spyxfamily twiyor scenario:
Twilight has a dangerous mission, involving terrorists with firearms. He gets on with the mission like normal, until one of the terrorists points a gun at him. Of course, this isn't a problem for Twilight, but he feels something in his chest—how his heart starts to beat faster and his blood runs cold for 0.1 seconds. Twilight regains composure quickly as usual, but after eliminating all threats he stops on his tracks.
He has his usual ramblings, "regain your composure Twilight! Spies don't have time to be afraid!"
And he's right, but she isn't a spy.
Yor gets flustered with everything and anything Loid does. It has always been that way. However, here she was terrified. She wasn't moved by embarrassment, or drunkenness, or excitement, she was moved by fear. Fear for him.
She looked at him dead in the eyes because she was scared about him putting himself in front of a gun. The thing he's been doing for years now. He's been at risk of losing his life for as long as he can remember. Sure, he's careful. He taught that to Nightfall. To not push oneself too hard to be left for dead like his comrades. But he's still risking his life, every day.
Twilight has been shot so many times (including by Yuri, once), and this is the first time Twilight considers his own safety over the mission. "How does that make any sense? He needed to stop the terrorists, if he hadn't, the even more people were going to die. Is that what you want, Twilight?" But he wasn't putting himself first. He wasn't scared of being hurt. He was scared for Yor.
What if he didn't come home? What if she found a bullet wound? What would she tell Anya? Would she cry? Would she be scared enough to the point of shaking again?
He stares into the distance before walking out, leaving his mission completed.
He has a home to get to after all.
ohhh when he realises he loves her he's gonna have an identity crisis I'm calling it.
"how do I know I love her? Am I not just playing a character? Loid's favourite color is __, but is it my favourite color? When did I start having favourite things? Is it part of Loid? Or Twilight? This was just for the mission, I'm SUPPOSED to love my wife. But she isn't my wife, is she? Who am I supposed to be right now? Who am I right now?"
(extra) Yor takes his hand or his arm, and asks if he's alright, and every single thought he had before just disappears, and Loid murmurs a "yes, I am fine"
Thank you for listening to my rambling I'll cringe myself with in like 5 minutes after posting it
