SULLEN GIRL.

DANIELA ROCHA, 23 ❝ i am sorry for the trouble, i suppose. my blood runs red but my body feels so cold. i guess i could swim for days in the salty sea, but in the end, the waves will discolour me. ❞

[allvrings]

( ofmarianas. )

                    “𝓘 am dead. i am literally dead. could you call my parents and tell them i died, please?” mariana pleaded to her friend, still in bed with a blanket over her head. the two had slept in mariana’s queen sized bed after a night out, and although mari had claimed the entire night that she never experienced hangover, her pounding headache certainly proved otherwise. she lifted the blanket away from her face with a loud sigh. “good morning, gorgeous” she gave daniela a little peck on the cheek before reaching for the aspirin and glass of water she had strategically placed there the night before. “how do you feel?” the youtuber asked between gulps. 

     sunlight peaked through the blinds, reminding daniela of how much she truly HATED hangovers. she ran her fingers through her tangled hair, a yawn escaping her in the process. ❝ babe, if you’re DEAD, then i’m dead too, and after last night—i don’t think we’re gonna be allowed in heaven, ❞ she spoke TIREDLY. a smile slowly crept onto her features as her friend gave her a peck on the cheek. daniela pulled her legs up the her chest, hugging them tightly as her head rested comfortable on her knees. ❝ me ?? well, i’m pretty sure that i feel about ten times better than you look. ❞ she moved a hand to her temples, massaging them GENTLY. ❝ not that you don’t look good. you ALWAYS look good. ❞

[allvrings]

( spillsink. )

          AVOIDANCE WAS KEY,      especially for a man like jameson.    it was the way he got through most things in his life.    from avoiding the pain in his legs, to avoiding taking his med   (  even if savannah would force them into his mouth  ), even avoiding certain people because he didn’t want to deal with them.    which was exactly what he was doing then.    a lot would argue he wasn’t a grown man for avoiding his problems, but he’d argue saying he was making better choices WHILE he was doing so.    in the end, it only made him more bitter, everything bottling up inside of himself and it was only time before the ticking got too much and he’d blow.    for now though, he would continue to move himself along the sidewalk, a scowl on his face as he was too focused on anything else to hear the yelp in his ear, stopping immediately to turn over,     ❝  did i—  ❞     he PAUSES, hazel hues looking upwards to see a familiar face,     ❝  oh, it’s just you, i was about to say sorry.  ❞     ( @allvrings ).

      PEACE was a rarity in daniela’s life—even as a child, chaos had always ruled her life, and she began to seek comfort in it. today, however, she felt an unfamiliar feeling of SERENITY, the cool chicago air biting at her skin and an almost out of place smile tugging at her lips. it was a moment she REVELED in, that is, until it was interrupted. as soon as her foot had become crushed under the weight of another, an instinctive yelp escaped her lips. she could feel the PAIN, feel the blood rush, causing her skin to warm. daniela opened her mouth, ready to give the stranger a word or two & demand an apology—but as her gaze landed on the man’s face and he began to speak, she felt her heart DROP to the pit of her stomach. ❝ oh, don’t look so disappointed, jameson, ❞ daniela retorted. arms crossed over her chest DEFENSIVELY as she did her best to maintain a calm & collected exterior. ❝ i never would have figured that you’d be the type to drop your manners over something so minuscule. ❞ a tight-lipped smile forced its way onto her lips as she tilted her head INNOCENTLY. 

[ruinsmami]

[anotherlesbianandwhat]

xxx

[allvrings]

@ofmarianas

[allvrings]

( flcwerygwen. )

     a supple smile graced the jubilant’s features when she was drawn into her comrade’s arms, it felt like years since they’d last seen each other when in reality only a couple of days had gone by. when it came to the new yorker a short time away from the company of those for whom she cared about the most deeply and she’d go completely BALLISTIC. “are you sure i didn’t hurt you? wouldn’t want to damage one of the prettiest face’s around,” she gushed humorously, pulling away from the hug only to meet with the alternative’s chocolate gaze. the blonde scrutinized daniela’s beauteous visage, digging pearly whites into her bottom lip while doing so. “oh, how i’ve missed you,” the girl acknowledged, resting lithe palms upon both of her friend’s cheeks, giving them a few delicate strokes before gently turning her head to the side; leaning forward, she pressed a kiss to the skin she’d just targeted before allowing her slender limbs fall back to their sides. “i need to know everything you’ve been up to since the last time i saw you. we have some serious catchin’ up to do!” as her optimistic self would often do, gwen’s hands did GREAT motions while she spoke, enthusiasm dripping from every word she uttered and action she undertook. 

