Okay so weeks ago! Weeks!
I ask the universe for a sign. A say, “universe, if I should hold on to my little hope, please confirm, and if not, let me know to let go.”
The next morning, less than 10 hours after I ask for a sign, a parcel appears in my vestibule marked with only 2 words.
“For Saul”
No one in my building has that name, but sometimes one of my neighbors gives things away on fb marketplace. But still. Of all the days for a parcel to appear like that, with his name on it, hours after I ask for a sign????
Then it stayed there for weeks. WEEKS! No one was picking that shit up.
Tell me why, stone sober, this past Tuesday, I text him. I ask him to meet for coffee, I express that if he isn’t ready I understand, and that I hope it’s okay for me to have reached out.
He didn’t respond right away but when he did it was good, and that has been pretty cool.
TELL ME WHY the parcel is gone!! Make it make sense!!
A day after we talk the bag is gone? After being there for weeks????
I feel crazy.










































