Summary: One year being married to your husband, Your dinner reservation is forgotten the second he’s on his knees and looking up at you with his steel blue, pleading eyes
Warnings: Pure smut. Oral (f receiving), face sitting/riding, usage of bondage (handcuffs, on Bucky), unprotected P in V, kind of dry humping?, Dom! Reader Sub!Bucky (but they kinda switch), Reader is a tease, Bucky wanting to be covered in your release (is that a kink? Idk), doggy style, kind of choking but not really?, Dog tag mention! (Always), fluff at the end ;)
Word Count: 3.2k
(Umm…kinda liked doing the photo collage thing, but I think I’ll stick with gifs and only do the collage on smaller fics! 🫶)
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You were a sucker for blue.
When the ocean swarms your feet at the beach- the way the waves cascade in crowds
How pretty the baby blue sky looks with clouds dotting along, counting numbers and creating faces and shapes- animals and objects
But mostly? Your favourite shade of blue?
The ones between your legs. Looking up at you though eyelashes that flutter with barley restrained lust
Love and devotion cloud his pupils- his mouth worshipping your knee as he slowly straps up the small belt on your heels
You know you won’t even make it out the front door before he snaps- before his blue disappears into a pit of desperate need and he’ll be pulling you back into his chest just to show you how much he’d rather have you for dinner instead of whatever fancy restaurant Sam had suggested for your one year wedding anniversary
You try to step away- god do you try- but his hands- one flesh, the other metal, grip your hips and pull you right back against his face- nearly falling back until his fingers dig into your ribs
You don’t have a chance to protest- to compromise- because he already has you sitting on his face, tongue tracing your folds though the thin white panties he had only just gifted you with today
“B-Bucky-“ You whine, hands desperately reaching out to clutch any part of him. You fall empty handed, having to opt for placing your hands on top of his own while his nose nudges your panties just a enough to the side to finally taste you
His wedding ring digs deliciously into your skin, metal hand pressing down firmly on your stomach to create pressure. Your eyes keep drifting to the gold band welded into the metal- at the way it shines so brightly because he cleans it at least five times a day
His other hand- flesh and so perfectly warm- moves down enough just to grip your thigh to open you up more for him
His tongue traces your slit, groans vibrating against you as he eats you out like he’s been starving ever since you put on the red dress and acted as if you were ever going to make it out of this house without him doing exactly this
The only way to coax him from this- is to bribe him with more
“Come on B-Buck let’s just m-“ You moan, eyes squeezing shut “-Make it to d-dinner and-“
“-and what?” He asks, pausing for a moment beneath you- breath warm against your slick “And you’ll touch me later? Let me taste you later?”
You don’t even notice you’re dripping down his face until he helps you onto your feet and stands up, picking you up and carrying you right back to the bedroom, face slick with your wetness- unashamed and definitely ready to continue
“Didn’t even make it past the entryway” You mumble weakly as he sets you on the bed to undo his suit tie, blue eyes never leaving yours
“Don’t lie Sweetheart, you never planned on it” He replies earnestly, leaning down to cup your jaw “Now. Am I allowed to appreciate my wife on our one year anniversary or are you going to have to make me beg?”
Your lips part in thought- and he kisses you before you can reply with the second option just to tease him
You pull back with a grin, only faltering when you notice him walking towards your secret drawer and pulling out the two pair’s of blue fluffy handcuffs you brought as a joke when you first started dating- that are now so prominent in the bedroom that they’re basically apart of your sex life
“Bucky-“
“-I get too greedy” He says, gathering your hands- placing them beside eachother and placing the handcuffs in to the palms of your hands slowly, giving you all the control “Need you to tie me down”
You watch as he lies down on the bed, dress shirt- pants- everything except his suit jacket and tie and shoes that he never even put on in the first place still on
“What’s your colour?” You ask, tugging on the handcuffs, feeling the weight and fluffiness of them in your hands
His cock twitches in his boxers and pants as he licks his lips, already spreading himself ready for you
“Green doll, so fucking green”
You start with his metal hand, handcuffing it to the headboard slowly, watching the way he eyes your breasts like his favourite meal, chest heaving beneath his dress shirt
“Too tight?”
“Feels perfect” He corrects, tugging gently- even though he could break it in a split second- he likes pretending he can’t. You slip off your heels and let them fall to the ground
You move to his flesh hand, spreading your legs on his forearm- he greedily moves it up- letting your clothed heat rub against his skin
You moan before you can stop yourself and you hear his metal hand tug on the handcuff- instinctively reaching for you like he always does
“Naughty boy” You warn. Handcuffing his hand and moving back down to straddle his lap- gripping his chin “Did you ask permission to do that?”
“No” He whines- already. Chest heaving faster, and you already miss the blue in his eyes that are now pure blown with his pupils- only focused on you “Couldn’t help myself”
You move down to his crotch before he can continue blabbering about how badly he needed to feel some part of you- grinding your clothed heat agaisnt the prominent bulge- slowly and devastating- the way he groans- the way his fingers wrap around the chains of the handcuffs- it almost makes you cum on the spot
But you know better
“You disobeyed me. You don’t get to cum” You speak, watching the way his eyes squint with pleasure- how he tries to sit up- not getting very far
He watches you through lidded eyes as you strip off your panties- leaving you in nothing but your dress that you’re already bunching up to your thighs, and that’s when he looses control
“Fuck doll-“ He groans, arching his hips to try and chase friction you’re neglecting him with “Come ride my face- please” He begs, hands strained- chest heaving- eyes blown so wide that you wouldn’t be surprised if he’s blown the colour right out of them, but still, he lies there- desperate and ravenous, hands cuffed to the headboard, dress shirt tight against his muscles “Ruin my fucking shirt”
How can you deny such a beautiful man? Wearing his wedding ring with nothing but devotion for you written in his stars?
Plus, he started this didn’t he? He’s been begging for it all night.
He lets out what seems to be a sigh of relief when you finally remove your panties, tucking them into his pocket making him lick his lips with arousal. His chest slows beneath you when you finally reach his neck- his lips sucking into your thighs with a kind of anguish that’s impossible to ignore- and then when you finally hover just above his face- all bets are off
You know better the to hold back when it comes to this. Your hands grip the headboard as his tongue dips inside you, ass settling on his chin as you plant yourself on his face
He groans like a man possessed, hands tugging at the cuffs, tongue so deep inside you that it feels like one of his fingers- nose purposely nudging your clit like it was carved just to do so
He knows just how to taste you- how to make you twitch and squeeze your thighs around his head how he wants you too.
He groans appreciatively when you begin to rock your hips- smearing him mercilessly with your heat- knowing that all you’re giving him is all he’d give himself if his hands were free
He sucks on your clit, tongue circling it as if he knows every way to make it twitch in his mouth, only growing more relentless with every rock of your hips
“Just like that” You moan out, head falling back, eyes closed in pleasure. One hand moves to tangle your fingers in his hair, rocking your hips faster and harder. He groans loudly into you, legs now bent on the bed to stop himself from snapping the handcuffs clean off his wrists and taking you just how he wants you too
You sit up for a minute to tease- immediately regretting it by the pure desperation in his eyes, the frown on his mouth and the way your juices are completely smeared across his nose, lips, jaw and chin, even dripping down to his neck
“Get the fuck back on me before I break these cuffs doll” He warns, bulge so incredibly hard it might burst
“Just wanted to look at you covered in me” You say cruelly, watching his mouth open and tongue dart out to lick wherever on his face he can reach “Sure you don’t want to switch it up?”
“Not until my shirt is covered in you.”
You’re back on him before he can say another word and it’s not long before you feel yourself already close, clit pulsing on his nose and tongue squeezing around his tongue
“On my shirt” He mumbles into your heat- breathing steadily when you pull back just to cum, rocking your hips back and forth on his chest- smearing the shirt until it’s see through with your own release
Bucky watches with nothing but pure lust and worship, utterly silent as you cover him with yourself- not stopping until your thighs are shaking and your chest is heaving with overstimulation
There’s a wet patch in his dress pants from all the pre cum he’s leaking, and he doesn’t even care at all, too busy watching you take ownership- too busy worshipping the ground you walk on as if you carved it with your bare hands
He doesn’t fight the restraints anymore. Doesn’t buck his hips or lick his lips like the greedy man he is. Just stares. Silent. Waiting, carving every moan and twitch into his mind- the way your hair falls over your face and your mouth opens with moans that refuse to exit
“No.” He says immediately as he realises you’re reaching for the key to the cuffs, lifting his hip to gently tug you away from it
“No?”
“Ride me. I’m begging you”
Smeared with your juices. Shirt covered in your cum. Handcuffed to the headboard. Wet patch on his pants and he’s STILL asking for more?
You’re definitely going to end up sucking his cock dry before the night is over by how fucking much he’s turning you on
“So pathetic” You coo, already unbuckling his belt as you pull your dress off with ease
“Fuck” He draws out, eyes rolling back at the sight of you
“Colour, baby?” You ask, leaning down to suck on the wet spot on his pants making him moan loudly and buck his hips
“F-fuck GREEN!” He shouts out in pleasure, panting when you pull back with a smirk “Evil” He mutters non-heartedly as you pull his pants and boxers down in one, hands moving to unbutton his shirt but he shakes his head “Want to stay covered in you”
You lean down to kiss him, tasting yourself all over his lips and tongue, nipping at his bottom lip and pulling back only to settle on his hips
“Look at you” He praises, forearms bulging as his hands twitch to hold you- touch you- cherish you. “Show me that pretty pussy baby. Show me everything”
The whine in his voice sends your clit throbbing again and you spread your vulva with your fingers- his cock already hardening and leaking angrily from his red tip. He hisses out in pleasure when you barley rub your clit along his tip- smearing it in his cum
“You wanted this?” You ask, biting your bottom lip “Your cock sure looks like it did”
“Me and my cock are a team here doll” He groans out though gritted teeth “Gonna- gonna-“
“-Already?” You mock, rocking slower against him “I haven’t even touched you”
From the amount of times he’s cum just from eating you out- you’re shocked he hasn’t cum yet, but this? The fact that he’s reduced to a tied up mess with nothing but whimpers and eyes rolling back- you fucking love it, love the way he trusts you to take control
You slowly sink onto his cock, watching the way his chest heaves with sobs of pleasure and his throat bobs with moans caught in it. Your fingers find his chin, tilting his head forward until he’s forced to meet your own eyes
“D-Doll” He moans, hips meeting yours “Please” He begs, desperate and completely yours.