     ❝ oh, gwen, this i why i LOVE you so much, ❞ daniela sighed, a GENUINE smile apparent on her face. in this world, there were a lot of people that raven-haired girl considered friends, but there were only a small number of friends that she considered to be FAMILY. daniela did everything in her power to keep that list small, fearful that she would get hurt if she didn’t—but every once in a while, someone was BOUND to slip through the cracks. ❝ i’ve endured MUCH worse. you’re looking at a girl who used to do cheerleading. bruises and broken bones are my middle name, ❞ she assured her friend. fingers gently held onto gwen’s arms as hands cupped her cheeks. it was a COMFORTING thing—to be touched in such a loving manner. it definitely was something that she had LACKED in her childhood, and she couldn’t help but feel like she was making up for lost time. the sister she never had, FINALLY making an appearance in her life. arms followed suit, dropping to her sides as she watched the ANIMATED woman speak. ❝ oh, you know. the usual. racing around the city in stilettos at UNGODLY speeds. just trying to stay up to date in the art industry. ❞ daniela brushed off her work in a nonchalant manner, PRETENDING as though she didn’t revel in all the chaos it created. ❝ & what about you, babe ?? how’s the flower business ?? ❞

[allvrings]

//lmao silly me i didn't realize all the spots were taken but once they are open ones, i'll apply for a female business owner for ur wanted connection :-)

ooc: no worries !! & omfg pls hit me w/ that female business owner ?? give dani a chance to release her bisexual ass

[allvrings]

//im thinking about applying for your wc and i was wondering what kind of boss the muse should be? like what profession? :~)

ooc: ok so ?? he have a job that is well-paying. my initial thought was something like a business owner primarily bcs they would also be their own boss and could set their own schedule and it would make sense for them to have a personal assistant. i’m also open to actors, singers, artists. rlly, i’m open to anything since the plot hasn’t been fleshed out to its fullest and im open to change/compromise. 

also i think all the slots are filled for the rp ?? forgive me if i’m wrong sfhiehhif but once they open back up, feel free to apply as the wc !!

[allvrings]

( fcknrolandorws. )

Inching towards her as she spoke, enticed by her beauty and straightforwardness. And if he was even capable of love, the words that fell from her lips certainly would’ve done the trick. “ Would you like to test this theory?” Roland mused, a smirk resting on his features. He always got what he wanted, the power of money but money couldn’t fix everything and neither could a broken promise or a measly sorry.  “People who make promises can’t be trusted.” He replied nonchalantly, his eyes flickering to the line then back to her. “Mind joining me for breakfast? I had to skip out earlier, sunrise and all.” 

      she contemplated his offer, eyes scanning him as he drew CLOSER to him. in terms of looks, the man was FAR from ugly; he had a certain way about him that enticed her, made her want to know more. an intangible concept, if you will. ❝ i think you’re going to have to try a bit harder, ❞ she responded with a tilt of her head. daniela was not a DIFFICULT person, no, not by definition. but she was wary of others, and wary of the collateral damage that they could create. still, she couldn’t help but feel the need to give this man a chance, let him wreak havoc in her life. ❝ i suppose i have some time to spare, ❞ daniela spoke as her gaze drifted down to her watch. ❝ so, do you have a name, mr. i-don’t-do-promises ?? ❞

[allvrings]

                      ↠ MOACHAHQ EVENT 001. COSTUME

                           daniela rocha as elizabeth from bioshock: burial at sea.

[allvrings]

sms  → dahlia.

dahlia: i'm so scared.. i haven't felt this way in years since i met my ex-fiancée

dahlia: it's jameson

dani: oh damn...

dani: well, i'm happy for you.

dani: i say you go for it.

dani: lord knows he needs to loosen tf up

[allvrings]

msg  🖂  romeo.

ROMEO: nICE. that's more like my budget

ROMEO: we would have the time of our lives... too bad brooklyn wouldn't be able to sleep with all the party in the usa

DANI: i'm all about accessibility ;)

DANI: yikes that sounded.. terrible. you know what i mean!

