71. âMaybe I could keep you locked up in the basement with the rest of my sex toys.â
72. âIâve uh... never had phone sex before.âÂ
73. âYouâd make a perfect sexdoll.âÂ
74. âYouâre lucky Iâm even touching you at all, you little brat.âÂ
75. âNeed I remind you I have the power to deny you orgasms?âÂ
76. âA wet dream? About who?âÂ
77. âWe shouldnât be doing this. Itâs wrong.âÂ
78. âYou really think they care about your pleasure? Youâre their sex toy, tonight.âÂ
79. âI want you to watch.âÂ
80. âFacetime me. I wanna see your face when you cum.âÂ
81. âDonât test me, Little Boy/Girl/One.âÂ
82. âYouâll be screaming by the time Iâm through with you.âÂ
83. âWeâre at the office.âÂ
84. âOh, but youâve only cum three times... Are you really already done?âÂ
85. âIf you ask me, I should plug you and make you wear it to work tomorrow.â
86. âI bought a new toy!â *please specify which one you want in the ask*
87. âCount them. Lose count and we start over.â
88. âYouâll be tied up down here in the basement while I have friends over upstairs... maybe if youâre loud enough, someone might come down and play with you.âÂ
89. âDonât you get it? Youâre mine now.â
90. âI suggest you behave, or youâre in for a world of pain when we get home.â
91. âYouâre sexting me? Iâm in a meeting!âÂ
92. âNo one will know.âÂ
93. âYou want someone to walk in. See you all spread out.âÂ
94. âWhat if someone were watching, huh?âÂ
95. âLetâs put that beautiful body on display for the world to see.âÂ
96. âEnough.âÂ
97. âYouâve got exactly two seconds to fix that attitude before my cock/strapon fucks it out of you, got it?âÂ
98. âHarder Daddy/Mommy.â
99. âLetâs play a game.âÂ
100. âYou should have thought of that before groping that person in the break room.âÂ
I love your drunk Aaron fic so much! I've read it a few over by now and I need more of it! (I also need Spencer's answer đ) Your drunk Aaron has the same energy of a drunk guy saying something like "I can't sleep with you I love my wife" to his wife, I love it đ
Your wish is my command my dear
I'm so sorry this took so long. I hope it's what you were after :)
Warnings: 18+ Minors DNI, mentions of smut/sex, swearing, alcohol consumption
Spencer really hadnât had much to drink that game; he didnât have a problem talking to his friends usually. Heâd only had three shots the entire game, and though it was enough to give him a buzz, it wasnât enough to mute his inhibitions.
He didnât plan on making it four until those drunkenly slurred words left Aaronâs mouth.
âWould you have liked it if Iâd followed through?â
If he thought the buzz had created a flush on his face before, he was beet red now. He choked on his own saliva for a moment while the room around them fell into laughter.
Aaron felt a twinge of curiosity in his chest pair with a spark of heat at the way Spencer was shifting in embarrassment and, drunk far beyond his usual professional demeanor, wanted to know what else Spencer might be into â and if youâd genuinely be up for exploring that with both him and Aaron.
You were the most sober of the gang; you were pretty much an open book, and you really didnât care what the team did and didnât know about you, so while the rest of the team was buzzing on 3 to 8 Kool-Aid shots (courtesy of a tipsy Penelope), you were sipping on your raspberry lemonade with only a single shot in your system. The question that preceded the shot was about your first husband and to be quite frank, you didnât want to talk about him, so you took the shot.
You were quite thankful you werenât drunk â this is honestly one of the most amusing things youâd ever witnessed and it was very refreshing to see Aaron genuinely letting loose, even if it meant there were something things about your sex life exposed.
âWell, Kid?â Derek teased. âYou wanna answer the man?â
Spencer reached for a shot and downed it with a grimace.
âThatâs a huge yes,â Derek stated.
âItâs okay, Spence,â you stated, patting his shoulder.
âYeah, kid,â Derek said. âNo judgement.â
Spencer spun the bottle and watched it land on JJ.
âTruth,â she stated.
âWhatâs the most embarrassing thing youâve ever had to say to your parents?â He asked, using a pre-made list of truths that Penelope had given him.
âOoh,â JJ winced. âWhen I was sixteen, one of my friends tried to sneak their boyfriend in through the basement window and he got stuck. I had to wake my parent up at two in the morning to have them break the window frame to get him unstuck. It wasnât even my idea to sneak him in, I knew I wasnât allowed to have boys over. But I had to take the blame for my friend.â
âYikes,â Emily said.
JJ spun the bottle and watched as it landed on Emily.
âTruth.â
âHow old were you when you had your first boyfriend?â
âPreschool,â she said. âJoey McKinney. He gave me a ring pop on the playground during recess and swore heâd marry me.â
âAwe,â JJ laughed.
âHe moved away two weeks later,â she said, wistfully. âBroke my heart.â
Dave and Derek laughed while Emily spun the bottle again. It landed on Aaron and she got a grin on her face that almost scared you.
âTruth or dare, Hotch?â
âTruth,â he stated.
âWhat is the most adventurous thing youâve done in the bedroom?â
âWith me?â You asked, raising an eyebrow.
âEver,â Emily said.
âI didnât get adventurous until I met y/n,â he said in thought. âI dunno, y/n. Whaâs the most aâventâous thing weâve done?â
âHmm...â you said. âIâd say probably Halloween in 2010.â
Aaron let out that high laugh again.
âDo tell,â Emily said.
âOn Halloween, a friend of y/nâs invited us to this party,â he said, laughing a little. âEvery couple had a costume theme for the eveninâ and had the option of roleplayinâ their character if they wanâed to.â
âOh? And what was your costume theme?â Derek asked, raising an eyebrow.
âMaid and Housemaster,â you smirked. âThere was a lot of public play involved.â
âY-you wore a maid costume?â Spencer asked, flushing even brighter.
Aaron laughed and smirked at him.
âNot quite,â you smirked at him.
âHotch wore the costume?â Spencer squeaked, eyes nearly bugging out of his skull as he shifted in his seat.
âNow that is something I would pay to see,â Derek grinned.
âIt was actually pretty comfy,â Aaron laughed. âCourse, I got slapped on the ass like eight times by a woman I didnât know, but the outfit wasnâ so bad.â
Spencer flushed brighter.
âLook at the kid. You look like a cherry tomato, Reid,â Derek laughed.
âAaron, Baby, I think you broke Dave,â you stated. Aaron raised his eyes to find Dave with his glass of rum and coke half-way to his mouth, eyes wide.
âWhaâd I do?â He repeated.
âJust spin the bottle,â Emily said. He reached forward and clumsily spun the bottle, grinning when it landed on Spencer again.
âTruthâr dare?â He asked.
