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Let me be free

A bottle to go to sleep

Please give me relief

I am so empty of everything

There would be nothing left of me.

If I give up that part of myself, what will become of me?

Why am I still here

Being trapped within these constraints

It feels so miserable being here

The pills don't help me anymore

There's this annoying rat that lives in my stomach and it's starving. It feeds off my stomach lining if I don't give it food.

Annoying rat

WASH YOUR HANDS WASH YOUR HANDS ITS DIRTY YOU TOUCHED THAT WASH THEM WASH THEM YOU CONTAMINATED YOUR ARMS WASH THEM WASH THEM YOUR ELBOW TOUCHED THE DOOR WASH THEM WASH THEM YOUR FINGERS TOUCHED THE SINK WASH THEM WASH THEM KEEP GOING ITS NOT ENOUGH ITS NOT ENOUGHT ITS NEVER ENOUGH KEEP GOING UNTIL IT HURTS UNTIL IT BURNS UNTIL THE SKIN IS RED AND ITCHY AND BLEEDING IS IT CLEAN IT IS CLEAN NOW THE BLOOD HAS CLEANSED YOUR SOUL I HOPE YOUVE FOUND YOUR SALVATION AND GRIP IT TIGHTLY IN YOUR HANDS OH NO NO NO YOU HAVE TO WASH THEM AGAIN WASH THEM AGAIN DO IT AGAIN DO IT AGAIN DO IT AGAIN DO IT NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW HURRY HURRY HURRY HURRY HURRY IT BURNS IT BURNS IT BURNS IT BURNS IT BURNS

I never makes sense

The ones who committed become the trees in the forests of hell

If I kill you will I go to hell

The urge to smash my head repeatedly against the nearest wall until I can finally stop thinking

Remember

Don't keep going or you'll die

If you keep going you'll die

Don't do anything involving that or you'll die

If you do anything involving that you'll die

Don't go back to fix it or you'll die

If you go back to fix it you'll die

In this world I am nothing

I am no one

Yet I take up so much space

Ungrateful

You don't deserve it

You don't deserve anything

Give it back

It's not yours

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