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my mom bought me a cool shirt when i wear it im the shit

[ambergrief]

told myself i wasnt going to be morose and strange at the party tonight but i had such a good time and everyone was so kind to me i just know i somehow broadcasted to everyone how close i was to killing myself this day

[ambergrief]

tumblrina decade of humiliation

[ambergrief]

can i play the piano anymore of course you can well i couldnt before

[ambergrief]

girl toss your hair up in a bun take an expired adderall and HANDLE👏IT👏

[ambergrief]

wore a top that gave me so much cleavage. i pulled my boob apart and there were sweat droplets so big an ant could pick one up and drink from it bug's life style

[ambergrief]

1969 was one of those gay years

[ambergrief]

[ambergrief]

i hate that after a few drinks i can just walk up to a group of people and go "what are you guys talking about?!)!!!" and they just let me in the conversation and its fine?? after a few drinks i can just JOIN. like i have the potential to just join in whenever i want in daily sober life but i cant bring myself to do it

[ambergrief]

kinda want to get on the apps but literally the only somewhat normal looking pictures i have of myself are from last year when i was 20-30lbs lighter

[ambergrief]

i want to play my toys

[ambergrief]

i love this illustration of cyndaquil i love her double chin so much

[yesterdaysprint]

The Graphic, England, January 21, 1928

[ambergrief]

i think ive made another lifelong friend !

[ambergrief]

downside to cleaning out my car is that there is no longer a nest of trash and debris to bury my valuables in

[ambergrief]

gay people and nonbinary waow

[ambergrief]

dont apologize for your shit music taste its a sign of weakness and it disgusts me even more

[portalibis]

Lux Lucens in Tenebris, Splendor Solis, Angelus Lucis, c. 1584

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