Dance With Me!

★a gem that puts her best foot forward★ ★_indie steven universe roleplay blog_★

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Fusion?

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"Right" She obeyed, after taking his hand and following him closely. She knew what she had to do, she had done it once before, but it was pure torture. She had been forced into be another trickster back on Homeworld. She quickly shook her head and laid against Smokey as they danced.

"I can do this," She said softly, mostly speaking to herself. She followed his steps exactly, she felt as if she knew exactly what he was thinking before she took each step. Their dance was something to see, a mixture of ballroom and ballet, Amatrix was twisted and twirled, she waited for the moment she knew all too well. Part of her knew it was her anxiety making this happen so slowly, so as Smokey spun her away, she exhaled, releasing all the negative vibes that were balled up inside ber.

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Fusion?

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smokey-chrysocolla

Smokey jumped slightly when she suddenly vanished in his arms. Smokey had gotten used to that over time so he simply stood up and looked over to the rock with a slight frown.

Quietly he approached her and knelt down next to her. “I’m glade that you were honest with me. As a couple it’s important that we talk about these things and see what we can do to help the issue.” His voice was calm and reassuring as he rose his hand to pass it through her hair to sooth her “Don’t be upset.” “Having been in the War I had to fuse a lot. And it all depends on who your fusion partner is.” He wasn’t sure if telling her all this would help her feel better with fusion but it was worth a shot. “I’ve had good fusions and bad ones. The outcome of the fusion all depends on the relationship between the two gems..”

Amatrix sat on the cold ground, her eyes averted as the other moved beside her. She knew she couldn’t avoid it, it would be so unhealthly for her and her relationship. His words made more and more sense as he spoke them, it was just so hard for her to get that image out of her head.

“Okay...” She breathed out, closing her eyes. Before he had a chance to question, she stood above him, a smiling on her face. “Okay! I’ll try my best!” She cooed, grabbing him and turning, so they both disappeared and reappeared on the flat ground below them, the tall grass blowing around the clear area they stood.

“Sir?” She cooed, giving him a flirty look as she offered her hand. “May I have this dance?”

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Fusion?

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smokey-chrysocollay 

A look of concearn grew on his face as he got his answer. “No specific reason. It’s…just been on my mind for some time now. Chrysocolla and her partner have been practicing fusing…and it made me wonder what we would be like.”

Since they’ve been together Smokey has learned Amatrix’s moods and body language and he could tell when something was wrong.

Even if they have been together this long they still had their flaws together. Smokey still had issues at some points. Bad memories of his past relationship still haunted him and he was always in fear that he would screw up some where. “I…di-didn’t mean to upset you.” He added.

“Oh...” She breathed, not daring to look back at him. She knew how sensative Smokey was to little ques, but she couldn’t help herself, fusion was something that terrified her. Ever since she was young, whenever she saw someone fuse, she was terrified beyond belief. She never knew were this fear came from, but it she was irrational.

“No, no...you’re fine, Smokey.” She promised, looking at the sun with worried eyes. “I just...have a weird thing about fusions...” She admitted, scrathcing her arm nervously. “When I was younger, I was attacked by one on Homeworld... I saw it fuse before e and--” She stopped, huffing. “It’s stupid!” She growled, turning back to him. “Why am I so scared? I really, really, like you and of course I at to fuse with you I just--” She growled and turned quickly, disappearing and reappearing behind a rock several feet away, her head tucked in her knees.

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Did it get hotter in here? I think it just got really hot all of a sudden…

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Fusion?

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“Even worse I can assure you.” Smokey said confidently as he passed his fingers through his curls like he always did as he passed his tounge over his cut lip. He found it odd how whenever he was with her even the worst of his wounds seemed to go numb and the didn’t hurt anymore.

“Well we can relax now. No more giant gem monsters…and no more sticky gum for the rest of the day.” He said as he pulled her closer to him and stole a small kiss before allowing himself to fully relax.

Silence passed for a few minutes before Smokey suddenly asked “What do you think of fusion Amatrix?”

“Good,” She said sweetly, giggling at him as he licked his lip, though his actions made her blushly harshly. She was so easy, even him running his hand through his hair made her get butterflies. 

“Thats true, we can--!” She was cut off by his kiss, to which she blushed even harder at, gently slapping his knee. “Hmph!” She pouted, before grinning at him. She turn around to look at the sky behind her before the words she had always dreaded came out his mouth. 

“F-Fusion?” She stuttered, not daring to look at him, but instead nervously tucking a curl behind her ear. “Why d-do you ask?”

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Fusion?

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smokey-chrysocolla

Smokey was out on a solo mission. Like every time he came back from a mission he had a few cuts and bruises over his muscular figure. They were covered up though since he knew Amatrix didn’t really like seeing him beaten up.

His hair was in a curly mess as usual and he had a tired look on his face. He usually didn’t get sleepy or exhausted but every now and then something knocked the energy out of him.

