jerks back to life like someone slapped him when you call him out
he didn't stare, what are you talking about?
nervously scratches his neck and crosses his arms
looks like a grumpy cat
no matter how much he denies, you know he stared, and he knows you know and it makes him so embarrassed he can't look you in the eyes the rest of the day
Touya, who insists on brushing your hair, then complains about any split ends he sees forming, but is gentle nonetheless as he canโt not devote himself to youโitโs in his nature.
Touya, who likes to lazily rest his arm over your shoulder.
Touya, who rolls his eyes when you ask him if he can be your personal heater, but he lets you anyway
Touya, when itโs the dead of the night, and itโs as if there is no one in the entire world but you two, relishes in your gentle comfort while you hold him close and stroke his hair, craving your words of praise, needy. After all, it is far more vulnerable to submit to love then to give it out
Touya, who isnโt a morning person, so he likes to sleep in while being surprisingly clingy
Ello there, thank you for the follow! Also, you're another Chase Atlantic fan who is a Stay too, I see ๐. Could I request a tooth-rotting Stray Kids fluff fic with Hyunjin? Hyunjin and reader are dating. The reader is stressed from their work, so Hyunjin surprises them with a picnic date. They cuddle and Hyunjin draws the reader.
Thank you!
โ stress relief โ
pairing: hwang hyunjin x reader
summary: your boyfriend takes you out on a picnic after a hard week of work
warnings: fluff, food, kisses, cuddling, petnames
word count: 770
a/n: title sounds kinda freaky but i still suck at coming up with them so my apologies. ALSO YESSS i'm a chxsestay or whatever we're calling it. tysm for the request <3
this past week had drained you. both physically and mentally.
you and hyunjin laughed about how one of the rare weeks he got to spend in the city, you were stuck at work. as much as he joked about it, he still couldnt ignore the stress and tension in your shoulders. so when you told him you'd get sunday free, obviously he took the chance to plan you a much needed outing!!
he still wanted you to relax, so that sunday he let you sleep in as long as you wanted and took the time you were asleep to prepare for your surprise and pack the car before you could notice he was up to something.
then, he woke you up softly with delicate kisses up your arms and shoulders. "morning, angel." he mumbled against your ear, his growing hair tickling the nape of your neck.
"morning, jinnie." you couldn't help but smile at the feel of his hands against you.
"take your time getting up, yeah? then wear something pretty for me."
you raised an eyebrow. "something pretty? are we going out somewhere nice?"
he chuckled and pressed a final kiss against your cheek. "you'll see."
intrigued, you got up and did as he said. for the first time in ages, you smiled as you got dressed, humming along to the playlist hyunjin played in the background.
when you finished, he opened up the car door for you, closing it behind you then sliding into the driver's seat, his hand on your knee.
after a short drive, you two finally arrived at a gorgeous green field full of flowers. you stepped out of the car, gaping at the beautiful sight while hyunjin opened up the trunk to pull out a basket and striped picnic blanket. you grinned as the realisation hit you.
"we're having a picnic?!"
he smiled back, locking the car. "surprise, baby." he took your hand in his, swinging it as you walked around, looking for the perfect place to lay your picnic blanket.
you settled on a nice, cosy area under a large oak tree. he layed down the blanket, sitting down next to you. he opened up the basket, revealing just how much thought he put into all of this.
the basket was packed with containers of all your favourite fruits and chocolates, even snacks you didnt remember bringing up to him.
"you picked out everything i like." you smiled down at the array of food, feeling a mix of disbelief and bliss that you had such an attentive boyfriend.
"of course. anything for my muse." he kissed your cheek, opening a container of chocolate covered strawberries and placing one in your mouth.
after eating and finding yourself contentedly full, you snuggled up closer to hyunjin, leaning your head against his shoulder. he smiled and instinctively wrapped an arm around you. his other hand gently plucked a small flower to tuck behind your ear, his hand lingering on the side of your face. you both sat there in a comfortable silence, relishing each other's company.
suddenly, you snapped out of your haze of bliss to the sound of a pencil scratching. you looked to hyunjin's lap, where he held a sketchbook and a pencil in one hand, lightly shading the curve of your jawline. you gazed down at his artwork, lips parting in awe of how easily he captured your features. as if he'd spent hours tracing over them, memorising every part of you.
not long after, his work was complete. a perfect sketch of you, the slight crinkle in your eyes as you smiled, the curve of your lips perked up. "what do you think, darling?"
