amanda, please.

Amanda. 22. I have no idea where I'm going in life.hospitality major. Florida. :)

[amandaapleaseex-blog]

Slithering out to see Swift in Tampa tonight! It’s been too long! If you’re a snake, I’m a snake 🖤

(Section 208!!)

[amandaapleaseex-blog]

I’m always going to have feelings for you. In a year when you’re gone, I’ll still have feelings for you. When I’m not in Pensacola anymore, and you’re gone, I’ll still have feelings for you.

I can’t imagine myself getting over you, and I don’t want to. Because once i get over you, it’s like you’ll really be gone for good. Because I won’t be able to have a memory of you, without feelings for you. And I won’t ever forget you and I won’t ever let go of those memories.

This is going to crush me.

[amandaapleaseex-blog]

11 months later, and this is still true. 

Certain things dont fade, but they can heal. :)

[teachagainstfascism]

i just have this persistent feeling of “i’m not doing enough” combined with “i don’t have the energy to do anything” and it just really fucking sucks

[fuckyeahthankgodforbeef]

[90s90s90s]

[artofthecatt]

oh snap

[moaccyrk]

REBLOG.

FOREVER.

[zatala13]

[a6]

do you ever kinda wonder how music is gonna evolve further? like where could music possibly go from here???? what new genres are gonna spring up that we’ve never imagined before???? do u think beethoven ever thought of trap music in his musty lifetime or

[vulnerablx]

I swear I’ll be fine for weeks, but one morning I’ll wake up and my heart feels heavy for no reason at all. It’s just hard, you know? thinking you’re making all this progress only for it to be ruined by one little thing

[amandaapleaseex-blog]

maybe it's just late...

I’ve been trying very hard to be happy lately. And I’m so good at it, I think I’ve fooled myself at times. Today, I just looked up at the sky, that’s all I needed for that momentarily happiness. I was watching birds fly in formation, just admiring nature and God’s creation, and thanking Him for all in my life. For my opportunities, the people in my life, the gorgeous beach I work on.. I felt truly happy in that moment. But then nights like this just make me realize how unhappy and dissatisfied I really am. With my workplace, my coworkers, my school choice, my major, my “friends”, my self, my life… I don’t have anything much left in this town.. And if I move onto a new city, I’ll actually have an excuse for my lack of social life. Here, I just don’t want to be around anybody. No one interests me besides about 3 people. I’m just sickened by the gossip, the drama, the lies and secrets; amongst my friends and the workplace. The worst of all, what you surround yourself with, is what you become. And that is what I see myself becoming. I don’t take chances. I don’t take initiative at work. I doubt myself. I don’t like my job. I don’t trust myself. I don’t like who I am.

Maybe I just need sleep. Maybe this is the only time I actually come to terms with reality. Im not sure which.

[afirahs]

[okinawa-oneway]

This used to come on Disney.

[jimmyneutchhh-deactivated201612]

Lmao

[sophisticantsophia-deactivated2]

Bruh

[amandaapleaseex-blog]

Could you ever love a girl?

No, I'm definitely into guys. I just can't see it happening for me 😔

[amandaapleaseex-blog]

I'm never going to get my happily ever after

😊

I can't imagine loving a man who loves me back. It just isn't in my cards. I need to accept it.

[nrmndr]

its kind of sad when you hit up and old friend and you both really miss each other but the connection just isnt there anymore

[57circlesofhell-deactivated2016]

The people who love you Really Do love you. Your friends don’t secretly hate you. You matter to people. You are loved. Learn to believe it even if you think it isn’t true.

[funnystories]

funny story

i went to this girl’s party the week after she beat the shit out of my friend. while everyone was getting trashed, i went around putting tuna inside all the curtain rods and so like weeks went by and they couldn’t figure out why the house smelled like festering death. they caught me through this video where these guys at the party were singing beyonce while i was in the background with a can of tuna

[mymodernmet]

Gorgeous Cat Has Magically Beautiful Eyes That Are Each Two Different Colors