hiii, can I request a fluffy and angsty college au of jealous Semi(player 380) x reader like where the reader is younger than Semi and has a crush on her for a long time. However, Semi rejects the reader’s confession or like doesn’t care abt the reader bcoz of her popularity or for other reasons (you may choose). Then, the reader starts spending time with someone else, which makes Semi(player 380) jealous and prompts her to try to win the reader back. Thank you so much in advance, and I love your writing!!!
Thank you! I’ll try mixing the two a bit cause it sounds interesting
Tw: angst ig? And maybe some
You sighed in the hallway tugging your books
Should you do it? Should you tell *her*?
Se mi your first and only ever crush maybe you were delusional I mean she was only like two years older then you but still! You have a chance
You were friends with her…..to an extent I mean
She stared at you for more then three minutes that one time! There was hope maybe-
“You aren’t thinking about Se mi again are you?”
Your friend piped up walking towards you seeing your sighing they could swear they saw hearts in your eyes
“Shh! She might hear you!” *You hushed them down they laughed a bit in amusement*
“Y/n no offense or anything but you make it so obvious you stare at her all the time you stumble and stutter when she asks you simple questions you’re just….” *She looked at you up and down* “A mess.”
You rolled your eyes “Well no help from *you* I’m finally gonna confess to her!” *Their eyes widened a bit like they were just told the most unbelievable news then erupted into laughter* “Your humorous…y/n”
You rolled your eyes ready to give a glare then they punched your shoulder “I’m just messing I’m just glad you’re *finally* going for it how long has it been since you’ve liked her?” *You pondered in thought taking it seriously* “Eight years?” *F/n gave you a thumbs up* “Then why don’t you give her……eight roses, to show her how long you liked her?”
You smiled at the idea “Genius……what if she doesn’t accept?” *Your friend immediately covered your mouth* “Don’t you DARE start thinking about that stuff listen here y/n you’re gonna go up and confess…..when exactly?”
You shook her off “Ok ok! I’ll do it this afternoon where am I gonna get the roses?” *They gave you finger guns* “I’ve got you covered babe.”
Just as they said that the bells ringed signalling time for class i waved back with a knowing look and head to chemistry
You headed in and there Se mi was leaning on her seat hanging around most of her friends
Well half were just people wanting to be her friend but honestly you couldn’t blame them Se mi was well…..there was a lot of things you could say about her
For one she was extremely pretty…..she was awesome at well everything even the stuff she was bad at and she was popular but not mean…
Lucky for you, you were seatmates! Which is why you’ve gotten somewhat close…..in your eyes anyway you often wonder what those pretty eyes of her see you as
The other students headed off to do there own business and the teacher was heading in soon so you smiled at Se mi and she smiled back
Your stomach fluttered with butterflies by her simply acknowledging your existence
“Hey Se mi you….busy later?”
She pondered in thought as if she was thinking deeply then she smirked
“Messing I’m not really do anything why, you need something?”
You felt nervous but you already went front you can’t go back “Can we meet at the backyard later? Yk….nothing bad or anything”
She twirled a bit of her hair
That sound cued you both to take your seats she winked at you and class begun
*Time skip to where you meet up with your friend*
Your heart began to race heavily time was getting nearer you really weren’t sure if you wanted to do this….
Your friend noticed your shaky behaviour and shook their head “Hey, you don’t have to do this….except you’re definitely gonna regret it if you back out now.”
You shook your head “I’m fine. I just…need some….did you get the roses?” *Your friend winked playfully and handed them out to you*
“Thank you” *You stared at the eight roses for how long you’ve liked her….wow you really have liked her too long huh*
“What time is it now?” *You spoke out of the blue your friend pondered in thought* “Some time between the afternoon definitely” *Panic began to erupt in you* “Shoot! I asked Se mi to meet up with me around this time I’ve gotta go!”
You ran out before your friend could even comprehend what happened
You reached the backyard of the school and Se mi…wasn’t there? That relieved you for a second….maybe it was early?
