Creativity is piercing the mundane to find the marvelous.

An outlet for all forms of creativity.

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I don’t know which parts of you to keep. 

If any at all. 

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Memories

It’s hard to decide what to delete about you. 

Do I keep some of the photos so my kids can see it one day? 

Or do I just erase you completely except for the memories I have? 

It’s definitely easier to delete most of the photos and videos but it is weird how I still want to hold on to some. 

Not because I miss you, but because I just want to remember that just because it ended badly doesn’t mean I was unhappy with you. 

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Still.

Asking the same questions I won't ever get the answers to. Wondering what I did so wrong for you. Hit by avalanches of emotions. Stuck between feeling grateful and resentful. Can you just swiftly leave my mind and heart already? Just as quickly as you decided that I was leaving yours.

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Being reckless With money And my emotions. Just so I can feel something other than This.

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Done

I was ready for you to be that person. But you clearly are not ready for that. I just have to accept that.

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Flash

I kind of miss the other Quinn. The one that was so full of love and hope for others. I am longing to still know the people who knew me before you left. I don't miss you. I miss me before you broke me into pieces I didn't know could exist. Never realized how much it all affected me until I was physically spun around and facing on coming traffic. I had no control. I had no say. I'm technically okay. But I still feel broken anyway.

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When others go low, we go high

I'm literally laying on my floor with dope ass headphones. That beat is dropping so low, Like to my heart and soul. Aww shit that's my last thin mint. Damn is that Sia on Drakes new album?! Damn this album is flaaaaame. I need more cookies.

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Future

I just saw mine. Wow.

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I've basically concluded that once I start liking someone and allowing myself to open up, that's when they hurt you. So where is the balance? Of being closed off enough to where you don't get hurt... While also trying to be open. Ugh

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Why haven't I gotten coconut and mint shisha before. It's like heaven in a cloud.

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It's like seeing your past, present, and future self.

Morgan Bell

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Serendipity, holy fuck.

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How do you go from planning your life with someone for 6 years to basically acting like strangers in the grocery store?

It’s like we didn’t even happen. A very distant memory.

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Life

You have a funny way of keepin' me on my toes.

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Are we to fall in love with the person, or their actions? Are they one in the same?

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This song speaks to my soul on so many levels. I heard it first while in yoga class. I can almost feel my heart strings play along with the melody. I hope it does the same for every souls that hears this song.