Is this ok

A guy | Mex人 :It is safe here, no one comes

[amioklikethis]

It’s me

Been a minute

I read your words of hunger

To find I left all of this behind

If only I was still in touch

Maybe we would find some solace

The clock is still ticking

But I’ve already become deaf

[amioklikethis]

I sometimes imagine I have this friend with whom I listen to my private spotify playlists.

I imagine us just enjoying the music, making a scene, basically. Funny, it’s always a girl; I always feel I can relate to a girl more easily. This girl does not exist, though. I have never become so emotionally intimate with someone. For someone to be in the same wavelength as me, day by day becomes a more difficult thing to imagine. 

[amioklikethis]

I can always count on my disorder to effectively distantiate from people

[amioklikethis]

This broken face could never

[amioklikethis]

At least  back then I could dream of a good future

[infpisme]

[amioklikethis]

It was not enough at my peak

And now my time is past.

[amioklikethis]

She made sure I would not trust a single person again, in my life.

[amioklikethis]

Fated to fail

2 years of planning, part time jobs, tight deadlines, closing doors, anxiety through the roof, all dwarfed by a force I cannot possibly fight. Fate’s ultimate display of power to  stomp on my will and leave me in the dust. I never wanted anything more that this and it is being taken away from me, no questions asked.

[noealzii]

Seoul, South Korea

[amioklikethis]

Today I cried like a little bitch

It's been years

felt good

hole still there

[amioklikethis]

It would mean the world to me if I could love myself without it being some kind of manic episode or weird power trip.

[amioklikethis]

There's no consolation for your kind you are here and you lie alone from the day you were born, until the day you die. "We" is just a way to remind yourself you are aware of your loneliness, or maybe to forget it, but at the end of the day, when you are sitting there, looking around, imagining. The interactions you could've had, the people that could've been there, if you only grew a bit normal

[amioklikethis]

I realize more and more that my dreams are just that, destined to remain just that, inside me. 

And the few things that keep me dreaming at least, are leaving, one by one.

One day it’ll just  be me

It’ll be time.

[amioklikethis]

In the end we’re still alone, friend.

[amioklikethis]

It’s all ok, the worst has passed. But at what cost?

[amioklikethis]

Relax, take a break from the absolute shit show