"it's amazing, jinnie."
he kissed your forehead, closing the sketchbook. "nothing compares to the beauty of you sitting next to me, my love."
you blushed and nuzzled closer into him. you hadnt realised how much you misses his sweet talk, just as how he missed making you flustered.
before you knew it, the sun was setting, sending a beautiful orange glow over the two of you. he slowly began to pack up all of your belongings. as you stood up to leave, he cupped you face and kissed you so gently, as if you were precious to him. because you were.
"did you enjoy your surprise, angel?" he smiled down at you.
"i did. so much, hyune."
he took your hand in his again and walked you back to the car, and suddenly, all the stress of work had disappeared. all you knew of in that moment was hyunjin and how much love you had for him.
the blog who writes minors being SA by skz and she also writes other SA fics changed their username from /xoxz-iluv2024 to @/xoxz-iluvv2024. Please y'all report
please do not scroll, this is a very important message that ALL ENGENES must do if we want heeseung back.
as most of you might know, heeseung has "decided" to leave the group to focus on his solo career. BUT, this is not true.
heeseung DID NOT decide to leave the group, he was forced to. he was apparently seen crying and "crashing out" in a hybe hallway which CLEARLY shows it was not his decision. to add on, just a few days ago he was speaking about the world tour coming up, and participating in activities and events LIKE NORMAL. it was be so weird just for him to leave like that.
ENGENE, we are a team. we can bring heeseung back. for example, MARK FROM NCT. he left the group exactly like this but came back due to the FANS PROTESTS. WE CAN DO THIS FOR HEESEUNG ASWELL! PLEASE DO THIS SO OUR HEE CAN COME BACK.
THIS IS NOT FAIR! OTHER ARTISTS LIKE: YEJI FROM ITZY, TWICE MEMBERS, TXT MEMBERS, BTS MEMBERS AND MANY MORE ARTISTS ARE ALLOWED TO PURSUE THEIR SOLO CAREER WHILE BEING IN A GROUP. BUT NOT HEESEUNG??
we all call for heeseung's return while ALLOWING HIM THE FREEDOM TO PURSUE HIS SOLO CAREER.
I see a lot of mixed reactions from fans, some saying we need to accept his decision and other saying we need to protest because it wasnโt his decision. If this was AND I MEAN TRULY WAS heeseungs decision than I will support it all the way. But I still have this nagging feeling that this wasnโt truly his, I feel like it wouldnโt be this sudden and unexpected. I feel like we wouldโve gotten a better explanation as to why heโs leaving, and not just for his solo career. Because we have seen many kpop idols persue a solo career while staying in their groups. Thatโs why I think we should at least protest to show we care about him and what he wants. If it ends up being that he truly wanted to leave than I feel like he will speak up about it more. But if it ends up not being his decision and we do nothing we will truly loose him. I never write on tumblr. But I feel like I had to speak up about my opinion on the situation.
(I also want to apologize if there are any spelling mistakes or if it doesnโt read as easily.)
gener|| fluff, clingy han, public relationship, drabble
summary|| random moments between you and your smitten boyfriend
once jyp allowed you to appear on skz content it was over for the world, now you're practically their unofficial 9th member, you'd appear at least once in their skzโtalker, and if not then han jisung would never ever miss an opportunity to whine about youโit got too frequent that there was multiple compilation of him doing it.
one time you happened to visit them while they were recording and as you searched for jisung you stumbled on felix being playful with the cameraโhis eyes instantly lit up when he saw you and he invited you to join, so naturally you couldn't say no to him, especially if he was looking at you like that and you ended up staying to say hi to the camera.
but not ten minutes later you heard loud thuds coming your way, when you look at the sound direction you saw jisung standing by the door, panting "i heard y/n was here!" he immediately beamed when his eyes landed on you "jagiya!" in a matter of seconds he was all over you, hugging you tightly and putting half of his weight on you that you had to arch your back to not fall down "i missed you so so much," you hugged him back taping lightly on his back "i missed you too baby."
felix looked at the camera awkwardly and then slowly moved it away. you'd dare to say that, that clip was the fastest growing meme between STAYs.
