hii, hope you're doing well. soak up the sun is one of my favorite lestappen fics, such a unique dynamic but so incredibly well developed. the malibu and roadtrip fics are other all-time classics. this is a little author appreciation and thank you for all the cute little fics. i don't know if you plan to but if you ever decide to write again, me (and lots of others) look forward to reading your works!
awwwww thank you very much, this is so sweet <3 <3 <3
my favorite charles terror child story is the one of him winning a race with a 39° fever that should immobilize you into a bed but instead he wouldn't even miss one fp session x
Do you ever consider writing more for the pierre/esteban alpine skiing au you wrote? I only found it recently after @estebanbicon recommended it and it is amazing. I just finished it and want to cry.
hello anon! yes, I did indeed plan a sequel but that sequel's since been practically forgotten about (it's been three years!!!)
I did manage to dig it out of the files for you, though (and anyone else who's interested). enjoy the unresolved 5300 words under the cut. at the cut off point it isn't finished and will never be, so you don't get your pierresteban fuel, I'm sorry, but you can read it to check out what's been happening in the couple of years after the end of the first part. if anyone wants to finish it, be my guest:
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Albertville, France [early 2019]
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         âBend it like this.â
Pierre does as Pyry asks, bending his leg at the knee, wincing as a stab of pain spreads through the joint and up his thigh. His trainer taps his fingers on it twice before motioning for him to put it down, looking only partially guilty for the look on Pierreâs face. âThat bad still?â Pyry questions, looking up at Pierre from where heâs kneeling between his legs.
âItâs not as bad as it used to be. Still pretty bad,â Pierre replies. His trainer nods and stands up, then plops down on the couch next to Pierre. âYou want something to drink?â
Pyry shakes his head, âIâll be going soon. I just came to check up on your leg.â After a moment, he adds, âAnd you. I donât want you to give up hope because it still hurts. Itâs getting better. Healing. Trudging forwards. Youâll be fit enough to make my heart jump out of my chest during runs soon.â
Pierre bumps their shoulders together, âThe season is already done for me. Best I can hope for is to be ready for the Cup, in October.â He shakes his head and looks at his friend, âCyrilâs been asking about me, according to Charles. He says heâs five seconds away from telling him to call me himself.â
âLittle does Charles know you get calls from Cyril on a daily basis,â Pyry finishes, chuckling when Pierre nods. âYouâve always been his favourite. Even a blind man can see that.â
âAnd now Iâm stuck at home with a broken leg and heâll probably forget all about me by the time Iâm back.â His comment is met with a punch to his shoulder. He glares at Pyry before biting out, âAnd a bruised shoulder, now. Youâre supposed to be nursing me back to health, not making me feel worse. I donât pay you for this.â
âYou pay me to keep you in your best condition. That includes punching you when youâre being an idiot.â Pyryâs expression softens, âYour knee will be alright for the next season, Pierre. Seriously. I give you my word. Trainerâs promise.â
Pierre slumps. He knows Pyryâs right, but it doesnât make it any easier. Next season, heâll be ready to come back, his leg will probably have healed, and heâll be able to fight for the top of the table just like the previous few years, especially when it comes to slaloms and giant slaloms.
âWhenâs Charles coming back?â Pyryâs voice brings Pierre out of his thoughts. âTheyâre doing USA this week, right?â
He nods in response, âBeaver Creek downhill, 7th of December. After that heâs coming back until the nineteenth, and then heâs off to Gardena.â
âDownhill again?â
âDownhill again. Thereâs some stuff between, obviously, but Charles doesnât do any of them.â As he grew older, Charles realised that the speed disciplines sit better with him and dropped out of the technical ones completely. Itâs weird to travel without Charles, sometimes, when their schedules arenât aligned, but Pierre doesnât travel at all at the moment.
Following his first season in the Euro Cup, Pierre moved to Albertville, like he had planned. Charles came with him, wanting to be closer to Val dâIsère as well, and Cyril had taken to training him like heâd been training Pierre. The next season, Charles became a permanent member of the French giant slalom team, one of Pierreâs designated disciplines, until he started doing downhills and super Gs under Jean Alesiâs mentorship.
Eventually, they both graduated to the World Cup team. Pierre finished thirteenth in the overall and fifth in the slalom standings in his first year with the big guns, to the excitement of everyone in France. It was their best result since the early 2010âs, and to say the whole country was waiting for their next world champion was an understatement.
