thinking about dutch like, i hate him, but i like him, but he's awful, but he's kind, but i dislike him, but i love him, but he's horrible, but he cares, but he doesn't, but he's handsome, but he's ugly, but i like him, but i don't like him, but he's doing his best, but his best is horrible, but he's changed people for the better, but i dislike him, but i do like him, but he's unlovable, but hosea loves him, but i don't love him, but i do like him, but he's evil, but he's not, but he's worse than others, but he's better than others, but he's awful, but he's complicated, but i hate him, but i don't, but i wouldn't trust him, but i'd trust him with my life, but i wouldn't, but i like him, but (etc.)
















