Longest poem I’ve ever wrote
Suffocated by your séance daggers thrown of shame
Dug through heaven straight to hell
Could never tell the difference between love and bullshit
Walls were hauntingly tangled to taunt
When i did the most you treated me like the least
Tossed me around and led my questioning being
Different dose of needing
Changing empty toilet paper rolls
Soul baby habituating my heart
Never believed in faithful pillow rewiring
Destined doomed dead radiance
Even after erupting volcanos
Wake up and savor the taste of fireflies
Avoiding demented digressions
Take me to a personal space
Lured with forbidden fruit
abandoned my lovely potion
Lucky you to know the lick of my pink parts
Daily doings as soon as she left
It’s about the choices you make
Not just the words you say
Laughing through the past
Set eyes on the weighted essence
Sailed into spiraling waters
The let me be my realest me
Felt both of our emotions
Bonnie and Clyde got a late start
Irreconcilable differences
Still reach for the sparkly moon
Late nights led to morning sun surprises
High horse from the beginning
Annoyed by honest realism
You don’t know what goes on behind closed doors
Crying on my couch counting what ifs
Just trying to meet your friends
Public displays of affection