But then Pierre went and got his knee injured in the preseason training at Val dâIsère before the start of this season and is now stuck at home rehabilitating while the rest of them are going at it in full swing.
To make matters worse, his replacement at the team is his ex-boyfriend; worst of all, Estebanâs been doing good, meaning heâll probably stay as a part of the team even when Pierre comes back. They can have as many skiers as they want, and Pierre doesnât see any good reasons for Esteban to drop out.
He tried watching one of the early races of the season. It felt far too weird for a multitude of reasons so he turned it off after about twenty minutes and instead went to work on the exercises Pyry had left for him, doing all in his power to get back on the slopes as soon as possible.
One of the reasons for his dismay towards the sport is that he got so used to being the one on the trail that watching them pass through the gates leaves a bitterness in his mouth. The itch to drive down to Val dâIsère in his gear and just try keeps getting worse and worse, even though Pyry strongly forbade him from doing so.
Pierre knows he canât, not yet, not when he still canât walk properly, but in those moments, everything in him was telling him to tell Pyry to fuck off and somehow get to Val dâIsère and step on his skis again.
The other, bigger reason was that seeing Estebanâs face left him with an odd feeling of melancholy sprouting from his brain and throughout the rest of his body. In the minute-or-so it took for Esteban to finish the slalom in SĂślden, painful flashbacks of their childhood attacked Pierre like a swarm of angry hornets. It became too much far too soon, so he turned it off for his own sake.
He hasnât turned any of the technical races on ever since. Instead, he only watches the speed disciplines because of Charles and Arthur, and lets the two of them update him on the standings in the ones heâs supposed to be competing in.
It hurts less that way, Pierre has come to realise.
âI hope Charles does well,â he speaks out loud, after a good couple of minutes of silence have passed between him and his physio. Pyry hums in agreement, and Pierre continues, âHeâs the fastest guy there at the moment. He has to win.â
âHeâll win it,â Pyry responds, clasping Pierreâs shoulder with his hand, âHe wonât be beaten to first place by a couple of milliseconds again. Otherwise, I fear for the one who beats him.â
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Charles comes back home two days after the race with a first-place trophy in his hands and Pyry drives Pierre to the airport to pick him and Arthur up. At the arrivals gate, they chat quietly amongst themselves, keeping a constant lookout for their loud Monegasque friends.
Heâs been feeling bad since he woke up, leg hurting. It didnât help his head at all, so heâs been cranky and moody the whole day, something Pyry noticed immediately. Pierre dismissed his offer to stay back and let him drive the brothers back home. Ever since they moved to Albertville, Pierre and Charles have been driving back from the airport together.
That isnât going to stop just because heâs injured.
Though he does have to find a seat after about five minutes of waiting, arms hurting from holding himself up with the crutches and leg hurting from pushing his balance onto it in order to help his arms out. Pyry gives him the eyes that say I-told-you-so, which, truly, are deserved, as Pyry told him to sit down the moment they stepped inside.
Pierre ignores him for the time being.
Pyry doesnât understand and thinks heâs being stubborn, anyway.
Eventually, after theyâve both been silent for a while waiting for the plane to land, Arthur walks into the arrivals area, followed by his older brother and a taller, dark-haired person talking to him. It takes Pierre one glance to recognise Esteban, even from a distance. He canât stop the pained sound from leaving his mouth. Pyry looks at him questioningly until he follows Pierreâs gaze and realisation crosses his face.
âI canât believe I forgot thereâs a giant slalom in the US in the same weekend,â Pierre mutters, âAnd that the next one is here.â
âBehave,â Pyry whispers, shaking his head at him. Pierre throws him a look but shuts up and crosses his arms over his chest.
He tries his best not to bring Estebanâs attention to himself, but when Charles spots him and Pyry, he feels Estebanâs eyes burning into him, too, with that same force as they did years ago. Suddenly, he feels eighteen again, standing at the top step of the podium in JasnĂ , and it takes everything in him not to look back into Estebanâs eyes.
He feels them â all three of them â walking up towards him, and an inexplicable rage wells up inside of him, directed at Esteban. For the first time in years, Pierre sees Esteban in person, and itâs more painful than he ever could have expected.
It becomes too much too soon, so he grabs a hold of his crutches, stands up and walks away. His leg aches from the strain, and people around him are giving him odd looks while they watch him limp, but he needs to get out of the airport as soon as possible.
He canât face Esteban, not now, not today, not when his legâs been hurting like a bitch the whole morning and when the possibility of being unable to get back on the slopes crossed his mind for the first time since that day in Val dâIsère, when his ski got stuck in the snow and all his hopes of winning this yearâs cup slithered down the drain.
