absolutely nothing but absolute chaos.

im as clueless as it is physically possible for somebody to be {maybe even more than that}{probably even more than that}{actually way more than that} on the bright side: im in love with the concept of love and im in love with the human race life is too short to have two friends hmu lets talk *begging*

[amonstersearchingforredemption]

look who's back from the dead

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a g a i n

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why can't i see my own posts what are you doing tumblr

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look who's back from the dead

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wdym i cant comment either

[amonstersearchingforredemption]

It's my 1 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

IT'S MY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY ON THIS TUMBLR {after my last one died ofcourse}{for some reason i cannot see any of my previous posts right now. does this mean this blog is going to die too?}

[abby086]

I let you into my heart, and I watched you destroy it.

[amonstersearchingforredemption]

SO i was doing chemistry and it got boring, scratch that, chemistry is ALWAYS boring. and i took this random "am i gay" quiz. guess what were the results? you're not gay.

-here's the catch: the quiz was for boys only. im not a boy.

[one-time-i-dreamt]

Not a dream

How are you all

[one-time-i-dreamt]

For everyone who has answered they are sad, I propose we all stand/sit in a circle together and put our hands on the shoulders of people next to us and keep chanting, "There, there," and see what happens.

[one-time-i-dreamt]

THERE, THERE

[amonstersearchingforredemption]

*stands in a circle*

*puts hands on the shoulders next to me*

there, there buddy

[ruegarding]

that scene in tlo where thalia tells percy he can't start feeling sorry for luke bc luke made his choices. and thalia reveals that the reason they couldn't make it to camp in time for all of them to make it to camp was bc luke kept picking fights. and annabeth never saw this as wrong bc luke was her hero. so thalia had to pick up the pieces. and percy thinking both that luke was put in a cruel position and that luke was putting others in a cruel position. and percy is the only character who understood both sides of luke bc annabeth sees only the best of him and thalia sees only the worst. and that's why percy is the prophecy kid and the one who gives luke the knife. bc annabeth had spent the entire series essentially giving luke the knife when he didn't deserve it. and thalia was never going to give luke the knife. but percy is the only one who can see exactly when luke deserves the knife.

[amonstersearchingforredemption]

i love my fandom

[amonstersearchingforredemption]

theres definitely something wrong with somebody whos listening to this on the family tv at 4 in the morning

[spaceshipsandpurpledrank]

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me ^_^ whenever i see the humans just humaning

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theoretically i know how to drive{i mean all those years i spent on nfs and gta didnt go to waste} {no seriously i DO know how to drive} but my mom has FINALLY allowed me to drive on ACTUAL ROADS AND NOT just PUSH THE ACCELERATOR IN A HUGE VACANT GROUND im so happy oml

[amonstersearchingforredemption]

HELP WHERE DOES A POST GO WHEN I SAVE IT AS DRAFT INSTEAD OF POSTING IT

[lemondropsandchimney]

Maybe I was born only to love, not to be loved.

But for once, and only for a short period of time, I want to feel loved. Just one time.

[amonstersearchingforredemption]

reposting because im masochistic unrequited love is totally my thing

[fluentisonus]

tried to explain to people earlier that I understand why dogs will shred something they love a lot (blanket, e.g.) into tiny useless pieces just for the sheer joy of sinking their teeth into something that means so much to them and physically viscerally shaking out all the sheer Feeling of Having it. and none of them understood but like. I Get It.

[amonstersearchingforredemption]

its like how humans want to bite their loved one: their children siblings friends partners anybody. we just feel immense joy and immense love, squeezing them tightly doesnt seem enough

[yvngbebe]

i’m not explaining shit to people who are committed to misunderstanding me

[amonstersearchingforredemption]

rose day gone: got no flowers

2 yEArS aGo

i decided to make my friends' rose day special i plucked ONE rose because plants have feelings too and broke off all its petals and gave one petal to each of my friends and recorded the entire thing.

later when i was on my way home {yep i did all that in school. those were the good old days when i used to meet friends in school. now? welllllllllllll} and i realised how all my friends looked so done with me and my corny antics i just deleted the video dang-