a little suicidal a little depressed.

don't talk to me, go away

[alonesadndepressed]

rip back to day 0 of being clean

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[alonesadndepressed]

as i stare out the car gazing into the sky I reminisce our past, what we lost, what we had, and what could still be I think of all the time spent together, both good and bad, the times you made me laugh for hours but also the bad times when, you left me alone crying for eternity. Those tears haven't stopped they have just slowly faded into the abyss the one you left my heart in. While i try to heal, my heart will never be whole you left me broken in pieces. i just hope, as time goes on the feelings i have for you slowly fade away and i wish that one day i can look into the sky without you crossing my mind.

my lil poetry book

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[alonesadndepressed]

dear future husband,

please love me

all of me

scars and all

because trust me when i say

i love you

I will give my heart to you

please love me back

the way I will to you

it’s my biggest fear

that I won't be enough

I’ll give you my all

but you will only give me half

half of your love

half of your heart

and half of your future

You won't plan to stay

I’m just a stop on a journey

I’m not a destination

So when you say you’ll stay

please mean it

I’ll love you unconditionally

I just hope you do the same for me

help me with depression

comfort my anxiety

and help me feel complete

just don't leave

because if you do 

I’ll break

I’ll be empty again

just as I always was

[alonesadndepressed]

...

there went 2 years of being clean

[alonesadndepressed]

I’m alone

Everyone has someone

but I have no one

I spend my time sulking

Standing alone

Living in misery

But it is the life I life

It is the route I have taken

As life goes on

I hope to find someone

someone who can take me out

of this sulking self pitying life i live

I just hope this someone

finds me before It’s too late

[alonesadndepressed]

senior yest

supposedly this is the best year of my life. but so far I'm just stressed, alone, and scared. I cry nightly because I don't know what to do. I'm stressed about all the aspects of my life. I'm alone in all the decisions I make. And I'm scared that I'll mess something up. I just want everything to be ok and to be happy but that realistically won't happen anytime soon

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[alonesadndepressed]

it's 1:24am

I can't sleep and all I can think about right now are things that should not be on my mind. I just want to go get drunk and party and hook up with some rando I don't know. I literally just want to hook up with someone no strings attached and just have fun, but that won't happen.

[alonesadndepressed]

when I told someone I have issues because of my father their reply was "2/3 kids have parent issues you'll be fine" yeah bc other people have issues it makes Mind hurt less. of course you know

[gosh]

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