âIâm going to regret this, but... truth.â
âDid yaâ like the idea aâseeinâ me in the costume?â He asked. âOr did yaâ like the idea aâseeinâ y/n in it?â
He thought for a moment before trying to gather his courage to be more like Derek because he knew the answer would be obvious no matter if he admitted it or took the shot.
âCanât it be both?â He smirked.
You choked on your lemonade and Aaron grinned at Spencer. âMaybe Iâd feel the same about you, Pretty Boy. NâI think y/n feels the same.â
The team was stunned into silence as you continued hacking around lemonade that youâd unintentionally inhaled, Spencerâs stunned face now the color of a pomegranate.
hi :) i stumbled across your blog & recently realized how comforting i found little!reader fics. i was wondering if you could do more of alex x little!reader ?? anything would be fine<3
Your wish is my command, my dear
I'm so sorry this took so long. I really hope you like it
Warnings: regression, cute bath time stuff, gn!reader
Alex had had a date already in mind â a nice hot bath together with some wine (the good expensive stuff Rossi bought you for your birthday)Â while watching on of your favorite movies. It was the perfect break from the stress of your jobs without being too extravagant.
Until of course, she came home after work.
âY/n! Iâm home,â she called. âI brought some of the wine Dave bought us!â
You came running toward her, wearing a pair of light yellow knee-highs and one of Alexâs hoodies.
âMomma! I want wines!â
Alex paused, not having expected you to be little, but she smiled at you, anyway, switching her date-night plans around a bit.
âOh, no, Little One,â she said, setting the wine on the counter. âWine is grown-ups.â
âBut... Iâs a grown-up!â
âNope,â she said. âYou are my itty-bitty baby.â
You flushed brightly. âMomma, I nots itty-bitty!â
âI think you are,â she said, scooping you up. âToo the bubble bath!â
âYay! Bubba baff!â You cheered. She carried you into the bathroom and set you down on the counter, bending to the bathtub to plug it and start filling it.
âWhat do you think, Little One? Should we do honey-coconut or eucalyptus?â
âCoconut,â you said.
She selected the proper bubble bath and started the bubbles before returning to in front of you.
âOkay, Little One. Letâs strip,â she said, tugging her hoodie up over your head before moving onto your socks. She removed your under clothes before stripping herself and turning the water off once the bath was full.
âInto the bath,â she said, lifting you and setting you down in the water before climbing in herself.
âOkay, Little One. Head back for me,â she said, grabbing your bath cup and gently wetting your hair down before massaging shampoo into it, hearing you hum, softly into the feeling with a smile. After rinsing, she massaged conditioner in, then turned you to face her as she grabbed a wash cloth.
âReady, Little One?â She asked.
You wiggled in excitement and nodded. She raised the wet to your left ear, gently massaging.
âEver so gentle,â she said, softly. She moved the other and repeated it. âEver so gentle.â
You giggled.
She brought the cloth to your face and gently scrubbed the cloth across it.
âAnd a... scrubby scrubby scrubby!â
You squealed with laughter and splashed some of the bubbles around.
âAgains, agains!â
Alex repeated it, reaching for your ears. âEver so gentle... ever so gentle...â
She moved to your face. âAnd a scrubby scrubby scrubby!â
You squealed again and clapped. âYay!â
âSilly Baby,â Alex smiled, booping your nose.
âI nots a silly baby!â
âYouâre my silly baby,â Alex said, kissing your forehead.
their princess is very far into littkespace and tries to put stuff in her mouth like a remot, blocks, etc
Your wish is my command, my dear
Also, I'm so sorry this took so long
Warnings: regression, putting things into mouths that do not belong there
JJ and Emily knew they had to watch you closely, especially at this stage in little space. Your average age was two, maybe eighteen months at the youngest, but it had been a grueling case and when you regressed, your mind decided to check out almost completely â you were left at an age of infancy, maybe seven or eight months old.
Youâd regressed this young a few times before; the biggest difference between taking care of you at such a young age is the diapers. A toddler-you was still potty trained relatively well, even if you sometimes dropped whatever you were doing with a shout of âpottyâ before making a mad dash to the bathroom. At eight months old, you didnât have that option, and wore a diaper. And besides the diaper, the other biggest difference was that fact that you put just about anything you could get your hands on into your mouth. Toy cars, blocks, the tv remote, your stuffies, anything small enough to fit.
Youâd been regressed for a little over an hour. JJ had put Charlieâs Colorform City on the TV to help keep you entertained while she and Emily tried to focus on getting some of their paperwork done at the kitchen table.
Youâd lost interest in the show when something shiny in the toy bucket a few feet away caught your attention.
You couldnât walk (you could barely even crawl at this age), so you used your arms to scoot your diapered butt forward, a small grunt of exertion escaping. When you were finally close enough, you smacked your hand down on the bucket until you were able to grab the toy in a pincer grasp, immediately bringing the shiny plastic rattle to your mouth to gnaw on it.
After hearing the clacking of your teeth on plastic, JJ quickly turned to face you and walked over, gently removing the toy.
âAh ah,â she said. âI donât think so, Princess. Rattles donât go in your mouth.â
You babbled a protest, selecting a different toy to shove in and landing with a purple plastic stacker block.
âNo, Princess,â JJ said. âBlocks donât go in there, either. Your bibi does.â
You recognized that word, the thought followed immediately by JJ gently sticking the paci hanging from your onesie collar into your mouth. You pouted about it for a moment before deciding that hearing the rattle was a lot more satisfying that chewing on it and shaking it back and forth rapidly with a giggle.
JJ smiled and kissed your forehead before returning to the table.
It took ten more minutes before you got bored again and sought out different stimulation. You spotted something else shiny on the entertainment center and scooted up to grab it, the cool metal of a TV cord clacking against your teeth.
Emily heard it and turned around, jumping up. âShit! No, y/n, that does not go in your mouth, Baby.â
She quickly removed the cord and pulled you backward, sticking your pacifier back in your mouth âBibi goes in your mouth. Not cords.â
You pushed the paci back out. âDadadadada!â
"That's right, Princess, Dada. This is Bibi,â Emily said, sticking it back in.
âBah!â You said, spitting it out.
âBibi,â she said, putting it back.
You giggled and spit it back out. âBah!â
âBibi,â she repeated, putting it back.
âBah!â You giggled, pushing it out.
âSheâs playing you like a fiddle, Em,â JJ smiled from where she was watching. âYouâre playing a game.â
âWhat?â She asked, sticking it back in.
âBah!â You giggled, spitting it out.
âYouâre playing a game. Itâs like the âI throw it, you pick it upâ game,â JJ said.
âHmm...â Emily said, sticking it back in and booping your nose. You giggled again and babbled, happily.
I was thinking they walk in on them having sex. Xx
Your wish is my command, my dear.
Notes: sorry this took so long! And it's not his house, it's a hotel during a case :)
Warnings: allusions to sex, swearing
Okay.