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Charles makes him go to Val dâIsère for the giant slalom, as a member of the crowd. He doesnât want to go, not really, not to a race that he was supposed to take part in, but Charles is persistent, and Pierre really doesnât know how to say no to his friends.
Pyry comes along, both as their friend and as Pierreâs security blanket in the environment that could very easily send him spiralling. The Finn chats to Charles and Arthurâs trainer, who Charles has somehow roped into joining them, too.
A part of him hopes that the giant slalom gets cancelled. He knows it wonât happen, not in such nice weather and in such good conditions; the only reason for cancellation could be a big accident, and thatâs the last thing Pierre wants to witness. Thereâs still that part of him that doesnât want to watch, that doesnât want to see someone else stand on the podium while heâs stuck at the stands with his crutches.
âDonât overthink this,â Charles whispers to him, wrapping an arm around his shoulders and bringing him into a side-hug. âIf you want to, we can go home. I wonât be mad.â
Pierre shakes his head. âNo, letâs watch, seeing as weâre already here. No point going back now.â
His best friend smiles. âThatâs the spirit. You can point out mistakes they do, thatâs always fun.â
âI donât think Iâve got any right pointing out othersâ mistakes,â he replies, raising one of his crutches up into the air. Charles rolls his eyes but doesnât call him an idiot this time, so they fall into silence and go settle somewhere from where they have a nice view of the track â at least the bottom part of it.
Pierreâs thoughts wander to the womenâs slalom back in 2002. He can see the tiny version of himself trying to peek over the barriers at the bottom of the trail, trying with all his might to catch a glimpse of Carole Montillet; itâs funny that now, seventeen years later, heâs met Carole so many times at various events hosted by FIS.
It takes a while for the giant slalom to start, and Pierre spends that time drinking mulled wine and reminiscing of his childhood. Val dâIsère feels like a second home, with how much time heâs spent here. The whole of the French team usually trains here or at Chamonix, seeing as thereâs no point of them going anywhere outside of France.
Pierre lives a short car drive away, too, so the slopes are one of his favourite places to be. Or used to be, seeing as how Pyry strictly forbade him from going until he heals.
âTheyâre starting,â Charles announces, squinting to try and see the top, but fails. Pierre resists the urge to laugh at him, and instead just shakes his head fondly before focusing on the trail.
He takes it quite well, to his own surprise. The first couple of guys do great, as per usual, since the snow is still fresh and there are no bumps and crevices but watching them doesnât feel near as stifling as Pierre was expecting it to.
When he voices it out to Pyry, his trainer says, âI think itâs because of the environment. When you watch it over TV, youâre at home and theyâre here, or in Austria, or somewhere else. Now youâre here and itâs different, because you feel the atmosphere and it doesnât hurt as bad.â
âI still want to be up there with them,â Pierre replies, nodding towards the slope. He winces seconds after as the current skier makes a mistake, making him go off the trail and out of the run. He doesnât finish his previous thought, and instead comments, âToo eager. Too greedy. Sometimes it pays off, but most of the time, it ends with disappointment. Itâs better not to risk so much and try and do everything precisely; youâve got a better chance of success.â
Charles agrees with him, âItâs true. With slalom and giant slalom, risk is very rarely rewarding. If you make it, yeah, it pays off, but if you donât, youâre out.â
âAnd with downhill?â Pyry asks, taking a sip of his own mulled wine.
âWith downhill, if you risk, you can either be the greatest there is or youâll end up in the hospital. Thereâs no in-between. Itâs up to you if you want to take it,â Charles replies.
âI hate watching you,â Pierre says, âI know Iâve done some downhill myself, but I still hate watching you on there. Itâs different than when I was a kid, because now I know everyone, and with the knowledge that you, or Arthur, or any of the other guys could end up in the hospital if you make the smallest mistake⌠itâs hard.â
Pierre doesnât listen to what they say next. He turns his attention back to the skiers, watching as the current guy aces all gates, but then makes a small mistake in the last part that leaves him just short of the first spot.
Esteban comes up next. It takes everything in Pierre not to ignore his run.
He ends up knocking the previous guy down a spot, leaving him second in the first run with a time that wonât be easy to beat for any of the upcoming guys, especially as the trail wears away and becomes more and more slippery.
When he stops at the bottom, he waves at the crowds. His eyes meet Pierreâs and widen in surprise, for just a fraction of a moment so short Pierre thinks he mustâve imagined it.