You realised your phone was in your pocket so you checked the time and it was……”3pm?”
You noticed Se mi walking with some of her friends and you instantly hid the roses behind your back while walking up to her
“Hey Se mi…could you excuse us for a bit?” *You tried to ask her friends nicely a load of them seemed confused or irritated but they shrugged off and walked off Se mi quirked an eyebrow*
“Um Se mi remember i asked you to meet up? It’s okay if you forgot! Was asking”
Se mi looked confused then realisation came upon her and laughed a bit
“Oh yeah i forgot about that….sorry about it can’t be that serious though like you said what is it?”
It honestly kinda hurt you even though you told her it didn’t when she said she forgot but whatever…..”Um well….” *You handed her the roses and she stopped staring at them* “I’ve liked you for…..eight years. I’m not good with romantic lines so….i just want you to know if you….perhaps feel the same way?”
Se mi then sighed thinking and pacing “Fuck y/n this is….kinda..you’ve liked me that long?” *You nodded almost shamefully* “This is….kinda awkward i…..I’m sorry but i…..you…I’ll be upfront cause i trust you but I don’t feel the same way”
If your heart could it would have shattered in the moment but you just stood there your brain was screaming with random things you couldn’t make out “Oh….” “I’m sorry…”
You forced a smile “No it’s okay we can still be friends i hope….right?”
She smiled back “Yeah I don’t let things like this get awkward with friendships welll see ya later…I hope you’re okay these roses are pretty though”
The two of you walked separate ways and just as she led the tears threatened to spill you felt like a fool a dummy a stalker all bad things and you couldn’t get them out of your head
You met up with your friend who was ready to cheer excitedly then noticed your gloomy behaviour
“Oh no babe….that happened I’m sorry-“ *The second you reached to her you began to sob uncontrollably. You felt like a crybaby that you couldn’t just take it well maybe then she would have liked you….*
Your friend walked you back to you and their dorm and gave you a bunch of blankets and tissues and whatever else you like
“I’ll…give you some time.”
You lied down in bed and processed everything i mean it’s not like she humiliated you or anything it’s just…….i mean what were you expecting honestly? “Now she probably thinks I’m a freak for liking her that long….” *You couldn’t help but say and think these things are true i mean what if they are?!*
Eventually you got worned out and passed in a blissful sleep
Eventually once you woke up you felt a sudden dread…..why?
Oh yeah your crush rejected you
And that you had to face her today
I mean you said it right? You don’t wanna make it awkward honestly you regret saying that maybe avoiding her was better….
*As you got up and brushed your teeth and hair and got ready your friend was tying their shoes and went up to you*
“Heyy y/n….you doing okay?”
*You simply stared at them and they got the hint were you supposed to be okay?*
“So…do you plan on talking to her?”
“I mean I told her it was fine so….i don’t wanna make it awkward so i might as well try to act like I’m fine”
*Your friend stared in empathy*
“Well…I’m sure after this day you’ll be fine…it’s just a day right?”
You sighed and forced a small smile
You headed out and even if people weren’t it felt like people were staring at you…is it anxiety is it real? You didn’t know and that made you even more scared….
Luckily one of your later classes were with se mi so you had all day to prepare to see her which you did
*Time skip to your second or third class*
It was time. You were gonna see Se mi
You took a breath and walked into class trying to seem as normal as possible and there was Se mi
Leaning on the chair just talking to her friends she noticed you and smiled like usual
“Hey y/n we were just talking about the teacher giving us an extra strict lecture….teachers sure are funny”
You force a smile you didn’t wanna make things awkward she didn’t deserve that
“Really? Wow they probably just want us to learn…”
Se mi snorted a bit and talked to you as if yesterday never happened….
It sorta relieved but upsetted you at the same time like wow it hit hard
She really doesn’t like you back. A truth you finally have it fully hit
After some time the teacher came in and you sat next to Se mi you’d normally be thrilled to be seatmates with her but right now? You don’t feel like you’re ready to face her….
