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The girl who cried a bucket of tears but still, no one noticed.

[alwaysandwhatever]

Hi?

[alwaysandwhatever]

Delayed Trip

I'm used to waiting, may it be with things or with people, and as a daily routine, train has been part of my transportation. Being completely aware that it will have its time to stop to wherever station I am, I patiently wait. The time of arrival matters to me. If it's on time, there will be no problem. If not, that's when I freak out. Technically, we should be informed whether the trip will be delayed or not.

So, what if we're not informed? Of course, we will start asking where the train might be or what exactly happened why it's not yet here where it's supposed to be. It's normal to get impatient, to be angry or to be worried about a thing we don't know and don't understand.

However, have you noticed? Even if people get angry about the lack of information they have, they still wait. Do you know why? It's apparently because they know that it will still come no matter how hard the situation is. It should come because there are lots of people waiting.

Now, there is one thing I want to happen. It's to know what exactly happened. If they can't bring us the whole detail, at least tell us something wrong occurred and that we should calm down and wait until it arrives. Assurance, how hard is it to give? Is it easier to let us worry and be mad—be clueless? Tell me, why do you let those people wait for you when you don't even know when to come back? Do you know how painful that is? Do you know how hard is it to wait for something you aren't even sure of coming back, but still continues to wait because of love?

I need you to come home. I know that there are other ways to get to home, but I chose you, I choose you and I will choose you. Don't you understand? I don't care if this will be a delayed trip. You are my way to home. It's just that I'm worried if you'll still fetch me here where I am waiting—close enough to freeze out here in the dark and wither like a forgotten flower.

I don't care if it's a delayed trip. As long as I'm with you, there's nothing else that matters.

[alwaysandwhatever]

Nagiging matamis at pala-sabit ka na?

Yah. Natutunan ko na maging gummy worm. Wala kasing gummy monkey!?

[alwaysandwhatever]

I'm becoming too sweet and clingy. I hate it.

[alwaysandwhatever]

Masarap lang pala magbasa ng nakakaiyak na kwento sa Wattpad. Masakit pala talaga kapag ikaw na 'yung nasa sitwasyong 'yun.

[alwaysandwhatever]

Hi bb j!!!! Remember mo pa? :>

Omg, omg. Naiiyak ako, hala! Ngayon ko lang po nakita! Ate Z! Miss na kita!

[alwaysandwhatever]

Haha weird nung it makes me smile knowing i made someone happy just by greeting them good morning. Anyway, take care 😀😀

Ang sama po kasi ng araw ko kahapon. Haha! So, salamat po at take care din palagi!

[alwaysandwhatever]

Good morning 😀 have a good day!

Omg. Ikaw rin po! Yay so happy!

[alwaysandwhatever]

All she did was to be herself, and you called her monster.

[alwaysandwhatever]

Hi Bwit~

Bakit 'bwit'?

[somepiecesofmyheartandsoul-deac]

They did not tell you, did they? How hearts break in the quietest hour, all hidden up in a beautiful smile. Or how they laugh until they run out of breaths while a thousand needles find their way underneath their skin. They really did not tell you, did they? That you do not have to yell or cry out to the sky to be in pain, that you can still go on like nothing is wrong while crumbling down deep inside. They did not tell you at all, did they?

Lukas W. // They didn’t tell you (via somepiecesofmyheartandsoul)

[alwaysandwhatever]

I miss Ate Z. Saan na kaya siya?

[elementalalchemist-deactivated2]

On this day of hearts

I can’t bake you some tarts

So here is a bouquet of flowers instead

I merely hope this would suffice in my stead

Roses are red

Violets are blue.

I love you.

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[elementalalchemist-deactivated2]

A sound of symphony liberating the shackles of pressure When the wind blows, a breeze so soft caresses her— yearning for company saving herself from oblivion A test of courage Never the quitter Dandelions sway when she passes by, heralding the pack she’s leading An ounce of confidence turning the tables entranced by the  volition she holds Ever humble, she reclaims her throne.

c.i.j. // a veneration for @alwaysandwhatever (via elementalalchemist)

OMG thank you Kuya! I love you!

[alwaysandwhatever]

Be honest.

Wag mong hayaang masanay ka sa pagsasabi ng okay ka lang kahit hindi naman talaga. Baka kasi pati sarili mo, mapaniwala mo na okay ka.

Wag mong gawing parang equation yung tanong na "kamusta ka" na parang 1 + 1 tapos "okay lang" yung equals 2 mo.

Wag mong pigilan ang sarili mo sa pagsasabi ng totoo mong nadarama. Hindi mo ba alam na ang sarap sa pakiramdam na umiyak? Yung tipong iyak ka lang ng iyak. Hagulgol kung hagulgol. Tapos may tao pang yayakap sa'yo, ipaparamdam kung gaano ka kamahal-mahal na tao.

Be honest to everyone. Sa mga kaibigan mo, sa pamilya mo, sa sarili mo.

[alwaysandwhatever]

Are you adorably sad right now?

No longer adorably sad but awesomely happy.

[alwaysandwhatever]

Once you get this you have to say five things you like about yourself, publicly. Then you have to send this to ten of your favourite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool)

1. I actually like my height. People tend to see me as their bunso/baby/bata which I really like since I’m the eldest.2. I like how I care so much to people. You know, everyone deserves to feel love and the warmth of huuuuugs.3. I like how I keep myself as a mystery to everyone. I don’t usually share what I am feeling even when I’m with my friends. It makes my life in peace. No questions asked.4. I like my smile. No boasting, but I really like it. How it hides my pain and how it can fool people that they would say I’m happy but not really.5. Lastly, I really like my weird character. I mean, everyone is weird but I like my kind of weirdness.