amara

less than local artist - 22 - they/them - dnd enthusiast and exhausted artist - @amaraexists on instagram

[bramblesand]

[amaraexists]

i need it to be restated, i was DEVASTATED. i had to go to bed, i had to go about my daily life, i had to drive and work and speak. i wanted to draw silly dnd characters being silly and was burdened with the terrible weight of a terrible, fictional failure. i talked to people uninvolved in the campaign and they were at an absolute loss. the nation wept. adrah bright fumbled in measures previously believed to be impossible by mortal hands.

(i love dnd and silly characters)

[amaraexists]

yeah man, i am not thinking about my dnd character and their ex again like i have a job and it's kind of rude to say i only think about-

okay yeah i was thinking about them again, i stay thinking about them. guilty as charged.

more details below the cut:]

bought some new highlighters and instead of studying and doing homework like a nerd, i doodled merit (he/they and my dnd character) and yari (he/him and their ex-partner (in research) (nothing else totally trust trust))

long story short, sometimes you see this ghost that's actually a guy and he's a cutie, sure, but you're just besties until your more and then it becomes less but more complicated. and sometimes, you have a bunch going on and decide to leave home when leaving home means never coming back, leaving your kind of best friend soulmate former partner in research and literally everything you've known. it happens, yk? and sometimes you come back, and it's chill, until it's not and you are arrested for disappearances you have nothing to do with and most of the people you knew want nothing to do with you except for a few, including your former partner (in research, oh of course) even though you really want him not to but you want him to, yk? #relatable am i right???

just a tuesday, just a random awkward tuesday.

anyways, last session was devastating and i drew them at 1 am to feel better. aiming for cutesy, as hoodie-hey violet spurred it lol

i'll do an in-depth merit post one day, afterall, i prob have over 100 hours in drawing him alone, not counting time brewing on their story and stuff lmao. but i am going to be late for work so-

(sharpie highlighters, random pencil, and jetstream uniball 0.7 pen! sketchbook is a cheap ucreate mixed media one that rivals my expensive ones)

[omochi-freedom]

A Flock of Colors🦜🍒

[elisschultheis]

I am officially a published author/poet!

This past year I had the amazing opportunity to work with Radford University's literary magazine, Exit 109. I helped out as an editor until I graduated in December. I had no idea that one of my poems had been chosen for publication until I returned for the launch party yesterday.

I am so grateful that Radford University and specifically Exit 109 has provided me a confident start in my goals to work in the publishing industry and eventually publish works of my own.

[meow-moment]

i do not minmax i do not play competitively i do not optimize my build i do not grind i do not topscore i do not give a shit about leaderboards. i play to have fun and if im not having fun i go do something else

[dpdailyupdate]

Phil reposted this tweet!

26 March 2026

[theatomicluminarydetective]

oh boy i’m winded

[amaraexists]

watched s2ep11 of the pitt and now i just have to sit here like a deflated balloon of dread and exhaustion for the next week

(great ep btw)

[rombbitt]

can you tell he's a favorite yet

[kimblechman]

Fazia muito tempo que eu não desenhava o rosto do Wrench

[amaraexists]

the man ever!!!!

[amaraexists]

working on another oneeeee🎵🎵

god, i missed doing colorful portraits

[amaraexists]

hello tumblr, take an abbot wip for your troublessssss

(mini rant and zoom in under the cut)

did a rewatch of s1 to combat final semester stress and i will not lie, i think watching the pitt at 3am is absolutely not helping, but life is short and who cares. really like abbot's character and seeing him change between seasons! :D

[amaraexists]

SPOILERS FOR RE9/REQUIEM

i do not care for how resident evil is allergic to letting a black man live UGH

literally, i see them and then the ticking timer over their heads smh>:[

[cryptonature]

It’s really that simple.

Withhold time/resources from organizations building an anti-human future

[bakedbakermom]

if you ever find yourself writing fanfiction and thinking "this is too indulgent" that is the devil talking and he can go ahead and shut the fuck up

[amaraexists]

if one were to want to read every lore document from watchdogs (any game tbh), where would one find like a single place for it? the wikis are just not cutting it rn. asking for a friend, fr totally.

[seilidare]

JJK meme