Looking for a Destination

DLN-000. I go wherever I please, but never stop wandering. There's nowhere for me to return to, and I wouldn't want to go back, anyway.((Independent AU RP blog for a post MM10, Classic/archie fusion Blues.))

[alonelylight]

Blues! Got a second?

Amy! Hi! I was just packing, what did you need? 

[alonelylight]

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 "Big brother confirmed for big baby."

"Little brother confirmed for big bully!"

[alonelylight]

"No, Roll, I don't wanna watch a mov----------ooooh Disney!"

[tamamita]

you need to stop using that damn B) thing *takes your shades away*

[alonelylight]

"Noooo.... don't want a bad day... no no no no I wanted this better noooo..."

[alonelylight]

...I don't like being grounded. It's boring.

[alonelylight]

You act like there’s nobody else in the world but them and you.

I think that’s something you’re just gonna have to figure out on your own though.

[perpetualshades-a-deactivated20]

…Whatever. This conversation is stupid. I’m done.

[alonelylight]

Yup, bye!

I'm gonna go plan a visit with a friend.

[whistlexconcert]

"Hey. Hey. Crazyhead alt-me!"

"Oh great." Blues grumbles, still unable to move from where he stood.

"What do you want, even-more-crazy other me?"

[alonelylight]

"To say hi. Cause even if you’re crazy, you’re kinda cool. Definitely fun to be around!"

"…Are you stuck?"

[whistlexconcert]

He grunts.

“Yes. And I’m totally enjoying myself. Totally.” He felt helpless, and he didn’t like that feeling. But all he could do is glower at things.

"Dude, don’t get too close or you might get stuck too."

[alonelylight]

"… You got turned into a giant paperweight?" The little Blues frowned and stopped a few feet away. "That sounds… really boring. At least there’s no pigeons around?"

He fidgets an looks around thoughtfully.”Maybe you can listen to music ‘til you get better? I can bring you something if you can’t access programs…”

[alonelylight]

"… I bet I can come visit you for that."

[hammerheroine-blog1]

░ ❤❤ ;

“Huh? O-Oh, right, you’e grounded.”

"N… Nah, if you can’t, you can’t. You don’t have to come. I mean, I wouldn’t want to get in the way when your dad said you couldn’t go out… I appreciate it, though!"

[alonelylight]

"Nope, I'm gonna come."

[whistlexconcert]

"Hey. Hey. Crazyhead alt-me!"

"Oh great." Blues grumbles, still unable to move from where he stood.

"What do you want, even-more-crazy other me?"

[alonelylight]

"To say hi. Cause even if you're crazy, you're kinda cool. Definitely fun to be around!"

"...Are you stuck?"

[alonelylight]

And that’s the only thing you could possibly think happened?

Wow.

You are dumb.

[perpetualshades-a-deactivated20]

What else am I supposed to think happened? Am I supposed to believe you’re actually happy living like this? Knowing that the people you considered your family never have and never will care about you?

[alonelylight]

You act like there's nobody else in the world but them and you.

I think that's something you're just gonna have to figure out on your own though.

[hammerheroine-blog1]

░ ❤❤ ;

"…Oh, geez. It’s Daddy’s birthday next week…”

[alonelylight]

"... I bet I can come visit you for that."

[alonelylight]

So you’re happy being unhappy?

Okay then.

[perpetualshades-a-deactivated20]

How the hell did you get that from what I said? Of course I’m not happy. I’m fucking miserable and lonely and angry all the time but I know there’s nothing I can do about that. The few people I thought could possibly care about me don’t or won’t unless I’m changed in some way. Me as myself is not wanted anywhere by anyone, but I’d still rather be miserable and alone as myself than happy as someone else.

I get it now. You must have been like me at some point, weren’t you? You had to be. But you let your guard down. You thought they really cared. You let them change you.

I’m sorry.

[alonelylight]

And that's the only thing you could possibly think happened?

Wow.

You are dumb.

[alonelylight]

Nope, but what good is admitting flaws if you don’t wanna fix ’em?

[perpetualshades-a-deactivated20]

Some flaws can’t be fixed. They’re a result of my circumstances and there’s nothing I can do to change that. I’m not gonna waste my time trying to improve myself to the standards of people who clearly don’t care about me.

[alonelylight]

So you're happy being unhappy?

Okay then.

[alonelylight]

SHADES!ME IS A BULLY.

A BIG DUMB BULLY.

MOO MOO MOO.

[alonelylight]

So you admit I’m better!

[perpetualshades-a-deactivated20]

Not really. Unless you’re trying to claim that you’re completely flawless, but then you couldn’t possibly be another version of me.

[alonelylight]

Nope, but what good is admitting flaws if you don't wanna fix 'em?

[alonelylight]

See you think you can pick on me, but you don’t realize you’re just throwing yourself against a wall and looking like a dumb bully.

See, I’m smart enough to choose how I react. It looks like you’re defaulted to sarcasm or anger! i think we know who the flawed one is, here~

[perpetualshades-a-deactivated20]

You’re going to have to remind me when I ever said I wasn’t flawed, because I don’t recall ever saying that.

[alonelylight]

So you admit I'm better!