DANI: ok true. but that reminds me? i saw these really cute footie pajamas when i was shopping and it made me think of her & i was... so close to buying them. so. close.

[allvrings]

sms  → dahlia.

dahlia: i'm in love with someone.

dahlia: who's likely not in love with me.

dahlia: and sorry about the costumes, love!

dani: hold up, sis

dani: love. LOVE. L O V E

dani: & how have i not heard a single thing about this until now?

dani: consider me shook

[allvrings]

sms  → dahlia.

dahlia: i need your advice, dani!

dahlia: desperately so.

dani: i am getting weird vibes from this

dani: is this about a boy? or is it about the fact that i feel betrayed we're not having matching halloween costumes?

[allvrings]

msg  🖂  romeo.

ROMEO: good. i don't have that kind of money anyways

ROMEO: that sounds amazing??? they almost kicked me out of my apartment after our last dance party but what the heck, this is totally worth it

ROMEO: music always makes things better

DANI: if you want, you can pay me $0 for a hug? i promise i give amazing hugs

DANI: omg they did?? that's insane!! if they kick you out for good, feel free to stay at my place. i live really close to this 24/hr doughnut place and its my guilty pleasure. plus we can have a dance party all the time

DANI: also i think i have a karaoke machine in storage so if you move in, i'll defs bring that out

[allvrings]

u r nice af and ur character seems cool af

& u seem like a genuine sweetheart <3

[allvrings]

ur writing is so beautiful i am dead

o gee thank u!! tbh i always get so insecure w/ my writing ???

[allvrings]

I LOVE WHAT YOURE DOING WITH DANI

hohoho thank u !! she’s my first female muse in abt a year so ?? this means a lot !!

[allvrings]

( flcwerygwen. )

usually she would’ve risen from the mess of pillows and blankets she called her bed at an ungodly hour, but for some reason the florist had decided to allow herself a few more minutes in the arms of morpheous that morning. much to her surprise when she awoke not only a ‘ few minutes ’ had passed, her azure hues widening when falling into the realization that she had spent more than half an hour sprawled on her mattress instead of getting up and readying herself for work. now she had no time. gwen sprang up from were she’d been lying down, shuffling to her closet and putting on whatever was at reach, not exactly worried about ending up looking like a hot mess – most times she already did anyways. she put on her reliable leather booties and snatched an apple for the way. 

while she rushed through chicago’s busy streets, the young woman took bites from her on-the-go breakfast, running her free hand through her messy hair in an attempt to tame it. turning the corner with not the slightest idea of what was to come – not until colliding straight into the other at least. when she got herself out of her daze an apologetic smile took over her rose lips, her cheeks warming up in utter embarrassment, “oh my god, i’m so sorry! nice going, stupid.” the last part she intended for herself, getting closer to her victim with unsureness. “did i already said i was sorry? because i really am.. i don’t usually do things like this.”

     the cool chicago air CARESSED her cheeks softly, the numbness reminding her of how much she missed her hometown. she was used to the sunshine in california, having the warm rays kiss her skin into a beautiful golden tone. now, however, her skin lacked that precise glow that only a summer in california could offer. as she walked down the street, the girl STRUGGLED to find a sense of serenity. deep breaths passed her lips and fingers ran through her raven hair—an attempt to RETALIATE against the so-called ‘ windy city. ’ ❝ and once again, i’m failing to see how any of that is MY problem, ❞ she snapped back to the person on the phone. ❝ it’s not my fault that your art is cliché & irrelevant as FUCK. maybe if you got some talent, then my clients would actually want to purchase your stuff. ❞ 

     & with that, daniela hung up the call, EXHAUSTED by the lengths some people would go to just to avert their failures onto the shoulders of another—though, daniela would be LYING if she said that she didn’t do the same. with the frustration building up, the girl found herself picking up the pace, EAGER to get from point a to point b as quickly as possible. it wasn’t until she crashed into another body that she realized how LITTLE she was paying attention. ❝ shit !! ❞ she exclaimed, stumbling back—heels were clearly the wrong choice for today. then, the FAMILIAR voice crept into her head. gwen ?? she slowly looked up, relief washing over her ENTIRE being as soon as she was able to see the other’s face. ❝ oh, thank god it’s you !! ❞ daniela’s arms wrapped around the gwen, pulling her into a tight embrace.