So maybe morning sex on a case wasnât your greatest idea.
But you canât technically be blamed â Derek's the one that woke up grinding his morning wood against you, keeping you close against him with an arm around your stomach with a strength that was more than enough to get you revving.
And further in your defense â you should have had plenty of time for a round before needing to get up and shower to head to the local precinct; you and Derek were supposed to be there at seven a.m. sharp and it was five-thirty, so you should have had an hour to get ready, even if your morning âquickieâ took thirty minutes. You and Derek, aside from Hotch, were the first ones awake and ready in the morning, and were almost always the second ones to arrive at the hotel coffee bar to wait on everyone else.
Unfortunately, Derek had other ideas.
Derek decided that a Tuesday morning while working a case, was the perfect time to draw out teasing you with his fingers before finally getting inside you, even though youâd warned him that you were, in fact, on a case and therefore on a time crunch.
So again, you couldnât be blamed â not when Derek had spent almost forty-five minutes tauntingly fingering you with the promise of finally getting something a lot better with his fingers if you were a good baby for him.
The rest of the team had gathered in the coffee room and were waiting on you and Derek, Hotch growing increasingly impatient.
âY/n is never late,â Spencer said, nervously fidgeting with his messenger bag strap. âDo you think theyâre okay? Maybe theyâre sick.â
âKnowing Derek, heâs probably spent an hour in the shower turning himself into a princess,â Emily teased, lightly, drawing a laugh from Dave and JJ.
âShould we check on them?â Spencer asked, obliviously. âJust in case y/n is sick or something. I know they really hate being late.â
âWe have fifteen minutes before we leave,â Hotch stated. âLetâs make it quick.â
Spencer, the worried baby he was, immediately led the team to your and Derekâs room, using the master key Hotch had to all of his agentsâ room to enter. They all filed into the room, Spencerâs eyes widening in shock as he saw you and Derek lying on your sides, the latter thrusting roughly into you from behind. You remained oblivious to your audience, too absorbed in Derekâs hand on your throat, and the other roughly toying with your clit.
Emily and JJâs jaws dropped open in shock and JJ quick raised a hand to Spencerâs eyes to cover them. Dave barely choked down a surprised laugh and Aaron pinched the bridge of his nose to quell the onset of a headache before swiping the same hand down his face in exasperation.
âIf you two are finished,â he announced, respectfully averting his eyes from the bed and focusing on the decorative flower arrangement hanging on the wall.
You shrieked a little in surprise and Derek quickly yanked the blankets back up over you both.
âWhat the hell?â Derek grunted.
âYouâre almost an hour later than normal,â Spencer said, allowing JJâs hand to remain over his eyes. âWe were worried because y/n is never late, so we came to check on you.â
âDamnit, Derek,â you huffed. âI told you we had to make it quick or weâd be late.â
âSue me,â Derek said with a lazy smirk in your direction. âYouâre too pretty not to tease, Prince(ss)-â
âOkay,â Hotch interrupted swiping his hand down his face again before making eye contact with Derek and only Derek to avoid making you more uncomfortable than you already were. âPut it back in your pants, Morgan, and meet us at the precinct by seven. And next time, save it for after the case.â
He turned to exit the room. âJesus Christ. You two copulate like catholic rabbits. I donât get paid enough for this.â
Emily laughed before following him out, JJ turning Spencer around before removing her hand to walk him out. Dave was the last to leave, so he shut the door after him, leaving you and Derek in bed alone.
âDid he just say catholic rabbits?â Derek asked, confused.
âRabbits procreate quite a lot,â you explained.
âWhat about the Catholic part?â He asked.
âCatholics donât believe in artificial ways of contraception. No birth control, no hormone control, no silicone diaphragms, and no condoms. Itâs a running joke that married women in the catholic church are always pregnant,â you explained. âNow, if youâd excuse me, Iâm going to shower because I really donât want to be fired.â
âOoh-â
âAh,â you interrupted, kissing him. âAnd you are not invited.â
Derek pouted as he watched you enter the bathroom without him.
can we have some more little!reader and daddy!hotch? maybe she gets a time out?
Your wish is my command, my dear
Warnings: regression, swearing, timeouts, mentions of period cramps
Enjoy! (and sorry it took so long! I've been super busy!)
Youâd been in a mood all morning. Aaron noticed it from the second you trudged your grumpy bum into the kitchen and didnât get all giggly like you always did when he bowed and called you princess as he presented your Mickey Mouse pancakes.
He couldnât say he really blamed you for being grumpy â the last case was rough on everyone, and to top it off, you hadnât slept as well as you normally did in little space the night before, so he was kind of expecting to have a grumpy princess.
What he didnât expect was for you to push away your pancake with whipped cream, strawberries, and blueberries (your very favorite, which he figured you deserved after such a rough case), and ignore him when he asked what was wrong.
âYou okay, Princess?â He asked. âYou love your Mickey pancakes.â
You ignored him and shoved your plate forward on the counter, slouching forward as you crossed your arms over your chest.
âY/n? Baby, whatâs wrong?â He asked, ducking his head to meet your eyes, which you quickly looked away from.
âPrincess, talk to me,â he said.
âHmph!â You grunted, turning away from him.
âHey, Little One, whatâs wrong? I canât help if you donât talk to me,â he said, softly.
âNo!â You stated.
ââNoâ what, Baby?â He asked.
âFuck off!â
âY/n!â Aaron said, startled. You knew swearing while little was against the rules and you were usually on your best behavior.
You stuck your tongue out at him and blew a raspberry.
âHey, missy, you know perfectly well thatâs a bad word. Why are you acting out? Do you want attention?â
âNo!â
âThen why are you acting out?â
âNo!â
ââNoâ what?â He asked.
You blew another raspberry. âFuck off!â
âY/n y/m/n! You say that one more time and I wash your mouth out. You know thatâs a bad word. Why are you acting out, Baby? I canât help you if I donât know whatâs wrong.â
âNo!â
âY/n, ânoâ what?â He asked, exasperating and growing increasingly distressed by your moody behavior. He knew there had to be an underlying issue; he just didnât know how to get you to say it aloud. He was still fairly new to taking care of a regressor, and he couldnât really say heâd done much better with Jack at this age.
Toddlers are difficult.
âFuck off!â You repeated, tongue out again as you shoved your plate onto the floor with a wet smack, splattering fruit and whipped cream across the floor.
âOkay. Thatâs it. Youâre going in timeout,â he stated. Your tongue instantly retracted in surprise.
He didnât want to go through with washing your mouth out, but youâd been more than open with how to best punish you if you acted out and the option he was most comfortable with was a timeout.
He stepped over the mess and scooped you up, walking to the corner of the living room before setting you down.
