beatriz

22y | currently taking masters in administration, i love reading classics and fantasy books, writing and painting, I'm just a little nerd/art girl that likes to talk alone here on tumblr 🦋 my ig: @sunflower_student that I post some stuff like here too

[anabextryx]

I slept all morning, passed most of the day writing some story and then reading White Nights, I decided that I will pass all night reading some of the current books I've been taking ages to read.

I didn't liked much of Emma, because Jane Austen criticize everyone all the time in the parts I saw, but, I need to finish, maybe i like in the end (??)

My current readings is The Secret History that I'm crazy about it, but I'm reading in English cuz didn't have a good translation in portuguese (brazilian) soo, I'm taking ages to read a page and understand everything, but I'm in loveee.

I bought Orlando of Virginia Woolf for my birthday (my mom did actually) and I'm finishing White Nights that I received from a birthday present too

I received from my last year birthday 2 books of Jane Austen and Edgar Allan Poe, I will read today "Black Cat" of Edgar, I'm so excited about this one!

[anabextryx]

The happiness is always the guest who leave first.

[anabextryx]

The world is cruel or just the people who live in them?

Probably the people, I can't feel sad when they aren't around me talking bad things all the time.

I was so happy, how can some little words could ruined me so fast?

Why happiness don't last, but sadness look like will never leave me?

[that-was-a-bit-stupid-of-you]

how on earth does he look like that. bro eats sunshine and rainbows for breakfast and the stars and moon for dinner like. he looks. soft and fluffy. bro looks like the concept of peace. dear lord im weak

[stars-bean]

Dead Poets Society (1989) dir. Peter Weir

[alltimesos]

[welli-moon]

“I was good, i was really good”

[sourdough-seal]

bingewatching will never come close to bingereading. there is nothing like blocking out the entire Earth for ten hours to read a book in one sitting no food no water no shower no bra and emerging at the end with no idea what time it is or where you are, a dried-up prune that's sensitive to light and loud noises because you've been in your room in the dark reading by the glow of a single LED. it's like coming back after a three-month vacation in another dimension and now you have to go downstairs and make dinner. absolutely transcendental

[inky-sun]

[anabextryx]

This couples of days was kinda of exciting, I'm loving The Secret History, but since it's not in my native language, I'm reading slowly, but I'm not worried about that, I like to read calmly to appreciate that moment and think about what I read.

I was loving Richard, Bunny and hating Henry. Now I'm loving Henry, I like Richard and i don't like Bunny anymore, it's funny to see the changes of my thoughts while I'm reading 😅

[anabextryx]

Hoje o dia não foi muito bom, poderia ter rendido muito melhor, mas a minha saúde mental infelizmente não anda no mesmo impulso que as outras coisas da minha vida, se ela está inativa, consigo ter um rendimento bom como segunda feira que estudei 9 horas, dormi bem e ainda tive tempo de lazer, se algum gatilho acorda ela, como hoje (terça-feira) mesmo que eu tente, não consigo ter resultados, tentei estudar, não focava de jeito nenhum, o jeito foi só deixar o dia rolar como bem quiser, ainda bem que ainda não tenho pendências na universidade, se não estaria explodindo de ansiedade a essa hora 😮‍💨 mas, vamos dormir pra amanhã ser um dia melhor, se tudo der certo 🫡

[anabextryx]

My new semester of college starts again tomorrow, I've been so anxious these past weeks and I can't sleep, i have that

[anabextryx]

Dude it's just me that always forget how old I'm? And I'm just 21 or 20 years old.... yeah... I don't fucking remember, I think that maybe it's a psychological thing cuz I hate my birthday?! I don't know, psychology people help here!!!

Btw I have borderline, maybe have something to do??? I don't fucking know ok

[deviika]

—Albert Camus

[anabextryx]

Let's go study math !!

Btw I hate math cuz my brain can't work with that 😑 (that's the reason I need to study more and more, my degree is 70% math JESUS HELP ME)

[girl-on-films]

if you have a heart, you hide it well

[anabextryx]

Today I'm helping my neighbor, taking care of her child for some hours, she is gone for a reunion of his future school so I'm taking care of one of my autistic baby, we are Brazilian, he is so freaking intelligent bro, his first language was english, he learned alone and he talk like a native, wait, I forgot to say that he is 4 years old 😎, when he came back from living in the urban area I was the only one who could understand what he wanted, what he was talking and he loved me cuz anyone was understanding what he talked cuz they don't speak or understand english, he was so happy. But now he can speak Brazilian-Portuguese a little and can talk with his parents.