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slavetheo:
FTF: Steo
It’s okay to be hesitant. We haven’t had great public experiences here, you had a couple more horrible ones than me, but they were for punishments. This would be for pleasure.
... What would you want to do?
[Private] I’m sorry, Stiles. I wish there was something I could do. Well…you’ll know I’ll be there. I know Theo has his weird thing with me but you could always stop and say hello to Allison and I. I can promise we won’t do anything other than talk. I…well yes that makes sense. Though I think for Allison and I’s …performance I guess would be the best word, we’re going to use one.
PM: It’s okay, like I said - I’ll figure it out. At worst, I guess I just spend the night attached to their sides nervously, at best, maybe I’ll get a good public experience for once. If I feel like I can talk, I’ll ask Ryder to go over to you. If it works for you, that’s good - I wouldn’t mind it in the bedroom but not in a situation where I’ll be anxious already.
slavetheo:
FTF: Steo
You knew what I meant. You want me only messing around with you and Ryder. I know…Do you, would you want to do anything? If I could promise you’d only be focusing on me and what we’d do, and nothing else.
I don’t know. Part of me says maybe I can at least have a positive experience so the whole public thing doesn’t totally freak me out anymore. And then the other part of my brain kind of gets stuck on the fact that it’s in front of people and I can’t get it off that - which is sort of amazing because you know what my brain is like.
FTF: Steo
You want me all to yourself, I get your point. Trust me.
Well technically everyone would be watching so I wouldn’t exactly have you all to myself - and Ryder... but it would be better than watching you with others.
I’m just remembering how we don’t really have to do anything. I know Allison is only going to do something if I’m okay with it. I think Ryder would be the same way. I don’t want that to happen to you either. Would you be opposed to being blindfolded so you can’t see?
I’m not saying he would do something if I wasn’t okay with it - just that even that doesn’t help quell the anxiety much, unfortunately. If we go I’ll just.. have to deal with it. With them there.. I’m sure I’ll be fine... I mean, who knows - maybe if we do go and I’m not actually doing anything, the anxiety will die down some. Hearing everyone around me and not knowing what the fuck was going on? Considering that’s even more terrifying, yes, I would definitely be opposed to a blindfold.
FTF: Steo
I won’t do anything stupid, nothing that will get Ryder in trouble. Or at least I hope I won’t– So you’d rather be uncomfortable around someone than to have me help, and attempt to diffuse the situation? I’d offer myself up to someone to get them to leave you alone, you know.
I’m saying that I would rather be- in a public sex act with you, than watch you be in a public sex act that wasn’t me. Or Ryder, obviously. Or - unless it was someone and something we’d all agreed on earlier but you get the point.
I’m sure you could ask your master about it. I know I’m looking forward to it. We’re lucky. We only have to do something if our master/mistress wants us to. We just get to dress up and look nice unlike the others.
I guess I will. Each to their own, I guess, none of it really makes me feel any better about the public part of it - even if I probably should just deal with it because it’s not like the others get the privilege we do. I can’t exactly help the anxiety though. I’d rather not have a panic attack in front of a room of people, especially when the unclaimed slaves are in a worse position.
If it was singing or performing in any way I wouldn’t be nervous at all and would be looking forward to tomorrow. Thanks, Stiles. Are you guys even going tomorrow?
Reckon thinking about it that way might help you? That might sound crazy - especially since nothing quells the anxious feeling it gives me, but I don’t know. Make it less about the things you have to do and more about the performance aspect? I don’t actually know if we’re going. I hope not, even though maybe that makes me an asshole since you guys can’t escape it.
FTF: Steo
Don’t thank me. It’s what I should do, keep you safe and comfortable. Even if I have to do something drastic. I love you too.
You realise by saying even if you have to do something drastic, you’ve just spiked my anxiety levels times a hundred, right? You are not doing anything drastic. Got it?
Stop looking like you’re about to cry. All you have to do is ask your Master to just let you stay home since your attendance isn’t necessary. At least I’m assuming that’s what your moping around about since it’s not like you have much else to complain about compared to unclaimed slaves.
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Thanks for your advice, Master Clarington.
No, I’ve never been a slave, but my mother was. However, my father was previously a Master, so I was able to be trained as a Keeper instead of a slave.
Any escape attempt, even if it was a half-assed one, would warrant that much attention. No matter how badly they are punished, some slaves just never learn. Seems like you’re not one of those types though.
So you were brought up here? Or, at least, a place like this? Which means you’ve never seen the outside world? Jesus, that’s intense.
Hm. Guess I’m not one of those types.
Has everyone seen the bowling alley?
PM: Well… in that case, I guess I understand. I’ve had a lot more practice blocking out thoughts like that - not that I ever want to forget my family, but you have to be able to sort of put it out of your mind for a while, or else you never feel really happy… which is not how I know they’d want me to live.
That sounds like it was a lovely gesture, visiting…. I wish I could hug you right now. Is that weird? Well, never mind. Which day is your birthday, exactly? Are we birthday twins?
PM: Right - and I find that easier now, most days. I just didn’t think I could do that day.
Not weird. Sweet - which you pretty much are so.. Not weird. It’s not like we’ve never hugged before. April 8th is the day.
I’ve never done anything in public so I don’t know how its going to go…at least you don’t have to do things you don’t want to do.
Yeah there is that. You’re the last person I should be complaining to. If only one of the tasks was singing, huh? I hope it goes alright for you, Rachel.
You will be okay. I know it. They won’t let anything happen to you. And I’m always here if you need it. I know we’ll have masks on but I think I’ll be obvious with my hair.
Is it bad that I’m kind of hoping we don’t have to go at all? I don’t know, I guess it’ll get worked out. Thanks.
FTF: Steo
It gets easier to read people once you’ve spent a lot of time with a person. We’ve spent a lot of time together. I know, I know. It’s fine, we’ll be fine. We might not even have to go, but if we do I’ll do my best to make sure you’re comfortable.
That’s true. I’m keeping my fingers crossed that we don’t but.. Thanks. I love you.
It’s nice to meet you, Stiles. I’m Isabelle. Is it bad that I’m glad that I haven’t met you until now? Everything is better than being down here.
It’s nice to meet you too, Isabelle. No - I get what you mean so.. not insulted. Though I wouldn’t blame you if you had wished the scenario was reversed, either.
It’s going to be interesting for sure. Have you talked to your master about what you might do?
Not yet. I don’t really want to do anything though. As long as I have he and Theo with me, I guess I’ll be okay...
