seem to be very...I don't know...jealous? When me & Lance are together" Octavius frowned.

Ohhh , right....

"I'm not jealous" The cowboy denies. It was a lie though , Jededaiah was jealous but doesn't want to admit it.

"Oh okay then. I'll see you later tonight" Octavius & Jedediah chest bump each other before leaving to their displays.

"Hey Larry?" Ankmenrah came up to him.

"Oh , hey Ank , need anything before you go?" Larry asked.

"I just wanted to say how it was a delight to see you again. I'm glad you came to see us tonight. One of the best nights we've ever had in so long" Ank smiled.

"I'm glad I came too. Me & Nick were very busy & we didn't have any free time as much. But it's good to see you Ank. How are things going back in London?" Larry had to ask.

"Wonderful!" Ankmenrah said cheerfully.

"That's good to hear. Alright , I'll see ya" Larry patted Ank on the shoulders before walking to Teddy.

"Tonight has been wonderful , Lawrence. Glad you could be here with us" Teddy & his horse makes his way to their spot.

Larry started feeling light-headed & grabs onto the president's saddle.

"Oh dear , are you okay my son?" Teddy asked worriedly.

"Y-Yeah, I'm okay & uh...I'm glad I came" Larry formed a smile.

"Great! Well, Lawrence, sunrise is here , welcome back!" Teddy smiles as he pulls out his sword as the sun had set.

"Thanks Ted" Larry smiles.

"Hey Dad? Ready?" Nick asked.

"Yeah , lets go home" Larry & his son walks towards the main entrance by Tilly.

"See you again tonight Mr. Daley?" Tilly asked.

"Yes! I'll come again!" Larry said before he and Nick walks out the museum & down the steps.

"Hey Dad?" Nick started.

"Yes?" Larry looks at his son.

"Are you okay? You seem to be sick. Is there anything I can do for you?"

"I'm fine Nicky. Don't worry about me. Besides , I will let you know if there's anything. I think I just need some rest"

"Did you talk to your Boss?" Nick asked.

"Not yet. I'll call him when I get home"

Later after Nick goes off to work...

Larry is now back at home. In bed , feeling more ill & tired. Due to his health right now, he called the school to let them know he wasn't coming.

Larry began to cough again. It was more of a violent cough that made him cough blood onto tissue. It was a lot of blood that not all of it stayed on the tissue.

"Oh no"

#night at the museum #natm 3 #natm 2 #natm #larry daley #jedediah smith #gauis octavius #theodore roosevelt #sacagawea #atilla the hun #ankmenrah #rami malek #ben stiller

Night At The Museum: REUNTIED

(FANFIC)

DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN NATM

August 16 , 2021

Seven years later, 56 year old Larry Daley was still a high school history teacher. He still misses being a night guard at the Natural History museum. He still remembered the good times he had with the friends he made there. He remembered going on risky adventures with them but it was worth it. But things change and that's the change he had to adjust to. He was used to being alone now since his son, Nick, who was now 30. He became a audio engineer. Nick was also married to his high crush named Andrea.

Yeah, Larry's son was very busy yet so was Larry himself but that doesn't change the fact that he lives alone. Larry wouldn't even bother to visit the museum & it's been so long. He notices that the museum in London has been visiting three times a year but he still doesn't go visit.

Larry convinced himself that he's made the right choice by letting them go even. Although he can't bring himself to see them after all these years. Now, he feels like they forgot all about him so he doesn't see the point of visiting.

But this time, Larry will step in the museum to check on his friends to see how they've been doing. Today was the day that Tilly , the night guard would bring the other exhibits over from London.

The doorbell rang on a Sunday morning. Larry got off from his couch to open the door seeing it was Nick. "Hey Dad" Nick smiled happily.

Larry smiled back and hugs his son tightly like his life depended on it.

"Oh , Nicky. I missed you so much. We've both been so busy and...we haven't had time to hangout and talk" Larry frowned & so did Nick.

"Yeah, but I hope you're doing great" Nick formed back a smile.

Larry forced himself to smile even though he's not really fine. He's been tired of work & tired of the loneliness.

"I heard that Tilly is here. It's been so long since we left the museum. I really miss Teddy, Dexter, Octy & Jed. I miss everyone, should we go see them tonight? Um...if you already got plans we can go another—"

"No,no, we can go. I was planning on it too. It has been so long &...I just hope they would remember me" Larry sighs.

"I know that they will" Nick places his hand on his Dad's shoulder.

"Let go out for lunch , Dad. And then we can make our way to the museum!"

The father and son went out to eat for lunch & hangout at the Theodore Roosevelt Park in front of the museum.

"So, how's school?" Larry's son asked.

"It's good. Students can get off task but I do make sure they pass my class so that I won't have to see them another year" Larry chuckled.

"That's good" Nick nods his head impressively.

"How are things going between you and Andrea?" Larry asked.

"Um...yeah about me and her..." Nick looks at his Dad as he gulps.

"I've been accepted another job in Louisville. And uh...Andrea has also been accepted a job as a Case manager. We are planning to move next year" Nick smiles with so much brightness.

"O-Oh? That's...nice" Larry forced a smile.

Why? What's wrong with New York?