âFace the wall. Five minutes,â he said, tone firm but gentle. âIâll be back when Iâm done cleaning up the kitchen.â
He watched you turn around and sit on your bum before walking back to the kitchen to clean up the mess on the kitchen floor. By the time heâd finished, your timeout was over, so he walked back out to find you quietly crying in the corner. He felt a small wave of guilt, but it was quelled by the flashback to when youâd told him that punishing you was necessary in regression, just like itâs necessary to punish a real child.
He approached you, speaking softly. âPrincess?â
You quickly turned around and he felt his heart crack at the pout on your face, your bottom lip quivering as you reached up toward him.
âI sorry, Daddy!â You cried.
He scooped you up and walked you to the couch, sitting down with you on his lap.
âI- I sorry, Daddy,â you hiccupped.
âItâs okay, Baby,â he said, gently rubbing your back. âI forgive you.â
âI- I no meaned to makes you mad!â
âI was just frustrated, Princess. I wasnât mad. I didnât know what was wrong with you and that scared me a little. I wanted to help you,â he said. âNext time, can we tell Daddy whatâs wrong when weâre upset?â
âO-okay,â you said, nodding. âI sorry.â
âItâs okay, Princess. I forgive you. Can you tell me why youâre so grumpy today?â
âMy tummyâs hurty,â you said.
âItâs hurty?â He asked. âWhere does it hurt, Princess?â
âHere,â you said, rubbing your lower abdomen.
Aaron almost winced. He knew very well what a hurty tummy meant in that area.
He was barely accustomed to taking care of you on your period while you were big, let alone little.
âOkay, Baby,â he said. âI think I know where some medicine is at for that. Letâs get you some juice.â
âTanks, Daddy,â you mumbled, octopussing yourself around him when he stood to make sure he didnât let you go.
âYouâre welcome, Princess,â he said, kissing your temple as he filled your favorite color sippy with orange juice and got out the pill crusher and two Midol from the cabinet. After crushing them and dumping them into the juice, he screwed on the lid and gave it to you. You wrapped one arm around his neck and rested your chin on his shoulder as the other one held the cup to your lips.
âBestest Daddy,â you mumbled between gulps.
âBestest Princess,â he said, gently rubbing your back. âNow how about we get some breakfast in that hurty tummy of yours?â
Hello! I know it's been a while, I'm really sorry it's been so long. School just got super busy with theater and now I'm student teaching at a middle school, so I have to do lesson plans. I'm doing good for the most part :). If not a little exhausted. I'll be answering a few asks tonight. It's the first time I've logged in in a while, and I've got a bunch of new ones to answer. How have you been? Had any ideas for Pets and Princesses?
They are just the regular ones. definitely not ready to try platforms yet lol
Lol. Yeah it definitely takes practice. First time I wore my platform boots, I ended up face planting into a tree trunk. I'm glad you had a decent Christmas break, and may your boot break in easily
if you celebrate christmas do you mind sharing what you got if you received anything?
Happy Holidays to you as well!
I got an AC/DC Funko Pop display case with a Back in Black album, a Sherlock Holmes puzzle book, a book on tarot cards and spreads, a box of dinosaur figurines, and a hundred dollars from my grandparents.
aaron definitely tries to be a brat towards morgan. he uses his size to try to intimidate derek and get him to submit but ofc it doesnât work how he expects it to. a couple of words and kisses later and heâs back where derek wants him.
Mm. Yes.
This was way shorter than I wanted it to be, so I'm sorry
Warnings: groping, mostly dirty talk
To Anyone reading: feel free to send me more hotchgan asks!Â
Derek thinks one of his favorite parts about his and Aaronâs relationship is Aaronâs bratty side.
Don't get him wrong, he loves everything about their relationship, just like he loves everything about Aaron, but there is just something about the sweet satisfaction of being able to control Aaronâs behavior and change it with just a few simple words or cues that thrills him.
It doesnât happen often - Aaron has a major praise kink and loves being on his best behavior for Derek so he gets lots of rough sex, all the while heâs being told how good heâs doing. He loves it.
But there are a few times where he tries to reverse the roles, and make Derek submit to him.
Derek has only allowed it to happen once, and it was allowed because it was under a totally different circumstance where Aaron needed to be the dominant one as an outlet for the pure rage heâd been holding inside of the duration of almost three weeks during a case that hit particularly close to home where the unsub poked and prodded at a nerve best left untouched. Derek had bottomed plenty before Aaron (mostly before heâd gained his muscle tone), but he doesnât think heâd ever been left walking funny until that night with Aaron.
And every other time, itâs simply because he wants to see if he can get away with it. If Derek will just let him have the reigns.
Itâs never worked, but that sure as hell doesnât stop him from trying.
The team was trapped in Cheyenne, Wyoming. They'd just finished wrapping up a case, but the weather forecast called for a massive hailstorm, which was enough to scare the pilots into keeping the plane on the ground until it passed.
Unfortunately for the team, that meant who knows how many days of boredom, stuck in a hotel.
Well, the team minus Aaron and Derek, who very rarely got bored when sex was an option to occupy their time.
They had just gotten out of a shower when Aaron decided he was going to try again. Neither of them was dressed yet, towels wrapped around their waists, and he approached Derek before he could pull his boxers up his legs. He turned him around and cornered him against the wall, standing tall and placing his hands on either side of Derekâs head.
âAaron?â Derek asked, raising an eyebrow.
âI want sex,â he stated, bluntly.
Derekâs demeanor changed almost in an instant, the blunt and demanding tone to Aaronâs voice tipping him off to his plans. âWell, Iâm glad youâre comfortable enough in the relationship to ask for sex when you want it, but Iâm damn sure that is not how I told you to ask for it, kitten.â
He gave Aaron a little glare and Aaron simply countered it with his own, despite the way his knees went weak at the name.
âI donât think so,â he smirked, lowering one hand from the wall to roughly grip Derek over his towel. âI think tonight, youâre the kitten.â
Derek, despite the pleasure he gained from the friction, remained unfazed and reached up to Aaronâs neck, placing his thumb in the hollow of his throat.
âIs that so?â He asked.
âYou gonna be good?â Aaron taunted. âOr am I gonna punish you?â
âAnd how are you gonna do that, hmm?â He asked, smirking as he brought one hand around to Aaronâs ass, dropping his towel to give it a harsh squeeze. Aaron shifted a little, and Derek used the grip on his throat to bring him closer and kiss him, speaking between kisses.
âYou gonna spank me?â He asked, giving an equally harsh slap to the spot heâd squeezed. Aaron, despite his best efforts, whined a little into his mouth.
Derek gave a quiet, taunting laugh, and pulled Aaronâs head away from his mouth to shove three of his fingers as far into Aaronâs as they could reach. âOr maybe make me choke on your cock, hmm?â
He gave another laugh, this one a condescending scoff as he moved his other hand to grip Aaronâs cock. âThat is... if this thing is even capable of making someone choke.â
Aaron, again involuntarily, whined around Derekâs fingers, cock twitching a little in Derekâs hand.
