โ . . . ๐๐ช๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐๐ฐ๐ด๐ต.แ.แ .เณเฟ
My strawpage is more detailed. This post is to yap a little about this blog, myself, squicks, boundaries, and tags. If you want to know more, read my blog or ask me questions. โฝ^โขโฉโข^โผ
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โโ Strawpage.
โโ @cassiusdolls
ยฐโโ.เณ ๐๐ช๐ด๐ค๐ญ๐ข๐ช๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ณ. ยฐโโ.เณ
โโ I am a person who struggles with articulating my thoughts, sentence structures, and emotions. With information Iโm slow with processing it and I do have memory issues, along with mental illnesses that make them worse. Transparency is important as it can affect my tone and cause misunderstandings. None of this is on purpose or an attempt to be a nuisance. Iโm just asking for patience and understanding with me.
Frankly, I shouldnโt have to explain myself to the internet, but it has happened too many times where people misunderstood me and came at me in an aggressive manner. I have become paranoid over this despite having legitimate difficulties and trying to improve on them. Please be patient with me.
โโ Based on personal experiences, I can feel strongly about my emotions, opinions, actions, etc. People tend to not like them and I am making efforts to get better with how I handle things. I can get easily overwhelmed with the way people react towards me, especially when I had no ill intentions. Please respect this. Not everyone is intending to act on ignorance and ill will.
โโ Do not acknowledge me as purely one pronoun or gender. It does affect my identity and for me, personally, I find it disrespectful. I would also ask for you to not use it/its pronouns for me. You donโt get to decide who and what I am for your comfort. Thank you.แ.แ
โโ I am going to request you do not force labels onto me. Again, you donโt get to decide who or what I am for your comfort. It does not involve you in any way, shape, or form. Please avoid calling me a 'butch' as I do not align myself with it. Itโs wildly inappropriate to tell people what they are without allowing a person to decide for themself. Their anatomy & identity isnโt yours to decide. Respect my boundaries.
โโ I treasure my personal space and boundaries. Theyโre curated to my liking, but there are bound to be things that slip through the cracks. I want these respected and understood; Do not break them out of pettiness and spite. Iโll add, that I am protective of them and if I donโt wish to share something, itโs frankly none of your business to begin with.
โโ I do use fiction as a coping mechanism. For me, it is a therapeutic activity and I promise you, none of the content depicted in my works are condoned or glamorized. I wish this didnโt need to be a disclaimer, but itโs the internet.
It is not my responsibility for you accidentally stumbling onto my account. You are fully responsible for the consumption and viewing of my spaces. If it bothers you, that is entirely on you as you chose to participate with it. My space is curated entirely for me and not you. Call me a hypocrite for this all you want, itโs true.
โโ Please refer to my Toyhouse or social medias for ToS, Adopts, Characters, and Stories if you want to learn about my content or pick up a new design. Iโm a little exhausted with people asking about them, but never engaging after I do. Itโs a waste of my time. For me, itโs also rude if I have listened and inquired about your works only to be ignored. Iโm sorry, but that is how I feel about this matter.
โโ I am not your guardian, therapist, therapy session, partner, etc. Please do not treat me that way. Respect this boundary.
โโ Please do not force religious subjects and beliefs onto me. Unfortunately I have negative experiences with people practicing religion. I apologize, but it does make me uncomfortable and can stick out as a red flag to me depending on what is happening. I respect your beliefs, just donโt force them onto me. I will say this, I am interested with the literature as a studying device.
ยฐโโ.เณ ๐๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ง ๐๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐๐ฆ. ยฐโโ.เณ
โโ I have too many ways to be addressed and all of them I respond to collectively.แ You may refer to me as Luminary, Serpent, Cassius, Ambrosial, Ambrosia, Haze, Lumin, Lumi, or Ary/Ari. Interchangeably I utilize them in usernames. โ^. ฬซ.^โ
โโ I identify as nonbinary and genderfluid; I always abbreviate them as โenby-gfโ in my bios. My pronouns are known to fluctuate so I mostly use fem-masc and they/them. Think of me as an amalgamation existing in a liminal space. Please do not use it/its pronouns with me. I normally leave this part out (itโs unnecessary to include), yes I am AFAB.
