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   ⑉ ⇀ 𝖆 𝖙𝖊𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖒𝖊𝖓𝖙 𝖙𝖔 : THE UNWANTED DAUGHTER, female hysteria, 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖽𝖾𝖺𝗍𝗁 𝗈𝖿 𝗀𝗂𝗋𝗅𝗁𝗈𝗈𝖽 , the grief of the eldest child , 𝐮𝐧𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐧 𝐜𝐲𝐜𝐥𝐞𝐬 , failing to move on , 𝚏𝚊𝚒𝚕𝚎𝚍 𝚛𝚎𝚍𝚎𝚖𝚙𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 , the humanity in the inhuman , 𝙨𝙪𝙗𝙢𝙞𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙣𝙖𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙚

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❘ ❘ ❘ ❘ ❘ ❘ 𝘪𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘪'𝘮 𝘰𝘯, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪 𝘢𝘮 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 .

[4sabers]

@altrel, py'enna: i still feel like someone blew a hole in me.

❝ yeah, you're gonna be feeling that for a day or so, probably, ❞ a palm still pink from dried blood applies gentle pressure to ralltiiri's shoulder, muscles shaking slightly with his own exhaustion, ❝ just take it easy for now, okay? ❞ the smile on his face is warm and sincere, if a bit tired looking after their earlier interaction.

interaction: a simple word to describe what had indeed occurred between new acquaintances. a give and take, of sorts.

❝ you died —which, sorry for the grim reminder— but it's gonna feel like you died for a bit. lack of oxygen to the brain and heart and all that fun stuff. ❞ little smile widens into a cheeky grin. ❝ but, at least it beats the alternative! ❞ head tilts enthusiastically, intent on elevating the mood. ❝ besides, we need to talk about this— ❞ index finger points to already healing wound across left cheek, ❝ —and how you managed to pull it off; not a lot gets past me. ❞ his tone is light. curious!

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his indirect question leaves pienna in a thoughtful pause. her dark claws pick restlessly at the bandages messily wrapped around her upper chest — there lies an ache unlike anything she has ever felt. it is deep, somewhere further than her bones. you died. she grimaced when he said those words. she does not think of the dying.

her eyes dart to the shallow wound in his cheek as he indicates it. it'll scar, she thinks, scrutinizing it intently for a moment more (a well struck blow, she thinks) before she meets his gaze. pienna's mouth is woefully dry when she finally speaks.

" we're.. trained to surprise jedi, " she rasps, her tacky tongue and lips forced to move into sounds she wasn't overly familiar with. " we.. mmm. " she hums, momentarily searching for the word in basic. a foul language for a foul people. " we sense you. you sense us. we do not let you sense us. "

she gestures to herself, then to him, respectively. the picking of her bandages stops, if only for a moment. a crooked, sharp grin marks the occasion.

" ralltiiri would not survive long ago did we not train for your sensings, mister jedi. "

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scapegoat child pienna al trel

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𝖕𝖎𝖊𝖓𝖓𝖆 𝖆𝖑 𝖙𝖗𝖊𝖑 + parents

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another xitter trend that compelled me greatly

[virtualoolong]

Codependency and mutual obsession would cure me.

[lysimachias]

Not "The Character did nothing wrong" or "The Character is irredeemably awful" but a secret third thing: The Character may display moments of deep love & compassion, may even have a strong sense of ethics, and may also be capable of brutal cruelty that is irreconcilable with those traits. The constant tension between the different sides of The Character's nature is exactly what makes them compelling, and attempting to reduce them down to simply "a terrible person" or "innocent & misunderstood" is missing the point of the questions a media with nuanced characters is asking you to consider

[valtsv]

you have a wound that will never heal? me too! actually it's gradually widening and expanding, consuming more of me with each passing day [props my chin in my hands and smiles at you] at what point do you think i'll become the wound itself and not simply the bearer?

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plotting call ! ( drop a like and i will send you some ideas )

[saltair-and-webweaves]

I think I was just born with something dark and ugly inside of me. Always waiting to be found out.

planetarium - adrienne rich/@twoheadedfawnn/ugly, bitter, and true - suzanne rivecca/a burning hill - mitski/a hora da estrela- clarice lispector/ @100493503004422/sharp objects - gillian flynn

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fascinating thing i made for the new layout

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happy pride pienna al trel is a girl kisser

[durmishkan]

Kristof Kintera - all my bad thoughts

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been in the torture nexus lately

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daily lizard fact #14: the sea— specifically, the tas sea of ralltiir— has a bit of mythical significance to the ralltiiri. they are, of course, freshwater reptiles; saltwater dries them the fuck out quick, and is overall pretty detrimental to their health. yet, their nation is surrounded by the sea. in their mythos, the sea is where the foolish, dishonorable ralltiiri go after their death. doomed to drown forever in an endless expanse of what is essentially an ocean of poison as punishment for the sins in life.

there’s this “forbidden fruit” kind of energy to the tas sea, too. it’s beautiful, captivating, but also guarantees a painful death. the sea itself is a cunning predator, higher up the food chain than the ralltiiri; but its beauty is unmatched.

this is why pienna is so captivated by it. it represents power, beauty, and divine punishment. it means certain death for her, but its godlike presence is deeply captivating. her enchantment with it draws from a place of childlike wonder, and fear. as well as a subconscious understanding that one day, when her time is up, she will become apart of it for her sins.

[kino-ani]

Possessed (1931) Dir. Clarence Brown