âOr maybe...â he said, removing his fingers and switching hands to use Aaronâs saliva as he slowly stroked his cock, thumbing the slit aggressively, the way that made Aaronâs knees go weak every time. âYou might edge me, hmm?â
âD-Derek,â Aaron whined, softly.
Derek scoffed another condescending laugh and kicked Aaronâs knee forward, forcing him to the ground. He crouched a little, now with a height advantage and roughly gripped Aaronâs chin, forcing his head back. Aaron whined again and spoke with a taunting tone.
âDumb, dumb, dumb little Kitten,â he purred. âWill you ever learn that that will never work?â
âD-Derek...â he whimpered.
A sharp smack to his cheek had him moaned, eyes slipping shut, reopening them to be met with a harsh glare. âWhatâs my name, Kitten?â
âS-Sir,â he corrected, softly. âSorry, Sir.â
âNow,â Derek smirked. âI think someone needs to learn what happens to kitties that donât play nice with their masters.â
Aaron mewled, softly, knowing that his punishment would be one of the three things Derek had mentioned.
âWhat should it be, Kitten? You want a spanken? Or maybe I should show you what a real cock can do to your throat? Or how about I edge you?â
He had every intention of listening to the request â Aaron very rarely said no to something Derek was going to do to him, so Derek knew that if he did say no, he truly didnât want to do it, and he always let Aaron set those kinds of boundaries because he trusted Aaron not to abuse that power. Besides, most of the time, it was supposed to be a funishment; if he made Aaron do something he truly didnât want to do during a funishment, it wasnât a âfunâishment, it was a real punishment and Aaron almost never deserved those.
âSpanking?â Aaron asked, hopefully, giving Derek his best puppy dog eyes.
âHmm,â Derek said, standing up and walking toward his go-bag. âBend over the bed, Kitten.â
Aaron scrambled to follow the order and bent himself over the bed, whining when he heard the tell-tale clinking of Derekâs belt as he fished it out of his go-bag.
The belt hit the mattress beside Aaronâs side and then one of his own ties was being shoved into his mouth and knotted at the back of his head.
Derek stepped up behind him, pressing himself against Aaronâs bum and groaning a little when the sub whined, needily and wiggled back against him. He gently trailed the belt up and down Aaron spine, voice soft and taunting in a fond tone as he spoke.
âWill you ever learn that wonât work on me, Kitten?â He asked.
Aaron grinned cheekily around the gag. âProbably not.â
hey i really like ur writing and was wondering if i could make a request alex blake x reader she comforts you after a bad day then confesses feelings itâs okay if u canât i hope your continue writing :)
- đ„
Your wish is my command, my dear
Warnings: none
Also, quick question, because the graphics on my laptop are really shitty. Are you a potato, a peanut, or jelly bean anon?
If there was one thing Alex Blake prided herself on, it was her ability to comfort people.
Her mom always said that was because she had a friendly face and a motherly voice that simply brought an air of comfort about her, even as a teenager.
And so, when she noticed someone on the team having a bad day, she always tried to help; it wasnât always successful, but she felt better knowing sheâd tried.
And sometimes, when she noticed that youâd been having a rough day, she found herself almost giddy; you loved hugs, especially when you were down (Alex thinks thatâs a deep pressure sensory thing), and any contact that she was able to have with you was good contact. Her feelings for you were continuously growing, and even though she was too chicken to admit it â sheâd fallen for you. Hard.
The team was on a case in Kentucky, and youâd been having what is quite possibly one of the worst bad-luck days youâd ever had.
Youâd spilled two coffees on yourself, both hot, one of the local had made fun of your clumsiness, another local was constantly making advances on you, even though youâd clearly expressed that you werenât interested, that same local had grabbed your ass three different times, and even Hotch threatening him wasnât enough to get him to back off. Youâd almost gotten shot and almost gotten hit by a car during the chase, and then, during the actual take down, when you tackled the unsub, putting your full body weight into it, you ended up rolling into a lake in fifty-degree weather.
By the time you managed to cuff the unsub and the rest of the team was able to catch up, Hotch decided to have Alex take you back to the hotel to change clothes and get warmed up because he knew you got sick easy.
Alex immediately offered you her jacket, and you hugged it closer to you as the familiar scent of lemon and rosemary surrounded you, allowing her to wrap an arm around you to guide you to the car. She helped you in before climbing in herself and cranking the heater as high as it would go.
You arrived at the hotel fifteen minutes later, and Alex guided you up to your room. She found the warmest pajamas you packed and helped you undressed when she noticed that you were shivering too hard.
âY-you spoil me,â you muttered, softly when she helped you redress.
âDo you have a problem with that?â She asked, smiling softly.
âNot a one,â you said, flushing a little.
âHow are you feeling?â She asked.
You didnât answer, and she frowned a little in concern. âDo you need a hug, y/n?â
âN-no...â you lied, looking away from her and not wanting to be needy, even though a hug from Alex was possibly one of the best experiences of your life and it sounded damn good right about then.
âCome here,â she said, pulling the covers back on your bed and guiding you to lay down. She laid down in front of you and opened her arms and you were quick to fold your arms over your chest and snuggle as close as you could, allowing her to wrap her arms tightly around you.
âAll you have to do is say you want a hug, y/n,â she said into your damp hair. âIâll never tell you no.â
âThanks, Alex,â you whispered. You snuggled impossibly closer, and the two of you fell silent.
After almost twenty minutes of quiet, where you were trying your hardest to keep a handle on all of the ugly feelings swimming around inside you after the horrible day youâd had, Alex assumed that youâd fallen asleep. Her heart ached to get it out, but she knew sheâd never have the courage to say to your face.
She spoke, voice a bare whisper, holding you tighter.
âI know you canât hear me right now, y/n, but I... I need to say it. I canât hold onto this anymore,â she whispered.
âI canât say it to your face, because I know you wonât reciprocate it, and I'd die of horrible embarrassment if you openly told me that you didnât feel the same. I... I really like you, y/n. I like everything about you, so much more than I think I've ever liked anyone in my life. I like your adorable little smile and that cute little snort laugh of yours. I like the way you hold yourself, and how every ounce of you radiates a kind of confidence I donât think Iâll ever be able to achieve. I love your goofy sense of humor and how no matter how stupid your jokes are, you never fail to make me laugh. I adore everything about you. And I had to get it out because holding it in the way I was, was killing me.â
You were barely keeping a handle on your emotions, trying futilely to control your breathing, so you spoke, voice no louder than hers from where your face was tucked into her chest.
âI really like you, too, Alex,â you said. âSo much.â
Alex went stiff in shock, and the realization that youâd not only heard her, but also reciprocated her feelings, hit her like a train.