โlater on, you were spotted longing in the background, han's head on your shoulder and his arms circling around you.
another time was when you wanted to surprise him when he was on tour. you had planned everything with the members and they were kind enough to secure you a spot near the stage, yet when they were doing random things on there and interacting with fans, han jisung seemed oblivious to your presence entirely that the members had to physically direct him to the other direction whenever he was looking away from your place.
in the end seungmin dragged him and pointed directly at you for him to spot you, and suddenly all of the frustration and disappointment disappeared from your body when you saw how surpriseed he was and then the big smile he had as he climbed down to reach you, he was so adorable holding your hands and shaking them excitedly.
the rest of the concert went with his eyes glued on you, it was impressive how he can dance and sing so well while he kept looking at you, then after the concert you two didn't waste a second in going to his hotel room taking your privacy there.
he always talked about you, always loved you loudly and shamelesslyโit was a constant reminder that the passion between you two would never die, that your love was too strong for anything to break it and you wouldn't change a thing about it.
Summary - Changbin saw you were down and heard the way you were talking about your body and decided to cheer you up
Trigger warnings! - Body shamming, kissing, a tad bit suggestive if you squint, ass grabbing, biting and blood draining fluff and slight angst
Credit to CafeKitsune for the divider!!
Changbin had just came home from buying you and him some strawberry cake to enjoy while drinking hot cocoa and watch the snow pour down. He got in the car, his smile as big as ever as he pulled into the driveway and opened the door. โBabe iโm home!!โ Changbin said loudly the joy in his voice echoing throughout the living room. However instead of you responding there was silence. He sat the cake down and began to walk down the hall where he saw the bathroom light on.
โHey whatโs going on baby??โ Changbin said as he peaked around the corner seeing you eye yourself in the mirror. โNothing just.. I guess I gained more weight than I thoughtโฆโ You said quietly, almost like a mutter. โI mean itโs not too much right binnie..? I-Iโm not getting too big right-? I can always go to the gym with you a-โ โNow you stop right there y/n.โ Changbin said as he cupped your face and kissed your face all over taking breaks to give you words of affirmation.
โI love everything about you!! I love your chubby cheeks, I love your thigh pudge, I love your tummy and so many other things too!! I donโt care how chubby you are. I love you for you..โ Changbin said looking you in the eyes as he kissed you softly on the lips. โAnd I definitely love this too..โ He said teasingly as he grabbed a handful of your ass. โWatch it binnie!โ You said in jokingly angry tone as you two chuckled. Changbin then scooped you into his arms carrying you to the couch and kissing you everywhere and biting you softly.
โBinnie!! Youโre gonna leave marks!!โ You said laughing as you tried to push him off but to no avail seeing as heโs got 20x the muscle you do. โI know and I donโt care baby! Gonna prove to you that I love you!!โ Changbin said as he kissed you all over. Your heart fluttered as you smiled and laughed at his cute antics. You two spent the rest of the night cuddling and kissing by the window with Hot cocoa as you watched the snow fall.
A/N- I had SO much fun writing this one and i hope you all enjoyed it!! Also this is short iโm sorry luvs๐ซถ๐พ๐ซถ๐พ
WARNINGS: Minho and Felix are "defect" hybrids. There's cussing in this. I got the information from research, so if you're an animal "expert" respectfully correct me.
Master list | Not requested, but I don't care.
Chan (Grey Wolf)
He has a grey tail with grey ears that have a black rim.
His fur is extremely fluffy, and he sheds a lot.
In his human form, he has curly hair that's so grey it almost looks white.
Though he has a ton of fur, he doesn't feel the heat.
He needs a lot of nutrients.
He'll eat over 13 pounds of meat at least once a week.
A "healthy" amount of meat for a human is 23 to 33 ounces per week. There are 16 ounces in a pound.
You can do the math yourself.
He's never gone over 12 days without consistent meat intake.
You gotta feed him.
Good luck. 13 pounds = 208 ounces
He won't tell you he's hungry, but you can hear his tummy from across the planet.
In his wolf form, his ears stand up and point forward.
In his human form, his ears just do what they want.
Contrary to popular belief, wolves barely bark.
Whines can be a sign of affection or distress.
You need to pay attention to the signs and what's going on to know the difference.
His growls are warnings, and his loud ones are when he feels threatened.
His quiet growls are playful.