“I thought you would be up here…” His deep voice was heard behind her before he came up and bent over her head so he could look at her “How was your day? Relaxing?” He asked as he moved to sit by her head. He tried turning his head so the large bandaid on his cheek was unseen.

Without opening her eyes, the younger gem smiled at the sound of his voice. She knew he would find her, maybe it was the lovers intuition? Who knew. Again, without looking, only scooting backwards to put her head on his lap.

“You think I don’t see that, but I do,” She cooed, her eyes looking back at him with slitted eyes. She gently reached up and stroked his uninjured cheek, smiling at she did so. “I chased little kids all day, got juice poured on me and gum stuck in my hair--- but it was pretty okay,” She said calmly, obviously in a state on mind she didn’t get in often.

“What about yours, punching bag?” She teased, gently sitting up so she was facing him. “Hows the other gem look?” She stuck her tongue out, biting it gently with her teeth to taunt him.

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smokey-chrysocolla After all the emotions between Smokey and Amatrix had settled, the two went on with their oives as normal. Though, Amatrix always found a way to see him at the end of the day. Several months went by without any trouble, no sign of any trouble, the two really had everything made for them. At the end of a particularly chilly day, the gem found herself a top a grass hill, allowing the soft breeze blow her hair and dress in sync. She let the sun rest on her face, warming her as it lazed in the sky. Part of her wondered what Smokey was up to, but she was too comfty to go check. She laid down in the tall grass and watched the clouds above her, wondering were the day had went. "Maybe I should go look for him," She whispered, even though she had no intent of doing so.

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smokey and amatrix are my fav babies… smokey-chrysocolla

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smokey and amatrix are my fav babies... smokey-chrysocolla

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smokey-chrysocolla:

Smokey caught her in his strong arms when she jumped up. He laughed and twirled themselves around before returning her nuzzling affection. Understanding what she was saying he nodded “We all make mistakes but everyone gets second chances.” He said simply “But I really think you need to apologize to Chrysocolla and Blue Quartz. They both felt really bad when you left.”

“Uhm...Okay,” She said relunctantly, looking at him shyly. “I’m not very good at apologizing though,” She sighed. Hopefully, they will accept it, she isn’t very good with rejection. She really wanted to make Smokey happy though, so she’d do her best.

“Lets go!” She huffed, puffing out her chest as she ran back for the house, ready to apologize. As she slammed the door open, she looked at them both shyly, gently put the door back to where it should be. “Hey...Uh, I apologize for my actions, I misunderstood.” She said without making eye contact, but instead staring at the floor.

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smokey-chrysocolla:

Smokey’s face went a dark shade of red when her lips met his. His heart was pounding and a warm feeling bubbled up his his chest and eventually spread all over his body as he found himself sinking into their kiss. Their moment. He cupped her face and pulled her even closer as all his emotions poured into the kiss. The biggest possible smile on his face and tears of joy dripping down his cheeks

When he pulled away from the kiss he smiled and said “Does…does with mean you love me too?” He brushed hair out of her face and cleared away any remaining tears on her cheeks.

Amatrix felt as if she was floating as he kissed her back, her hands squeezing his shirt in her hands as they melted together. She loved this moment, it was something she had never felt before, but she never wanted it to end.

When he stepped back, she felt a bittersweet weight on her chest, wishing he hadn’t pulled away. His hand felt cold on her warm face, her smile matched his as she answered. “I do, Smokey,” She cooed, jumping back into his arms. “I do!” She nuzzle him happily.

“I really shouldn’t have acted like that,” She admitted, her way of saying ‘sorry’ without actually having to say it.

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smokey-chrysocolla:

Smokey Quartz blinked when she was suddenly nuzzled into his chest. He slowly wrapped his arms around her small figure keeping her close to him and rested his head on top of hers.

“I know what she said…and I know what it sounded like…but she was talking about me..and how I could do better not making the way I feel so obvious.” He ran his fingers through her hair while he placed a soft kiss on her forehead and gently squeezed her in a hug.

“Besides. I would still love you no matter what people think or say about you….or about us.”

Amatrix kept silent about her mistake, she was so embaressed at her anger getting the best of her. She was never very good at communicating with other gems, except Smokey. He was different. “I...” She whispered, not daring to finish her sentence. His kiss made her look up at him with damp eyes, his words tightening her heart. Is this was love is? She was so young, she didn’t know, nor did she care.

“Me either,” She whispered, blinking up at him with her emerald eyes. As they stood there something in her was telling her to kiss him, so she did, standing on her tippy toes as she gently placed her lips on his.

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smokey-chrysocolla:

“I…I don’t know…” He suddenly didn’t sound very strong and brave. “I..I love…you…everything about you. I haven’t felt this happy since I was at Homeworld…with..my family.” Tears threatened to fall down his cheeks. Amatrix didn’t know it but Smokey used to be married and he was originally going to have his own little family but the war called. And when his family found out that he actually loved Earth…they simply abandoned him.

