Hi, my name is Rowan. I am a well researched mixed origin plural person. I am a safe space for plurals of all kinds. I'm most making this because I'm really just trying to process the fact that I am plural and that I'm not faking it. I most likely won't use the term system unless I finally accept the fact that I am indeed plural. This will hopefully help me document what alters I have, whether they decide to actually show themselves or not is completely up to them. VEEEEEEERY FICTIVE HEAVY-
I'm neutral on pro paras and proship, but anti-darkship/cursed and very problematic ships, js be warned about that.
DNI list: Syscourse people, anti-endos, sysmeds, people that think that I'm trying to say I have DID or OSDD (im not), trash, MAGAs, etc.
Hopefully i can get along with everyone i meet.
Blinkies made by @chronicallyleggless
Rowan (He/They)
Jon Sims (The Magnus Archives, He/They)
Louis (VSMP, He/They)
Pyro (VSMP, He/They) @und34d-sch0l4r
Scott (VSMP, He/Him)
Legundo (VSMP, He/Him)
Abolish (VSMP, He/Him)
Aspen (VSMP swap, any, DO NOT COMPARE TO SOUCE)
Grove (VSMP swap AU x2, he/they, DO NOT COMPARE TO SOURCE)
S!Pyro (VSMP swap, he/him)
S!Owen (VSMP Swap, he/they)
S!Louis (VSMP Swap, he/him, can't speak)
BF!Apo (Bannerfall SMP, she/they)
TF!Pyro (The Flight SMP, he/him)
TF!Graecie (The Flight SMP, She/Her) @bl3ss3d-b3lls
First off, him and his dad were playing a game called "Pokémon" and Rowan tends to take a bit during his turns since he has a new-ish deck. Not too long though, he can usually get his turn done in a few minutes. Another added context is you have to say what you're doing in the game as well.
Well, not only does his dad mock him on his strategy, he said "Just shut up already."
Our host's dad said that straight too his face along with his mom's.
Of course, nothing was said in reply since our host's dad would play it off as a joke, but my host is understandably upset by this.
Why in the hell would you say that to your own child? Joke or not, that's not something you say to your own kid.
If Rowan starts to be more quiet and he notices, he has only himself to blame.
How do your fictives... know they're fictives? We're a relatively newly discovered system with no headspace and for us it's mostly been very slow realizations (stray thoughts about "man I miss [x thing in source]", yearning for an in-source family member or partner, that sort of thing) and I'm curious how it works for you!
They tend to form after I interact with a media, so I usually tell them "Oh, you're *insert character name*!" If that doesn't work, I let them interact with the media until they either realize or latch onto a character identity-
🔭 : when did you start keeping track of your alters ?
-🌸 from the @raining-stars-collective
If its a fictive, I usually know the names but if they decide to change their name or if its a brainmade, I let them scroll though Pinterest until you find a name they like.
I started keeping track of my headmates around the beginning of February, and I just kept doing it ever since!
direct quote from it to its brother: "I honestly don't know which is worse, the strength of your ego and the grudges you like to hold, or your inability to save brighteyes"
I don't think I'll ever forget the time where I was doing a roleplay with my online friend in vrchat (NO MAX NOT THE BAD ONE) and they said something angsty and then I was like "OOOOOOO PAIN" in a very TSAMS Bloodmoon type voice
Most of my headmates are fictives, so if I see them I kind of already know their names due to the fact they always appear after i interact with a fandom/media-
Other then that, I usually ask or let them look on Pinterest until they see a name they like!