Chan has and will go over to Minho or Seungmin and put his paw on them. IYKYK
the pictures of those 2 wolves are hilarious
Minho (Tiger)
Unfortunately, Minho is considered a defect.
He looks like your stereotypical tiger.
It's just the tip of his tail is white instead of black
In his human form, he has brown eyes that turn yellow when he's in a bad mood
His "defect" is his hair. It's dark brown which makes the orange in his ears stand out.
Believe it or not, he prefers to come out at night.
He doesn't mind the day as long as it isn't hot.
Occasionally, he'll sunbathe, but it's seemingly random.
He, unlike most tigers, doesn't like water. He can take showers and baths, but big bodies of water are a no.
He can't see the bottom. He isn't getting in the water.
He still likes the knowledge of having access to a lake. Preferably a private lake.
His animal form is almost 9 feet at a weight of 650 something pounds. The weight is healthy for his tiger form.
If you thought Chan needed a lot of meat, then Minho is a nightmare. ;-;
Tigers require 88 lbs per week. :)
Since he's a hybrid, he can eat at least 75 lbs. Which is 1200 ounces...
His weight is perfect for snuggling, but his weight is painful if he lays on you.
He doesn't like roaring because it's loud. He grunts and uses chuffs to communicate.
If you are ever cold, just lay on him.
Tiger fur can get so hot that steam might come off their fur when in the snow.
He isn't very sociable and prefers his own space. He doesn't mind you or the boys, but it's obvious if he doesn't like someone.
You know that thing cats do with their tail when they feel mischievous?
The tip of the tail starts flicking but everything else is still?
That's Minho.
You always know when he's done some stupid shit or is about to
Changbin (Hare/Jack Rabbit)
He has brown fur with a white tummy
He gives off Thackery the hare from Alice In Wonderland 2010 vibes
He thumps, in both human and animal form, when he feels endangered or if he wants something
Usually, it's because he wants something
As an animal, he does the binky thing where rabbits jump high in the air
He only does it when he's extremely happy
Sometimes, his legs kick off too high, and he falls forward, like in the picture on the right.
When he's angry, he'll sit on his hind legs with his paws up like he's about to start boxing
When he's annoyed, he'll flick his feet and walk away
Sometimes, he'll kick whatever or whoever is irritating him (like in the first picture)
If he starts nibbling on you while in animal form, it's a sign of affection
Speaking of nibbling, rabbits eat 2-3% of their weight in vegetables.
He's a big boy, so... yeah... have fun. :)
Side note, he's very cuddly.
He rivals Jisung in his attachment to you
He will change into his animal form so it's easier for him to be close to you
Sometimes he'll go flying around the room
Kind of like the zoomies but for bunnies
He is a little dramatic
When he's really relaxed and feels safe, he'll flop over
If he's in animal form, he just does it. Doesn't matter where he is
If he's in human form, he'll flop on the nearest soft object or on the nearest person
Hyunjin (Ferret)
His fur is mostly brown, but he has 2 white rings of fur on his face with a brown spot under one of his eyes.
In human form, his hair is brown, and his animal ears have a white rim.
He's so hyper.
If he isn't running or jumping around the room, he's asleep in a dark space.
Probably under the covers or in a drawer somewhere
Ferrets eat 5-7% of their weight a day.
As a hybrid, he can eat 4% of his weight a day and still be considered healthy.
I recommend just feeding him 5% to be on the safer side.
Ferrets have poor vision. Unfortunately, Hyunjin has poor vision in both his forms.
He wears contacts in human form.
He will snuggle under your clothes and against your skin
If you have a bigger chest, he'll lay between your tits/pecks
If your chest his flatter, then he'll curl up on the left side so he can hear your heart better
When he wants to play, he'll run at people and then quickly run off
He'll keep repeating this until they get the message
When he's angry, he glares and hisses at whatever is causing his anger
He makes cute chitter noses and sniffs when he's curious
Just like other ferrets, he squints when he's sick
Don't get scared if you try to wake him and he doesn't move.
When he sleeps, he's GONE!
He won't wake up until his body is ready.
I like the idea that he scrunches his nose when he's confused
Like genuinely confused. Not "What are you doing?" Confused
I'm talking "What the hell is this thing?" confused
Shit you not! If you have salty skin or a hybrid safe lotion on, he'll lick you. Both in animal form and in human form
He has to be near sleep to start licking you as a human, though
Ferrets kiss, by the way
It's how they show affection
So don't be surprised if you get grabbed and you feel thick lips smack your cheek
He's just giving you a little appreciation, that's all :)
Sometimes, Hyunjin likes to be difficult in his human form
So, like a ferret, if he wants something, he will stare at you.