The initial shock wore off in seconds when you tried to pull away from her in concern, and she scrambled to keep you next to her, sniffling softly.
âIâm sorry, y/n,â she said.
âDonât be sorry, Alex,â you said, tipping your head to look at her. âIâm just glad I didnât have to find a way to confess to you.â
You gave a lopsided grin, even though your teary eyes held more emotion than your cheeky attitude could ever hold, and she gave a soft, breathy laugh, sniffling softly as she matched your emotional-filled humorous attitude with her own comeback.
âSure. Leave the hard part to me.â
You laughed, softly, and wiggled up until you could nuzzle into her neck. âGoodnight, Alex.â
derek making aaron where a cock cage to work!! he constantly teases him throughout the day, saying things like âwhat would happen if the team found out there big, tough boss is such a whoreâ. and aaron canât do anything but try his best to be good so that when they get home derek at least letâs him cum.
It probably would have never crossed Aaronâs mind, even for a second, had it not been for Derek.
There's a lot about the stuff Aaron was into that wouldnât have ever come up if it werenât for Derek.
Some stuff Aaron didnât even know existed before Derek became his dom.
And yet â here he is.
Sitting in the break room, his cock tucked away in a piece of medical-grade polycarbonate, locked in nice and secure by a small padlock, the key for which was dangling from a chain on Derekâs neck, tucked inside his shirt.
It was the first time heâd tried wearing it in public â Derek sometimes put him in it on their days off, just so he could get used to the feel of it, but this was the first time heâd worn it outside the comfort of their home.
Derek usually didnât make a big deal out of him wearing it at home, aside from the odd grope or tease to remind him that it was there and that only Derek had the key, but now that Aaron had it on in public, he was certainly playing it up.
It wasnât the first time theyâd dabbled in humiliation play (dabble didnât begin to cover how far theyâve explored that kink), but doing it public, where all it took was someone with really good hearing to hear what was going on, added an entirely new level of shame onto the experience - and if that kept Aaron so hard that he was bulging out of the cage, then... only Derek had to know.
Aaron was in the break room, trying to make himself a cup of coffee when Derek followed him in.
âHey, Hotch,â he said, slapping his back in true Derek Morgan fashion when JJ also followed him in to get a coffee.
âHey,â Aaron said, keeping his head down at his coffee as Derek grabbed a cup for both him and JJ and poured the last of the coffee into the two cups.
âThanks, Derek,â JJ said, starting to sweeten her coffee while Derek started brewing a new pot. That was an unspoken rule amongst their office â if you take the last of the coffee, start a new pot.
And lucky for Derek, their ancient coffee pot took forever to get working, so JJ was done with her coffee and leaving the breakroom before suspicion could raise.
He finished getting the pot brewing, then turned to Aaron as he sipped on his own coffee.
âHowâs it feelinâ?â He asked, peering around to make sure no one was around.
âFine,â Aaron said.
âYâknow, I was thinkinâ,â he stated, reaching over and palming him, gripping the cage over his slacks.
Aaron whined in his throat and looked over at Derek. âAnd?"
âI think Reid knows,â he said, tugging a little and forcing another whine out of Aaron, both at the feeling and in alarm at his statement.
âWhat?â
âI think he knows somethingâs up,â he stated. He smirked, tone taunting. âMaybe we should tell him. Rip the bandaid off.â
âNo,â Aaron said.
âAwe, whatâs the matter, Pet?â Derek teased. âDonât want him find out?â
âN-no,â Aaron repeated.
âI donât believe youâre truly getting the purpose of being in your cage, Pet,â he said.
âWhat?â Aaron asked.
âIâll explain in a bit,â he said, giving a sharp tug before releasing the cage. Aaron whined and curled in on himself a little. âGo back to your office.â
He gave Aaronâs ass a soft smack and Aaron jumped a little before heading back to his office, coffee in hand.
Two hours later, the team decided to get their dinners â Emily, Spencer and JJ wanted to order in from a new Pizzeria that opened a few weeks before while Dave and Penelope agreed on Panera because they were doing special meal deals in celebration of their 40th anniversary.
Derek wanted a burger, and Aaron, though he wasnât very hungry, agreed to eat the salad that came with Derekâs burger because Penelope and Dave threatened to beat him with a shoe if he went another day without eating something because he was too wrapped up in work to be hungry.
Granted, thatâs not what he was wrapped up in, but the point still stood â he wasnât getting away with the ânot hungryâ excuse, and accepted when Derek offered his salad because he said he doubted heâd be able to finish the entire meal on his own, anyway.
After getting their meals, Derek and Aaron went into Aaronâs office to eat while everyone else gathered in the bullpen to talk while eating their dinner.
Derek didnât even have to come up with an excuse for wanting to eat lunch in Aaronâs office â Penelope decided it was his turn to babysit him and make sure he ate his lunch.
After closing the office door (which made the room fairly quiet, as the office - along with all the other offices - was reinforced), Derek set the food on the small coffee table. The teamâs quite chattering filtered in, reminding Derek that the offices werenât entirely sound-proof.
âLet me guess,â Aaron said, leaning back in his desk chair. âYouâre on babysitting duty?â
âYou wouldnât need a babysitter if youâd eat your damn lunch on your own,â Derek said. âBut thatâs not the reason I'm up here. Come here, Pet.â
Aaron stood, confused, and walked over to him, noticing that Penelope was staring at him through the open blinds as he moved to the table, presumable checking to make sure he actually got up and stopped working to eat.
âIf youâre not here for lunch, then why-?â
âQuiet,â Derek ordered.
Aaron shut his mouth, and Derek continued, voice dark and taunting.
âI was saying earlier that you arenât grasping the reason youâre in your cage,â he stated, pressing Aaronâs back against the office door, both now out of the windowâs line of sight.
Aaron nodded, but stayed silent and Derek reach forward to undo his belt.
âDerek, weâre in the off-â
âI said quiet, Pet,â Derek ordered again, tugging his pants and boxers to his thighs. He gripped the cage, tightly, forcing a whine from Aaron, and raised his other hand to the door beside Aaronâs head.
âYou see, when I asked if we should just outright tell Reid, I wasnât asking you,â he stated. âThe whole point of locking this stupid little cock up is to teach you that it doesnât belong to you anymore.â
Aaron whined, cock twitching in the cage.
âYour cock is mine to do with as I see fit, you donât get a say in what happens to it. I think you need something more than the cage to remind you of that.â
âL-like what?â Aaron asked.
âIf I have to tell you again to shut the fuck up, Iâll duct tape my boxers in your mouth,â Derek threatened.
Aaron shut his mouth.
âDonât move.â
Derek walked to his bag and pulled out the storage case that came with the cage, along with a small bottle of lube.
