I love you so much. Always and forever. I don’t know how to go on without you by my side… my heart. My love. My whole world. My everything. My heart is shattered into a million pieces at your absence…. Everywhere I look, all I see is that you aren’t there… where you should be….
I don’t understand why you had to go. I will never understand how you could be with me one second… happy and healthy. Playing and rolling in the sun… and then gone just a moment later… I thought I had more time. I thought you’d grow old. I thought I’d get to hold you close and kiss your little head and whisper to you how much I loved you. That mommy was there with you and that I would never leave your side…
My steadfast and loyal companion… you were the best cat I could have ever asked for… you were my home. my rock through some of the most painful and dark times in my life… you were always there. Loving me. Comforting me. Non-judgmental and never asking for anything in return…
Thank you for finding me. Thank you for loving me. I miss you so fucking much already. More than words can ever possibly express… I wish you were still here with me… you should be here…
My heart. My world… my precious little baby… mommy loves you… I love you so so much…always and forever… my sweet, perfect, little Calcifer… 💔 wherever you are… please wait for me. I’ll be there soon.
