Take This Heart Lord, I'll Be Your Vessel

26. From NH. Married 2014. Diagnosed PCOS 2015. Miracle Baby Boy 2017.

[amandalynhyde]

Last I posted was that I was pregnant. Now I have a 1.5 year old. See ya in another 3 years tumblr lol

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I'm having a baby this year 👶

[amandalynhyde]

So, I feel like I dropped off the face of the earth of Tumblr (because I did) and yet again I can't say how long i'll be back for, but a lot of things have changed since our last update.

 The long of the short is that in June we had our first IUI done and we became pregnant!!! I am currently 20 weeks pregnant with our miracle SON and couldn't be happier. I hate my struggle. I hate that I had to wait. I hate that YOU have to wait. But your miracle is coming. If it can come for me, it can certainly come for you!!!

[amandalynhyde]

Amanda's Walk With God: Answering the Hard Questions

Here's the latest update on what's going on with our TTC journey! Enjoy the awkward at the doctors picture!

[amandalynhyde]

Latest blog post is up!

[amandalynhyde]

I wrote this letter to future baby Hyde the day after our 2 year TTC date (AKA our wedding anniversary).

 Praying for a miracle this year and to finally get to read this letter to you baby hyde!

[amandalynhyde]

Amanda's Walk With God: Our Meeting with IVFNE

New Blog. New Hair. New Beginnings.

[caitie-did]

I swear @amandalynhyde and i are borderline the same person.

[amandalynhyde]

No but seriously

[amandalynhyde]

Excuse me WHAT???

[daisyrayz]

Sometimes I think pregnancy is magic or something because I really can’t even fathom what it’s like anymore. Like I used to be able to imagine what my stomach would look like or what it would feel like to look at two pink lines on a test or go to an ultrasound and hear our babies heart beat. And I’m not trying to be negative I just can’t imagine it anymore. My brain can’t grasp the concept. And it hurts and it doesn’t and ugh all the emotions.

[meanplastic]

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[weretrying]

Dream On.

Apparently the TWW is getting to me this month. Last night I had a stress dream that I was taking another OPK and the smiley face was flashing and blinking and dinging and going crazy, like a winning slot machine. But in the dream, B was out of town…and I was strongly considering cheating on him so as not to waste the cycle. HOW MESSED UP IS THAT!?!?!? Jeez….wtf is wrong with Dream Me? Psycho….

In other news, I called my doctor’s office to try to secure the Clomid prescription for next cycle (since in my mind this cycle is already a dud). But the nurse said they wouldn’t prescribe it to me until I got my period, “After all, you might be pregnant!” she exclaimed! Ugh…lady…please don’t get my hopes up any higher…they’re already in the stratosphere…

[amandalynhyde]

That's actually funny, because when I called in my clomid after taking Provera, the nurse was mad that I didn't call it in sooner. I was like SORRY I TOOK PROVERA AND WASN'T SURE WHEN THINGS WOULD KICK BACK UP.

Wish my doctor had been that optimistic

[amandalynhyde]

And now I remember why I stopped using tumblr...

[amandalynhyde]

March 21st we go to IVFNE for our first meeting with our fertility specialist! This in itself is amazing, since I was able to get an appointment on the day Mike is home from work. But the other amazing part? The appointment is at 745 in the morning and I usually go into work at 9. I asked my boss if I could come in at 10 that day and explained the situation and his response was "Take the whole day I'll pay you for it. That's so awesome you are able to go and finally get some answers"

 I have only been working for this company for 5 months and I can't begin to explain how amazing it's been. It's a small office (just my boss and I) and he is so understanding and caring. It also probably helps that he went through fertility issues with his wife year and years ago before I believe doing IVF for their twins. So he gets it.

 Hallelujah!

[amandalynhyde]

Here is my most recent post (mostly aimed at my FB friends/family)

 I realized that people don't know what PCOS is even though I talk about it all the time, so I figured I needed to inform people this was a real problem and I can't just "relax and I'll get pregnant"

Is that anyone else's least favorite thing to hear in the whole world?

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Thank you for this beautiful weather 😭😍

[amandalynhyde]

We're going to be at 70 on Wednesday and I am SO EXCITED @amy-is-ttc. That means shorts and t shirt weather!