[altonmason]

i’m at @oddstone quietly talking about my life in fragments, writings, thoughts, and depressive episodes as well as fav foods. tis fun or whatever. 

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[altonmason]

hm, just been listening to some really good vaporwave (it exists), trying to heal and listen to the trees and shit whilst debating with myself about getting back on meds. 

[labelle-fleursauvage-deactivate]

Last day of summer

[synthecid]

Kang CheolGyu

[chanelbagsandcigarettedrags]

Kallithea, Greece

[akaashikeji-archive]

Princess Mononoke (1997)

[nonporous]

[the-two-germanys]

“L'offrande”, by Malvina Hoffman. The Offering Gertrude Nason Carver New York: The John Lane Co., 1922.

[kendallspussy]

happy new tamino day to those who celebrate

[ryebreadgf]

abstractions

[sweatermuppet]

happy tuesday are we alive are we anguished are we experiencing a grief we think is too large yet, contradictingly, too small to discuss in simple conversation is spring treating you well are we making plans for the future or just the weekend

[lifeinpoetry]

The forlorn truth about me is

That I’m the one who loves you

I have no belief

I have no rage

I just do this

I just have to

— Niina Pollari, from “I’m the One Who Loves You,” Path of Totality

[lovestereo]

Visit Original Link

[watchoutforintellect]

“Yes, I deserve a spring–I owe nobody nothing.”

— Virginia Woolf, from a diary entry c. March 1940 featured in The Diary of Virginia Woolf: Volume 5 1936-1941

[jeeook]

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Peggy Gou’s label, Gudu 003 From Maurice Fulton! 

[am1na1992]

Some thoughts

 - I don’t have to hold anyone’s hand and teach them how to treat me

 - One explanation of my boundaries and standards is enough

- Gut feelings are guardian angels

- Standing up for myself isn’t selfish

- I deserve to be treated with care and respect and I don’t have to convince, beg or plead anyone for it

- I don’t have to give anyone multiple chances/infinite access to me if they haven’t proved they deserve it

- Every loss or end is a chance to break apart and build again

- Nothing that’s for me will ever miss me

- I deserve the love, kindness, grace and empathy I give others

- I will not be ashamed for being good to the wrong people

- Trusting others and being vulnerable is not a weakness

- Believing people can do better and change is not naive

 - I don’t have to stick around and be collateral damage in the midst of someone else’s growth or refusal to grow

 - Every relationship that didn’t work out is inching me closer to the one that’s for me

- It’s their loss and I’m not responsible for their feelings around realizing that

- How people treat you is how they feel about themselves

- Some people will sabotage good things in their life because it’s comfortable for them

- You can wish someone well and forgive them from afar

- Having boundaries is not synonymous with being harsh, mean or closed off

- People will continue to do what you allow in your space if they’ve shown you a pattern of behaviour

- You don’t have to wait until the next time, and the next, and the next, and the next

- When you are properly loved and respected, nothing feels unsure, uneasy or unbearable

- Anyone in your life should add value not take away from it

- You cannot work through anyone’s hurt for them

- I can lock the door and change the keys as I please

- Better things are waiting for me I just can’t see it yet

- Love is not finite or scarce and it will find it’s way back to me again and again