[evatledhops]

current concern: oh darlin all of the city lights never shine as bright as your eyes

welcome to my blog! this is just a personal safe space meant for me to shitpost about my life :>

✧ soph (my real name is sophia) or del (alias)

✧ 23, she/her, chinese (但是我的中文不好 LOL)

✧ anime, kpop, genshin, memes

[TW:ED] this blog contains content about EDs so please tread carefully. i am PRO-RECOVERY and strongly believe that everyone is deserving of recovery, even though i am not ready for it rn.

i am NOT pro-ed. i interact with ED stuff but i will never encourage you to do it. this is a delibitating illness that has ruined my life. do not replicate my bullshit lol. non-ed blogs that follow me will be blocked immediately.

recovery does not need to be earned, and you are always worthy of happiness. stay safe! <3

you may know me as: delicatedel, delicutedel, delichandel, chanandchilde

sw: 62.5kg (but this was like yEARS ago lol)

cw: 52.4kg

gw1: 52kg

gw2: 50kg

ugw: 45kg

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i wish people would love me the way i love them

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i know my bf loves me but idk i j feel like cuz im such a giver like when is it my turn to receive what i put out… 😭😭😞😞😞

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haha idk why im just feeling really hollow and empty and sad inside…

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Crying in bed

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i am surprised that after all the stuff that happened the last few weeks and this morning, i’m still doing ok ish. like im not spiralling but im like ok. my mood is not the best but i feel like considering everything, i should be at a -8/10 but i’m just a 4/10 lol

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yall moving back in with my mum has fr made my life and mental health worse 😭😭😭

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hi it’s soph i changed my pfp because this cat is adorable

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also my colleague told me to do this personality quiz

i got this lol and i hate that its kinda accurate… 💀

[lowpolyanimals]

Rat from Avowed

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noo feeling sad and problematic… 😞😞 idkk i j wanna isolate from everyone and be by myself 😭😭🥺🥺 idk i j feel really problematic…

[heartcondltion-deactivated20260]

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first time in a long time since ive seen thinspo 😭

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also idk this is good or bad but im only back cuz i got triggered by ari cuz of her latest album release photos 😭😭😭😭 i love her but like ,,, we all know whats going on……. 😭😭🥺🥺

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Firstly, when you get this, you have to answer with 5 things you like about yourself, publicly. Then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool) :3 <3

HIII MINTYYY hmmm okk havent done these in a while LOL lemme seee

things i like about myself:

1. my ability to be in touch w my emotions/being very introspective

2. my ability to connect with others emotionally too!!

3. i like my gift giving skills :)) hehe i put a lot of effort into my gifts!

4. i like that i have an eye for aesthetics, makes creative work feel more natural for me~

5. ermm not sure what else about myself i like LOL hmm i like that i like i am better at setting boundaries now and have more self respect for myself :))

pls feel free to do it too if u want minty!! <33

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thought of you in passing, hope ur doing okay <33

omg HIIII VANILLAAA <333 im doing well!!!! i hope u are toooo how r u omgggg 🥺🥺❤️❤️ whats been happening in ur life tell me everything!!!! 🩷🩷

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omgggg hi guyssss its been soo longgggg i havent logged into this account in like literally ages (i think since ive gotten in a relationship w my bf, i havent had as much issues w food and my body image!! we’ve been dating for a little over 2 years now :)) how are yall doing!!! hope everyone is welll <333