when sadness is underrated

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[an-overthinkingperson]

What a pleasant stay at Artotel Haniman Ubud, Bali.

December 2021 💚

[an-overthinkingperson]

[an-overthinkingperson]

one of the cure for my broken heart

[an-overthinkingperson]

:’(

[word-stuck]

“Saudade, often described as ‘the love that remains’ after someone is gone." (submitted by jamesvergara, littlemaniacs, margaridalegria)

[an-overthinkingperson]

word-stuck: “Saudade, often described as ‘the love that remains’ after someone is gone.“ (submitted by jamesvergara, littlemaniacs, margaridalegria)

[rodrickminor]

I realize there’s something incredibly honest about trees in winter, how they’re experts at letting things go.

Jeffrey McDaniel (via rodrickminor)

[an-overthinkingperson]

LET GO

what do i do,

when i’m still i love with you?

you walked away,

‘cause you didn’t want to stay.

you broke my heart, you tore me apart.

everyday i wait for you,

telling myself our love was true.

but when you don’t show, more tears start to flow.

that’s when i know

i have to let go.

- Shelby T. Parsons

[ruinedchildhood]

Rugrats was deep.

[an-overthinkingperson]

[an-overthinkingperson]

Self Reminder

it’s been a long time. a lot of things happened. good and awful. things i thought good but eventually they’re not, and vice versa. and a lot of people come and go. but yea, well, mostly i’m the one who left.

i will write down below all things i learnt (in the hard way) and i hope i can remind myself when i read it again in the future. a reminder that i have to love myself first, and not to be taken for granted by anyone. and also to live in the present. not the past or the future.

1. failure is fine. 

2. take your time to grieve.

3. it’s okay to feel not okay.

4. it’s not always because of you. maybe it’s because of them.

5. try not to take things personally.

6. you’re not perfect and it’s normal. you’re a human being.

7. don’t love to hard. disappointment is a total shit.

8. take care of your mental health.

9. too good to be true IS A REAL THING. don’t trust that shit. take care of your heart, your feelings, your sanity.

10. your body is not perfect. but love it unconditionally.

11. expectation LEADS to disappointment. READ. THIS. AGAIN. AND. AGAIN.

[nefertiris]

fresh prince of bel air (1990-1996) truly was a gift

[an-overthinkingperson]

😆😆

[an-overthinkingperson]

emesh 🖤

[an-overthinkingperson]

[an-overthinkingperson]

really hate the feeling after you just woke up in the middle of the night, dreaming about somebody that used to be special, and then suddenly remembered ALL the painful feelings that happened to your life because of some other person that used to be your best friend.

[an-overthinkingperson]

God always finds a way to make me feel grateful about life.. even though life is suck even though life is hurting me even though i want to give up everything. God has made me unable to feel that i couldn’t do anything. God makes me feel that I could still be happy about little things. Like a beautiful sunset everytime I feel down and like two fireflies that fly around in front of me says i will be okay. eventually.

[an-overthinkingperson]

letting go doesn't mean of giving up, but rather accepting that there are things that cannot be.

[an-overthinkingperson]

....What am I supposed to do to make you want me properly? I'm taking these chances and getting nowhere And though I'm trying my hardest you go back to her And I think that I know things may never change I'm still hoping one day I might hear you say I make you feel a way you've never felt before And I'm all you need and that you never want more Then you'd say all of the right things without a clue....

Adele “Best for Last”