He frowned and fell to his knees “I knew I shouldn’t have gotten my hopes to high up. I took a risk and…” He paused to wipe tears away before looking up at her “and…I will accept my punishment. If you never want to see or talk to me again I…I understand.” He stood up slowly not fighting with any tears anymore.

Amatrix angry expression melted off her face as she watched the other crumble before her. She didn’t know what to do, she watched him fall, tears and all. The younger gem felt a tightness in her chest that made it harder to breathe. “I-I...” She coughed out, hey eyes locked on Smokey.

“No...Smokey...” She ran at him, falling into his chest as her arms found their away around him. Amatrix knew she couldn’t even begin  to imagine the type of pain her was in, she knew all this wasn’t from her, something had to of happened to him earlier in life for him to react this way.

“I don’t want to punish you..O-Or make you cry..I’m...I’m sorry...She just said...” She coughed, keeping her face shoved into his chest so he couldn’t see her wet eyes. “She said you could do better than me, and I...I just got..” She started, but decided to squeeze her arms around him instead. She couldn’t help but cry, though it was only because she saw him cry. 

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Temple Shenanigans (closed)

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obsidian-the-disciple:

Obsidian snorted. “Well, no. Not really. Come on…Blue Diamond trashed this place once…we don’t wanna go through that again,” she muttered as she tried jumping after her. But alas, it seemed that Amatrix always managed to be slick around the not-very-agile Gem.

Aye, it was true. Blue Diamond did ruin the place once or twice, mostly from collateral damage. “I’m not lying when I said they come here!”

“And I’m not lying when I say, I don’t care!” She stuck her tongue out, swinging back and forth higher than before. She was always able to get away from Blue Diamond easily, but she felt like letting them have more of a shot this time. 

“I’d love to see them cause some trouble, break some things,” She added, flipping upside down again, her hair touching the other before she quickly twistied, disappearing and appearing on a ledge above the door.

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smokey-chrysocolla: 

“Ah! No that’s not what she meant! She just meant he could do a better job at hiding his feelin–” Chrysocolla pleaded but she had gone. “Smokey is going to have our gems as trophies!” Chrysocolla wailed as panic spread across her face.

Smokey returned soon after. A look of concearn crossing his face before asking “Where did Amatrix go?”

The way Blue Quartz and Chrysocolla exchanged glances he immediately went towards the door. “Amatrix! Amatrix wait please!” He called “Th-they didn’t mean it!”

Amatrix didn’t even bother wasting her energy teleporting away, she just walked toward the pad as quickly as she could, trying her best to ignore Smokey. She was beating herself up in the head, but she knew she’d never apologize for snapping like that.

As her foot stepped on the pad, she heard his words more clearly. She sharply turned around, her glare could cut glass. “If they didn’t mean it, they wouldn’t have said it!” She growled, the wind tossing her hair into her face, tickling her slightly which caused her to growl angerly. She quickly poofed her hair into a ponytail, waiting for his excuse.

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“Probably procrastinating. It’s obvious that he has a strong attraction and desire over you and he doesn’t want to make that so obvious– he could do better.” Blue Quartz said blankly without any kind of hesitation. Chrysocolla laughed awkwardly as she elbowed Blue in her side. “Oh…I mean. He’s probably just making a sandwich or…dinner.” Blue corrected herself.

Chrysocolla knew that Amatrix was probably able to connect the dots to things. “Please don’t tell Smokey we said anything…” She poubted.

Amatrix flinched at the others words. He could do better...? She frowned, squinting at the other, quickly turning so she disappeared and appeared next to Blue, glaring in her face. 

“What do you mean? Huh? Huh? I’m not good enough?” She snapped childishly. her curls bouncing noticably.  She knew in the back of her head that was not how you reacted to this situation, but she couldn’t help herself. She knew she wasn’t going to like this gem.

“Don’t try and cover up your words... ugh!” She huffed, quickly making herself disappear again, so she was by the door, quickly making her exit.

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obsidian-the-disciple:

“Again!” Onyx threw her arms up in mild frustration. Time to go on an another wild goose hunt for her.

Obsidian wandered about, looking for Amatrix. She squeezed herself through the smaller parts of the halls. “Come on out, trickster!” she called out. Nothing seemed to be working, so might as well go with the least sensical things to get her. “We know you’re here!” Then the pupil had an idea…

“You do know…the Diamond Authority comes by here once in a while, yes?” she warned the joker, hoping to draw her out. It was wrong to try manipulate such an emotion as fear like that, but she wasn’t wrong when she said that…

“The Diamond Dorks don’t scare me!” She yelled, appearing upside down from the ceiling, hanging by her pink ribbion. She had been scolded by them over a hundred times, but she could care less. No one could really control this gem.

“What are they gonna do? Point their fingers and me and tell me ‘No, no! Wrong’?” She giggled, flipping around so she was upright, as if she were and acrobator at a circus. “Can’t catch me yourself?” She taunted, swinging back and forth.