โโ My favorite colors range from purple, lilac, periwinkle, blues, certain pinks, and pastel colors. I enjoy when colors compliment, contrast, match, or pop out. Noteworthy palettes that interest me are celestial, carnival, and creepy (think horror).
โโ My main interests are Path To Nowhere, Morimens, and NU: Carnival. I feel too lazy to express my love for everything else but, Reverse 1999, Arknights, Twisted Wonderland, Obey Me, What in Hell is Bad?, Pandora Hearts, Alice in The Country of Hearts, Stardew Valley, and Minecraft are other things I enjoy. Expect my blog to be a mess of whatever hyperfixation possessed me.
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โโ I would definitely prefer if you checked my strawpage out, but people cannot read or hold attention spans. I DO NOT LIKE PROSHIP. I will block and blacklist proshippers.
Unbelievable I need to say this, but I am someone who went through grooming and SA. I am someone who was groomed into pedophilic rps as a child. I am someone who was sexualized in childhood and adulthood. None of the excuses proshippers have will ever sway my beliefs. Even if you cope this way. Itโs an unhealthy coping mechanism. Donโt engage with my blog if you enjoy proship.
โโ Gacha Communities. While I enjoy communities, I found that they are extremely toxic and itโs better to have your own circles. They are heavily sexist and lgbtq+ unfriendly. Thereโs too much hypocrisy. I have hard limitations on interacting with them and the ick derives from community behavior. Iโve also been heavily harassed by the PtN community over being enby, using the m! Chief avatar, and having my own opinions/perspectives. Itโs genuinely sickening.
โโ Honeydancer, PtN ship. This is my personal perspective and Iโve gone through many reiterations to express my discomfort for it, this is the best I can explain it. Found family tropes are not nuclear, Iโve done my research, but for me Milly, Sallie, and Cassian never had romantic implications. While Cassian views them as his little sisters, and it can be argued how Milly and Sallie feel, I donโt think itโs appropriate. The writers for the event seemed to want a familial bond and kept reiterating Sallieโs love (and heartbreak) for Theodore and Millyโs love for Chief. They were nothing more than close friends. Nothing romantic or sexual ever came between them. I view them as a close friend group and a found family based on how I read (and reread) Honeyed Night. So for me, the ship reaches pseudo-incest and makes me uncomfortable. Thatโs how I view it, please donโt crucify me.
โโ Miryam x Deborah, Morimens ship. Unlike Honeydancer, this one I do view as pseudo-incest. You can argue how they arenโt related and debate Miryamโs view, but it will never sway me. Like Honeydancer I have gone through many reiterations on this one, too. Iโm left feeling the same way. Miryam was literally reminded of her sister when speaking with Deborah. To me itโs really strange to feel reminded of your sibling and later engage in a relationship with that person. Thatโs where it crosses lines. I cannot find any other way to explain this. This ship is treated the same way I treat Margret x Hypatia / Rust x Hypatiaโฆ Donโt argue with me.
โโ The way some people speak online / in fandoms (particularly in Path To Nowhere). A lot of the playerbase come across as biphobic or transphobic with the language / hateful rhetoric they use. If you ever find yourself blocked by me, this might be why.
ยฐโโ.เณ ๐๐ถ๐ฆ๐ด๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ข๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ด. ยฐโโ.เณ
โโ Do not bring your grievances to me in questions. That is intimidating and will overwhelm me. If you have conflict with me or something I said, engage with me through personal messages or block me. I am not obligated to respond to you as you are not obliged to agree with me.
โโ Donโt drag me into fandom discourse, especially if it involves how I interact with it. Iโm sorry, but not everyone will mutually agree with community consensus. My accounts and engagement with media is strictly curated to my personal interests. Things slip through the cracks, but thatโs the Internet.
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โโ @velvetypendulum
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