“Watch me.” You demand quietly, beginning to ride him “And don’t you dare cum until I say so”
He’s reduced to a half nod as his eyes blur with pleasure, never taking them off of you
The way your hands find his chest- how your lips part with breaths that are ragged, how his cock slides in and out with every roll of your hips- he almost explodes when you begin spelling his name with the roll of your hips, eyes daring him to disobey you
“Holy fuck-“
“-Language baby” You coo mockingly, really slowing down with the ‘K’ and ‘Y’ at the end of his name
“Please- god please-“
“-Please what?” You slow even further and he whimpers out in protest, cock twitching, hips desperate to move- cuffs dinging with protest at how hard he’s tugging on them
“Please” He pants, balls so tight he’s sure he’s about to cum a whole fucking river “I’m yours. Yours.”
The words unlock something inside you, and you begin moving with purpose, with remorse
He groans with every bounce- his balls hitting your ass perfectly, clit nudging his shaft with every thrusts
His hips meeting yours with each thrust, aligning perfectly in union as you fuck eachother with purpose
“Are you ready?” You ask, nails scratching his chest as he nods dumbly, already leaking inside you
One more roll- one more lip bite, one more-
“Bucky-“ And you both cum, chests halting with shock at the pleasure. Cum drips down his shaft and out of you as you slowly slide down his shaft, settling
“Oh my god….” He whispers, cum continuing to fill you up until you lean down to kiss his chest tenderly- almost apologetically
“That’s it, let it all out” You coo, not moving until his cock twitches with relief
You pull off of him slowly, sighing at the loss of him inside you, and silently stare at him- covered in you from head to abdomen
“Colour?”
“Green.”
You smile lovingly like nothing had happened, finally undoing his cuffs. He rubs his wrists first and then pulls you onto his chest, kissing you tenderly, thumb brushing your cheek
“Tastes like me” You mumble, pulling back to look into his steel blue eyes again, smiling at the colour you’re so in love with
“Hope so” He says, kissing you one last time before sitting up and pulling you up too, already making up his mind “Alright, ass up, let’s go” He demands, the dynamic switching almost instantly now that his hands are free.
You don’t even fight back when he positions you on your hands and knees infront of him, hands bracketing your hips and hips bumping yours, the hem of his dress shirt nudging your back
“Again?” You tease- gasping when he thrusts into you mercilessly- tip nudging your spot almost immediately making your eyes roll back and mouth stutter with moans
“Yes A-fucking-gain” He hisses out, thrusting fast and hard- dog tag hitting his chest beneath his dress shirt- only slowing once he sees how you’re still twitching from your last orgasm “What’s a matter? Can’t handle how badly I want to fuck you?”
“Bucky-“
“-How I always want to fuck you?” He continues, balls slapping your ass as your head falls forward with pleasure. The way his hands are spreading your ass to watch himself pound into you from behind “How today has only made me more relentless? How my cock is a fucking sucubuss for your pussy?”
“I thought it was your mouth-“
“-DON’T interrupt me” He thrusts particularly hard, pulling you up until your back is to his chest and his metal hand is around your throat, not squeezing- only stroking “Not when I’m reminding my wife how badly I need her”
You babble out a moan as he kisses your neck. Hands moving to knead your breasts as he thrusts into you slowly, your hips rolling in time with his own. His cock fills you perfectly at this angle, too nudging your spot with every thrust, fingers brushing over your nipples making them sensitive and hard
He cums inside you again after a few more minute of thrusting and groaning into your skin, and you cum too- moaning softly and letting your head fall back to his shoulder, breaths mingling and his chest heaving against your back
He lets you collapse forward slowly, hands steadying you as he falls beside you too, kissing your forehead softly. His lips trailing along your face, hands holding you close as if apologising for how he took you. He only pulls out of you when you smile and quickly gets up to walk away.
He opens the drawer beside your bed, smiling to himself at his dress shirt he’s still wearing, slowly pulling it off and setting it aside on the floor revealing his shiny dog tag. He watches as your panties fall out of his pocket and can’t help but smile to himself at how quickly they were taken off after just having given them to you
He pulls out a box and lies back beside you, handing it to you with a kiss to your knuckles, thumbs stroking your wrists so tenderly it feels feather light
“What’s this?” You ask, sore but satisfied, looking at your husband with a smile
“Anniversary gift” He murmurs affectionately, completely and utterly ruined and so dangerously in love “You okay?” He asks and you nod which makes him sigh with relief.
Opening it- your breath hitches at the diamond necklace inside, steel blue gem in the middle, delicate and immediately you know Bucky’s chosen this because he knows how much you love and adore the colour of his eyes- his Henley’s and the handcuffs, the ocean, the sky and the colour of his suits. All blue- all things that remind you of him.
“I love you” He murmurs, already moving to clasp the necklace around your neck. Leaning down to kiss between your breasts and then the necklace itself, pulling back to look into your eyes “Happy anniversary doll, you look so fucking breathtaking”
“Happy anniversary” You smile, one hand moving to the necklace and the other over his heart.
His eyes never leave yours, and you know now that blue isn’t just a rising favourite. It is your favourite of all time. Your forever feeling and favourite flavour. Because it’s all him. Steel blue- a man once who knew only cold and cruelty, now reduced to puppy dog eyes and a wife who would swim across an ocean for him
“Thankyou for choosing me” He says, holding you tighter, kissing you tenderly
“Anytime.” You whisper back against his lips, necklace brushing his dog tag “Any universe.”
husband!bucky who would be the most patient man you've ever met. on the days when you’re hormonal, overwhelmed, or just not feeling like yourself, he’s glued to your side. quiet support, gentle hands, that soft, steady voice that always brings you back down to earth.
husband!bucky who refuses to let you lift a single pretty finger. making lunch? he’s already in the kitchen. groceries? he’s carrying every bag like they weigh nothing. even when you try to do simple things, like start a shower, he’s right behind you, insisting he can take care of it. ‘just let me spoil my girl, doll,’ he says every time.
husband!bucky who is normally the most private, composed man, but suddenly turns into a proud, shameless show-off whenever sam starts bragging. sam mentions something his girlfriend did and bucky doesn’t even hesitate; ‘yeah? well, my wife can do that and like… ten times better.’
husband!bucky who practically worships the ground you walk on. he can't help it; he loves you loudly and constantly. he’s always touching you in some way: a hand at your waist, fingers laced with yours, absentmindedly twirling your hair while you talk. he’s obsessed and doesn’t care who knows.
husband!bucky who worships your pussy. day and night. sometimes, you'll wake up to the feeling of his warm tongue licking through your folds, suckling at your clit. you'd peek under covers to see him already looking up at you, ‘go back to sleep, honey. lemme finish up’.
husband!bucky who looks like he'd be such a gentleman, but knows how much you like it rough. he knows what you need on a bad day. face shoved into the pillow, hair tangled in his metal grip as he pounds into your tight pussy, spanking your ass till it's a pretty shade of red.
husband!bucky who absolutely loves putting you in a mating press, pushing your legs as far as they can be against your chest, brutally thrusting into you. all with his hand squeezing your throat. ‘i know, baby. i know.. but you can take it, hm? you always do, such a good little whore, aren't you, hmm? feels so amazing, squeezing my cock’.
husband!bucky who loves filling your pussy to the absolute brim. he loves watching his mess dribble down onto the bed. and knowing that it might lead to seeing you full of his baby? yeah.
husband!bucky who gives the softest, sweetest aftercare on the planet. he wraps you in the fluffiest towel after your bath, carries you to bed, and brings you warm soup or tea to help your throat after your loud cries of pleasure that went on for hours and hours.
should i make a full fic of this? kinda feeling husband bucky rrn.. lmk!! feel free to send a request!
It was the night before his week long business trip.
Bucky’s phone is angled low, lens pointed right where his cock disappears into you.
“Look at that, baby,” he rasps, voice thick.
“That’s it, stretch yourself on me. My perfect girl, taking me so deep...fuck—you’re gonna make me beg, doll.”
He lets the camera catch his cock glistening before you sink back down. You shift, hands on his chest, riding him into a steady grind, your clit brushing against him.
“Ride me just like that—grind down slow, yeah, baby. Fuckin’ use me, sweet girl. Give the camera something to remember.”
He thrusts up from underneath you, the wet sounds loud in the quiet room.
“Fuck yourself on it, doll. I can take it.”
His metal hand slides to your hip. He groans when he feels you tighten around him. He knows you’re close.
“Harder baby. Let it see how good you fuck me. Make the video fall in love with you too.”
You drop harder, faster, deeper.
“There it is, fuckin’ take what’s yours.”
“Just like that,“ you whimpered, your eyes rolling back as your cream starts to drip down his cock.
“You like it like this, doll? Look at you, doll…messin’ yourself all over me. Gonna fuck you full of my cum. Show the camera how bad you need to be bred.”
You clung to him, nails raking his chest as you came, pussy squeezing tight as his cum started spilling out around his cock.
“Can’t believe how much you take, baby…fuck, look at all that cum pushing out,” he rasps, voice completely shot as he zooms in on the thick mess forcing its way out around his cock.
“Gonna be dripping out of you for days, doll. I’ll be in that hotel bed watching this every night, cumming to you while you sleep. I'll be home before you stop feeling me…don’t worry, baby.”
pairing. Bucky x camgirl!reader word count. 5.8k summary. you swore you could keep your two lives separate: medical intern by the day, faceless fantasy online by night. But then Bucky Barnes walks in for a check-up… and later logs in to watch you strip. He knows. You don’t. And the deeper he falls, the harder it is to keep both worlds from colliding. warnings. age gap (reader is an intern), MDNI, mutual masturbation, stripping, private show, bit of angst towards the end, insecure reader if you squint, no use of y/n. notes. posting this today bc it’s my bday hehe. the images in the moodboard do not depict the reader in any way, you can imagine her however you want. there are no descriptions of reader in this fic. also only one more part to go! (it is sitting in my drafts)
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The apartment was too quiet for a Saturday afternoon. This kind of quiet that made your skin itch with boredom.
Sunlight leaked through the half-shut blinds in lazy stripes across the bed, warming the sheets you hadn’t bothered to make.