He doesnât see what Esteban does next, but for the rest of the run, he feels the burning of his gaze on his skin.
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Rouen, France [early summer 2019]
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         By the time summer comes rolling around, Pierreâs leg has already healed nicely. He no longer needs crutches, though Pyry checks up on him at times throughout the day; Pierre really isnât sure if itâs because of his mental health and him going mad at home or his injury.
Despite his condition getting better, he still hasnât stepped on the skis once. He wanted to, but heâd been strictly forbidden by his coach, and though the itch to get back on the slopes scratched at his insides, he wasnât about to break his promise to his friend.
After all, itâs not who Pierre is; no matter how annoyed he is, heâd never go against Pyryâs professional word.
Heâs going back home to Rouen for two weeks, to visit his family. Pierre knows it must feel empty to his parents, going from having a bunch of rowdy kids loitering around to having none. The guilt for rarely visiting home pools at the pit of his stomach, though the knowledge that his brothers visit more often dulls it out.
Usually, his parents would come to Albertville to stay at his and Charlesâs place while Charles goes back to Monaco, but for the first time since theyâve been living together, Charles isnât visiting home. For whatever reason, Charles decided to stay in the city, so Pierre boarded the plane for Normandy instead, leaving Charles to his own devices.
His dad picks him up at the airport, dressed in beige shorts and a light blue polo that makes Pierre want to gouge out his eyes.
âWhat are you wearing?â is the first thing he asks his dad when he sees him, not condescendingly, but with a teasing tilt to his voice.
He ducks to dodge the hair moving to swat the back of his head before he gets pulled into a hug, into which he melts the same way he used to back when he was a child. It brings him the comfort he so desperately seeks, easing away the weight thatâs been hanging off his chest for months.
âHowâs your leg?â papa asks once they separate. He grabs Pierreâs suitcase and starts walking, Pierre trailing after him with a much slower and a much more tentative pace.
âBetter,â he replies, âI donât need crutches anymore. It still hurts sometimes, but Pyry says itâll be fine soon. He thinks itâs probably just my brain playing tricks on me now, making me think it still hurts because I got used to it. Itâs a bit weird to walk by myself, though.â
âWell, Iâm glad youâre getting better. Youâll be back to work in no time.â
I hope so, Pierre thinks, but just nods back at his dad. He falls silent, only half-listening to his papa talk about what theyâve been up to, trying his best not to get lost in his thoughts.
The drive back is filled with some soft pop tunes coming from the radio. When his family home finally comes into view, Pierre can only sigh in relief.
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Pierre doesnât like coming home because everything reminds him of Esteban.
Theyâve spent so many years of their childhood playing there together, young, and naĂŻve and excited for what the future will bring, have spent their teenagerhood tiptoeing around one another before eventually kissing underneath the shades of the trees in the backyard, lying together on the swing and just existing. Being here without Esteban leaves him feeling weird, like thereâs something missing to fill out the never-ending silence.
It feels wrong, and Pierre doesnât like it.
And Pierre knows it shouldnât because Esteban was the one who made the choice to leave. He was the one who gave up on them, he was the one because of whom Pierre spent the rest of the summer of 2016 glued to his bed until Charles eventually dragged him out, at the pleas of his parents who didnât know what else to do.
In a way, it was Esteban who had been the reason behind Pierre putting everything he had into skiing and becoming one of the best of his age, one of the greats even at just twenty-two. If he hadnât left, Pierre wouldnât have put as much time into the sport and continued climbing the ranks in the same manner he had.
Maybe I give him a thank you note next time I see him, he thinks, pettily, as he sits at the kitchen table and gazes out of the window and into the garden.
A mug of hibiscus tea sits in front of him, cold, his motherâs attempt at nursing him back to health even though his wounds are of a different form. He feels her moving around the kitchen, cutting meat and cheese delicacies into thin slices, just as she had when he was a kid and picky about his food.
She places the wooden cutting board with the food in front of him and sits across, pushing it closer to him as she does. âEat,â she says, voice soft yet stern at the same time.
To fulfil her request, he takes a slice of smoked ham and chews on it. Her eyes watching his movements remind him of a hawk; he knows sheâs waiting for him to be done before she starts asking questions he doesnât have an answer to.
âHow have you been?â She looks concerned, scanning his face for any insinuation heâd been neglecting his wellbeing following his injury.
âIâm good, maman,â he replies, quirking his lips up into a smile for her to see, an emphasis to his words. âPyryâs been helping me,â he adds for added measure.