Aaron bit his tongue, knowing that Derek wouldnât hesitate to follow through on his threat about taping his boxers in his mouth, and watched as Derek knelt down in front of him. He opened the case and retrieved one of several alcohol wipes that they always keep inside it, as well as a four-and-a-half-inch silicone plug, cleaning it with the wipe.
âO-oh God,â Aaron whimpered.
âAwe, poor princess,â Derek taunted lubing up the silicone and carefully aligning it through the slit at the top of the cage. Aaron moaned, softly at the stimulation, eyes squeezed shut and trying to keep himself as quiet as possible.
He slowly inserted the sound, movements guided by a practiced ease, until the silicone ring at the very end was wrapped around the cage, keeping it securely in place.
âPerfect,â Derek stated, snagging a tissue to clean his hands off with and standing up, sticking the case back in his bag after grabbing one more thing out of it. âFeel okay?â
Aaron whimpered. âY-yeah.â
Derek wrapped his hand around the cage and Aaron whined, hips bucking.
âGood,â he said. âAnd just to make sure Iâve got my point across...â
The sound began vibrating and Aaronâs eyes rolled back a little with a low moan. âS-Sir, oh god-â
âWhy is your cock locked up?â
âB-because itâs not mine,â Aaron whimpered.
âWhose is it?â He asked.
âY-yours,â he whimpered. The vibrations increased and his eyes rolled the rest of the way back with a moan. âY-yours, Sir, itâs yours-â
âAnd why doesnât it belong to you, Pet?â Derek asked.
âIt- itâs pathetic,â he whimpered, flushing deeper in shame.
âAnd?â
âStupid,â Aaron whimpered.
âGood boy,â Derek taunted, moving to sit on the bench against the wall and using the grip he had on Aaronâs cock to lead him over as well, pants now dropped to his ankles.
âKneel,â he ordered, pointing to the floor beside his leg. Aaron dropped almost immediately, moaning at the movement of the sound, still buzzing inside him.
âS-Sir,â he pleaded.
âTurn and face me,â he ordered. Aaron completely turned to face him and he stuck his foot between his knees. Aaron bucked against Derekâs shin as soon as it made contact with his cage and moaned, softly.
âHow pathetic,â Derek scoffed.
Aaron whimpered in shame, hips continuing desperately, even though he tried telling them not to.
âMaybe I should open the door, huh?â Derek taunted. âLet the whole team see you in here actinâ like a bitch in heat. What would they think?â
Aaron whimpered again and Derek lightly smacked his cheek. âAnswer me. What they think, seeinâ their big, strong boss with his tiny, pathetic cock all locked up, humping his subordinate like a stupid little puppy bitch?â
Aaronâs cock gave a twitch, inching closer to orgasm with each wave of pulsing vibrations inside him.
âI- I donât know,â he whimpered. âS-Sir, please, I need- I'm so close, Sir, I need to cum-â
âI bet theyâd watch,â Derek continued, leaning back against the bench and taking himself out of his pants and giving his cock a few slow jerks.
Aaron leaned forward and stuck his tongue out, still desperately grinding against his leg. Derek gave him another light slap, afraid that the team might hear if he hit him any harder, and scoffed again.
âNo,â he stated. âYou donât get to touch.â
Aaron whimpered again, but closed his mouth and instead let it rest on Derekâs thigh as he continued helplessly rutting.
âYou think theyâd watch, Pet?â He asked.
Aaron moaned at the thought. âI- I donât know.â
âThey might even join,â Derek commented. âIâd let them, if they asked nicely.â
âBet Emily would love to get a piece of you,â he smirked. âAnd Will says JJ can do sinful things sitting on your face.â
Aaron whined again. âS-sir, please-â
âAnd Reid...â he paused and whistled his approval. âYou ever seen pretty boyâs cock, Pet?â
âN-no,â Aaron whimpered.
âI wonder whatâd happen if I offered to let him fuck you,â he pondered. âLet you choke on a real cock while he fucks you for all youâre worth, all while yours is tucked away in pretty plastic.â
âSir, please, please, I'm so close, I need- I need-â
âHell, I bet heâd even pay for the chance if I decided to whore you out,â he stated.
âSir, please,â Aaron begged, barely hanging on.
Derek looked at his debauched appearance and smirk, switching off the vibrator.
Aaron cried out, desperately. âNo, Sir, please, Iâve been good, please let me cum-â
Aaron whimpered, hips slamming to a stop. âS-sir, please, you own me, please-â
âAh,â he said. âGet dressed and finish your dinner. And when you get home, tonight, I want you face up on the bed. Understood?â
âY-yes, Sir,â he said, standing to tug his pants up and tighten his belt. He sat down on the couch beside Derek, who wrapped an arm around his shoulders, giving him a gentle kiss to his temple.
âYou okay, Baby Boy?â
âMâhard...â Aaron pouted.
âHm. Well, weâll have to see what I can do about that when you get home tonight,â he said, giving him another gentle kiss and leaning forward to grab their food.
âAre you sure I canât get off?â He asked, giving Derek his best puppy eyes.
âMm, yes,â Derek said. âBut. Iâll tell you what. I had originally planned on playing with the vibrator while you were still at work-â
Aaron whimpered.
â-however,â Derek continued. âI wonât do that if you want time to wind down before tonight. Does that sound better?â
âYes, Sir,â Aaron said.
âAre you sure? You know you can negotiate any order I give you,â he said.
âYes, Sir, itâs okay,â Aaron said. âI suppose the idea of edging isnât that horrible.
âMy dramatic little boy,â Derek snorted, planting a quick kiss to Aaronâs lips, the statement bringing a bright flush to his face like it did every time Derek called him his âlittle boyâ.
âEat your dinner,â he said, handing him the salad. âBelieve me when I say that pissing Penelope off is a lot worse than anything I could ever do to you as your dominant.â
aaron feels comfortable with his relationship with the reader and think he feels comfortable telling her about his agere. he feels tense all week thinking about what to say, how sheâll react. would you mind writing him sitting her on the couch explain it and itâs very emotional pls. (i think i sent something like this a while ago but you mentioned resending asks)
-đŠ
Your wish is my command, my dear
(also, sorry this isn't as good as my usual standards. I'm a little rusty.)
Warnings: haley hotchner slander, talks of regression, age regression, emotional, angst with a fluffy ending
There arenât many things Aaron Hotchner is afraid of â his job is extremely dangerous after all, and heâs spent all of his career facing off with what some people would say is their biggest fear.
But if he had to pinpoint his biggest fear, this would be it.
He tried telling Haley about it once upon a time â sheâd told him that if he ever tried to do that around her sheâd leave him in a heartbeat, and then she really did leave him for almost two weeks after he regressed once without realizing sheâd be home from her dadâs house so soon.
He really didnât want that to happen with you.
But he knew you were so much more open-minded than Haley ever was â Haley was traditional and held very conservative views and beliefs about a manâs role in the relationship.