You were sprawled on your stomach in nothing but an oversized t-shirt and the softest cotton panties you owned, phone propped against a pillow like it was the only other living thing in the room.
James had been texting you all morning—lazy, stupid little things that made you grin into your pillow like a teenager.
Something about how his coffee tasted like ash, something about how the sky looked too blue to be real.
Normal stuff. Sweet stuff.
The kind of stuff that made your chest feel annoyingly light.
You rolled onto your back, kicked the sheets down to your ankles, and stared at the ceiling.
You were bored and restless.
Horny, if you were being entirely honest. The good kind of horny that started low in your belly and spread.
Your thumbs hovered over the screen.
babydoll: Entertain me.
James: thought that was my full-time job now
babydoll: It is. You’re slacking.
James: rude. what does madam require?
babydoll: Hmm. Surprise me.
Already knowing exactly how this was going to go, you tugged the hem of your t-shirt up just enough, angled the phone so the shot cut off right beneath your eyes—habit—and snapped a picture.
Soft curve of your waist, the dip where your hip met thigh, the edge of pale-pink cotton clinging to the swell of your ass.
Nothing crazy. Just enough to make him swallow his tongue.
You sent it.
Three dots appeared instantly, then vanished, only to reappear and vanish again within a span of five seconds.
James: jesus christ. are you trying to kill me?
babydoll: You’re welcome
James: that’s not fair and you know it.
babydoll: Life isn’t fair James.
James: you definitely are not.
babydoll: Let’s make it fair then. Send one back.
James: send what?
babydoll: You know what.
James: no i don’t baby
babydoll: Don’t play dumb with me.
You were already grinning so hard your cheeks hurt. You could picture him— wherever he was —muttering curses under his breath, cock probably straining against his jeans like it had a personal vendetta.
Pushing yourself on your elbows, you tugged the t-shit clean off and let it drop to the floor. The air was cool against your bare skin, nipples tightening almost instantly.
You cupped your breasts, squeezed just enough to make yourself shiver, and angled the camera again.
The shot was darker this time. There were shadows pooling in the hollow between your tits, the soft weight of them spilling over your forearms, nipples barely hidden by your thumbs.
And then, because you were bored and because you were also a little shit, you added a caption.
babydoll: Your turn. Show me what’s hard because of me.
Whoosh. Sent.
You flopped back against the pillows, waiting for his response.
The reply was a voice note. His voice came through wrecked, like he’d been holding his breath for the last five minutes.
“Fuck—baby—you can’t just—christ.” There was a loaded pause, and then there was the sound of him shifting in his place? “You’re gonna fuckin’ kill me one of these days, I swear.”
Your giggle was disrupted by a buzz. A photo.
Excitement ran through your veins, the first time seeing something of him.
He’d clearly taken it in a hurry. It was just the obvious tent in dark sweatpants, the outline of him so heavy it looked almost painful.
The angle was shit, lighting was worse, but god, the size. Your mouth went dry.
babydoll: Cute. But did I send you a picture with my clothes on??
James: can i ever satisfy you?
If his size and words were proof, he can very well satisfy you.
babydoll: Take them off James
babydoll: Also take a proper photo this time. Good lighting. Good angle. Make me wet.
“You want a proper picture, sweetheart? Fine. But you asked for it.” His voice was pure gravel when you played the voice note.
A minute later the photo loaded and you actually whimpered.
For starters, he’d moved. And there was better light. One big hand wrapped around the base of his cock, holding it up for the camera like a goddamn offering.
It was a sight. Thick, flushed dark, a bead of precum glistening at the slit. Veins standing out along the length. His fingers looked like it barely met around it.
The angle was perfect. It was low enough to show the heavy weight of his balls, high enough to catch the cut line of his hipbones disappearing under the waistband he’d shoved down just enough.
Your cunt clenched so hard you felt it in your throat.
babydoll: Fuck James
James: happy now?
babydoll: Hell no. Touch it. Stroke it slowly and think about my mouth
You were already sliding your own hand down your stomach, fingers slipping beneath the waistband of your panties, only to find yourself soaked. Well, no surprise there.
Staring at his cocklike it was the only thing in the world, you circled your clit, hips rolling into your palm with each motion.
Another buzz, and it was a video this time. It was the same angle, and his fist was moving. Slow drag up, thumb swiping over the head, smearing precum down the shaft. You could see the flex of his forearm, the tension in his thighs.
Fuck.
babydoll: Again
When did you become this dirty, asking for dick pics?
He sent three more in quick succession. Each stroke was slower with his grip tightening until the head looked angry and slick.
Pushing two fingers inside yourself, you curled them just right while watching him jerk off for you. His was the prettiest you’ve ever seen.
Your phone buzzed with a final voice note, his voice cracked and breathless.
“Tell me you’re touching yourself, baby. Tell me you’re wet for me.”
You came with his name on your tongue and your fingers buried deep, vision whiting out.
The call had been easy, just like they were lately. The lazy and half-awake voices tangled in the dark, talking about nothing and everything at once.
He’d been listening to you vent about vending machine coffee that tasted like ash.
“—so i’m standing there, praying the machine doesn’t eat my last dollar, and this guy walks by and goes, ‘That thing’s been broken since the Clinton administration.’ Like, thanks, man. Real helpful.”
Bucky snorted. “should’ve flashed the stethoscope. instant respect.”
“Yeah, because nothing says authority like a twenty-something-year-old in scrubs two sizes too big and a ponytail that gave up halfway through shift.”
An easy laugh bubbled out of him, that was more smile than laugh, if we’re being honest.
Lately, he’d been smiling without meaning to, just because you were easy to listen to. Easy to picture in his mind, pacing some small room, hair messy from the day, hands moving as you talked because you never just spoke; you animated every word.
“James?” your voice had gone softer, if that was even possible.
“Hmm?”
“I kinda… I wanna see you.”
The words hit him like a punch behind the ribs.
Oh fuck. Fuck. Fuck. FUCK.
His heartbeat went from lazy to sprint in half a second.
You wanted to see him. The metal arm. The scars. The face you’d smiled at in a hospital hallway while he pretended he didn’t already know exactly how you sounded when you came.
He swallowed. “You already see plenty of me, sweetheart.”
“No,” you laughed, but it was breathy or nervous or excited; he couldn’t pin one emotion. “I mean your face, dummy. I wanna know what you look like when you’re trying not to laugh at my dumb stories. Or when you’re half-asleep and your voice goes all gravelly. I’ve got this whole picture in my head and it’s probably wrong and I still wanna know.”
Panic tasted metallic on his tongue. He scrambled for a detour, any detour.
“You’d be disappointed,” he aimed for teasing. “I’ve got a face made for radio, remember? You’ll take one look and go ‘Oh. That explains the voice.’”
You snorted. “Bullshit. You’ve got the kind of voice that ruins people for real life, and I’m betting the face will match. If not, I’m willing to risk the disappointment. C’mon, James. We’ve heard each other come. We’ve fallen asleep on the phone like teenagers. Don’t tell me you’re shy now.”
Change the damn topic, Barnes. His brain was screaming at him.
“So that coffee,” he started, “did it at least wake you up or—”
“James.” Your voice cut through, gentle but firm. “Don’t dodge. I can hear you doing that thing where you rub your jaw when you’re stalling.”
Shit. You just knew him too well.
Through clenched teeth, “it’s not that easy, baby.”
“Why?” He could hear the pout beginning to form on your face.
Because I’ve been lying to you since the first time you wrapped a blood-pressure cuff around my arm and I got hard like a teenager.
Because I know what your pulse feels like under my thumb and you don’t even know my real name in your mouth yet.
Because if you see me you’ll know everything and I’ll lose you before I ever really had you.
He said none of that.
Instead he went with the safest lie he could find. “I’m just camera shy. Like… pathologically. I look like a serial killer in photos. You’ll regret it.”
You hummed, like you were thinking, like you were finding the next thing to block him. “You’ve seen me naked and screaming your name. I think I can handle your serial-killer face.” Then, like you were bargaining, “i’ll do anything.”
His cock twitched so hard it hurt.
Anything.
The word rolled around his skull like a live grenade. Anything. Jesus Christ.
He shifted on the bed, sweatpants doing fuck-all to hide the sudden rush of blood south. “Anything’s a big word, baby.”
“I mean it.” Your voice dropped; he couldn’t tell if you’d thought this through or not. “Whatever you want. Name it, James.”
Whatever I want.
His mind short-circuited. Images slammed into him one after another: you on your knees in that black set he loved, mouth open and eyes watering; you bent over your bed while he buried himself so deep you forgot your own name; you riding his face until your thighs shook and you soaked his chin.
He was fully hard now, cock straining against his sweats like it had nowhere left to go.
“Like… like what?” he hated how wrecked he already sounded. “You can’t just drop ‘anything’ on a guy and expect him to think straight.”
A low laugh slipped out of you. “Whatever you want,” you repeated, a tad slower. “A private show… or my tits in your inbox whenever you ask. Or me saying your name while I fuck myself with the toy you pick. Okay, me calling you daddy if that’s your thing. I—I don’t even care anymore. Anything, James.”
Private show. Fuck. He knew you didn’t do those. You’d said it a hundred times in streams: no privates, and absolutely no exceptions. Now you were handing it to him like it weighed nothing.
His throat was almost dry. “What’s… what’s a private show, exactly?” he asked, even though he very well knew.
Another laugh bubbled out of you, this one more fond than anything else. “God, you’re cute when you pretend to be innocent. It’ll be just us. No chat or audience or tips. Only you telling me what to do and me doing it. We can have camera on both sides if you let me. I’ll even wear a mask if you want. Or not. It’s your call.”
Both sides.
He closed his eyes. The grenade in his head ticked louder.
“And if I asked…” he started, then stopped. Fuck it. “If I asked to see your face?”
There was a silence for a beat; he could almost hear you thinking.
Then came your voice, clear as day, “yes.”
Just that. Yes.
His heart slammed against his ribs so hard he was half-sure you heard it through the phone.
“You sure?” he asked, voice rough with want and uncertainty. “That’s… that’s a big deal for you, baby.”
“I trust you,” you said simply. “I’ve trusted you with a lot already. And I want you to see me when I say your name. I want you to know it’s real.”