His mother purses her lips before nodding, âGood. Heâd better.â The expression on her face softens as she notices his raised eyebrow following her words. âI just worry about you. You might be an adult, but youâre still my baby. This is the longest youâve been out since going professional and I donât want it to take a toll on your mental health.â
Pierre wipes his fingers on his shorts before standing up and walking around the table to his mother. She leans her head on his chest as he wraps her into his arms, then places his cheek to her scalp. âDonât worry about me, maman. Iâll be okay. Iâll be back to winning slaloms soon.â
His chest tightens at his words. Even though his legâs been doing better, he hasnât skied in so long he doesnât know how heâll get back into it. His return to the World Cup is still under a big question mark, and the shimmers of hope he had for getting back into the top spots have become almost non-existent.
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âI put away all the clutter from your room,â Pierreâs maman says, after heâd been there for almost a week. âIt makes it harder to dust, so I just put it all in a box and put it in the closet.â
He noticed the items missing from his desk and shelves when he first walked in, but opted against saying anything, having an inkling that his maman had put them away for the reasons she has just confirmed. A part of him is surprised they kept the room mostly intact, with how little heâs been visiting.
Itâs not like he misses any of the items he left back in Rouen. All the trophies and medals sit in the living room of his and Charlesâs place in Albertville, and whatâs been left home are mostly playing cards, action figures and toy cars his teenage self couldnât throw away out of nostalgia. His beloved Yu-Gi-Oh! deck is probably still there somewhere, too, tied with a rubber band heâd nicked from the rice bag when he was nine.
Pierre smiles at his mother, the crinkle next to his eye deepening as she ruffles his hair with her warm hand.
He forgets all about the box until he retreats to his room for the night. His eyes catch the door of his closet and then he remembers, curiosity bubbling.
The box his mother had put all the things in used to be the one Pierre kept his LEGO in, until he gave all of it to his nieces. The click of the plastic lid as he unlicks it brings forth an odd feeling of longing which only furthers once he takes a look at the contents.
Just as heâd thought, his Yu-Gi-Oh! deck tired together with a yellow rubber band sits at the top, the head of Exodia the first card of the deck. He chuckles as he sees it, remembering the day he got it in a pack, the missing piece of the five. He shuffles through the cards after removing the band, monsters he used to know by heart staring back at him.
It doesnât take long for him to go through every card until he reaches the one at the bottom of the deck. The round face of the Time Wizard stares at him and memories of tossing coins with Esteban come to the surface.
Pierre sighs and lets go of the card. He ties them all back together and puts them in the box, closing the lid.
Rummaging through the rest of the contents would no doubt end up being a memory trip, which Pierre wouldnât be so against if the majority of those memories werenât of Esteban. At twenty-three, he feels a bit silly for being unable to look through his stuff and remember, but on that day back in 2016, he didnât just lose his boyfriend.
He lost his best friend, too.
And thatâs what makes it a thousand times more painful, when for fourteen years he couldnât live without Esteban.
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Val dâIsère, France [early autumn 2019]
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         The layer of freshly fallen snow crunches underneath Pierreâs boots as he trails after Pyry, Charles and Cyril, skis and poles in hand. His company talks amongst themselves whilst he does his best to try and soothe his nerves and get back that courage he so desperately needs to be doing this.
A week ago, Pyry gave him the green light to go back to training. His leg doesnât hurt anymore, at least not constantly, only sometimes, due to some outside factors heâs yet to learn all. He called Cyril to tell him the news, and his coach set out to Val dâIsère to help Pierre face the demons of the French Alps.
Being here brings forth an unexplainable feeling inside of Pierreâs chest. Itâs different this time than it was when they were here to watch the giant slalom, and itâs so very different from preseason training the year before, when for the first time in his life, his skis betrayed him.
Val dâIsère will always hold a special place in his heart, both the ski slopes and the village itself. Itâs more of a home than Albertville ever was.
It pains Pierre to feel dread coming here. He doesnât know what heâll do if today goes the wrong way, doesnât know what to make of his life when his life has been skiing since he was a child, and he prays to whatever deity will listen to not give up on him, not now, not at the time he needs them the most.
Never has he been particularly religious, but, if everything heâd been told throughout his life is true, God wonât give up on him now, not before the biggest task of his life.
Pierre looks up at the sky, at the clouds gliding over the mountains, and smiles when he notices the shape of the heart. He closes his eyes, just for a moment, before cracking them open. The heart is gone, torn apart by the wind, yet Pierre feels more peaceful than he had this week.