*Another time skip I’ll just make it short*
The day was mainly just you trying to make se mi know or atleast think things were cool between you two eventually the day ended and you felt drained and you barely did anything
You layed down in bed thankfully tomorrow was a weekend most people would leave to visit families you planned on staying you can use this to relax all day
Eventually that day came by and well you were a mess
You groaned as your friend turned on the lights in your face
“Oh come on y/n that’s enough petting! It’s been two days you have to be strong now”
You only stared at her blankly
“Well what am i supposed to do? Get over it?”
You friend pondered like what if they were about to say was bad “Well you could you know get over it..”
You sighed “Well obviously I should but….i loved her….”
Your friend had a small pitied look
“Well…there’s plenty of people around I don’t know try making a new friend or something…”
You sighed then got up as if you suddenly got a burst of energy “Okay”
You got ready and headed out and went outside in the backyard and a student happened to be sitting on your usual spot
You mentally decided this was the perfect time to make a friend! Who knows maybe something else could happen….
“Hey this is my usual spot nobody usually goes around here….names y/n”
The person shot there head up “I don’t see your name on it.” *they smirk a bit jokingly*
You scoff smiling a bit “I basically claimed it please….you got a name?”
They smiled “I’ll let you guess starts with A ends with Z”
Se mi just left her dorm ready to do whatever she wants in her free time
Her mind wandered to y/n oh y/n…..was interesting
Se mi wondered why she was so interested in being around them….they confused her in a good way
Like she felt like she missed something rejecting them and still wanted them around her? Usually if she rejected someone she’d atleast distance herself a bit for their sake
But for y/n? She wanted them around even more…..strange
Speaking of y/n wonder where they are anyway….might catch up a bit she was worried where they were yesterday
Just as she thought that while heading outside she saw y/n! And…..some person she’s never seen
She wouldn’t have been bothered if it seemed like the two or atleast the other person was…..flirting?
Wait why is she bothered! Y/n is free to do whatever they want!
“Hope I’m not interrupting anything.”
Y/n laughed a bit “Uh hey Se mi this is….a new student”
“Hey! I just said I’ve been here awhile i just didn’t talk much to others”
Y/n rolled your eyes playfully Se mi quirked an eyebrow
“Well what classes are you in?”
She couldn’t help but question
“Clearly in none of yours” They laughed a bit”
Se mi tried not to frown she didn’t like this persons attitude
“Hey she asked you a question!” Y/n playfully giggled
Se mi tried to hold back whatever these feelings were “Hey so guys wanna hang out?” She mainly gestured it to y/n
Y/n nodded smiling while the other person shrugged giving a small smile
It’s been a week now and the two pair have gotten really close each time Se mi saw them her stomach twisted in a way she didn’t seem to get was she jealous? If so why? She rejected you why-
“Hey y/n” *Se mi approached them*
“Oh hey Se mi barely talked in awhile” *Y/n smiled while Se mi felt bad*
“Yeah it’s just that guy has…..what’s there name?”
“Won’t say it’s a joke of theirs!” *Y/n giggled a bit Se mis eye twitched*
“Yeah well have they ever said anything? Like about you know serious stuff just…….looking out for you”
Y/n quirked an eyebrow “Not sure it matters but there flirty a lot but I’m assuming their jokes most of the time..”
Se mi deadpanned you “most?”
Se mi kept on backing you into a corner asking you questions about you and him you had enough
“Okay Se mi you’re acting weird just why are you so bothered?!”
Se mi seemed confused by the words she said then had a serious look
“Yeah i do and I’m sorry it took me a simple jealousy fit to figure it out…”
You didn’t know what to say was this a dream all you did was kiss her
“Will that help you figure it out?”
She nodded smiling “I’m sorry for whatever pain i put you through”
“Shut up! I’m still thinking whether if this is a dream or not”
Soo the ending is kinda rushed but i hope it’s worth it also happy late new years!