Real. You wanted him to know it was real. What would you do if you finally realised who he was?
He stared at the ceiling, cock aching, guilt and want braided so tight he couldn’t tell which was choking him.
“Soon,” he finally managed. “I promise. Just… give me a little time.”
You let out a shaky little breath that sounded like relief and nerves and promise all at once.
“Soon,” you echoed. “I’ll wait. But not forever, James. I’m impatient when I want something.”
A breathless laugh escaped his lips. “Yeah, I’ve noticed, sweetheart.”
He could hear the smile in your voice. “Then you know I always get what I want.”
He closed his eyes, pressing the phone tighter to his ear like he could keep you there forever.
God, I hope not.
Bucky set the laptop on the coffee table and pushed the couch back until only the faintest spill of lamplight touched his knees.
He’d been waiting in the same spot for two solid hours, adjusting the angle, the light, the distance, until everything was exactly right.
Eight o’clock hit and the call connected with a soft chime that felt louder than a gunshot.
Your feed opened. And there you were.
Crimson satin mask tied tight, black lace bra and panties he’d pictured on you a hundred times—the ones that cut high on your hips and dipped so low in front he could already see the shadow between your thighs.
You were on your knees in the middle of the bed, ring light painting you gold, but tonight the usual confidence was turned way down. Shoulders a little rounded, fingers twisting in your lap, bottom lip caught between your teeth like you were the nervous one waiting for instructions.
Jesus Christ. Weren’t you a sight?
You looked exactly like the first time he saw you in the hospital, except then you’d been drowning in an oversized white coat and now you were drowning in almost nothing at all.
Everything else was the same. Same nervous bite of your lip. Same way your hair fell forward when you ducked your head.
“Hi, James,” your voice came out smaller than he’d ever heard it on stream, almost shy. The mask hid half your face but he caught the way your breath hitched, the tiny swallow in your throat.
“Hey, sweetheart.” His own voice scraped out rougher than he meant, thick with everything he was swallowing down. “You look nervous.”
You laughed—the exact soft laugh you’d given him in the ER when he’d called you doll and pretended it was casual. “Yeah… I mean, I kinda am. This feels way more real than the streams, you know? This is… different.”
Different. Yeah. Different was you finally letting him see the parts you kept from ten thousand strangers.
“Mask looks good on you.”
Your fingers fluttered to the ribbon at the back of your head. “I figured you’d wanna keep a little mystery going for a bit. Or… is that dumb?”
“I want whatever makes you comfortable, baby.” Lie. He wanted the mask gone yesterday. He wanted your eyes wide and unguarded when you realized the man wrecking you from a dark room was the same one you’d smiled at in a hospital hallway.
“Your camera’s still off, though. Come on, that’s not fair.”
“After,” he said, forcing his voice neutral.
“Nooo, now,” you countered, soft and stubborn at the same time, and fuck if that didn’t twist something low in his gut. “I showed up in lingerie, the least you can do is let me see that smile I’ve been imagining for weeks.”
He exhaled dramatically, but reached forward anyway. He flipped his camera on—just enough. The feed caught him from the bridge of his nose down, shadows swallowing the rest. Metal arm safely out of frame, light never touching it.
You leaned closer, breasts nearly spilling into his view, and squinted. “Oh my god, you absolute cheater,” you accused, but you were laughing. The exact same laugh from the hospital hallway when he’d called you doll and pretended it was harmless. “I can barely see you! That’s like… half a face. Rude.”
His chest ached.
He’d only seen you twice in person, but those two times were branded into him: the way you’d tucked hair behind your ear, the way you’d flushed when he’d said “good girl” without meaning to. Now here you were, flushed for him again, and it was killing him.
“C’mere, sweetheart. Take your mask off. Let me see you.”
Your fingers hesitated at the knot. “You’re sure? I don’t wanna ruin the vibe if I look all… I don’t know, normal without it.”
“You won’t. Come on, baby. I’ve been dying to see your face when you’re like this.”
The satin slipped free when you tugged the ribbon, and there was your face. Bared to him.
Just you—flushed, wide-eyed, biting your lip so hard he worried you’d draw blood. The girl who’d taken his vitals and pretended not to notice his pulse racing. The same girl now sitting in lingerie he’d give his other arm to peel off you.
“Fuck,” he breathed. “You’re even prettier than I remembered.”
Your cheeks went scarlet. “You say that like you’ve seen me before… wait, have we met or something? You’re freaking me out a little.” You laughed, but it was nervous.
He almost choked. He’d slipped.
Images of how he’d seen you before slammed into him. He’d memorized every detail. Twice. Once when you’d wrapped the cuff around his arm and your fingers had brushed his wrist. Once when you’d smiled at him in the hallway and asked about your cut finger. He couldn’t slip again.
“Stand up for me, baby,” he managed.
You rose off the bed. The lace bra cupped you perfectly, nipples already hard against the fabric. He watched your stomach flutter with every breath.
“Turn around.”
You obeyed, giving him the line of your spine, the dimples above your ass, the way the panties disappeared between your cheeks.
“Goddamn, sweetheart. You’re killing me.”
You glanced back, shyness creeping in again. “Good killing or bad killing?”
“The kind where I forget how to speak English.”
A sly smile curved your lips. “Okay, good. Bra next? Or are you gonna make me suffer?”
“Yeah. Take it off, honey. Let me see those gorgeous tits.”
Your hands went behind your back and the clasp popped. You let the straps slide down your arms, then held the cups in place a second longer than necessary, teasing.
“Let go.”
The lace fell.
Your breasts spilled free, nipples tight from nerves and want. You cupped them instinctively, then dropped your hands when he growled low.
“Please, don’t hide from me. Pinch them, baby. Show me how sensitive you are tonight.”
You rolled both nipples between your fingers, gasping softly. Your head fell back a little, exposing your throat.
His cock throbbed inside his pants, probably leaking already.
That tilt. He’d seen it when you were checking his chart, when you’d asked “left arm or right?” and he’d almost groaned at the thought of your hands on vibranium. Now you were doing it while you played with your nipples for him.
“Panties,” he said, like he’d just remembered you weren’t completely bare. “Bend over when you take them off.”
You hooked your thumbs in the waistband, turned your back to the camera again, and bent.
The lace peeled down your thighs, catching for a second on the slick between your legs before you stepped out.
You were dripping. He could see it from here.
“Fuck, baby. Look at you. Already soaked.”
Straightening, you turned, arms half-crossing your chest like you weren’t sure where to put them.
“Hands down,” he ordered gently. “Let me look.”
You obeyed, even though you were trembling.
He let the silence stretch until your thighs pressed together.
Your breathing was the same as when you’d taken his blood pressure—quick little inhales like you were trying to stay calm. Except now you were naked and wet and waiting for him.
He let the quiet linger just long enough for you to squirm before his voice dropped back in, softer, almost fond.
“Come here, baby. Come closer to the camera. I wanna see you properly.”
You came forward, breasts swaying as you walked. Your hands hovered, then settled on your thighs.
“God, look at you,” he murmured, the words slipping out before he could stop them. “All sweet and shy. You have any idea what that does to me?”
You ducked your head, hair falling across your face, then peeked up through it. “I feel… ridiculous. Like I’m on display.”
“You are on display,” he said gently. “My display. And you’re perfect.”
You bit your lip—the same nervous little bite he remembered from the hospital hallway—and his heart clenched hard enough to hurt.
“James?”
“Yeah, sweetheart?”
“Tell me what to do. I… I need you to tell me.”
The plea in your voice almost undid him. He leaned forward. “Alright. Go get your favorite toy. The one you use when you’re thinking about my voice in your ear. Walk slowly—I wanna watch.”
The camera caught every sway of your hips as you padded to the nightstand, the curve of your ass, the way your thighs brushed. You pulled the drawer open, rummaged, then turned back with the thick purple silicone cock in your hand.
He exhaled through his teeth. “Jesus. That the best you’ve got?”
Your voice came mock-offended. “Hey, don’t insult him. He’s been very loyal.”
“Loyal’s cute. He’s still smaller than what you’ll be taking when it’s me.”
Your mouth fell open, a startled laugh bubbling out. “Someone’s sure of himself.”
“Someone knows what he’s working with,” he shot back, grinning despite the ache in his chest. “Bring it here, baby. Show me how you get it ready for that pretty pussy.”
You crawled back onto the bed, giving him a deliberate view of your ass before settling on your knees facing him. The toy looked obscene in your small hand.
“Mouth first,” his voice had gone softer now. “Get it nice and wet for me. Pretend it’s me you’re tasting.”
You brought it to your lips, tongue peeking out, tracing the underside. Your eyes flicked up to the camera— first a little shy, then bolder—and you took the head in, cheeks hollowing. A soft hum vibrated around the silicone.
His breath caught. “That’s it… deeper, sweetheart. I wanna hear you choke on it a little.”
You pushed further, eyes watering instantly, a tiny gag that went straight to his cock. Spit glistened on your chin when you pulled off gasping.
“Good girl,” the praise rough with pride and want. “Again. Make it messy, baby. I like you messy.”
You did it again, and again, until drool slipped down your wrist and the toy shone under the ring light. Your lips were swollen and lipstick smeared.
“Perfect,” he whispered. “Now lay back for me. Knees up, legs open, baby. Show me where you want it.”
You fell back against the pillows, thighs trembling as they parted. The camera caught everything: the slick shine on your inner thighs, the way your pussy clenched around nothing.
“Fuck, baby. You’re dripping. All that just from sucking silicone?”
You whimpered. “From you telling me what to do.”
“Tease yourself first. Just the tip. Up and down that pretty slit. Don’t put it in yet.”
You guided the head along your folds, gasping every time it nudged your clit. Your hips rolled, chasing friction.
“James—please—”
“Not yet, sweetie. I wanna watch you suffer a little. You look so fucking gorgeous when you’re needy.”
You whined, but obeyed, sliding the toy through your wetness until your thighs shook and your back bowed off the bed.
“Now slide it in slowly. Let me hear every inch.”
The sound that left you when you pushed inside was pure filth— both desperate and relieved. Your head fell back with another moan.
“That’s my girl,” he rasped. “Fuck yourself nice and deep. Pretend it’s me filling you up.”
You started moving, hips rolling, the toy disappearing over and over. Your free hand flew to your breast, squeezing hard.