When you acknowledge him, and you will, he'll repeated glance at what he wants
He refuses to verbalize it until you either get it correct or he's tired of you guess incorrectly.
All just depends on his mood and how generous he's feeling that moment
Ferrets with splay out and sigh when they're sad
It's so fucking cute
Hyunjin does the same thing but on top of you
If you're working on something, like a laptop or iPad, then he'll flop onto that.
Or he'll flop onto your book or something
When you're wearing a hoodie, he'll hide away from the others in your pocket
So make sure it has the one pocket thing and not 2
He can still fit in the smaller ones but he wants the space
Jisung (Squirrel)
He is a ground-dwelling squirrel.
He is usually found sitting on Tiger Minho's head.
Like other squirrels, he is terrified of owls
"Why would someone need to look that scary?! Or turn its head that much?!"
Squirrels do this thing called caching. It's where they find and hide food.
I shit you not! He hides so much food around the house.
He doesn't need a lot of food, but he will gladly stuff his face full.
If you have to travel, then take him with you. He loves to travel and hates being left by himself.
Doesn't matter if you're leaving him with the others. He wants to go with you.
Sometimes he'll sit directly on top of you or pressed against you.
You have no personal space.
If you don't like physical affection, let him down gently please.
He doesn't want to be the cause of your discomfort, so tell him in the most fragile way possible
With that being said, he will use his face to get out of trouble
Quickly turning into his animal form and acting cute so you won't be angry
If that doesn't work, then he's dipping
I'm talking hightailing it out the room and into the backyard
You won't see him until dinner or it's bedtime
Speaking of bedtime, he wants you to tuck him in
So please do it. Give him a kiss on each cheek and then one on his forehead and he'll be good to go.
DON'T TUCK THE BLANKET IN
It makes him feel trapped and like he's in a cage.
Makes him more likely to have nightmares, too.
Felix (Ginger Cat)
Felix is also, unfortunately, considered a defect.
His fur is a golden orange color with lighter stripes.
His eyes look green in the sun, but they're amber.
His "defect" is also from his human form.
His hair is blond like the strips, so his ears stick out. His freckles are also, unfortunately, considered a "flaw."
Most people think when a cat rubs its head against you, it's a sign of affection, which it is, but it's also them marking their territory.
They're scenting you and showing ownership over you.
It's how cats show pride in their belongings :)
If you let him out of the house to hunt, he will return with "food" for you.
He doesn't really think much of it. It's just his cat's side telling you you're family.
I guarantee you'll walk in on Felix either biting the shit out of a toy or him chasing Hyunjin around the room.
Did you know that cats knead because of their early days of nursing?
Kittens would knead at their mothers to encourage milk production. Adult cats knead to show content or to calm down.
Think of it as Felix feeling safe with you.
Felix is the definition of "If I fits, I sits"
If you're curled up on the couch, then he's curled up in the space behind your knees and thighs.
Small spaces make cats feel safe, so be sure to give Felix spots to hide in.
It helps with his natural instinct to ambush.
If Felix stares at you with thin pupils, try not to stare back.
It's his inner cat on high alert, and it could take that as you threatening him.
Meanwhile, slow blinks are kitty kisses.
If you slowly blink back at Felix, he'll do it repeatedly if he's in cat form. If he's in human form, he'll latch onto you and give you cuddles.
If Felix's nightly zoomies irritate you, feed him before you go to bed, make sure he tires himself out before bed, or get him a food puzzle.
Nightly zoomies are leftover energy mixed with their instinct to hunt during the night.
Airplane ears!
If Felix's ears are just sitting up, then he's listening to his surroundings. If his ears are flicking around, then he's agitated or dealing with anxiety.
Either peacefully help him or leave him alone. If he's in cat form, then leave him alone. He'll come to you if he wants to.
Felix knocks things over only when he is bored, as other cats do. It fascinates him to see things topple over. If you want Felix to stop, find a way to entertain him.
When he flops onto your things, it's him scenting your stuff to show you're his and a sign he wants attention.