You, however, definitely werenât that.
In fact, you were so opposite to Haley, Aaron found himself struggling not to fall into regression around you.
Haley was quite clearly the submissive personality in the relationship; she needed the attention on her and needed Aaron to wear the pants because she didnât want to. You were the complete opposite.
A naturally dominant personality. You werenât mean by any stretch (Aaron doesnât even think you have a mean bone in your body), but you were constantly in charge of yourself and others and held the role well. You always reminded him of the mom friend; there was always medicine in the backpack you carried around, and you paid close attention to his wellbeing and asked when you knew something was wrong with him. You were never the submissive personality, and because of that, your views on gender roles in a relationship were far more open-minded, as were your views on just about everything else.
You were the only person in the world that Aaron would roll over for.
You said to eat his veggies, he ate his veggies.
You said to take a break from work to rest for a bit, he took a break.
You said to come cuddle, and he abandoned whatever he was doing to snuggle you.
You said to drink more water, he accepted whatever amount you gave him without a second thought.
Aaronâs never done that for a single person in the world â besides you.
And that motherly personality is what made it so hard for him to avoid regression around you.
He didnât know how youâd react if he told you, but it was getting to the point where he was going to regress around you without meaning to, and he knew that it would be better to explain it to you before you found out because heâd already regressed.
So, he decided it was time to tell you - and he spent the entire week stressing about how to best go about it.
Even the team had noticed the tension slowly increasing through the week, but only Dave, knowing Aaron like he knew his own mind, was able to confront him about it.
They all had the weekend off for Memorial Day on Monday, so it was the last day the team would be seeing him for three days, and Dave decided to ask Aaron what was wrong. After Aaron explained that he was nervous about it, Dave patted his shoulder and told him that youâd be more than open to the idea if he just sat you down and was honest about it.
It did little to settle his nerves, but it was enough of a confidence boost for him to decide that heâd sit you down after he got home and explain it.
You were home when he finally got there; your shift had ended almost an hour prior and you were settled into the couch, hoping to catch up on the show youâd been into on Netflix that you hadnât really had time to watch over the last two weeks.
Aaron walked straight into his home office to set down his briefcase, then changed into more comfortable clothes (a tee shirt and flannel pajama pants) before going out to the couch and sitting a cushion away from you.
âY- uh, y/n?â He asked, hesitantly as he sat down. You paused the tv, concerned at the nervous tone in his voice.
âWhat's wrong, Aar?â You asked, turning to face him.
âCan uh... can we talk?â He asked.
âOf course, Hon,â you said, a pit of nerves clenching in your stomach.
âI uh-â he cleared his throat and avoided your eyes. âI have something that I want to explain to you, but uh... I donât really know how youâre going to react to it. I donât- I donât want you to hate me.â
âAar, whatever youâre about to tell me, I would never hate you for. I could never hate anything about you, Hon,â you said, softly. âWhat do you want to tell me?â
âI-â he stopped, trying to avoid his voice breaking as he felt tears stinging his eyes, trying to hold them back. âDo uh, do you know what age regression is, y/n?â
âItâs... like little space and pacifiers, right?â You asked, remembering a friend in college named Nora that had a Daddy Dom that once explained to you what regression was like and would ramble on and on about cute stuff they did while she was regressed and about what being in little/caregiver relationship was like.
âYeah, itâs- itâs like that,â he, relieved that he wouldnât have to explain that part the way he did with Haley. âWell, I- I uh...â
His throat ached with the effort of avoiding his tears, and he stopped to try and swallow to ease it.
âWh- when I was in my late teens, I uh- I started uh... doing... that. As far as I could tell, itâs-â he stopped and took a small breath, swallowing again. âItâs an in... and involuntary coping mechanism that my brain developed when I lost my dad and had to start taking care of my mom and my brother. I... Iâve gotten better at controlling it over the years, but it- it still happens a lot, and you- well, you kind of bring it out whenever Iâm around you. Haley- Haley threat- uh, threatened to leave me if I ever did it around her, and then when it did happen, she stated with her dad for two weeks until I could âgrow upâ.â
He stopped again and his voice broke at the mention of Haley, and he took a shaky breath to try to collect himself, even though it didnât work.
âI really love you, y/n,â he said. âAnd I- well, I wanted you to know about it because the way you act sometimes just... brings out the little part of my brain and one of these days, I knew I was going to regress around you without meaning to.â
You were silent for a long moment, trying to process what heâd told you, and he curled in on himself a little.
âI- Iâm sorry, y/n,â he said, a few tears falling without his consent as he looked down at his lap to avoid looking at you. âI- get it if you donât want to b-be with me-â
You scooted forward and took his hands in your own, ducking your head until he could see you.
âHey, Aaron,â you said, softly, giving his hands a gentle squeeze. âListen to me, baby. Iâm not upset with you. Iâm not mad at you, and I sure as hell donât hate you, okay? It was a lot of information to process at once, and I'm sorry I took so long to respond, but I definitely am not about to leave you for something you canât control. I love every part of you, including the parts that you donât love about yourself. Iâve never had experience with any of this, youâll have to help me learn, and Iâll have to do some research, but I am more than willing to learn how to take care of you, okay? Can you help me learn?â
It was Aaronâs turn to process, but when it clicked in his head, a few more tears fell and he nodded his head.
âThank you, y/n,â he whispered.
âYou donât have to thank me, Sweetheart,â you said, pulling him in for a tight hug. He hugged you back even tighter and buried his face into your neck, trying desperately to hold his tears. You leaned to the side, tugging him with you until you were both lying on the couch, his body almost on top of yours.
âItâs okay, Aar,â you whispered, combing your hand through his hair. âYou can let go. Youâre safe with me, Baby. Let it out.â
Aaron hugged you tighter, still desperately clinging to what little self-control he had left, and you thought back to what Nora had once told you about how to talk to an emotionally distraught little. You continued combing your hands through his hair and traced a gentle pattern into his back.
âLet it out. Youâre safe now, Little One.â
A dam inside of Aaron broke at the name and he held you tighter, releasing a small sob into your neck.
âThere you go, Sweetheart,â you hummed, softly. âItâs okay, Baby. Iâll take care of you.â
Aaron continued crying into your neck, rambling âthank youâs and âI love youâs until the statements turned from muffled words to unintelligible, breathless babbles as he cried himself out.
You remained still until you felt Aaronâs sobs slow to cries, and his cries to sniffles against your neck, still playing with his hair and tracing nonsensical patterns into his back. Even as his cries stopped, he didnât remove himself from your body, and you didnât move him. You werenât sure if he was regressed or not, but by time you felt like it was okay to ask him whether or not he was, heâs shifted from your neck to your check, and his thumb had subconsciously made its way to his mouth, his breathing even against your chest.
You decided it was best not to wake him â the poor little one needed a good rest after the emotional conversation.