“Add your fingers on your clit, baby. Slow circles. I wanna see you fall apart piece by piece.”
You cried out the second your fingers touched, hips bucking hard enough the headboard tapped the wall.
“Tell me who you belong to,” he demanded, voice cracking with how close he was to losing it himself.
“You,” you sobbed. “Only you—James—fuck, please—”
“Come for me, sweetheart. Soak the sheets. Let me watch you break.”
You shattered.
Your whole body locked, pussy clenching visibly around the toy, a rush of wetness spilling out as you screamed his name.
Tears slipped down your temples into your hair. You rode it out shaking, gasping, thighs trembling so hard the mattress squeaked.
He gave you maybe twenty seconds of mercy, watching you come down, skin glowing with sweat.
“Again, baby. Don’t pull it out. Fuck yourself through it. I’m not done with you.”
You sobbed, oversensitive, but your hips rolled anyway because he asked. “I can’t—it’s too much—”
“You can. You will. Be my good girl one more time.”
Your second orgasm hit like a freight train. You screamed, the toy buried to the hilt as your walls pulsed. When you collapsed, the sheets beneath you were drenched, dark and ruined.
You were trembling everywhere, hair stuck to your forehead, lips parted on ragged breaths.
With what little strength you had left, you pushed up on your elbows, looked straight into the camera, voice small and wrecked.
“James… please, baby. Show me your face. I just… I need to see the man who does this to me. Please.”
His finger hovered.
Every cell in his body screamed to flip the light, to let you see it was him—the same man whose pulse you’d taken, whose wrist you’d touched, who’d watched you blush in a hallway and pretended he wasn’t already ruined.
But the second you saw the arm, the scars, the face you’d smiled at twice, you’d know every lie.
You’d hate him.
Your lip trembled. Fresh tears welled. “Please… I’m begging you.”
His throat closed so tight he couldn’t swallow. He pressed end call.
The screen snapped to black.
The silence that followed was deafening.
He sat frozen, cock throbbing painfully against his sweats, untouched, leaking a steady drip onto his skin. His hands shook.
He waited for the call back, the furious text, the “what the fuck, James?”
Nothing.
Minutes bled into twenty, thirty, an hour.
He didn’t move. Didn’t touch himself. Didn’t deserve the relief.
He just sat there in the dark, shirt sticking to his back with sweat, heart hammering so hard it hurt, every inch of him aching with the sound of your broken please echoing over and over.
He pictured you on the other side of the city, curled up in those ruined sheets, mascara streaked, feeling used and discarded.
He hated himself with a clarity that burned.
He wanted to drive to your apartment, fall on his knees outside your door, beg through the wood until you let him in.
He wanted to vanish off the face of the earth so you’d never have to know it was him.
He did neither.
He stayed on the couch, hard and hurting and hollow, staring at the blank screen until the sky outside turned gray, your final please looping in his head like a broken record he’d never deserve to turn off.
He didn’t know how long he’d been sitting there. Could have been ten minutes. Could have been two hours. The apartment was dead quiet except for the wet thud of his own pulse in his ears.
His cock finally softened, but the ache was still there, a dull, punishing throb that matched the one behind his ribs.
He groaned and dragged both hands down his face. Metal fingers scraped over stubble. Flesh ones came away damp.
The phone was on the coffee table. He stared at it like it was a loaded gun.
Pick it up, Barnes. Fix this.
He reached for it. The thing felt heavier than it had any right to. His thumb hovered over your contact—babydoll, with the little red heart emoji you’d made him add one night when you’d been tipsy on lack of sleep and too much honesty.
He started typing before his brain caught up.
James: baby i’m so sorry James: the call dropped and i panicked like a fucking idiot James: please answer me James: i didn’t mean to leave you like that James: you were perfect, you’re always perfect James: sweetheart please
He hit send on the last one and watched the little blue bubbles float up.
Delivered.
No read receipt.
He waited. Ten seconds. Twenty. Thirty.
The bubbles stayed gray. No typing indicator.
His stomach dropped so fast he felt it in his knees.
He typed again, faster than he knew it was possible.
James: i know i fucked up James: just tell me you’re okay James: yell at me, curse me, anything James: just don’t disappear on me James: please baby
Sent.
Still nothing.
He refreshed the chat. The messages sat there, then—undelivered. The little “delivered” tag vanished.
He swiped up to your profile picture. Gone. Just the default gray silhouette.
The chat header changed in real time: This user has blocked you.
The phone slipped from his fingers and hit the rug with a dull thud.
He stared at the ceiling, chest caving in on itself. His eyes burned, but nothing fell. He didn’t cry. He didn’t get the release.
He thought about the way you’d looked at the camera—shaking, wrecked, mascara streaked, whispering please like he was the only person in the world who could fix you.
He thought about how you’d trusted him with your face, your body, your rawest parts.
He thought about the first time you smiled at him in the hospital hallway, and how he’d lied with every breath since.
He thought about the sound you made when you came the second time—his name cracked right down the middle.
His metal hand curled into a fist. He pressed it to his sternum like he could crush the ache out.
Well done, Barnes.
You finally got the girl to trust you.
And then you broke her.
You stared at the black screen for what felt like forever, the little “call ended” banner still glowing in the corner like it was mocking you.
Your chest rose and fell in ragged little hitches, the room too quiet now without his voice filling it.
You waited, stupidly, desperately, for the ringtone to kick back in, for him to pop up with some sheepish “sorry, baby, my connection’s trash” or “got nervous, give me a sec.”
Anything. Even a lame excuse would have been better than this silence.
But nothing came.
The seconds stretched into minutes, and the warmth that had been pooling low in your belly curdled into something cold and sour.
You felt suddenly, horribly small on the big bed, sheets twisted and soaked beneath you, skin still tacky with sweat and slick.
The toy lay discarded near your knee like evidence. Your thighs trembled from the aftershocks, but the pleasure was already gone, replaced by this ugly, hollow ache that sat right behind your ribs.
Used.
That was the word that kept circling. You had stripped yourself bare, literally and emotionally, for the first time ever, and he’d just… vanished. Like you were a stream he could close out of when he was done. Like the second you asked for something real, you weren’t worth the effort anymore.
Tears pricked at the corners of your eyes. You blinked them back hard, angry at yourself for crying over a guy whose face you’d never even seen.
But they came anyway, slipping sideways into your hair.
You rolled off the bed on shaky legs and went to the bathroom. The shower came on scalding. You stepped under it, gasping as the heat hit oversensitive skin.
You scrubbed hard until your shoulders and breasts and thighs were stinging, trying to wash off the smell of sex, the feel of his voice still clinging to your skin, the memory of how you’d begged.
You stayed in there until the water ran cold and your fingers pruned, until the steam fogged the mirror so thick you couldn’t see your own red-rimmed eyes.
Wrapped in a towel, you padded back to the bedroom. The ring light was still on, glaring like an accusation. You killed it with one angry flick.
The room plunged into darkness, lit only by the city glow leaking through the blinds.
You stripped the used sheets, balled them up, and shoved them into the hamper like they’d personally betrayed you. Fresh ones went on crooked because your hands wouldn’t stop shaking.
Then you curled on your side, knees to chest, arms wrapped tight around yourself like you could hold the pieces together.
It had been a little more than an hour since the call started. It felt like a lifetime.
Your phone sat face-down on the pillow beside you. You told yourself you weren’t going to look. You lasted maybe ten minutes.
When you flipped it over, the screen lit up with notifications from him.
More kept coming, one after another, frantic little blue bubbles that made your throat close up.
You read them. Every single one.
Then your thumb hovered over the block button.
He’d seen you come undone. He’d heard you beg. And the second you asked for him in return, he’d vanished.
You pressed block.
The messages turned gray. His name disappeared. The little heart emoji you’d added next to “James” vanished along with everything else.
You set the phone face-down again and pulled the blanket over your head.
The tears came freely now, quiet and hot into the pillow until there was nothing left but the ache that sat heavy where his voice used to be.
Summary: After months of perfect obedience in Steve's basement, you are finally rewarded with a new life upstairs as his pampered, collared princess.
Pairing: Steve Kemp x Female Reader
Word count: 6.6k
Warnings/notes: dead dove type shit!; kidnapping/captivity (the act of kidnapping the reader is not described); Stockholm Syndrome (heavy on this one!!); extreme power imbalance; psychological manipulation (heavily implied); “upstairs wife”; the other girls do NOT get the upstairs treatment!!; obsessive behavior; master/pet dynamics; reader crawls around in a collar and leash; smut; praise kink; oral sex (f! & m! receiving); anal play (tongue and fingers); orgasm denial/edging; overstimulation; breeding kink/lactation kink (brief); p in v; unprotected sex; aftercare (Steve is a cannibal, not an animal); Steve Kemp (that entire man is a warning, please); very light mentions of cannibalism (no actual cannibalism actions in the fic); pet names (mostly princess); no use of Y/N; unbeta'd
The air in this basement has always been the same from day one: cold, damp. Thick with the smell of fear. Not your fear, no; you learned quickly to breathe in and out slowly, to be patient for him. No screaming, no fighting, no wasting energy. You couldn’t say the same for the others. You still hear the rattling of their chains, sometimes, hissed curses when they think he’s not listening (or when they think he is). Not you. Never you. You kept your eyes down, voice soft when spoken to, your body ready to please the second his footsteps sounded on the stairs.
You don’t want to believe you’re Steve’s favorite, not yet. But you notice he lingers at your cell more often. That his fingers brush your cheek instead of gripping your throat, that he smiles at you instead of scolding you. Your food tray always has a little something extra: a square of chocolate still in its gold foil, some blueberries. And sometimes, he even murmurs a gentle “good girl” in your ear like a secret only the two of you know.
And still. Still, you don’t think you’re his favorite. You’re just nice enough that he doesn’t see reason to punish you.
After learning just about everything to survive in this basement, down to the exact rhythm of Steve’s footsteps, it’s not strange that you notice immediately that he sounds different today. You know the difference in his movements when he comes for reward or for punishment, but today he’s slower, even more deliberate than usual.
The key slides home in your lock first, as it always does every day—he feeds you first, clothes you, touches you until he’s sated. When he visits the other girls, he barely spends any time with them. All of it is dedicated to you only.
Steve pauses on the threshold, letting the silence settle between you until your pulse is fluttering against your throat like a hummingbird in a cage.
