AWESOMENESS 🌸

You can call me Czelu 🪴, a 19-year old Engineering student.

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Here's what Mark said about the process of becoming "that." [Video attached]

If ever you're feeling tired and wanting to give up reaching your dream, please know that the process is far more important than the goal. Enjoy the process, there may be bumps and obstacles along the way, but believe me those are all part of the process. Don't lose confidence just because you can't answer correctly in a recitation, that's nothing compared to what you will learn. Failure comes along the way, knowing that, I want you to keep in mind what Ate Rayne said. "Hindi ka failure, nag-fail ka lang."

Now, I want you to trust yourself. Let's be brave! Kaya natin 'to!

Future Engineer,

Angelu 🌸

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short haired ulit hehet

[deeplifequotes]

Stop overthinking and start today.

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balik tayo sa panahong simple lang lahat, walang komplikadong problema. sige na, pls?

[overcaffeinatedsoul]

Bakit. Saan. Kailan.

“Samahan mo ko.” Sabi mo, isang imbitansyon na nangyayari lang noon sa aking imahenasyon.

Matagal na tayong magkatrabaho pero hindi tayo magkaibigan. Matagal na tayong magkakilala pero hindi natin lubos na kilala ang isa’t isa.

“Sige.” Mabilis na sagot ko.

Hindi ko man lang muna naitanong kung saan at kailan kita sasamahan. Pero hindi mo rin naman tinanong kung pwede ba ako — o kung gusto ko. Hindi rin naman pala patanong ang imbitasyon mo. Tila isang utos na kailangan kong sundin agad.

Hindi na importante ang saan at kailan, nais kong malaman ang bakit.

“Matulog ka muna.” Wika mo habang nagmamaneho, “mahaba pa ang byahe natin.”

“Ayoko.” Aking pagtanggi, hindi dahil hindi ko gustong matulog, hindi ko lang gusto ang tono na parang inuutusan mo na naman ako.

“Ikaw bahala.” Sabi mo, habang may ngiti sa iyong mga labi. Matamis ang iyong ngiti, ngunit walang liwanag na kumislap sa iyong mga mata. Bakas ng bakit.

Makalipas ang tatlong oras at dalawang drive-thru, nakarating tayo sa napili mong lugar. Isang dalampasigan na may pinong buhangin at banayad na alon. Bakas ng bakit.

Habang tinatanaw ang palubog na araw, hinawakan mo ang aking kamay at iyong sinabi, “Salamat.” Bakas ng bakit.

Bakas ang bakit sa higpit ng pagkahawak mo sa kamay ko. At kahit hindi mo bigkasin, dinig ko ang utos mong huwag kitang bitawan.

Hindi mo ko kailangang utusan, handa akong samahan kang takasan ang lupit ng iyong mga bakit. Kahit saan. Kahit kailan.

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wait langgggggggg, why did you scratch the healed wound? hahhahahsahhsa dumugo ulit

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paano na nga ba umibig? nakalimutan ko na ata.

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kung isang araw

makita natin ang isa't isa

hihilingin kong wag ko sanang maalala

na minsa'y naging matalik tayong magkaibigan

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I wish to have a friend in my block this semester, cause the previous semester was an absolute hell.

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cutie pies!!! second year was a great experience

[thoughtkick]

“I don’t regret us but I wouldn’t do it again.”

— Unknown

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letting love consume me, may be the stupidest and one of the bravest thing i did hahahhaha scary, will not try again

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i love you, Angelu

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hays. i really hope that there will come a time where you'll not worry about money

let's work on that, yes?

[peacefulandcozy]

Instagram credit: comewithkris

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you got this, baby

[thehopefulquotes]

“Listen to me: If we are truly meant to be, then we will find our way back to each other. It’s as simple as that.”

— Dawson’s Creek

[acelynnfisher]

i have my dads eyes

and my moms smile

in my face,

they’ll be together

forever.

[thepersonalwords]

“When it’s over, leave. Don’t continue watering a dead flower.” - Unknown

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