They reach the slope. Charles tucks himself into Pierreâs side and whispers, âAre you sure you want this? If youâre not ready, you donât have to. Cyril will understand.â
âI want to,â Pierre replies earnestly. He places his equipment to the ground while shooting Charles a smile, amused by the worried look on his face. âIâm usually the one to worry about you. This is a nice change, for once.â
âYeah, well, I wasnât the one whoâs been moping about for the past year and avoiding the village like the plague.â Charles sighs and casts his eyes downwards for a moment. Pierre waits for him to settle his thoughts. âI just⌠I just donât want you to feel disappointed if youâre not as good as you were. The fact that youâre attempting to come back after shattering your knee is amazing in itself, but I know you and I know you wonât feel that way. I just donât want you to get lost in your head.â
Pierre furrows his eyebrows in response, scrambling through Charlesâs words as he tries to come up with something to say. He doesnât really know what to say to Charles, when heâs worried about him.
Instead, Pierre simply nods. Charles looks him in the eyes and nods back, then his lips curl into that mischievous smile Pierre got used to seeing before his shoulder gets tapped and Charles takes off in the snow.
Shaking his head, Pierre looks after him, having no intention of chasing after Charles and playing tag in the snow. Heâs having troubles stepping through the white mass, let alone running. Itâs why heâs a skier. Walking through snow is a pain.
âHow long do you think itâll take him to realise?â Pyry asks, coming up to Pierreâs side.
Pierre glances at him, then at Cyril who seems amused, before replying, âMaybe five minutes. Ten, if weâre lucky.â
âAre you ready?â his trainer changes the subject. Breathing in deeply, Pierre nods. Pyry smiles at him encouragingly, âI donât doubt youâll do it, Pierre. Believe in yourself as much as everyone else believes in you.â
âHeâs right, you know,â Cyril says from behind them. He comes up to Pierre and places a hand on his shoulder, âPierre, youâre one of the best French skiers ever. And youâre still so young. You can do it. If anyone can do it, itâs you. Youâre a champion.â
He nods again, breathing out. âThank you. Seriously, thank you.â
âI donât want to overexert you today,â Cyril starts. âI want to see your balance and your posture. Speed and techniques, we can come to later easily. For starters, I just want you to reacquaint with the skis and the slopes. Weâll work from there.â
As Pierre goes to put on his skis, Cyrilâs voice snaps his attention back to him, âOh, and Pierre?â At his questioning look, his coach continues, âBelieve in yourself. You can do it.â
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For that first moment of stepping back on the slopes, Pierre felt like a child learning his first steps. Heâs not stepped on the skis for almost a year now, and so he wobbles until Pyry reaches over to steady him.
Taking a small breath, Pierre shakes his trainerâs hands off of himself despite the worried look heâs been getting and tries making a couple of steps forward. Though he doesnât fall, he loses some of his balance and instinctively pushes his poles into the snow to prevent him from falling, even though they canât help him much.
âAre you alright?â Cyrilâs voice rings from behind him.
Pierre closes his eyes but nods, pulling the poles out of the snow. He takes one more tentative step forward, then another once that one doesnât end badly for him, and soon enough heâs sliding down the bunny slope like he used to.
Baby steps, he repeats to himself like a mantra.
Voices of those around him mix together in a mash that he canât decipher, so he just focuses on doing his own thing. The flash of a phone from the side makes him squint and he loses his footing, going wide only for a moment before gaining control once again.
Cyril yells both praise and critique from the side, letting him know heâs doing okay but showing him where heâs going wrong.
Itâs already dark by the time he stops, despite Pyry telling him he should ages ago. His whole body aches, but thereâs a smile on his face, the progress heâd already made in one day giving him back the hope for getting to where he once was.
He stops at the bottom of the slope. A hand clasps his shoulder, and when he looks to his right and sees the proud look on his coachâs face, Pierre thinks to himself, for the first time since his accident, I can do this.
No one asked but I think the secret to making the enemies-to-lovers trip work is respect. They can loath each other, but they have to loath each other as equals. Like âsorry but no one else is allowed to murder this man but meâ + âitâs an honor and privilege to despise you.â
#oh that is KEY #itâs enemies-to-lovers not âjust some upsetting person-to-loversâ #they have to Matter to you in one specific direction of which the polarity gets flipped #the other one is also a thing but itâs a different Thing #enemies to lovers is based on them being the most important person in the room - it's just that the reason inverts