He leans against the frame for a moment, enough for you to notice the way his sleeves are rolled to the elbow, showing off his forearms, and how he’s holding something in his hands.
A collar. Leather painted in the palest blush-pink—the exact shade he once told you was your color when you wore it in your lingerie—lined in cream suede that looks like it will feel like a kiss against warm skin. A small heart-shaped tag swings from the silver D-ring, catching the weak glow from the overhead bulb. The words GOOD GIRL are engraved in delicate letters, glinting like a promise.
“Princess,” he says, voice warm. He sounds proud. “You’ve been my best girl.”
Steve doesn’t ask for anything. Never needs to, because you always provide, always ready. You sink to your knees without being told, thighs parting slightly and concrete unforgiving against your skin. You welcome the pain; it has become just another language you speak fluently, one you can translate perfectly into obedience. You think the way you’ve mastered that art is perhaps one of the many reasons why he favors you so much.
He crouches in front of you, close enough that the heat of his body chases away the basement cold from your skin. The scent of cedarwood wraps around you as one hand lifts your chin and the other draws the pink leather along the line of your jaw, down the column of your throat as if mapping every inch he owns.
“Pretty. Prettier when you’re mine.” His words send a chill down your spine, but not an unwelcome one. You feel yourself grow slick, helpless, a response he has trained into your nervous system.
Then Steve smiles, a type of smile someone who doesn’t know him as well as you do would mistake for plain sweetness.
“I have something for you, princess.” His hands move slowly around your neck, slipping the collar around it, soft like silk, so supple it molds perfectly to your throat like it has always belonged right there. He buckles it slowly, letting you feel every tiny shift, every fraction of pressure until the fit is perfect: snug enough that you are constantly aware of it, loose enough that you can still swallow perfectly well. The little silver heart settles just above your collarbone, the branded words on the tag now a part of yourself, too. Almost as if Steve had branded them right into your skin.
A few seconds later, his fingers reach towards the D-ring and clip a shiny silver leash with a soft click.
“Do you know what this means?” He asks.
You don’t. By now, you truly believe you know every variable of this place. Every shift in the air, Steve’s schedule, how his moods shift and change like the tides. But this is new. Uncharted territory. You shake your head just barely, not yet daring to use words unless he asks you to. Words have always been a privilege—one you know he lets you have because you won't abuse it.
“It means you don't belong down here anymore,” he tells you, fingers trailing the pink collar as if he is measuring something about it.
In a swift movement, Steve rises, and the leash tightens as he gives it the smallest tug. Just once, as if testing how it feels. Is this the first time he's doing this? It can't be.
As he moves towards the door, you follow. On your hands and knees, breasts swaying softly under your shirt, the heart tag dangling with every movement. You notice, as you crawl behind Steve, truly looking like a puppy following its owner, that he's left all other cells open tonight.
All the girls you see are handcuffed, unable to move—and you realize he's making them watch you.
The girls stare as you crawl. One of them whimpers. Another spits a word you don't catch. But Steve—Steve doesn't look anywhere but behind his back, staring straight at you with something in his eyes that looks too kind on a man like him.
“Ladies, pay attention,” he announces, voice ringing off the cinder block walls. “No one else is getting favorite treatment. But I still hope you all will behave.”
Another slow pull of the silver leash, and you follow obediently, knees scraping against the hard floor, slick heat gathering between your legs. Submission feels like power today. Like every day you spent perfecting yourself for him offered you this: a chance to crawl upstairs. To a new world. A home with him. A place where good girls are kept on silk instead of concrete.
Steve doesn’t rush you as he waits for you to move up the stairs. Each step is measured, the leash loose in his fist, giving you just enough slack to feel the pull without ever stumbling. Behind you, the basement begins to feel like a different world. You think you hear someone sob, but the sound begins to fade with each step you climb. When you reach the door, and Steve opens it for you, the air changes. It starts to smell like coffee and cherry candles, a contrast to the always too heavy and damp scent in the basement. Your knees ache, skin scraped, but the pain means you’re moving forward, away.
Steve tugs once on your leash, making you stop in place.
“Look at me, princess.” And you do. You lift your head, eyes meeting his. The light is softer up here, and it turns his eyes the color of a summer sky you haven’t seen in months. Steve studies you for a moment before he leans down and brushes his thumb across your lips.
“You’re trembling. Not from fear, I hope,” he says, much too softly.
You shake your head. The truth feels too big for words yet, so you let your body answer instead: you lean into his palm, like a kitten purring for scratches. Steve smiles approvingly.
“Good girl.”
Then he straightens back up, giving the leash the gentlest tug to lead you down the hallway.
Sunlight pours through tall windows you didn’t know existed, painting stripes across the floor. You crawl through them, warmth soaking into your shoulders and seeping into your bones, welcoming you, until you reach a white door at the end of the hall.
Steve opens it, revealing to you a bedroom. Not a cell, not four cinderblock walls meant to hold you prisoner. A real bed with pillows piled high and a duvet the color of heavy cream. Soft rugs under your sensitive knees. A full-length mirror on one wall.
Then a click. Steve unhooks the leash but leaves the collar in place. For a moment, the absence of tension at your throat feels strange, then perfect. He nudges your shoulder once.
“You can get up, princess,” he says with quiet confidence. “This is yours now. All of it.”
In one slow movement, you get off your knees to finally stand, making your way to the mirror. Your hair is longer than it was the first time you got here, a little tangled but still shining in the sunlight; eyes wide, lips parted, nipples taut beneath the thin shirt you were given a few days ago. You don’t look cherished, but you look like you’re about to be.
In the reflection, you see Steve stepping behind you, hands settling on your shoulders and then sliding down your arms until his fingers lace with yours.
“Tell me what you want,” he murmurs against your ear. “You’ve earned the right to ask.”
The answer is immediate, voice cracked from disuse but as certain as ever.
“You,” you whisper. “Only you. Always.”
His arms come around you fully then, pulling you back against his chest. One hand splays over the collar on your neck, thumb stroking the engraved heart.
“My favorite girl,” he says, voice rough with satisfaction.
He turns you then, gently moving you until you’re pressing to the edge of the bed and sitting down. And then, he kneels.
Steve, your Steve, kneeling for you, lifting one bare foot into his lap, kissing the raw skin of your knee like it’s something sacred, like his lips can cure the pain.
“First,” he begins speaking between slow presses of his mouth. “a bath. Then we get you proper clothes. Then dinner—I made something delicious for you.” His eyes flick up, a mix of wicked and tender, as his fingers slowly massage the muscle of your leg. “And then, we’ll come back here. And I’ll show you exactly how you’ll get spoiled up here.”
You reach for him, fingers threading through his hair before they freeze. Would he even let you touch him like this?
Steve doesn’t back away. He leans further into your touch, like he craves it, too, and he kisses up your leg until he reaches the end of your shorts. And just as your breath hitches, he leans back.
When he rises again, he lifts you like you weigh nothing, arms under your thighs and back, cradling you against his chest. As Steve carries you to the bathroom, you feel it instantly—the scent of roses filling your senses, overwhelming you in the best possible way.
The bathroom is all white marble and gold fixtures, steam curling from a tub the size of a small bed. Rose petals float on the surface, real ones, deep crimson against the water like drops of blood. Whether it’s a reminder or just a coincidence, the sight ignites something in you. Still not fear. Just an awareness that bleeds out slowly.
Steve sets you down on the marble edge of the tub before he kneels in front of you again, fingers reaching for your shirt and rolling it up your torso with deliberate care, knuckles dragging over your ribs.
“Arms up, princess.”
The thin shirt peels away like a bad memory, tossed aside like it never belonged to you in the first place. He doesn’t rush. His palms glide over your ribs, thumbs brushing the undersides of your breasts, pausing to circle each nipple until they tighten painfully and you have to bite your bottom lip to remain quiet.
Then his head dips, forehead pressed just below where your tag rests, and his lips press a kiss to your sternum, down, down, until he moves again and wraps his mouth around one nipple. Warm, filthy, his tongue curls around the tight bud before he ever so lightly suckles on it.
You almost slip off the edge of the tub if it weren’t for his tight grip on your body keeping you upright.
“Steve—”
His hands move to your waist and dig into the skin as you moan his name.
“One day, I’m gonna put a baby in you,” he says after releasing your nipple with a pop. “And then sucking on these pretty tits will taste even better.”
Your shorts come next. Steve hooks his fingers in the waistband and drags them down, mouth following along: the hollow of your hip, the soft skin just above your mound, the inside of each thigh. When you’re left bare, except for the pink collar still resting against your neck, Steve lifts one of your feet to the edge of the tub, spreading you open and exposing you to his gaze.
“My sweet girl,” he whispers reverently. “Already dripping like honey. Just for me.”
One thick finger slides through your folds, gathering the wetness, tracing up to circle your clit with devastating patience. Your hips jerk; he steadies you with a hand on your thigh.
“Later,” he promises, voice rough. “You’ll come when I'm inside you. Be patient.”
He lifts you again with no effort and lowers you into the water. It closes over your skin, almost too hot, before you allow yourself to relax against the tub. Rose petals cling to your breasts, your throat.
It's been a while since you've taken a bath. Steve would allow you a quick shower every couple of days, whenever he deemed you were unclean—but it was practical. Wash, soap, rinse, leave. Methodical.
This is different. This is caring.
Steve takes the cloth, wets it, and starts with your throat. He circles the pink leather of your collar reverently, letting warm water trickle over the buckle and down between your breasts. His thumb traces the engraved words on the tag while his mouth finds the spot just beneath your ear.
“From now on, this stays on,” he murmurs against your skin. “Always.”
He washes you like he’s memorizing you. Shoulders. Arms. The curve of each breast lifted in his palm, nipple rolling between wet fingers until you’re whimpering. Down your belly, cloth abandoned, just his bare hands now, slick with soap that smells like vanilla. When he reaches between your legs, he doesn’t tease; he cups you fully, heel of his hand grinding slow circles while two fingers slip inside, curling and stroking that spot that makes your thighs tremble.
Your head falls back against the tub’s edge. Water sloshes; petals cling and fall away.
“Steve—”
“Shh. Let me feel how soft you are for me.”