Oh, how Larry wishes he can smile & be happy for his son but all he feels is more sadness coming over him as a son tells him that he's going to move to Louisville. Now, Larry feels ten-times more lonely than he was before.

Suddenly, he feels tightness in his chest, he winches, and holds his chest in pain. Nick looks closely at his Dad and got into panic mode "D-Dad? A-Are you okay?"

"Y-Yeah, I-I'm fine. I-It's just chest pain" Larry relaxes with his chest still hurting. He doesn't want his son to worry about him.

"Are you sure? We can stop by the drugstore and grab some medicine for you" Nick suggested.

"No, it's okay, Nick" Larry refuses.

"OK but if anything is off or if anything hurts let me know we can go home"

"Okay" Larry chuckles.

When it was almost sundown Larry and Nick went inside the museum. Everything seemed the same but it's been so long.

"LARRY DALEY" It was Tilly who greeted them.

"Hey, how are you?" Larry shakes Tilly's hand.

"I've been great! You?"

"Fine, how's being a night guard?" Larry asked.

"You were right. Best job ever!" Tilly smiled happily.

"I'm glad to hear t–" Larry coughed. "Skews me, i'm glad to hear that. Anything new or anything happened while they all came to life" he cleared his throat.

"No, not really everyone's behaving, no trouble. They are all a delight to have even when they all come together like this" Tilly giggles.

"T-That's great! I'm glad as well to hear great news from you and how everyone is doing" Larry smiles softly.

"Anyways, it's getting dark. Everyone else should be up & going in 3,2,1..."

Larry turns around hearing footsteps coming down the hallway. He sees Ankmenrah holding the tablet in his hand with a smile.

"Larry I would so glad to see you again. I missed you so much" The pharaoh hugged Larry.

"H-Hey there, Ank. I've missed you too" Larry hugs back.

"It is good to see you again dangly bells!" It was Lancelot.

"Hey Lance! it's good to see you too!" Larry shakes the knights hands.

"Hey" Nick greeted the knight.

"Nick! You're a man now! It's incredible!" Lancelot hugs Nick.

"Yes! And you are still the Lance I saw seven years ago" Nick chuckles.

The Rexy & Trixie met up as well. Everything else in the museum came to life greeting Larry one by one. Teddy also agreed to Larry with a big hug "It's so wonderful to meet you again, Lawrence!"

"It's great to meet you too, Teddy. It's been so long but I'm glad I'm here now" Larry tried not to cry.

"Oh and Nick how are you? It's been so long, you're all grown up now you become a man!" Teddy hugged Nick.

"Hey Ted!" Nick hugs back.

"Larry!" It was Sacagawea.

"Wow! Your hair is down & I am glad to see you too!" Larry observes Sacagawea's hair change before he hugs her.

"GIGANTOR!" It was jedidiah shouting along with Octavius, Dexter, & Attila all together.

"Hey!" Larry smiled widely. Dexter climbs onto Larry hugging his neck.

"I missed you too buddy" Larry padded Dexter's back.

"It's been so long my friend! How are you?" Octavius asked.

"I'm fi–" Larry started coughing again.

"Eww" Jed & Octy steps away in disgust.

Larry continues after coughing "I'm fine. You two?" He referred to Jed & Octy.

"We are good!" Jedediah smiled.

Attila surprises Larry with a huge hug along with the Hun crying on his shoulder.

"Bi chamaig sanaj baina!"

"Aww, I missed you too" Larry hugs the hun back.

"We should all do something together since we have reunited with our most dearest friend, Larry Daley & his son Nick" Teddy announced.

"Lancelot has a perfect idea for us to start off with!" Lancelot smirks at Tilly. "Karaoke night!" Lancelot raises his sword in the air.

"OH YUH!" Tilly howled.

"I'm guessing you all did Karaoke more than once" Larry looks at Tilly.

"I introduced them to it & you won't believe how many of them have such nice voices!" Tilly squeals.

"DADA!" It was Laaa , the caveman.

"Laaa! Hey Laaa, missed me?"

"Dada!" Laaa hugged Larry tightly making him fall onto the floor.

"O-Okay, okay! T-Take it easy, I'm in my late 50's now. I missed you too"

Laaa helps set up karaoke with Attila & Laaa while Nick & Lancelot catches up. Along with everyone catching up with one another.

"So" Jedediah said.

"So" Octavius smiles at his cowboy friend.

"I-It's been awhile since we talked. How are you feeling about Gigantor visiting us for the first time in forever?"

"I'm glad he finally came to see us" Octavius sighs.

"Me too, I'm also happy to see you too" Jed smiled at his best friend.

"Awww, so sweet of you , Jedediah to miss me that much. It makes sense that when the sun goes down I'm the first person you look for" Octavius grins.

"M-Me? Sweet?" Jed couldn't help but smile and turn away, also blushing.

Larry was in the restroom washing his hands. He started coughing again but this time it was a very harsh rough cough. Larry held onto the sink coughing loudly then warm liquid came out his mouth, it was blood.

Larry shrugs it off and washes the blood away. He didn't want to worry about what was happening to him most of all he didn't have time to care right now. He missed his friends & he wants to spend time with them. Nothing was going to get in the way of his night.