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I really have been doing this for over a decade, I’m thankful really for this little life 🩷

Walking away because I know what I want, you can't give it to me. I won't force you. I'm not selfish, but I am selfish with my love. And I will always love myself first until I have a reason to let that guard down n allow love t

life is funny like that....

Today, I got my cards read.

Today I listened to Ari Lennox. and thought about what everything means.

I’ve not been here in quite a while, what better place than tumblr to write out my thoughts? I’ve always been better at typing and decided I’d just start here...again.

Today, I got my cards read and decided I needed my peace. I was told to change my thoughts and that is what is blocking my future. All things I know. My inner child is screaming out for me to heal things. My thoughts and my actions are one. I realize that often that not I tend to allow the space of “preparing for the worst” lead me into the space of needing to just expect things not to happen. Simply to say, I’ve been let down a lot. Here is my amour, my protection. I am hiding behind the veil of “I prepared for both” when I in fact do not prepare for both.

Allowing my thoughts to create the chaos and fear and shame I have felt for some times that seem to be a normal space of manifesting itself into my physical. This pandemic and needing to sit still, for the last month forced me to go into survival mode. I am now ready to sit and listen.

Doing the work is NEVER done. Doing the work is never in vain....take the time to grow and honor every space.