He keeps you there, on the glittering edge, until your breath is nothing but broken pleas. Only then does he ease his fingers free, and bring them to his mouth to lick them clean while watching you with half-lidded eyes.
He washes your hair next. Nails scraping your scalp, warm water pouring over you again and again until you’re boneless. Days and hours have become meaningless since Steve brought you to his place and you became someone far away from who you once were. But one thing you remember from your other life?
No one ever treated you like you’re holy.
And Steve does.
When he’s finished, he leans over the tub, sleeves soaked, and kisses you slowly, his tongue stroking yours like he’s taming a wild animal. One hand cradles the back of your neck, the other strokes your cheek, awfully tender for a man like him.
Only when you’re trembling again, when your hands are clutching at his wet shirt like a lifeline, does he finally move you to wrap your body in a soft, fuzzy towel.
He carries you then, back into the bedroom, and sets you down on the edge of the bed like something too fragile to be handled any differently. The towel falls the moment his hands leave you, pooling at your waist. You make no effort to cover yourself; he has seen every part of you more times than you can count.
Steve kneels again (he really seems to love kneeling for you tonight), opening a drawer at the end of the dresser. You’ve never looked inside of it before—but you realize now, as he lifts the first pieces, that it is filled with clothes chosen for you.
First, panties: blush-pink lace so delicate it’s nearly transparent, with a tiny satin bow at the center. He smiles and holds them open at your feet.
“Step,” he murmurs.
You do, rising from the bed and moving one foot, then the other, before Steve slides the panties up your legs with deliberate slowness. When the fabric settles between your barely parted thighs, it takes only a few seconds to become soaked; Steve notices, of course, and presses a soft kiss just above the waistband.
“Lovely,” he purrs against your skin.
Then, the stockings: sheer ivory silk with a wide band of lace at the top. He rolls them up your calves, over your knees, smoothing every inch with his palms until the lace kisses mid-thigh. His mouth follows the path of his hands, open-mouthed kisses along the sensitive backs of your knees until they’re buckling and he has to hold you so your legs don’t give out. The hem brushes the tops of your stockings, barely covering the lace panties.
Steve steps back to look, his throat working as he admires you like a painting in a gallery.
“Fuck,” he breathes. “Turn for me.”
You do, slowly. And when you face him again, his eyes are almost black with want.
One more thing.
He produces a matching robe from behind the door and slips it over your shoulders. The belt ties in a loose bow at your waist, and his hands settle on your hips, thumbs stroking the silk.
“My honey princess,” he whispers into your ear. “Looking good enough to eat.”
Another time, maybe before you grew used to the way Steve is, those words would have set you on a path of panic. Tonight, they sound only like soft teasing, and you barely even flinch. And as he pulls you gently to the full-length mirror so you can see what he sees, your heart thuds in your chest.
You look adored.
His.
Steve stands behind you, one arm around your waist, the other moving up your arm, pushing some hair away from your shoulder before he kisses it gently.
“My favorite girl. Always have been my favorite girl. From the moment I laid eyes on you in that supermarket.”
His hand slips beneath the robe, under the slip, fingers sliding easily into the soaked lace of your panties. Immediately, you sag against him, a broken sound escaping your throat.
“Still dripping,” he says with praise, circling your clit once. “Good. I want you ready for me all night.”
Slowly, he withdraws his hand and brings his fingers to your lips. Your mouth parts obediently, and you lick them clean, tasting yourself on his digits.
But Steve has plans to feed you properly, now that you’re truly his girl.
The dining room glows soft gold, candles trembling as the air shifts around them. One place is set at the polished table: heavy silver, a single chair pulled out for you. Steve settles beside you, so close that the silk robe brushes against his trousers every time you move.
You will never say it out loud, not unless he demands you to; but this moment, right here, at his dinner table, is the only one you had actually feared. To see what he had prepared for you to eat. Your fingers tremble, throat dry—but Steve doesn’t let you reach and lifts the silver dome himself.
A beat-
No meat. No blood.
Instead, there is a small cast-iron pot of mushroom risotto, creamy and fragrant with thyme and white wine; grilled asparagus glistening with lemon butter; a bowl of the fattest strawberries you’ve ever seen, some of them already dipped in dark chocolate and dusted with sea salt.
Steve spoons risotto onto your plate, steam curling between you.
“I know what you’re afraid to ask,” he says quietly, eyes on your face rather than the food. “You think one day I’ll put something on this plate that used to scream.”
He sets the spoon down, reaches for your hand, and presses it flat over his heart.
“Not for you. Never for you.”
His voice is low, almost tender, the same tone he used when he buckled the collar around your throat.
“I remember the first week,” he continues, thumb stroking your knuckles. “You couldn’t even keep broth down if you thought too hard about where the bones came from. My sweet girl is gentle. Fragile in ways the others never were.” A faint, crooked smile. “I like you gentle. I’m keeping you that way.”
He lifts a forkful of risotto and brings it to your lips.
“Open.”
You do. The rice is like velvet on your tongue. There’s no taste of anything metallic, nothing that reminds you of pain. Just warmth and butter and the faint taste of wine.
He watches you swallow, watches relief loosen your shoulders, and his smile widens.
“See? Only plants died for this meal, sweet princess.” He feeds you another bite, then an asparagus spear he’s dipped in the lemon butter, letting you lick the last drops from his thumb. He doesn’t react to the way your lips wrap around his finger, but you think you notice his eyes darken just a fraction.
When you reach for a chocolate-dipped strawberry yourself, he gently pushes your hand back to the table.
“Let me. Tonight is about you.”
He chooses the ripest one, brushes the chocolate end across your lower lip until you part for him, then slides the berry in slowly. Juice bursts between your teeth; he catches the drop that escapes with his tongue, lingering at the corner of your mouth.
“Good girl,” he whispers against your lips. “Best fucking girl.”
Between bites he kisses you, soft, slow, tasting of strawberries, until your head is spinning and the only thing left in the world is candlelight, silk against your thighs, and the warm weight of the collar reminding you whose gentle girl you are tonight.
When the plates are empty and your lips are swollen, he leans close, breath warm against the shell of your ear.
“Night isn’t over. Come.”
He rises first, the chair scraping softly against the floor. Candlelight slides over his shoulders as he circles behind you, fingers trailing across the nape of your neck, brushing the warm leather collar like he’s checking it’s still perfect. It is.
From his pocket he draws the silver leash.
“Up, princess.”
You stand on shaky legs, silk robe fluttering open. He fastens the leash to the D-ring with a soft, decisive click that echoes straight between your thighs.
Steve doesn’t pull yet. He simply holds the loop of the leash in one loose fist and walks. You follow, barefoot, the hardwood cool under your soles, the leash swaying gently between you like a promise.
Back in the bedroom the lamps are low, moonlight spilling across the bed. He stops at the foot of the bed and turns.
“Kneel.”
The single word is quiet, velvet-wrapped steel. You sink instantly, knees spreading on the thick rug, silk robe pooling around your thighs. The leash tightens just enough to tip your head back, to make the collar press deliciously against your throat.
Steve looks down at you for a long moment, eyes dark, chest rising slow and deep. Then he unbuckles his belt with deliberate calm, the leather whispering free.
He frees himself, cock already hard and flushed, a bead of wetness at the tip. One hand threads into your hair, thumb stroking your cheekbone.
“Suck,” he says, voice rough with arousal. “Put that pretty mouth to work.”
You lean forward eagerly, lips parting, tongue already out to taste him. The leash keeps you exactly where he wants you, close and obedient—but you wouldn’t need it to be his perfect girl. Anytime, any place, your body would melt for his no matter what.
The first slide of him across your tongue drags a low groan from his chest. Steve lets you set the rhythm at first, watching through half-lidded eyes as you take him deeper, hollowing your cheeks, humming around him because you know he loves the vibration. When your nose finally brushes his abdomen, face buried into the soft hair at the base of his cock, he exhales your name like a prayer and tightens the leash just enough to remind you who owns every breath you take.
“That’s it,” he murmurs, hips rolling slow and controlled. “My good girl. Take all of it.”
You do. You always do.
You take him deeper, inch by inch, until your lips meet the base of his length, and your throat flutters around him. Saliva pools, spills, drips from the corners of your mouth, cooling on your chin before it lands on the silk robe spread beneath your knees.
Steve’s fingers tighten in your hair, not guiding yet, just holding, feeling the rhythm you set. His hips stay still, thighs trembling with the effort. It makes you greedy to feel how close he is, and you hollow your cheeks, swirling your tongue along the underside. His hips jerk, and he lets out a broken whimper that you never thought you could hear from a man like Steve.
“Fuck, sweet princess, just like that,” he rasps, voice shredded.
Only then does he take control.
He winds the leash another turn around his fist, shortening it until the collar bites gently and your head is held exactly where he wants it. Then he takes over: slow, deliberate thrusts that fill your mouth, slide over your tongue, nudge the back of your throat until tears prick at the corners of your eyes and your lashes are wet. Each time he pulls back the heart tag on your throat chimes softly, a tiny silver bell marking every stroke.
You’re dripping onto the rug now, thighs slick beneath the silk, clit throbbing in time with your pulse. He watches you the entire time, eyes black in the low light, lips parted.
“Look at me,” he orders on a ragged breath.
You force your eyes up. The sight of him, head tipped back slightly, jaw clenched with pleasure, nearly undoes you. When your gazes lock, he loses the last of his restraint.
The thrusts turn deeper, faster, the leash keeping you perfectly still for him. Your hands clutch his thighs, nails digging into muscle, and you moan around him. The vibration rips a curse from his lips.
“Swallow,” he growls, voice cracking. “Every drop, princess. Don’t waste.”
He buries himself to the hilt and comes with a low sound that feels like it reverberates inside your bones. You swallow again and again, your throat working around him, milking him until he’s shaking and the leash finally loosens.
When he pulls free, a thin strand of saliva and release still connects your lip to the tip of him. He brushes it away with his thumb, then cups your jaw, tilting your tear-streaked face up.
“Beautiful,” he whispers, hoarse and reverent. “Always perfect for me.”
Steve tugs gently at the leash, a silent request for you to rise again, before he lays you back on the bed, against the mountain of pillows. The silk slip has ridden up to your waist; the lace panties are soaked through, clinging to every fold. He peels them down your legs, letting the wet fabric drag over your clit once, twice, until you whimper.
“Spread for me, princess.”
