Im Not Skinny

19f I’m back on my bullshit everyone. I cope through humor, so that’s mostly what you’ll find here. If you are in recovery, PLEASE do not look at this page, I’m not pro for anyone but myself.

[smiertelnieprzeznaczona]

that was me at the age of 12

[ana-butnot-pro]

rel

[anaandadream]

I am SO outraged right now. I’m officially 48 hours into my fast and I’ve somehow managed to GAIN 3 pounds!! How?? How is that even possible??

[anaandadream]

Wearing ice cream cone earrings is all part of the ✨deception✨

[anaandadream]

[anaandadream]

[bonefae17]

[wwannabeskinny]

keep an open mind and a closed refrigerator.

[z1ggyx-deactivated20230803]

I just wanna need to be perfect for him.

[anaandadream]

If I were skinny I’d be loved.

[halsiwwacherman]

working late so you can skip dinner >>>

[anaandadream]

TW Child Abuse

Breaking my fast early, but I honestly don’t give a fuck after tonight. I had to watch as my coworker beat the shit out of his 13 year old son. The only people working there were me, him, and his wife (who was defending him). Called the police but they didn’t do ANYTHING. I know that’s kinda their thing, but it’s hard to witness it firsthand. Especially with two eyewitnesses (my other coworker who came in because I called her) and 2 dozen customers who heard EVERYTHING. I don’t know where I’m going with this I’m just upset, and not eating doesn’t feel like the priority for once.

[anaandadream]

[anaandadream]

Me: I don’t get it. Why am I being extra clumsy and why do I keep losing my balance?

Also me: Bitch the only calories you’ve consumed in over 24 hours are your meds. Why do you think???

[wwannabeskinny]

eat less today for morning skinny tomorrow.

[4htnamas]

Can anybody suggest what I should be eating as a worsening ana lol. Volume eating low cal foods apparently is where it’s at but what does that include? I want to incorporate proteins bc I saw a post that if you lose muscle you’ll never get that skinny toned look and I’d actually cry if I got to my goal weight and still looked fat. Anyway pls comment any suggestions or feel free to Dm me :)

Stay safe💕

[anaandadream]

Not protein, but my go to is always watermelon. Only 77 calories in 9oz.

Use that info as you wish, but stay cool and healthy 😎

[evatledhops]

it feels so weird to be an adult with an ed bc its like “shouldnt you be too old for this shit get your act together youre not a kid anymore”

[working0nme]

[mxah]

Doing anything while being overweight is embarrassing, that should be motivation enough.