When the tip of Felix's tail twitches it can mean he's curious or he's hunting. It'll go away when he calms down.
Seungmin (Golden Retriever)
Golden Retriever
A sassy, playful ball of golden fur. He needs frequent exercise and sheds a lot.
Unlike your stereotypical golden retriever, Seungmin's fur is more soft wheat than golden yellow.
His floppy ears blend with his hair when in human form.
Seungmin doesn't like to be left alone. He won't tell you to stay. He will follow you around.
Seungmin doesn't actively seek out strangers. If someone tries to pet him, then he'll move away.
He also doesn't jump on people and hates when others jump on him.
He's not as social as your average Golden Puppy.
I recommend having a big yard for him to run around if you don't have one for the bigger animals.
Please make sure you feed him the proper amounts. He won't hesitate to raid the fridge if he's hungry.
When he grabs things with his mouth, he's extremely careful.
Softly grabbing your arms or a book to move it out of the way.
He'll share his food with you if you beg enough. He won't actively go out of his way to feed you unless you're ill.
If he's being "Destructive" it's because he isn't stimulated enough.
He needs more mental and physical exercise.
He doesn't have separation anxiety unless you decide to give him a terrible backstory on how you found him.
Otherwise, he's pretty confident that you'll come back home.
If something comes up, you'll communicate the issue and a general idea of when you might be home.
If you don't, he'll be pissed.
It's like breaking a pinky promise. Don't do that.
He'll bop you in the face
Jeongin (Fennec Fox)
Fennec Fox
He's got big ass ears and they grow to accommodate his head in human form (Minho thinks it's hilarious)
He's got a cream color hair with white streaks in them
You can barely see the streaks, but the others tell you they're there
He's such a smart cookie until he gets in his animal form.
Then it's like he lost all brain cells except one. That 1 brain cell alternates between Hyunjin, Changbin, and Jeongin. Occasionally, Jisung will get it.
He kind of just rolls around
He's just there, chilling in the silence or the chaos
In animal form, he'll curl up on your lap or on the bed
If you're in an office, pull up a chair next to you and he'll lay in that instead
He may think you're mad at him, but just giving him rubs or head pats and he's good
He's kind of like a cat
You have to gage his moods
If he doesn't want to be touched, he'll look at you as you touch him like the picture on the left
Just "Mittens off, human" paws crossed and everything
Buy him clothes for his animal form. PLEASE
He loves them
Go to Pinterest or something and look up fennec fox in clothes or something and it's so flipping cute
You know that dolphin screech Jeongin does? That but in animal form...
The picture on the right for the header of this post?
That's him when he has too much energy, but no thoughts to put into action
As a human, he's like your average Jeongin, but with big ass fluffy ears and tail.
Sometimes he knocks stuff over with his tail and he's so sorry
After something crashed, you can hear him whine in the kitchen from your bedroom
The others don't tease him as much as they could because they know he's genuinely sad about it
Not insecure, but definitely annoyed with himself for messing something up again
Reassure him please.
Don't make it too obvious because then he'll shut down and tune you out
Not intentionally, it's just his brain's self defense.
It doesn't want to be reminded of his mistakes.
It's the main reason why he likes staying in his animal form.
- Guys heโs an artist of course heโs going to be gifting you gorgeous things that he made
- Probably painted a still life of the bouquet he bought you for your anniversary and gifted it to you, so the flowers could be kept forever :(( someone tear my heart out omg
- The walls of your apartment have his paintings, your dining room table has a vase he made, ect.
- But then I feel like when that energy is reciprocated and you make/buy him something?? *insert shocked little ferret face*
- Heโd cry. Guys I fear heโd cry.
- Maybe its tickets to a film or concert heโs been really wanting ti go to, maybe itโs ordering him lunch while heโs busy practicing, maybe it something you consider small but to him itโs everything
- Really feels seen when you know him so well he doesnโt have to communicate what he likes, you just know it (or you can assume he will like it, and he always does)
- But also โฆ praise :((
- Please praise him degrade him in the bedroom WOAHHH WHO SAID THATTTT
- But seriously your praise is what makes his world go round
- Itโs your support thatโs kept him going, both in his career as an idol and as an artist, but also your support for him in general
- Obviously his support system with the others is so strong, but when youโre part of that too and he has someone he can come home to that knows him so deeply โฆ thatโs a huge comfort for him