You do, knees falling open, stockings whispering against the sheets. Cool air kisses the slick heat between your thighs, and you shiver.
Steve settles between your legs, eyes dark and hungry. He unhooks the leash from the collar and sets it aside, but the collar stays, pink leather perfect against your throat.
Then he starts with his mouth.
The first slow lick is flat and broad, dragging from your entrance to your clit in one stroke. You cry out, hips bucking, like a woman denied for too long; he pins them down with one forearm across your lower belly, the other hand spreading you wider. Then, he feasts: tongue circling, flicking, dipping inside you, lapping up every drop like he’s starving. The wet sounds are obscene, filling the room, but they click perfectly inside of you, a missing piece of your puzzle finally back into place. Every time you get close, he pulls back just enough to let the edge recede, then dives in again.
Two fingers slide into you without warning, stroking the spot that makes your back arch off the bed. You’re so wet they sink into the knuckles on the first thrust, and he crooks them, scissoring gently, before adding a third. The stretch is exquisite, the closest you’ve ever felt to Heaven.
His thumb finds your clit while his tongue traces lower, lower, until it circles the tight ring of muscle no one has ever touched before. You freeze, breath catching.
“Steve, what are you—”
“Easy,” he murmurs against you, voice vibrating through your core. “Just a taste. Relax for me.”
You force yourself to breathe, to soften. His tongue presses, warm and wet, in tiny, teasing circles while his fingers keep fucking you slow and deep. The dual sensation is overwhelming, pleasure so sharp it almost hurts, the forbidden thrill of his mouth there making you shake.
Still, Steve never lets you tip over. Every time your thighs start to tremble, he eases off until you’re sobbing with need, fully begging for release.
“Please… Steve, please—”
He lifts his head, lips shiny, eyes blazing.
“You can speak freely now, sweet princess. Beg all you want. But I told you. You’ll come tonight only when I’m inside of you.”
The words tumble out, raw and desperate. “Please let me come, please. I’ll be so good, I need it, I need you—”
He smiles, slow and wicked, and slides his fingers free. You whine at the loss.
“Not yet.” He brings his slick fingers to your mouth. “Clean these first.”
You suck them eagerly, tasting yourself, hips rolling against nothing. When they’re clean, he leans over you, kisses you deep and filthy, then whispers against your lips.
“Turn over for me, princess. On your knees, chest down.”
The command is soft, but your body obeys before your mind catches up. You roll, silk slip rucked up to your waist, cheek pressed to the cool sheets, back arched, ass in the air. The collar presses into your throat when you turn your head; the heart tag slides across the linen.
Steve’s palms smooth over your cheeks, spreading you open. Cool air kisses the most secret parts of you, and you shudder.
“Such a pretty little hole,” he murmurs, voice rough with reverence. “And all mine.”
You feel the slick drag of his tongue first, gentle but relentless. The sensation is filthy, perfect. You moan into the pillow, fingers clawing at the sheets. He licks again, firmer this time, the tip of his tongue pressing just inside, breaching you by slow degrees until you’re pushing back against his face, desperate for more.
One finger joins his tongue, still soaked from your cunt and the saliva from your mouth, circling, easing in to the first knuckle. You clench instinctively; he stills, waits, then crooks the finger and strokes from the inside in a way that makes your toes curl and your breath hitch on a broken sob.
“Princess, relax,” he soothes, kissing the curve of your ass. “Let me in.”
The finger sinks deeper, slow and steady, until it’s buried to the hilt. He twists gently, scissoring, stretching, while his tongue keeps lapping at the rim. The burn melts into a pleasure that coils low in your belly and throbs in your clit.
A second finger joins the first, followed by more lube, more patience, more of that impossible stretch that only Steve provides. You’re panting now, rocking back onto his hand, the collar pulling tight every time you drop your chest lower.
He finds a rhythm: slow thrusts of his fingers, curling just right, while his other hand slips beneath you to circle your clit. There’s never enough pressure, never enough speed to get you off—but more than enough to set your skin ablaze, to make you feel on the edge every time. You’re dripping down your thighs, the sheets soaked beneath you, every nerve screaming for release.
“Steve, please, I need you—”
He leans over your back, lips at your ear, fingers still buried deep.
“Not yet, princess. I want this pretty ass ready for me one day. But tonight you stay right here on the edge, aching, open. Mine.”
He spreads his fingers wider, a gentle scissoring stretch that makes you cry out, then slowly withdraws them. You feel empty, trembling on the brink.
He flips you onto your back again, spreads your thighs wide, and looks at the mess he’s made of you: flushed, cunt swollen and dripping, the faint sheen of lube still glistening between your cheeks.
And he looks proud of it, too. Proud of the way he’s ruined you endless times, only to drag you to this bed—your bed now—and make it so you have no power to run anymore. All you want is him, his hands on you, his mouth on yours.
Steve, Steve, Steve.
And he rises over you like a storm.
The head of his cock nudges your entrance once, twice, already hard again and sliding through your soaked folds, teasing your clit until you’re writhing. Then he pushes in, stretching you open inch by thick inch, until he’s buried to the hilt and you can feel every throb of his pulse inside you.
A low, filthy groan tears out of him.
“Fuck… look at you. I know this pretty cunt was made for me, wasn’t it?”
He pulls back almost all the way, then sinks in again, deeper, harder. Your back arches off the bed; the heart tag chimes against your collarbone with every thrust.
“My good girl,” he growls, voice ragged, hips rolling slow and devastating. “With the sweetest cunt I’ve ever had.”
You sob, legs wrapping around his waist, heels digging into his back as the pleasure overwhelms you.
“You make the prettiest sounds, too.” He snaps his hips forward, filling you so completely your vision whites out for a second. “My perfect little princess. Wearing my collar while I fuck your sweet pussy.”
He sets a brutal, perfect rhythm, grinding strokes that drag over every sensitive spot inside you. The bed creaks beneath you; the leash lies forgotten on the sheets, but the collar stays snug, leather warming with every frantic beat of your heart.
He leans down, mouth at your ear, breath hot.
“Feel that?” Another punishing thrust. “Your innocence makes me so hard. Don’t ever want to ruin you.”
Except he already has. His hand slips between your bodies, thumb finding your clit, circling hard and fast. The pleasure is blinding, unbearable.
“Please—Steve—I can’t—”
“You can,” he snarls, teeth scraping the shell of your ear. “You will. You’ll take everything I give you, and you’ll fucking thank me for it.”
He drives into you harder, faster, the headboard knocking against the wall in time with his hips. Your whole body is coiled wire, trembling, stretched to breaking.
“Come for me, princess,” he finally commands, voice cracking with his own need. “Soak my cock. Be my good girl.”
You scream his name, back bowing off the bed, walls clamping down around him in endless, pulsing waves. Pleasure crashes over you so hard your vision tunnels, every muscle locking, then melting. He keeps fucking you through it, drawing it out until you’re sobbing, oversensitive, and still clenching around him.
Only when you’re limp and gasping does he let himself go; three more deep, grinding thrusts, and then he’s coming with a guttural groan, spilling hot inside you, hips jerking as he empties himself completely.
He collapses over you, forehead pressed to yours, both of you trembling. After a long moment he lifts his head, kisses you slow and deep, tasting salt and sex and surrender.
“Welcome home,” he whispers against your swollen lips.
He stays inside you for a long while, softening slowly, letting you feel every aftershock that ripples through your body. When he finally slips free, a warm rush follows; he hums, low and satisfied, and presses a kiss to your temple.
“Stay right there, honey princess. Don’t move.”
The bed dips as he leaves it. You hear the soft pad of his feet, water running in the bathroom, the clink of glass. Your limbs feel liquid, heavy with pleasure and exhaustion.
He comes back with a warm cloth on his hands. Kneeling between your thighs again, he cleans you with devastating gentleness: slow strokes over your swollen folds, the tender skin of your ass, the insides of your thighs where everything is sticky and sensitive. Every pass of the cloth makes you shiver, and he soothes each one with a kiss pressed to your knee, your hip, the curve of your waist.
When you’re clean, he tosses the cloth aside and stretches out beside you. The sheets are cool against your back, his body furnace-hot against your front. He gathers you close, one arm under your shoulders, the other sliding down to cup the back of your thigh and hook your leg over his hip. The heart tag nestles in the hollow of his throat now, caught between your bodies.
His fingers find your hair, combing through the damp strands, massaging your scalp until your eyes flutter.
“Are you comfortable?” he asks softly.
You make a small, sleepy sound and nuzzle into his neck. He smells like sex and home—you’ve never been more comfortable in your life, you don’t think.
His hand slips between your breasts, fingers settling over the warm leather collar, thumb stroking the engraved heart.
“Did you like the gift?”
You nod against his chest. “Never want it off.”
A pleased rumble comes out of him. “Good. It’s staying.”
He keeps touching you, lazy, reverent strokes along your spine, over the curve of your ass, the lace tops of your stockings he never took off. Every caress is worshipful, reminding you that the same hands that held the leash now hold you safe.
Minutes (or hours) slip by.
Your breathing slows, matches his.
Just before sleep pulls you under, he presses his lips to the shell of your ear and whispers, “You’re upstairs now, princess. You’re home. And tomorrow I’m going to spoil you all over again.”
You fall asleep smiling, the little silver heart resting directly over his heartbeat.
bucky x blackwidow!reader
You and Bucky Barnes go undercover as a married couple, but when a fake kiss gets too real, he unexpectedly finishes in his pants—leaving you both stunned.
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18+ content minors dni, smut, fem reader, dry humping, blindfolding, handjobs, fondling, nudity, dry humping, grinding, female masterbation, soft dom vibes reader, soft sub vibes bucky, bucky is touch starved, premature ejaculation, clothed ejaculation, reader has dubious methods of coping, vague mentions of previous sa, ex black widow reader, mentions of red room, very consensual, safe words, use of safe word/motion, kissing, panic attacks, bucky barnes needs a hug, if you squint, there's some plot, fluff, angst, bickering, major arguments, sparring, training, mentions of alcohol, injury, bloodr, eader is lowkey depressed, trauma. mentions of past violence, death and war, no use of y/n, lmk if i've missed anything - will be updated with each part
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─── PARTS [5/7] ✩
✩ part one
✩ part two
✩ part three
✩ part four
✩ part five
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