Not About Angels

They will come, they will go make us, special.

[the-talented-mr-smith]

I’m not drunk, I’m just intoxicated by you.

Okay, maybe I am.

[amazonjfc-blog]

If it isn't my favorite thief. 

[angelslietokeepcontrol]

You know I can always make you dinner, right?

[amazonjfc-blog]

I'll make sure to ask you the next time I'm hungry.

[jonah-manning]

Depends on what kind.

[amazonjfc-blog]

Apple Jacks, duh.

[amazonjfc-blog]

Cereal for dinner? I think yes.

[rowandturner-blog]

That’s not weird. But, I do think it’s important for you to eventually face them. It’s important for all of us to face them.

[amazonjfc-blog]

I'll face them one day. But I don't think I'm ready now. I don't think I'll ever be ready, too.

[thatbriellegirl-deactivated2015]

Our past always has a way of catching up to us no matter how determined we are to run from it. It’s a scary thing sometimes even if we are in hiding.

[amazonjfc-blog]

I don't want it to. I'm hoping that this resort is going to keep us safe for a long time.

[rowandturner-blog]

Thank you. Same to you, Amazon. If you ever need anyone or anything, I’m here.

[amazonjfc-blog]

I might be the sad in public type, but I don't know. I don't think I'll ever be ready to face my problems, even though they aren't that big. Is that weird?

[rowandturner-blog]

Yeah. It was really difficult. I’m still struggling with it.

[amazonjfc-blog]

Hey, I'll always be here for you. If you ever want to talk to anyone about this, just find me.

[rowandturner-blog]

Um… a year ago, my wife and son were brutally murdered in our home while I was out. I couldn’t stay in that house anymore.. so, I came here. I just needed to get away from it all.

[amazonjfc-blog]

Oh my god. Holy shit, I'm so sorry. It couldn't have been easy to leave your past and come here. 

[amazonjfc-blog]

@jeremyb: So, Ava takes anti-depressants for PTSD. Oh, by the way, she got it 'cause her dad used to beat the shit out of her.

@graceamazon: You're lucky I'm not a guy. Or else you'd be taking pain killers from the beating you would've gotten.

[rowandturner-blog]

I’ve thought about it before, too. Just don’t let yourself think that way. I doubt that we are. But, if we are… we’ll figure it out.

[amazonjfc-blog]

We'll have to before they go crazy. If you don't mind me asking... what are you running from?

[rowandturner-blog]

Thanks. That means a lot.

Yeah. I feel the same way. I don’t think I can deal with another person I care about.

[amazonjfc-blog]

It isn't a problem.

Do you think anything can happen to us? What if we're stuck with someone running from murder charges? I thought about that before, and I'm still edgy from it.

[rowandturner-blog]

No need to thank me. In my mind, this program makes us all a fucked up family… Well, maybe not family since so many people are getting together. But, you know what I mean. So, we’re supposed to have each other’s backs. 

That’s probably a silly way to think of it.

[amazonjfc-blog]

I have your back, Rowan. And I probably always will.

It makes sense, though. There are people here who I would do anything for so they don't get hurt. They're basically my family.

[rowandturner-blog]

Well, I’m sure that you’re safe here. Whoever or whatever is threatening you- we’ll all protect you from them. I know I will.

[amazonjfc-blog]

I.. Wow. Thank you.

[rowandturner-blog]

I think we all feel that way. I know I can’t really run from mine. It’s with me everyday. 

[amazonjfc-blog]

Mine is out there. It won't leave me, I know it won't... It promised me that.

[amazonjfc-blog]

Sometimes I feel like what I'm running from is going to catch up with me. I'm scared.

[amazonjfc-blog]

Text: Jake & Amazon

Jake: Yes, I always make sure to keep up my end of the bargains.

Amazon: Oh, I'm sure you do. I'll start getting ready in an hour.