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maybe someday...

I know he loved me when I was skinny so when I started to gain weight he lost that initial love

#ana

A man would rather have a really worryingly skinny girlfriend than a fat girl

#Ana #thinapo

1anonyymous1

i just want to go to a place where i can look up and see thousands of stars in the sky and just relax under the moonlight

What is it about you that you can’t love my beautiful

ethereal-muses

I do not know the name of the feeling that I have for you. But it is a special tenderness, something I have never felt until now, not for anyone.

– Gustave Flaubert

I wish I wasn’t so heavy so you could pick me up like the princess I know you want.

#ed #Ana

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Erika L. Sánchez, from “La Cueva”, Lessons on Expulsion

Always wondered what my note would say

#mental health

Why don’t I love myself enough to stand up for myself?

wedarkacademia

573p5

Tbilisi, Georgia - December 2022

ffspunk

“I am not an easy person to love. Some days I will whisper how beautiful you are while planting gentle kisses all over your body. You will giggle and try to fight me off and in that moment my heart will have never felt so light. But other days when my mind is a storm cloud threatening to explode, I will be a bundle of emotions that I cannot quite keep contained. I will be cold, distant, and you will look at me like I am not the same person you fell in love with. I am a broken light switch. My moods flicker without anyone flipping me on and off. I wake up each morning and wonder which me you will encounter that day. I always hope it is the one who makes you want to stick around. I am not easy to love. But what I need you to understand is that whether there is a war waging inside of my mind or I am the kind person that you adore, I will always love you. I will love you in the morning. I will love you when you cry. I will love you when I am angry. I will love you when you’re being stubborn. I will love you when I don’t even love myself. I will love you. I know that there will be days when you want to give up on me but I am asking you, please don’t. You see, you are the only one who has been able to settle the storm inside of me before I even realize it is surfacing. I am not easy to love but I promise that I will always put up a fight. And I will love you no matter which me my light switch flips on that day.”

— (via im-sad-lets-have-sex)

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“You will die. You will not live forever. Nor will any man or any thing. Nothing is immortal. But only to us is it given to know that we must die. And that is a great gift: The gift of selfhood. For we have only what we know we must lose, what we are willing to lose… That selfhood which is our torment, and our treasure, and our humanity, does not endure. It changes; it is gone, a wave on the sea. Would you have the sea grow still and the tides cease, to save one wave, to save yourself? Would you give up the craft of your hands, and the passion of your heart, and the light of sunrise and sunset, to buy safety for yourself - safety forever?”

— Ursula K. Le Guin, The Farthest Shore